I'm the ugliest kid on the internet

Ye Yan's consciousness went blank for a moment.

Since he was a child, he has received many confessions, both men and women, for money, for fame, for people, and so on.

What are you so handsome? Can I be your girlfriend? Man, you have caught my attention. Do handsome guys play or not...

No one described him as cute when he confessed.

Ye Yan thought for a long time but couldn't figure out how cute she was.

But that's not the point.

Ye Yan turned around and faced Chen Xingge, who had already turned around, leaving his back for Ye Yan.

There is enough space between two people to sleep another person.

Ye Yan never hesitated, and said directly: "Say it again."

The back didn't move.

Ye Yan said again: "Don't pretend to be asleep."

Chen Xingge pretending to be asleep: "..."

He didn't know when he was sleepy, and he didn't fall asleep after turning over.

Can only lie down with eyes closed.

After what he said just now, Chen Xingge's mind was in a mess.

Saying it out is completely different from just thinking about it in peace. Whether Ye Yan heard it or not, he has already settled these things for himself.

Maybe it was just to vent, but this vent was not intended to be heard by the other party.

Then he heard it.

Chen Xingge didn't know whether to continue pretending to be asleep or to break through the door and run for two hundred miles to show embarrassment.

"Forget it." Ye Yan said suddenly.

It was very quiet at night, only the sound of heartbeat was left in Chen Xingge's ears.

And forget about Ye Yan's sentence.

What's the matter?

Why forget it?

It's fine if he finally likes someone and hasn't responded yet?

Before this consciousness is transmitted from the brain to the limbs, there is already movement.

There seems to be something approaching from behind.

Chen Xingge was stiff all over.

Ye Yan moved a step forward, filling up the previously vacated space.

Chen Xingge couldn't pretend anymore.

"Hold……"

The two were very close, when Chen Xingge shrunk into a ball and buried himself in the quilt, he bent down lightly and bumped into Ye Yan behind him, and hurriedly retreated like an electric shock.

"How do you know I'm not asleep?" Chen Xingge said muffled under the quilt.

In the darkness, Chen Xingge couldn't see Ye Yan's expression at all, he could only tell from his tone that Ye Yan was smiling.

"I don't know." Ye Yan said, "Guess."

Chen Xingge: "..."

"I'm awake now." Ye Yan asked again, "Do you want to chat?"

What are you talking about?

Do you want to talk about the mental journey of his late-night confession?

The whole conversation seemed extraordinarily weird.

Chen Xingge was a little frustrated. Although he didn't have much hope for this matter, it's not like he didn't think about the romantic confession scene, whether you want to fall in love with me or not.

It never occurred to me that I would be destroyed by myself.

"I don't want to talk." Chen Xingge said with a sullen head.

"Oh." Ye Yan was not forceful, "Then sleep, don't cover your head, stop breathing?"

Chen Xingge was suddenly very upset.

This unhappiness came from various aspects, he couldn't figure it out, but he knew it must have something to do with Ye Yan.

This person now has an indifferent attitude, and told him not to sleep with his head covered.

When Chen Xingge lifted the quilt, he probably didn't expect such a big movement, and he was taken aback.

"Can you react a little?" Chen Xingge was very irritable. Although he shouldn't lose his temper with Ye Yan at this time, Ye Yan's attitude made him feel uncomfortable.

I'm upset, did you see that?

"Did you hear what was said just now?" Chen Xingge slumped immediately after losing his temper, and his words were extremely lacklustre.

Even a little... pathetic?

Ye Yan followed suit and sat up, leaning against a pillow at the head of the bed, subconsciously touched the cigarette, but held back.

"I didn't listen too much." Ye Yan said, "Why don't you say it again?"

This sentence left room for both of them, but Chen Xingge felt it was particularly harsh.

He probably knew why he was so upset.

I made up a series of poignant and beautiful love stories here, but when I got to the other party, there was only one person who didn't understand.

Why?

Because he likes this person?

Getting up was like a cutscene, Chen Xingge lay down again without even saying a few words.

Fuck what the hell you love.

"Don't say good things a second time." Chen Xingge still turned his back to Ye Yan, "Let's think about it slowly."

There was no movement behind him.

Chen Xingge couldn't tell what mood he was in right now.

It should have been cool, but I didn't experience it.

Just depressed.

This kind of plot that is probably already done in the novel can actually make him screw up.

I don't know how long it took, but it was so long that Chen Xingge thought it was over, and Ye Yan behind him said, "Do you want to touch it?"

Chen Xingge: "???"

WTF?

Before Chen Xingge could react, Ye Yan's hand had already firmly grasped Chen Xingge's, and then he pulled his hand upwards from his abdominal muscles.

"I've never liked anyone before." Ye Yan said, "I don't know what it means to like, and I don't know whether liking is included in the current relationship, but when you said it, the dance here is a bit abnormal."

The room was very dark, Chen Xingge's arms were twisted, but he could still feel Ye Yan's heartbeat.

soon.

Almost catching up with my own frequency.

A thin layer of sweat oozed from Chen Xingge's hands, and he pressed against Ye Yan's chest, feeling his heartbeat.

After the bang bang sounded in my ears, I didn't know where the unhappiness just now went.

Bang bang bang.

What did Ye Yan mean by that just now?

Hold……

Can this person make it clear?

Is it so difficult to explain clearly!

This man... the meaning just now is what he thought, right?

What the hell is it?

Chen Xingge's mind was in a mess, and he felt that he was gurgling and steaming.

His whole body was burned from head to toe.

He suddenly felt a little regretful.

It's too unromantic.

Chen Xingge withdrew his hand so fast that Ye Yan hadn't finished speaking.

"Wait a minute..." Chen Xingge sat up again, "Did what you just said mean what I thought?"

Ye Yan asked without answering: "What do you mean?"

"Just that, you to me... no, what to me you, you..." Chen Xingge felt that those two words were burning his mouth, and there was nothing intelligible in the whole sentence words.

like.

I like you and you like me too.

Is this what you mean?

Chen Xingge couldn't find his way like a headless chicken, he was in a mess.

But my heart was rising little by little.

It's about to explode.

"Yeah." Ye Yan didn't make things difficult for him anymore.

Chen Xingge only felt a bang in his heart.

In this situation, I actually feel like crying a little bit.

Not promising.

Before Ye Yan said these words, he envisioned many scenarios of being rejected.

Probably because he was used to not receiving a response, he found that he didn't have much hope for this relationship.

Because many failures have told him that the more you look forward to this, the more disappointed you will be in the end.

Just like he expected his family to eat dumplings every Chinese New Year.

If you have enough disappointment, you will not have expectations.

But Chen Xingge was still looking forward to something.

This is probably the first time that the feelings I gave have responded.

Chen Xingge felt that he would lose control soon.

"Don't you think it's strange?" Chen Xingge didn't even realize that his voice had already taken on a vibrato.

"What's so strange?"

"I'm with you...then what, that x just mentioned..." Chen Xingge did not go on xing for a long time, "fuck, I can't tell."

Probably because I was too nervous, the word "like" became extremely sensitive.

"like."

"Fuck." Chen Xingge still couldn't hold back, and plunged into the quilt again when Ye Yan said he liked it.

It all happened very quickly.

Tears flowed out almost without hesitation.

Wronged, uneasy, and afraid, suddenly found an outlet at this moment.

Ye Yan covered Chen Xingge's head with his hand, and gently rubbed the fluffy hair twice, "Crying?"

"Get out." Chen Xingge mumbled under the quilt and said, crying, "You're the only one crying."

It was rare for Ye Yan not to yell at him again, "Yeah."

Ye Yan didn't speak anymore, Chen Xingge lay on the ground for a while and waited for the urge to cry to subside before raising his head. Fortunately, the room was dark, so Ye Yan couldn't see Chen Xingge's red eye sockets.

Chen Xingge took a deep breath, exhaled it again, and said, "Damn, it's too sudden."

Ye Yan never thought that the first sentence would be this, and smiled, "Then get ready and repeat what you just said, as if I didn't hear it."

"Okay." Chen Xingge said, "I will prepare again, but not today."

Ye Yan: "?"

"You can come with me to the dreamland annual meeting in two days." Chen Xingge said, "Dress better, I want to confess my love."

This kind of domineering declaration is nothing like the poor little boy who was crying secretly under the quilt just now.

Ye Yan didn't expect the words just now to have this effect.

But I didn't think there was anything inappropriate.

Chen Xingge can surprise people almost every time in this respect.

"What now?" Ye Yan asked.

"Now..." Chen Xingge said, "be patient."

Ye Yan laughed out loud.

"I'll bear it." Chen Xingge felt that what he just said was not accurate, so he added another sentence.

After supplementing, I feel that it is better not to supplement.

What are you talking about?

Do it like you are in a hurry.

"Are you laughing fart?" Chen Xingge clicked his tongue, and was discouraged after speaking, "Forget it, laugh, you still... look pretty when you smile."

Chen Xingge, what are you talking about? !

You just gave up on treatment!

Ye Yan couldn't stop laughing.

Chen Xingge's words seemed to have some magical power.

It's not that he has never heard others praise him for his good looks, but this sentence seems to be different from what he has heard before.

It's... my boyfriend praised me.

No, not yet.

Prospective boyfriend.

Haven't confessed to myself yet.

Boy friend.

When this title came out of his mind, Ye Yan thought it was amazing.

It's a little quiet around here.

After a while, Chen Xingge suddenly said, "Really?"

Ye Yan was stunned for a moment before realizing what the man was talking about.

"real."

"Didn't lie to me?"

"No lie."

"Really?"

"real."

"You really didn't lie to me?"

"...Don't bother with Lahei anymore."

Chen Xingge didn't sleep well, he completely lost the stiffness he had just now, and couldn't fall asleep by turning his face back and forth.

Bang bang bang.

He found that the corners of his mouth had been rising unconsciously for some time.

Can't even get off.

Finally, looking at Ye Yan, who was lying flat and closed his eyes, he approached him, and whispered: "Ye Yan, are you asleep? How about we hold hands first?"

Ye Yan's eyelids moved.

How could he possibly sleep?

Feeling that the person next to him was moving towards him, his hand almost reached out and then stopped halfway.

"Forget it, hold it back, hold it back."

Ye Yan smiled and cursed mentally retarded.

Then he turned over and hugged Chen Xingge.

"You bear it, I don't need it."

"Good night."

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