The Fall of a Scholar

The two brought Su Xiaoqian back to the dormitory and put him on the bed.Pu Liang said "Come out and say it" and called Yan Congzhi downstairs in the dormitory.

"What's the matter with you two?"

"Xiaoqian and I have been together for a while."

Pu Liang was full of surprise: "...This kid didn't tell me. He is young, has a bad temper, and can't speak."

"I know."

Pu Liang seemed to think of something again, and asked, "Are you... serious, or just for fun?"

Yan Congzhi exhaled, leaned against the wall behind him, and said slowly: "He is the first person who fills me with curiosity and wants to know, and at the same time, I feel that the music is one. At the beginning, he didn't like to talk in the game. , but I know exactly what he thinks, and I can also feel that he knows what I think, that is the feeling of a confidant. But I didn’t dare to think about it at that time, but later I found that I was tempted, and I still didn’t dare. His father When the accident happened, when I knew about it, my heart ached. I couldn’t bear the thought of him going through all these pains. At that time, I figured it out. How many times can a person be tempted in a lifetime? Pain is always there, and sincerity is hard to find. Since I like it, You can give him comfort, why not? Why make things difficult for the other party and yourself? "

"His character, it's okay if you don't start. Now that the relationship is confirmed, if you dump him in the future, he probably won't be able to survive."

"Do I look like a very carefree and irresponsible person? Hehe."

"Yes, it looks very insecure."

"I can't argue with words, I can only answer you with actions." Yan Congzhi smiled and turned around, waving at him: "Go back, 88."

Su Xiaoqian woke up the next day and found that he had drunk a drink, and he couldn't remember where he went after dinner yesterday or how he came back.Pu Liang only said that he went to the KTV, and then brought him back.

"Am I talking nonsense?"

Pu Liang didn't raise his head, and said, "Just ask your family's bone."

After hearing this, Su Xiaoqian's face became very pretty, from blue to red.Our home bone?Did Pu Liang know?He ran out of the dormitory, called Yan Congzhi out, and the two went to the cafeteria to eat.

Yan Congzhi buried his head in eating the ramen, Su Xiaoqian asked anxiously: "I drank too much last night."

"kindness."

"Did I say something I shouldn't have said?"

Yan Congzhi suppressed a smile: "Is there anything you shouldn't and can't say to me?"

"Aren't there many others..."

Yan Congzhi said casually while eating: "Well, actually, I didn't say anything, I just said that I want to marry me in front of Pu Liang."

"I fuck..."

"What's wrong? Do you dare to do it or not?"

"Your uncle! What did I do to me!"

Yan Congzhi raised his head and said, "Yong Ye, you're still cute when you're drunk. You can say a lot of sweet words, and even take the initiative to kiss me in public."

"What??" Su Xiaoqian was completely bewildered, "You, you don't care about me making such a big joke, you...what's your intention!" Su Xiaoqian's eyes widened, and the more he spoke, the more angry he became.

"What's my intention?" Yan Congzhi seemed to be angry, and suddenly his tone became serious, "Because I'm not afraid of others knowing, and I even want to tell others that you, Su Xiaoqian, are with me now! How about it!"

Su Xiaoqian was stunned for a while and said: "That can't be..."

"No, it's just that Pu Liang saw it."

Su Xiaoqian said "Oh", still worried, and pestered Yan Congzhi for a long time, finally knowing that he was not making any jokes before giving up.

This is the last semester of Yan Congzhi's undergraduate course.In the last semester of senior year, students usually have to go out for an internship for a period of time.He originally applied for companies in this city, but his teacher recommended him to be an intern reporter at a well-known TV station.He hesitated, but decided to go for an internship.Su Xiaoqian naturally supported him.It's the first time two people have to be separated for a long time after being together, and it's a bit sad.Before leaving, Yan Congzhi went to Su Xiaoqian's house, chatted with his mother for a while, and went straight to the airport with his things in the afternoon.The two were reluctant to leave downstairs, and Su Xiaoqian insisted on taking him to the airport, but he refused on the grounds that Lu Yuan was far away.

"Then you have to call me often."

Yan Congzhi leaned over and kissed his pouty lips, and said with a smile: "Got it, go back, I'm leaving."

Seeing him walking away, Su Xiaoqian turned around and went into the room, and saw his mother sitting on the sofa with her clothes on.

"Xiaoqian, come here."

Su Xiaoqian came over and sat beside him.

The mother seemed to be hesitating for something, Su Xiaoqian was a little impatient, just about to ask why, but she asked in a trembling voice: "What's the relationship between you two?"

Su Xiaoqian's head buzzed and he lost the ability to think.

"I went to close the window just now and accidentally saw..." the mother said with difficulty, "I don't believe it, you tell me."

How to say?Admit it now?Can mom take it?deny?Then I have to tell her.Su Xiaoqian thought for a while, and suddenly realized that this long silence was already part of the answer.

"Is that what I saw... that?"

Su Xiaoqian lowered his head and whispered, "Yes."

Mother stood up slowly, pointed at his head: "You...you actually..."

Su Xiaoqian raised his head and looked into his mother's eyes: "Mom, I'm sorry. But..."

"No but!" The mother's eyes were full of tears: "You are already an adult, you can't be so casual, you have to consider the consequences, understand?"

"Mom!" Su Xiaoqian raised his head, the chandelier above his head was dazzlingly bright, and it was precariously dangling, stood up reluctantly, and said to his mother, "I have been a good student since I was a child, a role model for others, Take the path that you think is the best. Just this time, let me choose, okay?"

"This matter, no." After speaking, the mother seemed to be extremely tired, and slumped on the sofa.

Su Xiaoqian took a step forward, knelt down, and supported his mother's knee: "Mom! Do you have the heart to let your son live in this world heartlessly for the next few decades!"

Snapped!Su Xiaoqian received a slap on the cheek resentfully, and his body fell sideways, so he had to support the ground with his hands, and then turned to look at his mother, her face was already covered with tears.

"You are too young to understand, you have too little contact with girls, it's just a momentary impulse now."

Su Xiaoqian walked over again and threw himself into his mother's arms: "Mom, I'm not impulsive towards him, please."

"You..." Mother looked at him, covering her chest with one hand, her lips were pale, and cold sweat was already dripping on her forehead.Su Xiaoqian suddenly realized something, and was so frightened that he crawled to the sofa next to him, picked up his mobile phone, and dialed 120.

"Mom, don't scare me, I, you pretend I didn't say anything, Mom!" Su Xiaoqian stepped forward to hold his mother's hand, but his hand trembled more than his mother's. At that moment, he tasted The taste of soul flying away.In ten minutes, the real seconds are like years.At this moment, he would be willing to exchange any price for his mother's safety.

When the emergency doctor came, my mother's heart rate reached 180, and her blood pressure was terribly low, and she was at risk of shock at any time.So the doctor immediately gave the mother intravenous injections of drugs to stabilize blood pressure and heart, and sent her to the hospital at the same time.After arriving at the hospital, several more medicines were infused, and the mother's heartbeat and blood pressure gradually became normal, and she was temporarily out of danger.Su Xiaoqian took care of him and stayed up all night.

The next day the attending doctor came to inquire about the condition.The doctor suggested a cardiac angiography.Su Xiaoqian went home and brought her daily necessities for hospitalization.In two or three days, the mother's condition gradually stabilized, and a radiography was performed at the appointed time.

Su Xiaoqian walked into the doctor's office anxiously, and the attending doctor said: "Your mother has two problems with her heart. One is that there is a plaque in a blood vessel. This kind of plaque is generally indistinguishable from the symptoms of high blood pressure and high blood fat." The second is that there is a polyp on your mother's heart. It is hard to say how dangerous this polyp is, but it may cause heart palpitations and other heart problems. You should pay attention to emotional control."

"Okay. How about treatment now?"

"Currently, some drugs for clearing blood lipids and stabilizing blood pressure are used. I suggest to observe the polyps first, and talk about it if there is a situation. Because some polyps may not be harmful, it is not easy to say at present."

Seeing his mother's condition gradually stabilized, Su Xiaoqian felt an indescribable grief and indignation.There is nowhere to vent the anger in his heart, he just wants to find something to beat him hard.For the first time in my life, I feel that fate is unfair.Could it be that I was too lucky before?If you want the wind to get the wind, you need the water to get the water. He may understand things that others can't understand after spending the whole night.He is undoubtedly God's favorite, but at this moment he feels that he is an abandoned person by God, otherwise he would not be given such a difficult multiple-choice question.

In the past two weeks, he has been running between the school and the hospital. Fortunately, the school does not have too many classes now.

Two weeks later, his mother was discharged from the hospital, and he went home with her.After arriving home, Su Xiaoqian went to the kitchen to cook. He took out a bundle of leeks and wanted to make scrambled eggs with leeks.

I heard my mother say in the living room: "You go back to school after eating, I'm fine."

Su Xiaoqian bowed his head to choose the leeks one by one, and said, "Mom, if you are like this, I don't feel at ease when I go out."

The mother also said slowly: "If you want me to feel at ease, just break up with him and go abroad. I will move to your grandma's house after you leave. It just so happens that they also need personal care. Don't worry about me being bored by myself. "

The mother and son tacitly switched to another way of communication, and the calm waters were actually turbulent.Su Xiaoqian grabbed the leek leaves fiercely, swallowed the retort helplessly when it reached his lips, it was unspeakably bitter.He didn't dare to think about that kind of ending, just like a person took his heart out of his body, threw it out, and said to him: continue to live.How can he do it?How did his dense and sensitive nerves all over the body suffer from such pain?