Tread thousands of dust

Mo Fengyi didn't want to see Xun Can again, that's why he wanted to see this person so much at the last moment, but he just stopped in front of the door.

Xun Can looked at the bandage wrapped around Mo Fengyi's arm, and stroked it lightly. Mo Fengyi shook his body, but did not hide.

Xun Can's eyes were sour, and Mo Fengyi pursed his lips and said, "Because of this word, the internal force you gave me dissipated."

Xun Can froze for a moment, "You..."

"Even Ah Qian can guess, am I stupid?" Mo Fengyi said with a light smile, "I tried it on the sidelines before, but you refused to say, and I thought...your body It wasn't affected much."

Xun Can got up and lifted his chin to imprint his lips, the movement was quick and gentle, as if Mo Feng was a fragile porcelain.

Xun Can savored it between his lips and teeth, with the bitterness that Mo Fengyi had just finished drinking the soup, but he was mesmerized, as if a long-awaited dream had finally come true.

In his tenderness, Mo Fengyi recalled what Pei Zhixu had told him before. At that time, Shu Qiyun had just put down Shu Renlu's rebellion, and Pei Zhixu could finally return to Pan Xiaotai.

At that time, Mo Fengyi had asked how Xun Can's injury was. In Mo Fengyi's opinion, the sword that Xun Can received should not have pierced inside, but Pei Zhixu told him that Xun Can hadn't healed for several months.

Pei Zhixu also relayed what Shu Qiyun told him, that Xun Can disappeared for a while after Mo Fengyi left the imperial city, and there was no abnormality when he came back, but he was inexplicably afraid of the cold and could not be injured, but as a general, he needed to lead troops to fight .The most important time Shu Qiyun remembered was that Xun Can had been lying on the bed for several months directing the war. He was broken and dying. He scared Yu Zhi and Gongsun Ao to the border and dragged him back.

When Xun Can left Mo Fengyi's lips, he also interrupted Mo Fengyi's memory.

Mo Fengyi's hand slid to his waist, and Xun Can took his hand.

"how?"

Mo Fengyi looked into his bright eyes, "Is your injury healed? I remember you still hadn't healed when you were still in Tongzhou."

Mo Fengyi had seen all the wounds on Xun Can's body. Although they were indeed horrifying, Mo Fengyi only thought it was normal when he felt distressed and worried.

It never occurred to him that it was because of himself.

Xun Can took his hand, lifted the quilt and got in.

Mo Feng was surprised, but how could he compare with Xun Can now, his cheeks puffed up after two pushes, "What are you doing?"

"Didn't you ask me if I'm recovering from my injury? I'll show you." Xun Can took off his coat while talking, "But it's too cold outside, so forget about taking off the blanket."

Mo Fengyi smiled and took his hand, "Not in shape."

Xun Can smiled and pecked his face, "Don't worry, as long as you let me be fine, I'll be fine."

Mo Fengyi's heart trembled: "Why didn't you tell me?"

"That's not necessary." Xun Can smiled charmingly, "Then why did you guess it?"

"I can't think of anyone else..." Mo Fengyi whispered, "But I dare not admit it, because I hurt you, no matter in Tongzhou or the imperial city. I can't believe you went for me Lian Yangding, even pass on my inner strength, Xun Can...I owe you enough, I don't want to admit that I owe you something that you can't even pay back."

Xun Can smiled lightly, "So, as Hua Qianzi said, do you feel sorry for me when the internal energy dissipated?"

Mo Fengyi shook his head on his shoulder, "Actually, I think...if it is gone, the little bond between us will be broken..."

Xun Can smiled brightly, he hooked Mo Fengyi's slender waist and brought it into his arms, "I'm so thin...so stupid..."

Mo Fengyi blinked his wet eyes and looked at him, Xun Can smiled and said, "Actually, it doesn't matter if you have internal energy or not, because I transmitted it to you in the first place, hoping that it can protect you when I'm not around." , but from now on I will not leave you, so its mission has been completed."

Mo Fengyi was still a little confused: "Xun Can...I have lied to you before..."

"Well, I really want to leave these few months." Xun Can said, "But I lost you in the Imperial City, Tongzhou and Pan Xiaotai, so I don't want to do this again."

"Don't you blame me?" Mo Fengyi gently sniffed the aloes fragrance on Xun Can's body, familiar with An Xin.

Xun Can said sullenly: "Actually, I told myself to go away every day, but I stayed for another day because I was unwilling to see you get better. I originally persuaded myself to give you some time... But I I can't stand you exiling yourself, even if you can't persuade yourself to face me like this."

Mo Fengyi said for a while, it turned out that Xun Can knew everything, and Mo Fengyi didn't want to see Xun Can because he knew that he was very depressed and inferior now.

Xun Can knew what was on his mind, so he wouldn't face him without his permission, so he was willing to wait.

Mo Feng couldn't help laughing: "Then what if I don't see you all the time?"

Xun Can shrugged: "Maybe I will leave tomorrow, but if you are willing to see me today, there will be no tomorrow."

"Don't Shu Qiyun urge you to go back?"

Xun Can pursed his lips and said, "The new emperor's enthronement is generally peaceful, and the generals are very leisurely. Besides, I was injured after making great achievements. Of course he wants to reward me for taking a rest."

Mo Feng nestled in his arms, closed his eyes and said in satisfaction: "I don't really want to come to Xuanjing, but I don't know where to go...it seems...nowhere is suitable for me."

"Where do you want to go?" Xun Can's eyes brightened, "I will accompany you."

Mo Fengyi shook his head, "Where can I go with this appearance, I'm just telling you."

Xun Can frowned puzzled, "Then why did you say this suddenly? Isn't it good to hang on quietly?"

Mo Fengyi looked at him with a smile, "I want to tell you, I want to tell you my true thoughts, because I have to be honest."

Xun Can's lips curled up because of his words. He thought Mo Fengyi really hated this place, but this person actually told him the truth at this time.

"Is this your frankness?" Xun Can wanted to laugh but knew he shouldn't laugh, so he couldn't bear it, "Okay, okay, you just need to be honest."

Mo Fengyi really wanted to pinch him, but he was bored.

"I used to be self-righteous and kept it from you on my own initiative...Aren't you happy to tell you now?" Mo Fengyi whispered, "Forget it."

Xun Can hurriedly coaxed him: "It's because I'm not used to you like this, you always report good news but not bad news..."

Mo Fengyi suddenly realized that this was the case, but thinking that he was still injured, he calmly changed his position in Xun Can's arms.

"I'm not afraid of you worrying..."

Xun Can kissed him from his forehead to the tip of his nose, "Everything you say is right."

With the bracelet around his waist, Mo Fengyi asked softly, "Will it hurt if you lose your internal force?"

"It doesn't hurt."

"Then did it hurt when you were injured in the battle?"

"It doesn't hurt if you engrave my name."

Mo Fengyi curled his lips, "What about when I stabbed you?"

Xun Can said in a deep voice, "It doesn't hurt when your Gu poison attacks."

"I don't hurt." Mo Fengyi shook his head calmly, "Because you are the deepest Gu I have ever been hit by."

With a thought in Xun Can's mind, even Mo Fengyi felt a slight tremor.

Mo Feng smiled and closed his eyes for a rest, his body was very cold, Xun Can had to wrap him tightly in his arms.

Xun Can watched his eyelashes grow and move slightly, like a cat.

"If you don't like hanging and watching." Xun Can twitched his Adam's apple, "Why don't you come back to the imperial city with me?"

Of course Mo Fengyi could hear it, but he didn't open his eyes, trying to avoid playing dumb.

It's a pity that Xun Can didn't give him this chance, and continued, "You will have to go back sooner or later."

Mo Fengyi opened his eyes and said helplessly: "Why do you say that, that girl Zi Ming is also like that."

Xun Can smiled lightly: "Because Zi Ming also knows that only the Imperial City is the most suitable for you."

Mo Fengyi asked suspiciously, "Why?"

"Feeling." Xun Can honestly said.

Mo Fengyi's arm hurts, his whole body hurts, he doesn't want to talk anymore, he just wants to sleep.

So Xun Can made fun of himself, he knew that Mo Fengyi was very tired after talking so much, so he didn't dare to keep him from sleeping.

Mo Fengyi was indeed extremely tired, so he fell asleep quickly, Xun Can gently put him back under the quilt and went out.

It happened that Hua Qianzi also finished his meditation and was transcribing ancient books.

Hua Qianzi stopped writing when he saw him enter the door.

"Will you take him away?" Hua Qianzi asked straight to the point.

Xun Can was stunned and said calmly, "Of course, this place is not suitable for him."

"Feng Yi left the imperial city at the age of seven and has been fighting in the martial arts for nearly 20 years. How do you think this place is not suitable for him?"

Hua Qianzi is very smart and understands Mo Fengyi well enough to understand what Xun Can says and does. Xun Can is not just here to visit Mo Fengyi, he will take him back to the imperial city.

Xun Can said in a deep voice: "In the so-called rivers and lakes, he has been losing everything that is important to him, until now he only has half his life left."

"But the imperial city is the source of his nightmare." Hua Qianzi said helplessly, "You know how much he hates that place."

"That's his home." Xun Can remained firm, "You also know how much he misses that place."

Hua Qianzi sighed and shook his head, "It's not that place...it's people. Feng Yi's nostalgia for the imperial city is because of his nostalgia for the days when he had you, Mr. Chang Rong and the princess. That was the only happiness he had. .”

Sometimes Xun Can is really jealous that Hua Qianzi can understand Mo Fengyi so well, and even hates himself because Hua Qianzi has participated in almost all the lives of Mo Fengyi who he was absent from.

But Xun Can had to admit that he was right.

Hua Qianzi continued: "Do you know that Feng Yi has been pushed around by various people these years, and the decisions he made are for Wen Yumeng, for Ziming, for Xiaoke, for me, for many people... ...but not for himself. Even if he questioned Empress Desu in the imperial city, he never thought of revenge, but just wanted to tell the truth for the princess... When he was 17 years old, he chose to return to the imperial city, It was the first and only decision he made for himself, but that choice...he was afraid of regretting it..."

Hua Qianzi is usually reticent, and basically only speaks a few more words when he meets Mo Fengyi. This is one of the few long-winded speeches he has.

Xun Can remembered very clearly why Mo Fengyi wanted to return to the imperial city and wanted to stay.

"I know..." Xun Can said, "I won't let him regret it..."

Hua Qianzi said again: "Feng Yi gave up the position of leader at the beginning. I thought he was hit by Zi Ming's death. Later, when I saw him turn to Gu, I thought about it carefully. Maybe he planned it from the beginning. After he learned that Zi Ming There is a pregnancy in the dark, let her give birth to Yingnian."

Xun Can suddenly realized that this was the last time he left the imperial city and gave up on that place completely.

If he knew from the beginning that the only way to save Yingnian was to use Gu, does it mean that he gave up something since then?

Xun Can felt a burst of unspeakable pain, "I thought he gave up on himself like this now because he broke his meridians..."

Capital punishment in the world is nothing more than peeling and cramping, and Mo Feng's broken meridian is like a useless person. For a martial artist like him who is used to being the number one in the martial arts, this is a fatal blow.

Mo Fengyi didn't cry or make noise after waking up, and even recovered from smiling at everyone day by day, which frightened Hua Qianzi quite a bit, but he thought about it, if Mo Fengyi didn't need it because of his body, the original trick , he made the determination to die, and now he should be glad that he didn't die, why is he even more desperate?

Xun Can suddenly remembered that he just told himself that he didn't like Xuanjing, but he didn't say what he liked, because everything was the same.

In the past, there were parents in the Imperial City, Ling Ziming in Panxiao Terrace, and Huaqiuzi in Suhui Pavilion, but now they are all gone, so they are all the same.

Mo Fengyi used to have everything, but now he has nothing, so his life and death don't matter.

Xun Can always thought that Mo Fengyi's walking corpse was due to injury, or because of Ling Ziming's death, but he didn't expect that it could be traced back to Xiang Yixin, and even Mo Xian and Shu Yilian.

Because one person after another left him, now he has only reached the critical point of his collapse.

Xun Can thought of the last time he went to Pan Xiaotai to take Yingnian away, Mo Fengyi told him that he did not belong to the imperial city, and then Xun Can also left.

Everyone left him, but he just stayed here alone and wandered infinitely like being teased by the heavens. Before everyone left, everyone told him that he was not alone, but in the end they gave up and abandoned him in a daze.

Xun Can finally found out that Mo Fengyi had been forcing a smile before.

Hua Qianzi said in a low voice: "Ten years have been like a white head, and now, he only remembers his gratitude and forgets his joys and sorrows. Feng Yi is infected by sadness, and he can only think of sad things when he returns to the imperial city."

Hua Qianzi has seen with his own eyes how decadent Mo Fengyi is, so he also knows how difficult it is to make him recover. His smiling face can be directed at everyone, even if he happily tells Xun Can that he can get better today, but who? How do you know him?

What can Xun Can do to ensure that Mo Fengyi will get better?

How can Xun Can guarantee that the imperial city is suitable for him?

"General Xun, if you really want to take him away, take him back to the imperial city, I hope you really know what he wants." Hua Qianzi finally said, "Otherwise everything will be useless."

Xun Can was just nailed in place.

Hua Qianzi pushed the door open and entered, Mo Feng raised his eyes in a half-dream and half-awake state.

"Fengyi, it's Guyu today, Xuan Jingguan wants to pray for blessings and chant scriptures, do you want to go and have a look together?" Hua Qianzi quietly walked over and helped Mo Fengyi up from the bed.

Mo Feng was completely dazed, he hadn't recovered from the long chatter with Xun Can.

"I don't want to go..." Mo Fengyi rubbed his brows and looked outside, "It's been raining for the past few days..."

"It was sunny yesterday, you forgot." Hua Qianzi looked at him gently, "It's just that it rained again after you fell asleep just now."

Mo Fengyi blinked and nodded, "Ah Qian...he seemed to tell me just now...let me go back to the imperial city."

Hua Qianzi's face was still calm, he just brought a plate of medicine and bandages, and sat by the bed to change the medicine for Mo Fengyi.

"Hiss..." Mo Feng shrank his arms in pain, "It's better if I didn't feel it before, it hurts so much now..."

Hua Qianzi said in a low voice, "Then do you want to go back?"

"Where to go back?" Mo Fengyi turned his head, seemingly puzzled, "Where can I go with this appearance? Where is it not a burden?"

The movement of Hua Qianzi's hand froze. He saw the hideous scar on Mo Fengyi's left arm. The word was distorted and ugly, which matched Mo Fengyi's dejected appearance very well. Hua Qianzi sighed softly: "Why? Bleeding... too careless..."

Mo Feng smiled lightly and said: "It's a bit itchy, I guess I scratched it a bit...it's okay, let's forget about it, it's been half a year and I still have to lie on the bed and can't get off the ground, so I don't expect it anymore... ...."

"Feng Yi!" Hua Qianzi suddenly felt annoyed, his movements were still gentle, but his words were filled with tension and uneasiness, "Are you planning to keep doing this?"

Mo Fengyi withdrew his arm and continued to lie down, quietly listening to the pattering rain outside.

"What else can I do?" Mo Fengyi closed his eyes, "Forget it, Ah Qian, don't bandage me up, it really hurts when it rains..."

Mo Fengyi's blood was really dazzling, Hua Qianzi couldn't help turning his head after he was bandaged, he cheered up and asked: "Fengyi...shall I play the piano for you? You used to like listening to me play the piano very much. "

Mo Fengyi nodded slightly, Hua Qianzi finally smiled, got up and took out his guqin.

Hua Qianzi's slender and strong fingers jumped between the strings, and the gentle sound of the piano flowed on his fingertips. After listening to it for a long time, Mo Fengyi suddenly said, "It must be "Guangling San."

Hua Qianzi silently stopped, "You used to like this one the most, you said it was a tune..."

"Change to "Xiaoxiang Shuiyun"." Mo Feng said calmly, "I remember this one is more suitable for you to play."

Hua Qianzi nodded with a light smile, covered the strings with his fingers, and then played, it was smooth and clear, and it sounded particularly intoxicated with the sound of rain.

Mo Fengyi stood up and climbed on the edge of the bed to think about it. As soon as Hua Qianzi saw it, he immediately stopped to help him, but Mo Fengyi shook his head, so Hua Qianzi had no choice but to continue.

Mo Fengyi's legs felt weak when his toes touched the ground. It seemed that he hadn't walked for a long time. It seemed that he had never forced himself except to go back to Pan Xiaotai to attend Gongsun Songli's coronation ceremony.

It's really hard to walk now.

Mo Fengyi tremblingly moved to Hua Qianzi's side step by step, he sat down on the table with difficulty, looked at Hua Qiang playing the piano, and suddenly smiled and said:

"It used to be the same way. When the cherry blossoms in Suhui Pavilion were in full bloom, you played the piano under the tree, and the girl and I were practicing martial arts and making trouble. Master and daddy just looked at us like this. Those were the best days in the world." " Mo Fengyi leaned his head on the edge of the table, he felt that Hua Qianzi had remained the same for so many years and had never changed.

Hua Qianzi said softly: "Fengyi, you really don't plan to go back to the imperial city?"

Mo Feng frowned, feeling tired, "Why, do you think I'm bored and want to drive me away? Or did he bribe you to be a lobbyist?"

Hua Qianzi smiled helplessly: "Then do you want to stay in Xuanjing all the time, you obviously don't like it here."

Mo Fengyi lazily rubbed against Hua Qianzi, and half leaned on Hua Qianzi's body, rather annoyed, "I can't bear you..."

Hua Qianzi smiled again: "Love is naturally there, but you and I don't have to walk together for the rest of our lives."

Mo Fengyi just blinked his eyes and looked at him, "But no one can walk with me forever."

Hua Qianzi said firmly: "That person has protected you for so many years, how far is it from a lifetime?"

Mo Fengyi seemed to want to escape, so he simply closed his eyes and listened quietly to Hua Qian playing the piano.

I don't know when Hua Qianzi noticed that the big-hearted man had fallen asleep again, he quietly stopped playing the piano, sighed helplessly, put Mo Fengyi back on the bed and went out again.