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At dusk, when Lu Shiqing walked out of the examination room, he didn't follow the others to the school bus.

I don't know if it's a tacit understanding, so he turned to look at the fast food restaurant across the road. Chen Fang was standing behind the glass door and looking around. He was probably drinking some hot drink, his face was flushed with warmth, and the other glass in his hand was without a straw. It was left to him.

Seeing him, Chen Fang opened the door and waved to him, walked to the side of the road to meet him, and handed him the cup in his hand.The warm touch, Lu Shiqing guessed it was hot milk, took a sip, and the milk fragrance and sweetness flowed down the throat and into the stomach, as if the cold windy day was not cold at all.

"How is it?" Chen Fang looked at Lu Shiqing with the corners of his eyes bent down, as if he believed that it would be a good result no matter what, and he was not worried at all.

Lu Shiqing wanted to tease him, so he frowned deliberately, drooped his head, and then shook his head.

"Ah..." Chen Fang's expression froze as if he had been stiffened by the cold wind, and he paused before saying, "Dissatisfied?"

"Yeah." Lu Shiqing looked up and looked at Chen Fang resentfully, "I regret that I didn't hand in the paper in advance, I kept you waiting for me for too long, the milk is not so hot." Lu Shiqing said, and took another sip.

Chen Fang was stunned for a moment, then smiled like a broken ice on his face, "Excellent drama."

In short, it feels good, and the two are ready to leave.Chen Fang walked towards the crossing following the memory of walking with the mobile phone navigation, and was grabbed by the arm by Lu Shiqing just as he wanted to cross the road.

"I'm not going home." Lu Shiqing said mysteriously, "I'll take you to a place. I was thinking of taking you there just after finishing the paper."

Chen Fang asked where it was, but Lu Shiqing didn't say, and just took him to the side of the road to wait for another bus.Lu Shiqing squinted for a while in the car, waking up at every stop, but he didn't tell Chen Fang to get off the car until it was dark outside the window.

They reached the terminal.

Although it was far away from Lu Shiqing's home in the city center, it was not desolate. The flowers and shrubs on the side of the road were carefully pruned, and the staggered and colorful lights not far away illuminated the surroundings very brightly.

Lu Shiqing asked Chen Fang if he was cold, and before he could answer, he hugged him to his side, wrapping half of the dark blue scarf around his neck.They walked together holding hands, their bodies were very close, and a scarf that wasn't too long could just surround the two of them, just like how they set off fireworks on the cross-sea bridge on New Year's Eve, but it was gone. Embarrassment and caution.

Lu Shiqing hugged Chen Fang naturally, thinking flatteringly, he just surrounded his precious boyfriend by his side and made a lot of money.

They arrived at the gate of an amusement park.

Chen Fang stood outside the door and looked inside, only to find that the light that made the surroundings as bright as day came from various facilities in the amusement park, especially the Ferris wheel in the distance. Fireworks, like gears, go round and round grandly and quietly, as if they never stop.

"Let's go, go in." Lu Shiqing tugged Chen Fang who was stunned.

"Ah, good." Chen Fang came back to his senses, and let Lu Shiqing lead him away.

The weather is cold now, and it’s not a holiday. There are not many people in the amusement park. Most of them are couples. Most of them are not here for exciting activities, but just for the good atmosphere.

Lu Shiqing and Chen Fang walked among them, and they were just an ordinary couple, but this ordinary sense of security and happiness overflowed warmly, turning into exhaled water vapor and dispersing in the air.

"Brother Fang, let me take you to ride the Ferris wheel." Lu Shiqing said.

"Ah, it's very troublesome..." Chen Fang couldn't help looking in the direction of the Ferris wheel, then turned back, hesitating.

"Don't be reserved, I've seen it all. When you stood outside, you watched for a long time, and you didn't take your eyes off just now." Lu Shiqing looked at the light and shadow of the Ferris wheel reflected in Chen Fang's eyes, and wanted to take him there. , "Let's go, couple project. You are my boyfriend, we can go with confidence."

Chen Fang smiled, and Lu Shiqing took him there, and got into a carriage in a hurry under the Ferris wheel. The swaying of the carriage made Chen Fang lose his footing, and accidentally threw himself into Lu Shiqing's arms. Feeling so happy, he put the bracelet on Chen Fang's waist.

Looking outside from the gradually rising Ferris wheel car, it looks another way.

Footsteps float in the dense flowing lights, as if they are stepping on the galaxy, embracing at the end of the world away.

"This amusement park is actually quite old. I liked this kind of place very much when I was a child. Didn't you expect it? Because my parents took me here a few times before they divorced..." Lu Shiqing paused, "It's been a long time, actually I I don’t remember clearly, the amusement park seems to have been refurbished, and it’s not the same.”

Lu Shiqing rarely showed melancholy on his face. Chen Fang seemed to be seeing it for the first time, but he was quickly adjusted by Lu Shiqing, and said with a smile: "It's really nothing. You showed me the lights of the cross-sea bridge , it’s really beautiful. So I also want to share the lighting here, just with you.”

Chen Fang looked at Lu Shiqing and silently nodded in response.

In fact, he thought a lot about childhood, about light, about the person in front of him.All kinds of emotions came up, like the changing lights, unable to tell the boundaries, and the words were unclear, and they simply let them drift away with the stars flowing outside the window.

I just want to remember, he and Lu Shiqing, at this very moment.

The Ferris gear rotates slowly and climbs gradually, leading those who have picked love to pick the brightest stars.

Chen Fang looked out of the window, it seemed that the carriage they were in had reached the highest point, his eyes were able to collect the most light in his life, he turned his head to look at Lu Shiqing with some excitement, and Lu Shiqing who also turned his head used a A hot, soft kiss sealed his lips.

Lu Shiqing kissed very lightly, as if she had put aside her usual desires and made a wish devoutly like a believer.

After a while, Lu Shiqing backed away a little, and saw that Chen Fang was still unresponsive, and explained: "I don't know where I heard it before, saying that when the Ferris wheel turns to the highest point, if you kiss your lover , we can be together forever.”

Chen Fang smiled when he heard the words, "I never realized before that you believe so many sayings."

"Believe it, why don't you believe it." Lu Shiqing insisted.

I have to admit that Chen Fang knows him well, but he doesn't seem to know him that much.He did not believe many statements because he found it troublesome, but he always felt that he couldn't miss it this time.

Not superstition or whim.He just wants to save all possibilities together and exchange for one hundred percent.

The Ferris wheel turned very slowly, but the time was not enough for the two to express their love.

The two of them returned to the ground when the carriage reached the lowest point, walked along the cobblestone path full of fairytale colors, and passed a wooden cabin covered with golden night lights beside the road.

"To you after 1898 days?" Chen Fang chanted the words on the small plaque by the window of the hut, a little puzzled, "Why 1898?"

Lu Shiqing paused, and then smiled as if he suddenly came up with a solution to a math problem, "It's a marketing gimmick, it's deliberately lame and romantic."

"Crap is also romantic." Chen Fang said lightly, then looked at Lu Shiqing and asked, "So why?"

"Go in and have a look."

Lu Shiqing took Chen Fang into the hut. It is estimated that lovers who are in love are not keen on the literary expression of letters. There are not many people in the hut, but the dress is very warm.The warm yellow light and a row of spider plants in the window make the literary and artistic feelings of the visitors irresistibly awakened, and they firmly believe that letters are the best way to convey love words.

"Hello." A quiet girl with short hair said hello, holding a small pine branch in her hand, and said to the two, "Are you two lovers? Do you want to write a letter?"

"just looking around."

"Write."

Chen Fang originally cared that Lu Shiqing didn't like these literary troubles, but he didn't expect to hear Lu Shiqing answered "write", and was a little surprised.It was Lu Shiqing who heard Chen Fang's answer and advised him instead: "You are so good at writing, just write me a letter."

"It's the same as composition." Chen Fang was amused by Lu Shiqing's thoughts.

"That's right. Then I don't want to write, I want to be romantic." Lu Shiqing said, "I want to give you romance, and I want your romance. How about we exchange?"

Chen Fang thought for a while, indeed, there were too many things that he couldn't say face to face, and he couldn't say it now, this unknown but inexplicably suitable 1898 days was a good opportunity, so he simply nodded in agreement.

The short-haired girl took them to a desk with a partition in the middle, and handed them pens, paper and envelopes.There is a heart-shaped cutout in the middle of the bezel, and through the cutout, you can just see each other's faces, and you don't have a chance to sneak a peek at what the other party wrote on the letter.

Chen Fang lowered his head and wrote quietly. Sometimes he raised his head to look at Lu Shiqing, and found that the person who usually hates writing the most is also very devoted at the moment.Warm light fell on him, and the pine branch handed by the short-haired girl was inserted into the back of the pen holder by him, trembling slightly with the movement of writing.

What would Lu Shiqing write?Chen Fang couldn't help being curious, but he didn't think it was difficult to guess.

A shining person must have emotions as hot as the temperature in the palm of his hand. Most of what he writes down with a pen is a passionate youthful heart, overflowing and precious love.

And Chen placed it in a dark and cramped corner, hiding things that dared not see the light.There are too many things, and I want to muster up the courage to confess, but I don't know where to start.

Chen Fang picked up the pen and wrote very slowly. For the first time, he felt so hard to write a letter.Obviously he didn't deliberately use gorgeous words and literary embellishments, and his things were not worthy of any beautiful expressions. He wrote them down flat and without waves, but it still made his heart feel dull and his knuckles weak.

He didn't know if Lu Shiqing would be by his side when Lu Shiqing read this letter 1898 days later, maybe the confession now would become a burden that came late at that time.But Chen Fang still wanted to tell Lu Shiqing that he was looking forward to the light, but also timid and fearful, and at the same time bravely delivered his sincere feelings to Lu Shiqing.

"Brother Fang, I'm done." Lu Shiqing raised his head, saw Chen Fang's drooping eyes and sporadic tears on his eyelashes through the heart-shaped hollow, and stood up worriedly, "What's wrong? I won't write if I feel uncomfortable. Okay? I didn't mean to force you..."

"I'm fine." Chen Fang smiled, as if tears fell where he couldn't see, "Let me finish writing."

Lu Shiqing silently sat back on the chair, looked at Chen Fang with a bit of self-blame, and always felt that no matter why Chen Fang was crying, he had to blame himself for the reason.

After the envelope was wrapped, it was handed over to the little girl, and Lu Shiqing put the small pine branches into the envelope together.They could not determine where they were after 1898 days, so they left the address of the mailbox at the gate of No. [-] Lieutenant Colonel.

Chen Fang didn't cry any more, but his eyes were still red, and he asked Lu Shiqing in a nasal voice, "You still haven't told me what the meaning of 1898 is."

Lu Shiqing smiled, he remembered that he had planned to prepare a "crazy romance" for Chen Fang.At that time, he had calculated a lot of numbers and wanted to express his love in this form. He disliked the homonym of 520 as too simple, and he was afraid that the calculation formula would not be able to be solved if it was encrypted too many layers. In the end, he discarded it under the childish name He made this plan, but one of the most common results has been skillfully remembered in his mind.

365 5.20 × = 1898

"The meaning is, I love you every year."