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When he ate the solid hamburger that even the salad dressing was squeezed out of the bun, Lu Shiqing felt that what was filled was not only his stomach, but also his empty life.

The feeling of being able to hug someone is not replaced by a few strings of text sent in the name of Chen Fang in the dialog box. Although he knows that they are all Chen Fang, there is still a big difference.

The moment he saw Chen Fang, he felt as if he was a different person, he finally breathed and came back to life.

The real sense of familiarity brings almost earth-shaking changes, like a sudden change of seasons.

It was icy and snowy outside, and everything in Lu Shiqing's heart had recovered.

"How do we go back?" Lu Shiqing looked around the door, but he didn't find their usual means of transportation, the second child, "Didn't you come by bike?"

"Ah, there is still ice on the road, so it's inconvenient to ride a bicycle." Chen Fang tugged at Lu Shiqing's fingers, and led him to continue walking, "Let me take you back by bus. There is a bus stop at the school gate, so it's fast without changing buses." of."

"It's all done, I'll listen to you." Lu Shiqing smiled and held Chen Fang's hand back, and suddenly felt a tug in his hand.

"Brother Qing, I have to run a few steps." Chen Fang's speed gradually increased, "The car is coming."

Lu Shiqing was staggered by being dragged, and subconsciously ran after him. Hearing the rumbling sound of the bus gradually approaching, he suddenly felt like a monster was chasing him behind him, pulling Chen Fang forward instead.

The bus stopped at the stop, as if waiting for the two of them for a while, and waited until the two steel coins were thrown into the cash box before eating and drinking, exhaling exhaust, and slowly restarting.

There weren't many people in the car, and the two of them sat in the last row, still breathing, and couldn't help being happy when they looked at each other.

"Damn it, take a bus, and I've lost the feeling of fleeing." Lu Shiqing sweated a little from running, and took off the scarf and put it on his lap.

"Actually, wait another 15 minutes. It's okay to sit down." Chen Fang lowered his head, "I'm a little anxious."

"I'm also in a hurry." Lu Shiqing turned her head and pulled Chen Fang's hand under the scarf to hold it, "I'm more anxious than you."

"I can tell, you ran super fast just now." Chen Fang smiled, "It's not at all the same as that time when you were punished for running on the playground."

"It's all a penalty for running. If I still pass you laps, then I'm not a human being." Lu Shiqing smiled after thinking about it, "Do you still remember what you said to me at that time?"

"Which sentence?" Chen Fang rolled his eyes.

"Damn it, Chen Fang, you're a scumbag." Lu Shiqing stared at Chen Fang, "Didn't you fucking forget it?"

"I remember I said a lot. I said it was only a little bit hot, that you could stay out of it, that you were with me..." Chen Fang stared at Lu Shiqing without any hesitation and said, "Also, who treats me Well, I've got it. Which one did you say?"

"Damn, you did it on purpose." Lu Shiqing turned his head away, and of course he couldn't help but be happy when he got the answer. He suppressed his smile and turned his head back, squeezed Chen Fang's palm quietly, and asked pretendingly serious: "Cough, Then you said good to you, who is it?"

"You, Brother Qing, my boyfriend." Chen Fang looked at him with a smile, the light in his eyes gradually brightened, and said, "Only you, always you."

I don't know if it was a coincidence of God, or human effort, or maybe both. In retrospect, many things seem to start from those short eight words.

Obviously they didn't have any special relationship at that time, and the experience of running under the sun was not pleasant, but Lu Shiqing can still remember it very clearly. Chen Fang's tone and expression when he spoke, until now, are still stamped on him like a seal. in mind.

The scene in memory coincided with reality, and Chen Fang's tone didn't even change much, but many things between them were completely different, and there was a qualitative leap.

For example, Lu Shiqing can hold Chen Fang's hand now, and listen to him say this sentence with a smile. He can hear Chen Fang admit that the person who treats him well is him.

Some people in the car chatted on their mobile phones, and some people leaned against the window and fell asleep. No one knew what kind of emotions were surging in the hearts of the two seemingly peaceful people who were leaning against each other in the last row.

Using the cover of the scarf, Lu Shiqing pinched Chen Fang's palm lightly and unscrupulously, once and for all, like a secret that was widely advertised and hidden in the crowd, only two people who knew it could enjoy this sweetness.

After sitting on the bus for more than half an hour, Lu Shiqing still felt a little motion sickness. Fortunately, it was not serious, and he recovered after getting off the bus.

The school gate had already opened, but almost no one came back so early, even the uncle in the security booth was sleepy, and the scene of Lu Shiqing being stopped when school started was prevented from happening again.

He led Chen Fang back to the dormitory, his steps were hurried, and he closed the door with a bang, impatiently, as if entering the room was a different world from the outside.

"Brother Fang, I miss you so much."

Just now outside, there were too many things to say, once only the two of them were left, Lu Shiqing couldn't help pouring out his heartfelt words.

Throwing the schoolbag casually by the table, Lu Shiqing hugged Chen Fang again, his strength only increased compared to when he was at the station, "Every time I come to see you, I really don't want to go back. I think about it ten thousand times at home every day. Long, almost counting the seconds every day."

"I miss you too." Caught in Lu Shiqing's arms, Chen Fang felt the dampness on his neck, and touched his temples with his hand, "Take off your coat, you're sweating."

Lu Shiqing hugged him for a while before letting go of his arms, took off his clothes, looked at Chen Fang's thin body after taking off his coat, reached out and squeezed his arms and shoulders twice, "Damn, are you How did you lose so much weight if you didn't eat well?"

"Is there?" Chen Fang saw Lu Shiqing's appearance of checking homework, and smiled, "I promise to eat well, don't I take pictures of every meal for you to see?"

"Yes, I haven't seen you for a month, I can tell at a glance." Lu Shiqing put his hands around Chen Dafang's arms, "You can hold one hand, you can see for yourself."

"You..." Faced with Lu Shiqing's unreasonable words, Chen Fang was unable to refute.

"Just say, did you not eat in the morning?" Lu Shiqing interrupted Chen Fang and asked.

"I..." Chen Fang was at a loss for words for a moment, and he really asked.

"Okay, don't quibble. You just know that you can buy me breakfast, but you don't even want to eat it. Does this make me feel touched, or does it make me feel guilty?" Lu Shiqing looked as expected, and just took off Putting on his coat again, "Let's go, go out for food."

Before Chen Fang could respond, Lu Shiqing helped him put on his coat without any explanation, and wrapped the scarf around Chen Fang's neck a few times, tied it into a big ball and stuffed it into his clothes.

It's still a holiday, and without the students of No. [-] Middle School as the main consumer group, the snack stalls in the student street are closed, so they can only go to the commercial street a little further away.There are many restaurants on the street, Lu Shiqing led Chen Fang through them, without turning his head, it seemed that he had a clear goal, Chen Fang didn't ask much, just followed him.

"So, what are we doing?" After Chen Fang was brought into the supermarket by Lu Shiqing, and watched him pick up a bag of raw fat beef rolls and put them into the cart, Chen Fang finally couldn't help asking.

"Buying ingredients." Lu Shiqing said as a matter of course, and put two more bags of Little Sheep in the shopping cart.

"He was born?" Chen Fang looked suspiciously at Lu Shiqing's face, "My boyfriend can't be a primitive man, he would drink blood like a hair."

"Drink some fart's blood... by the way, let's have another duck's blood." Lu Shiqing smiled, finished the sweep in the ingredients area, walked to the seasoning area with Chen Fang's shoulders, and threw a bag of hot pot bottom ingredients into the car , "It's fine if you get familiar with it."

"Friendly reminder, according to your ideas, we need fire and a pot to cook these ingredients." Chen Fang paused, "Do we have any of them?"

"Love reminder, don't underestimate the dormitory survival skills of a boarding student." Lu Shiqing put Chen Fang between the shopping cart and his body with his arms, and he was at the end of the collection line, "I definitely can't let my boyfriend starve. gone."

Lu Shiqing lamented that his mother's return this time wasn't all about adding trouble, at least it solved the problem of living expenses for him.The two of them went back with two bags full of meat and a pitiful amount of green vegetables, and carefully wrapped the two packages in their coats, and slipped back to the dormitory from under the eyes of the dormitory auntie.

Chen put the ingredients on the table and listened to Lu Shiqing fiddling behind the small corner wall of the room for a while, putting two heavy things next to the bag.

A pot, and an induction cooker.

When seeing these, Chen Fang was really shocked.

Even though he had never lived on campus, he never imagined that the life of a student living on campus would be like this.

"Your dormitory survival skills are really...unexpectedly strong." Chen Fang said, "This is a high-power electrical appliance, can it be driven? It won't trip."

"The two-person dormitory is connected to a different circuit than other dormitories, so it can move." Lu Shiqing looked quite experienced, poured pure water into the pot, plugged it in, adjusted the induction cooker to the power level of the hot pot, and continued. : "This pot belongs to Zhou Fan, I shared some money with him, and we usually use it together."

"Oh——" Chen Fang elongated his voice, turned around and leaned against the cabinet, with his arms folded in front of his chest, "You two are living a comfortable life in the dormitory."

"Hey, aren't you Chen Fang?" Lu Shiqing looked at him with a suppressed smile, "Are you jealous of Zhou Fan?"

"Can't I be jealous?" Chen Fang asked.

"Ah yes, of course I can." Lu Shiqing put on a flattering dog-legged look, "My boyfriend is jealous because I care about me, and I make my boyfriend jealous because I'm an asshole..."

"Hey, the water is boiling." The sound of bubbles bursting continued, Chen Fang immediately shifted his attention, and slid past Lu Shiqing like a fish, putting all the things that should be boiled and rinsed into the boiling pot.

"No, your face changed quickly enough, weren't you jealous just now?" Lu Shiqing leaned on the table and stared at Chen Fang.

"That was just now." Chen Fang stirred the meat in the pot with his chopsticks, and smiled, "Now stop being jealous and eat hot pot."