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The shower was still falling, accompanied by several echoing thunderclaps, and even the splashes that fell on the ground seemed fierce.

Chen Fang was sitting on the sofa in the lobby of the hotel, his bangs stained on his forehead due to some rain, his eyelashes were wet, and even his eyes became watery as if soaked in rainwater. He was carefully wiping the table with his sleeve Drops of water on the cake box.

The sky had been overcast just now, Chen Fang finished taking out the pre-ordered cakes without telling Lu Shiqing, just as he walked out of the store, it was raining and he ran in a hurry.

It's okay to get a little rain, he doesn't really care, it's just that today is a special day, not an ordinary weekend.

It's Lu Shiqing's birthday.

That should be the day when a ray of light descended on the world, and he was unusually anxious, unable to wait for the rain to end.

Light is indeed in a hurry.

"Brother Fang." Lu Shiqing hurriedly closed the umbrella and opened the door to come in, panting heavily, the trouser legs were splashed with dark and slightly darker water marks from the knees, probably from running over.

"Didn't you say there's no need to rush?" Chen Fang stood up and helped Lu Shiqing wipe off the water dripping down from his temples. It was warm and sweaty. "Still running."

"Why don't you go home?" Lu Shiqing said to Chen Fang, not in a tone of blame. Behind Chen Fang who was occupying his field of vision, he glanced at the corner of the transparent box, which was carefully wrapped with golden ribbons, and inside was a small piece of food. The cake is covered with yellow peaches which he likes to eat.

"Then, what's it for?" Lu Shiqing asked, pointing at the cake.

"I didn't remind you on purpose this morning, and you didn't respond. It turns out that you even forgot your own birthday." Chen Fang looked at Lu Shiqing, smiled, and said, "Brother Qing, happy birthday."

When Lu Shiqing heard the words, he was stunned for a moment, with an unexpected look, obviously he was caught by Chen Fang's words and completely forgot his birthday.

No wonder, no one cared about his birthday, no cake, no blessing, no ceremony, even he himself gradually didn't care.For him, birthday is just a reminder to spend it on a fixed and ordinary day every year, and his age is just a number higher, nothing special.

When she regained her senses, Lu Shiqing looked at Chen Fang, then walked around Chen Fang to look at the cake on the table, pointed at the cake and herself back and forth, and asked Chen Fang as if to confirm again: "For me?"

"Yes." Chen Fang nodded emphatically, as if he wanted to smash a definite answer into Lu Shiqing's heart, "The one who wrote your name in jam, take a look."

Lu Shiqing walked to the table and looked at the cake through the box tied with a bow and ribbon. Perhaps the texture of the jam was not thick enough, or his name had too many strokes, and the writing on the surface of the white cream was a bit blurry. There are a few places that should be vacated It was also covered with jam, but he could still tell that the writing on the cake was written by Chen Fang.

I wish Brother Qing happy and bright forever.

The last vertical stroke of the character "Qing" is extraordinarily straight, consistent with Chen Fang's usual writing habits, gentle and well-behaved, blunt without a stroke.

Lu Shiqing gently touched the surface of the box where the words were visible, smiled, held Chen Fang's hand, and said, "Brother Fang, thank you."

"Hey, don't say anything you young lovers want to say in my lobby." The man behind the counter showed half of his bald head, and interjected at the right time, "There are still vacant rooms upstairs, you guys , open a room and talk slowly, okay?"

"Do you want to drive?" Lu Shiqing asked.

In fact, he brought an umbrella, even if it was raining a lot outside, he would never get wet when he walked back.But he still asked, and subconsciously hid the umbrella behind his back, looking at Chen Fang.

Chen Fang bit his lip lightly, then let go after a while, took a deep breath as if he had made a big decision, and said, "It's raining heavily outside, you're a little wet...you can open a room Go up and dry."

"Okay." Lu Shiqing quickly agreed, turned around and went to check in. As if afraid of Chen Fang's repentance, she took the room card and turned around with the cake, and took the elevator with Chen Fang to the room.

The rain outside had lightened a little, and the patter of rain fell on the window, the sound was far less powerful than before, and much softer.

The box was placed on the bedside table, protruding a little. Lu Shiqing looked at Chen Fang, and held the edge with his hand to pull off the ribbon of the packaging. The things tied by the box fell to the ground, and Chen Fang picked it up.

"It's a plate, as well as candles and a crown." Chen Fang said.

"Ah." Lu Shiqing looked at the crown-shaped paper tape and colorful candles in Chen Fang's hands that didn't match his temperament, and knew that he should have passed the age of being ecstatic to blow out candles and wear crowns like a child , but still accidentally took it from Chen Fang.

This was prepared by Chen Fang for him, a birthday he had never experienced before, and he didn't want to miss it at all.

The paper tape was wrapped in just the right size and put on Lu Shiqing's head. The strange shape made him a little uncomfortable, so he flicked his hair a couple of times, but didn't reach out to take it off.Chen Fang also took out the candles and counted them, but there were not enough eighteen. The hand holding the candles paused, as if he was worried that his rash decision would leave regrets, and he didn't know what to do.

"Let me do it." Lu Shiqing took out two candles from Chen Fang's hand, inserted them in the center of the cake, and put them close together on purpose, "Two candles, representing the two of us, are enough."

"Yeah." Chen Fang took out the matches from the bakery, stroked and told Lu Shiqing, "I'll light the candles, remember to close your eyes and make a wish."

"Okay." Lu Shiqing smiled.

Because of the cloudy and rainy weather, the room was a bit dark, and they didn't turn on the lights, so the little sparks were particularly bright.

Lu Shiqing turned his gaze from the cake candle to Chen Fang's eyes, saw two sparks jumping in the dark pupils, closed his eyes contentedly, and heard Chen Fang singing birthday song to him in a low voice.

This is the first time for him to have such a complete birthday. Although these procedures would definitely be disgusted by him in normal times, Chen Fang made them very different and felt very fresh. He was inexplicably happy.

Although he couldn't pull his face down and make a wish like a girl with his hands clasped together like he had seen on TV, and he couldn't say any nasty words to express his emotions, but he was happy, and he felt that this moment should be included in the list of the last time after being with Chen Fang. One of the happy moments.

The tune of the birthday song is very familiar, and Chen Fang has no skills at all in singing. Lu Shiqing has already made a wish without thinking, but she still wants to listen to it for a while.After the birthday song was sung in its entirety and Chen Fang was silent for a long time, he opened his eyes and looked at Chen Fang, letting the candle burn quietly on the cake with the sparks on it.

"After making a wish, you have to blow out the candles." Chen Fang reminded.

"Let's ignite it for a while." Lu Shiqing was not in a hurry, but felt that the spark had not been extinguished, and this hopeful feeling of happiness would continue forever.

The candle didn't burn fast, and when the first wax slipped down, Lu Shiqing suddenly said, "By the way, it's my birthday present."

"I'm prepared, I don't know if you like it or not." Chen Fang lowered his eyes, and when he looked at Lu Shiqing again, there seemed to be more water in his eyes other than the candlelight, and said, "Let's eat the cake first."

"What gift? Don't be a fool." Seeing that Chen Fang hadn't brought out the gift, Lu Shiqing became anxious.Seeing that Chen Slow stood up slowly, without a knife and fork, he just tapped the surface of the cake lightly with his fingers, dipped some cream onto his fingertips, and spread it around his mouth.

Lu Shiqing grabbed Chen Fang's careful and bold hand, and subconsciously stretched out his tongue to roll the cream around his lips into his mouth, the sweetness diffused on his taste buds, but he didn't seem to have that much thought and feeling, only recalling similar scenes .

In the class meeting after the last sports meeting, Chen Fang slid his tongue over his fingertips, it was warm and humid, very much like the current atmosphere.

"What... what is it?" Lu Shiqing asked, his voice hoarse.

"A gift for you." Chen Fang replied.

He bent down and lowered his head to peck Lu Shiqing's lips, but he didn't seem to want to share the sweetness of the cream. Would you like your gift?"

Lu Shiqing didn't answer quickly, and didn't seem to be thinking. The hand holding Chen Fang's wrist suddenly sweated, and his fingers relaxed a little before holding it again.The beating heart beat against his chest, so that he could barely feel what he had said, and he could be sure that he would never have another answer.

"like."

Love it to death.

... (see Zuohua for the omitted part)

At this moment, Lu Shiqing almost forgot the existence of this world, and could only feel what he was doing.

Chen Fang.

want him.

Not enough, but more, totally.

The strange and indescribable feeling brought explosive pleasure, and the nearly lost sanity did not leave him room for thinking, he just kept rushing deeper, exerting the alpha's instinct of conquering the territory, to fight against Chen Fang's body. Everywhere leaves its mark.

Neck, glands, markings.

Alpha pheromones have already been enriched in the glands, and the canines are also eager to try, wanting to exercise the right of alpha marking lovers to declare their belongings.

Bite it down... the person in his arms will be completely owned by him from now on.

"Hmm...Brother Qing!" Chen Fang moaned out of his throat, calling Lu Shiqing, scratching subconsciously, scratching a few marks on his back, and said vaguely: "...be gentle."

"Did I hurt you?" Lu Shiqing seemed to be awakened from instinctive hypnosis, and her crazy marking thoughts were suppressed by worry. She immediately stopped and looked up at Chen Fang nervously.

"It doesn't hurt."

Lu Shiqing breathed a sigh of relief, lowered his head and kissed Chen Fang's sweaty side face, hugged his thin back, regained some sense of propriety and continued to move slowly.

The irresistible impulse to mark just now was diluted by the moist mist in Chen Fang's eyes.

They should all be betas.

Pheromones and markers, are not factors that should be mixed in their relationship.

They don't need to either.

The candle was extinguished at some point, and when Lu Shiqing noticed it, the dripping colored wax oil had cooled down again, and the two candles representing the two people blended and stuck together, making them inseparable.

"It seems that after the candle is extinguished, the wish will be counted." Chen Fang leaned his head on Lu Shiqing's shoulder, his forehead was slightly wet with sweat, and he exhaled hot air from his red and swollen lips.

Of course Chen Fang would not lie to him, because he also felt that his wish was being fulfilled.

What he wanted from the beginning to the end has been held in his arms.

"I didn't blow out the candle on purpose, I wanted it to burn more slowly." Lu Shiqing tilted his head to look at Chen Fang, and put his lips on his forehead, "I hope that wishes can also be realized slowly like this."

"Shouldn't wishes come true in a hurry?" Chen Fang said with a smile.

"My wish is unusual. So there is no rush."

There is no rush to spend a lifetime together.