Tread thousands of dust

With difficulty, Mo Feng returned to Manjingtang to recuperate, and was reprimanded by Cong Zhenyi for not wanting to die, but Qi Yao was troubled by another matter.

Huaqizi is leaving.

"Where are you going?" Mo Fengyi asked with a frown.

Hua Qianzi didn't speak, but Qi Yao, who came to visit Mo Fengyi, said: "You know Qianzi's temperament, if you don't stay in Wen Yumeng, he probably won't want to either."

Hua Qianzi opened his mouth, "Master..."

Mo Feng said calmly: "It's because I was injured that Ah Qian stayed until now, but Master Qi...you should also understand him."

"I originally thought that you would be able to stay in peace if you inherited Wen Yumeng, and you could stay longer if you sent your son... Now that these things have happened... It seems that it's not just Zi Ming who can't stay. live......"

Mo Feng waved at Hua Qizi differently, signaling him to go out first.

After Hua Qianzi left, Mo Fengyi propped up his body and sat up, "For so many years, Master, Ah Qian has done enough for Wen Yumeng and Suhui Pavilion... You knew that his ambition was not here, Why force it on him?"

"Of course I know that this is not the day he wants, but Qianzi has been silent since he was a child, how could he tell me these words?" Qi Yao sighed, "Just like Mo Xian insisted that you come back and become the leader of the alliance, in my opinion Come on, I can only rest assured if I hand over the Suhui Pavilion to him."

Mo Fengyi shook his head and smiled wryly, "But master... A Qian is different from me, I have had enough these years, not to mention he has been smashing his teeth and swallowing it in his stomach. Wen Yumeng and Suhui Pavilion has never been short of outstanding children, and someone like Song Li is really suitable."

Of course Mo Fengyi understands Qi Yao's reluctance for Hua Qianzi, and he knows that as long as Qi Yao doesn't let him go, Hua Qianzi will accept all this in silence as before.

Hua Qianzi has always been unhappy with his appearance, but Mo Feng can see his thoughts. Hua Qianzi always yearns for the unfettered and quiet life of cultivation, and the martial arts and officialdom are all filthy.

"I have wronged you these years." Qi Yao sighed softly and patted Mo Fengyi's leg. Mo Fengyi lost half of his life after tossing and tossing all these years. What kind of pavilion master, Qi Yao would rather his most beloved disciple just leave.

But Qi Yao couldn't help thinking, why these seemingly most capable people are not suitable?

When Mo Fengyi heard this, he didn't want to answer, but said: "Master... let Ah Qian go."

Qi Yao was speechless and choked, suddenly feeling emotional for so many years, if it wasn't for Mo Fengyi who needed help in Wenyu League, Hua Qianzi would have left long ago, now even Mo Fengyi doesn't want to stay here, let alone that one who has been absent-minded all the time people.

"What about you?" Qi Yao asked in a deep voice, "Mo Xian left you everything here, do you want to leave too?"

Mo Fengyi lowered his eyebrows and said: "That's not what I want... My father never knows what I want, even if he has already given everything."

Qi Yao was silent.

"My injury has healed up, I will go to hang quietly with A Qian first, let's talk about the matter later."

Qi Yao said helplessly: "Have you never accepted what Mo Xian gave you these years? Have you always felt burdened?"

Mo Feng was at a loss for words, but said in a low voice: "Master...I have always accepted it. These are not burdensome. It is because I cannot always rely on my father. He has been gone for so many years...even if He has planned everything for me, but I will not follow this path after all."

"So is it the same for dispatching sons now?" Qi Yao felt a burst of sadness, "Forget it...you guys are fine."

Saying that Qi Yao was about to get up, Mo Fengyi panicked and struggled to get up, "Master! Ah Qian didn't want to leave because you treated him well, and he knew in his heart all these years of care and education... Cough cough! Ah Qian feels sorry for you..."

Qi Yao turned around and pressed Mo Fengyi back into the quilt, and said helplessly, "You children..."

Now that it's winter, Mo Fengyi's body is weaker, and the injury may be more difficult.

Qi Yao let go after confirming that it was all right, "Take good care of your wounds, and I will let you go after the wounds are healed, otherwise I really don't know how to explain to Mo Xian."

Mo Feng smiled and nodded.

It was warm and cold, and the last snow fell in Manjingtang.

Mo Fengyi still hates this thing very much. He hates all weather except sunny days, but Hou Ke built a snowman in the yard to make Cong Zhenyi laugh, and suddenly felt that this cold and wet illusory thing seemed to be not all. Useless.

At least it's funny.

Hua Qianzi stuffed the stove into Mo Fengyi's hands, and the two of them stayed in the corridor together watching many children from Manjingtang playing and playing outside.

"Why did you leave so soon?" Mo Fengyi suddenly asked, "The cherry blossoms in Suhui Pavilion are about to bloom, don't you never miss it?"

Hua Qianzi said softly: "It's like this every year, the cherry blossoms are so beautiful, I'm afraid I won't be able to leave after seeing them."

Mo Fengyi smiled, "That's right, let's take advantage of the present... It's just Ah Qian, although the cherry blossoms are beautiful, they are not delicate, and it's not just the cherry blossoms that you can't let go of."

Hua Qianzi looked at the snowflakes all over the sky and said gently, "I once fell in love with someone in the red snow of Suhui."

Mo Fengyi was stunned, and turned his head to look at him in disbelief. This seemed to be the first time Hua Qianzi really admitted that Mo Fengyi saw that his expression was still normal, but his heart was already turbulent.

However, Mo Fengyi didn't say anything more, the rest is that they both know each other well.

Hua Qianzi wrapped him in another layer of cloak, Mo Fengyi curled his lips, "I'm going to be hot."

Hua Qianzi chuckled, "It's good when it's hot."

"Speaking of which, I really don't know how Miss Xingci raised lotus flowers. It stands to reason that the Manjing Pond is also cold, so lotus flowers cannot be grown." Mo Fengyi just nestled comfortably like this.

"Lady Xingci studies medical skills, and she is sincere in her heart, so she can naturally raise lotus flowers."

Mo Fengyi took a sip of hot tea, "I don't have that leisurely mind, this kind of flower is hard to grow."

Hua sent his son but smiled and said nothing.

"Actually, I also thought about planting it at Pan Xiao Terrace...but that place is really not suitable."

Hua Qianzi looked at him quietly, and finally said: "It is enough for Pan Xiaotai to have a sunset."

Hua Qianzi bid farewell to Qi Yao and Su Hui Pavilion at the height of spring, and handed Shu Que back.

When Hou Ke heard that Mo Fengyi was going to go with Hua Qianzi, she cried for a whole day, and even brought Gongsun Songli over.

Mo Fengyi squeezed Hou Ke's soft face and said with a smile: "Aren't you a man who stands up to heaven and earth, crying like this?"

Hou Ke pouted and continued to cry, "Master... said you can't kneel casually, but you can cry..."

Mo Fengyi held his forehead deeply. Did he only teach Hou Ke this for so many years?

But Gongsun Songli managed to restrain himself, and just said, "Brother Mo and Mr. Xingtan have a good journey!"

Mo Fengyi didn't sound right, Hou Ke even brought the bird, but unfortunately the bird is no longer so young, Hou Ke wiped away her tears and said: "I, Yan Qiao and Song Li will watch over the bird. Pan Xiao Terrace is guarding Sister Ziming and Mr. Chang Rong."

Mo Fengyi rubbed his head, inadvertently looked behind Gongsun Songli, it wasn't Pei Zhixu.

Mo Fengyi slightly raised his eyebrows and looked at the hidden guard: "Your name... Shao Geng?"

The person standing behind Gongsun Songli was shocked, "Meng...Zongshi Zongxiao...you actually know me?"

Mo Fengyi smiled, "I remember those who are capable."

It seems that Pei Zhixu is no longer in the Wenyu League, but Gongsun Songli has a good eye. This Shao Geng was once a secret guard of the Wenyu League, and he is also an outstanding person. Both he and Pei Zhixu have taken a fancy to him.

But Mo Fengyi was still uncomfortable, but these had nothing to do with him, he didn't think he was qualified to ask.

Fortunately, Gongsun Songli had sharp eyes, and immediately said: "Mr. Changmao no longer commands the hidden guards, but he is still in the Wenyu League, and he must be an elder in the future."

Mo Feng smiled lightly and said, "That's good."

Hou Ke was pulled by Gongsun Songli and did not chase after the carriage. Mo Fengyi was lying on the carriage, and Hua Qianzi wrapped all kinds of herbs given by Cong Zhenyi and put them away.

Mo Fengyi felt nauseous looking at the hill piled up with herbs.

Xuanjing Guan Mo Fengyi has never been here, he only heard that Hou Ke was treated unfairly here, but Hua Qianzi came here every year to clean up and like it very much, so Mo Fengyi's feelings are very complicated. know what it feels like.

But anyway, he is recuperating, and he doesn't need to deal with the Taoist priests here, just think about it.

So Mo Feng lay down peacefully every day with peace of mind.

From Hua Qianzi's point of view, he is just waiting to die.

Hua Qianzi pushed the door and went in, Mo Fengyi was sleeping drowsily, Hua Qianzi wanted to sigh when he saw him, but he could only say: "Fengyi... go outside and walk around, it's a few days out It's sun."

Mo Fengyi shook his head in confusion, "I want to sleep."

The more Hua Qianzi thinks about it, the more determined Mo Fengyi is waiting to die. Mo Fengyi has been recovering, at least in front of Cong Zhenyi and Houke. He is in good spirits and even smiles every day.But since these days of Xuan Jingguan, Mo Fengyi has not improved at all, and even his depression caused the wound to bleed.

Hua Qianzi was extremely worried. It seemed that whether Mo Fengyi had returned to Pan Xiaotai before, or he had confessed to Houke and Gongsun Songli, he was just confessing the funeral. He never felt that his injury would be healed. From Zhen Yi and Qi Yao's medical skills, but this kind of situation that is almost like a disabled person, Mo Fengyi no longer has any hope.

Hua Qianzi looked at his slightly undulating back and said softly, "General Xun is here."

Mo Fengyi seemed to move a bit, but soon his weak voice came: "Let him go."

Hua Qianzi said again, "He came early, but he hasn't come to see you."

Mo Fengyi just lay there with his back to him, and after a while he sighed softly: "I know..."

Hua Qianzi seemed to have expected it, and said calmly, "He's been here for the past few months, no matter where you are."

Mo Fengyi didn't want to talk anymore, he clenched the quilt tightly with his still strong right hand, "Let him go."

"Feng Yi..."

Mo Fengyi was suddenly excited and coughed violently, Hua Qianzi hurriedly stepped forward to pat him on the back.

"You really don't want to see me?"

Mo Fengyi fell silent instantly, it was Xun Can's voice coming from outside the door.

Mo Fengyi shook his head reluctantly, "I don't want to."

The voice was so small that only Hua Qianzi could hear it.

He had no choice but to go out.

Xun Can's expression was not good enough either. He actually didn't want him to know that he was here. Unfortunately, Mo Fengyi's body was injured and his head was still there. I'm afraid he had guessed it long ago. What's more, Mo Fengyi's body was deteriorating. more anxious.

But the man didn't want to see him, or he didn't want him to see him like this.

So Xun Can had no choice but to wait outside.

Hua Qianzi was still alive only when he changed Mo Fengyi's dressing, but it was a pity that Mo Fengyi had long since lost consciousness, but he himself didn't care, at least he didn't feel any pain.

Mo Fengyi looked at Hua Qianzi and asked, "Why is it so cold this spring?"

Hua Qianzi kept moving his hands, and replied: "It's the same every year, it's no different."

"So I've broken my meridians, so I'm more afraid of the cold?"

Hua Qianzi could only prevaricate him by saying, "It's the injury that makes me more afraid of the cold."

"Ah Qian...I have always wanted to ask you." Mo Fengyi said calmly, "Why am I not dead yet?"

Hua Qianzi's eyes froze, "What?"

"I've never heard of a person who has broken his meridians and can survive." Mo Fengyi's face was calm, "Even if my father abolished martial arts back then, at least he wasn't like me."

Hua Qianzi said in a deep voice: "Fengyi, this life belongs to you, you can't think about who you are living for."

Mo Fengyi smiled wryly: "It's long gone. Many people bought my life, so I won't die."

Back then when Mo Feng was hit by the Gu, he rolled all over the floor in pain and couldn't even stand up, he didn't think about hitting the wall to end it, so what happened now?

Hua Qianzi didn't ask, he just asked: "Then why do you suffer all this pain, do you just feel sorry for these people? Don't you even think about yourself?"

Mo Feng lay halfway on the couch and smiled: "Pain is pain, pain is the heart, pain is life, and death is pain. Although my life is about to die, my heart is safe. How can I be in pain?"

In the dim light of the fire in the house, Hua Qianzi looked at Mo Fengyi's pale face, covered with a halo of yellow, a little hazy, his sadness seemed to have dissipated, but it was like a wisp of smoke on the candlestick, The shroud is scattered everywhere, but the real existence cannot be grasped.

"Are you regretting it?" Hua Qianzi asked quietly.

Mo Fengyi said indifferently: "Yes, I regret it, I shouldn't go back to the imperial city, I shouldn't kill Tao Feng, I shouldn't..."

Hua Qianzi has always felt that people like Mo Fengyi can enjoy the glory, and he is willing to let go. Mo Fengyi has always been able to take on all kinds of things, so what is the pain now?

People born in the vast ocean can withstand the most turbulent waves, but they can sink in the abyss and cannot see the bright stars.

Hua Qianzi suddenly said in a deep voice: "Feng Yi...do you know why you survived?"

Mo Fengyi's eyes moved slightly, but he didn't make a sound.

"Do you still remember that when you climbed to the Lianyang Peak to fetch the stinggrass, you came back with a cold syndrome, but there was an internal force surging in your body, and it blocked these injuries for you." Hua Qiang Zi Xu said, "That internal force is not only strong, but also young, which is very suitable for you, so it has played a great role in your body and has been protecting you all these years."

Mo Feng smiled with a different expression: "Yes... what about now?"

"When you cut off your meridians, that internal force resisted the damage to your lungs and saved your life." Hua Qianzi sighed, "...but it also dissipated. "

Mo Fengyi actually felt it a long time ago, but he couldn't be sure, because his body was too weak, he pressed his chest gently, and asked Hua Qianzi with a wry smile: "Didn't you say...it will always protect you?" me?"

Hua Qianzi said helplessly: "You are hurt too badly...that is the last time it will protect you."

"For the last time... there will be nothing after that."

Hua Qianzi looked at him, and said softly: "Do you want to know who transmitted the internal force to you at Lianyangding?"

Mo Fengyi suddenly raised his head and moved his eyes, "You know?"

"Who else could it be?" Hua Qianzi said with a faint smile, "Aside from him, who else has such strong internal power? Would you be willing to pass it on to you at that time?"

It's not that Mo Fengyi didn't guess him, but he didn't dare to ask.

Hua Qianzi patted his hand, turned and went out.

Xun Can was bored outside leaning against the door.

"How is he?" Xun Can asked routinely when he saw Hua sent his son out.

Hua Qianzi smiled lightly and said, "Feng Yi let you in."

Xun Can stood up from the door and said in disbelief, "Really?"

Seeing him excitedly about to push the door open, Hua Qianzi asked, "Feng Yi feels very sorry for you."

Xun Can frowned, "What can he do to me?"

"He said he lost the best thing you gave him." Hua Qianzi said softly, "Lianyangding, is it you?"

Xun Can pretended to be stupid and said, "What?"

As he said that he shrugged and was about to enter the door, Hua Qianzi said again: "So you are the one who is qualified to climb to the top of Lianyang."

This question was a question, but Hua Qianzi was very sure when he said it.

Xun Can turned around in confusion, not knowing whether to laugh or cry: "What are you talking about?"

As he spoke, he felt helpless and turned around to open the door.

Hua Qianzi finally asked: "That is the internal force that has protected him for nearly ten years. How much did you transfer for him back then?"

With his back turned to him, Xun Can looked at the door and smiled to himself, "That's all I can give him."

Then he pushed open the door, Hua Qianzi was stunned for a moment, then smiled, turned and walked out of the compound.

While Mo Fengyi was still asleep, Xun Can came over and sat on the edge.

Xun Can stretched out his hand to hold his cold hand, Mo Fengyi opened his eyes and smiled, "You're here."

Xun Can leaned down and kissed the corner of his forehead, "I never left."

Mo Feng held his hand with a warm smile, but it was a pity that his hand was really cold, and Xun Can's warm temperature was a bit abrupt.

But that person definitely wouldn't think so, and curled his lips at Mo Fengyi, "You always knew I was there?"

Mo Fengyi squeezed his palm, "Xiao Ke's cooking is not so bad."

Xun Can smiled and kissed the back of his hand, "I will study hard."

How long has Xun Can been there? Mo Fengyi knows very well that Xun Can never walked by. He came back after sending Yingnian down the mountain to his cronies and ordering him to bring him back to the imperial city, but Xun Can didn't expect this to happen. Mo Fengyi could even feel that Xun Can was always by his side, but he didn't dare to see him.

"What did A Qian tell you just now?"

Xun Can smiled lightly, "He sighed that I could finally come in."

Mo Fengyi narrowed his eyes: "I wronged you?"

Xun Can said affectionately: "Just because you carve my name on your body, I won't be wronged for a long time."

Mo Fengyi's whole body trembled, and Xun Can felt it.

"you saw it?"

Xun Can put her face against his hand, smiled and nodded.

Xun Can only came to see Mo Fengyi when he was asleep or in a coma, and bandaged his unconscious arm. When Mo Fengyi collapsed, he cut off his own meridians, but before that, Mo Fengyi was actually Engraved on his left arm.

It was hard to see clearly when the blood and flesh were blurred, but after hemostasis and scabs, Xun Can slowly recognized it, even if it was intertwined and chaotic, it was still a character that was almost finished.

charming.

Mo Fengyi recovered the last memory after waking up. It turned out that Xun Can did not appear, but it appeared in his dream. Xun Can guarded the door and told him that he had to kill him before he could go out.

Mo Fengyi started to call his name.

Xun Can.

Xun Can.

Light, gentle, lingering, gloomy, obsessed, with a voice that penetrates to the bone, every time.

Mo Fengyi really hated the person who stopped him, but he also missed and loved him to the extreme. He really couldn't stand it anymore. He needed pain to relieve this rash movement. Since his weapon can no longer hurt others, he can Had to hurt myself.

When Mo Fengyi was in a trance, he saw the blood gushing from his arm with a distorted sense of satisfaction, which seemed to represent the fusion between Xun Can and him. Thoughts can be transferred.

It's a pity that before the word was completely engraved into his flesh and blood, Mo Fengyi fell into a coma as if escaping.