Cannon fodder refuses to recycle!

The day of school has arrived.The first thing that ushered in was the school entrance examination.

This exam is not a monthly exam, and there is no need to reclassify according to the grades. The main purpose is to tighten the strings of a group of students who are likely to relax during the holidays.

Jian Ze'an didn't panic at all.

After all, Cheng Zichen was determined to study hard during the holidays, so he was still very sure.

The test result is also worthy of his efforts during the holiday: 627 points, 142nd in the grade.Even in the third class, this ranking is at the level of the first half.

Jian Ze'an was overjoyed when he saw the report card.

Another thing that made it hard for him to say it, but he was secretly happy, was that Zhang Jianfeng, who looked down on him in Class [-] before, is now in Class [-], sitting diagonally in front of Jian Zean. The grade strip fell to the ground, and Jian Ze'an glanced at it when he picked it up and handed it to the other party.

Zhang Jianfeng's ranking in this exam is only 193. If he is divided into classes according to the results of this exam, he will fall into the fourth class.

Jian Ze'an almost couldn't hold back his laughter, but he held back.

Although Zhang Jianfeng looked down on Jian Ze'an as a "poor student" sarcastically at the beginning, but since Jian Ze'an got rid of the former grade director, this one is very bullying and afraid to provoke Jian Ze'an.But Jian Ze'an still secretly held grudges.

He held back all his energy and always wanted to pass Zhang Jianfeng.

It's a pity that the opponent's foundation is indeed very solid, and Jian Ze'an couldn't match it at the time.

But the hard work pays off, Jian Ze'an has made rapid progress, and now even in the third class, he is still sitting firmly.As for Zhang Jianfeng, he didn't know if he indulged in the holidays, and his grades in the school exams dropped so badly.

Looking at Zhang Jianfeng's dejected and gloomy face, Jian Ze'an felt very unkind...he was happier.I am happier than simply doing well in the exam.

He wanted to laugh back like Zhang Jianfeng mocked himself before.But after thinking about it, I felt that it was completely unnecessary.

It is enough to keep moving forward and getting better and better.

Why turn your head and target someone who is no match for you?

Because she had agreed with Lin Xiao, as the first person to "leave the group", she wanted to invite a few buddies to dinner, so Jian Ze'an had to think about how to tell her friends about it.

The people who have the best relationship with him are mainly the few people in the study group. Apart from Lin Xiao, they are Hong Chuanglei and Bai Huo, and Du Feichi has a good relationship.Of course, Xia Heran was also included in the study group.

However, Xia Heran had confessed his love to Jian Ze'an before, and it would feel weird and a bit irritating if he was invited to "get off the bill".

Jian Ze'an struggled for a while, but still excluded Xia Heran.

——Speaking of which, Xia Heran is in pretty good shape recently.It was the first study group time after the beginning of the school year. Everyone reported the results of the school entrance examination. Xia Heran's ranking has advanced to more than 400 in the grade. If he keeps at it, he will be able to enter the eighth class next time.His state also made Jian Ze'an secretly relieved.

He already felt guilty for rejecting the other party. He was really afraid that this matter would affect Xia Heran's study status, but luckily it didn't.

And every time they meet, Xia Heran greets and talks to Jian Ze'an naturally as if nothing happened, which makes Jian Ze'an feel that he is thinking too much in his heart.

But even so, he still felt that it would be too impertinent to tell Xia Heran that he was in love, so he deliberately didn't tell him, and only planned to tell Bai Huo and Hong Chuanglei.

Bai Huo and Hong Chuanglei are very straightforward, it seems that Hong Chuanglei occasionally has a little flirtatious, and likes to chat about all kinds of beautiful girls who are more concerned about the whole school.

Although China has already passed relevant laws to protect the rights of homosexuals, and the society has become increasingly open, there are still many people who are very disgusted with the relationship between the same sex.The vast majority of them are men, and the more they like to talk about the opposite sex, like to fantasize about having a beautiful girl as a girlfriend, think that "a man should look like a man", and pursue masculinity, the easier it is to dislike homosexuality and think that homosexuality is a "mother". cannon", "disgusting", "evolution has gone wrong".

Jian Ze'an had never talked about sexual orientation with Hong Chuanglei or Bai Huo—before he had those three prophetic dreams, he had never thought about falling in love, so he never thought about whether he would like a man or a woman at all.

But chatting with them usually, it is obvious that they belong to the typical straight men who pursue "manliness".

Jian Ze'an didn't know their attitude towards same-sex relationships.

I want to get blessings from my friends for my relationship, but I am afraid that they will reject me, so I typed many times for this, thinking about how to test it out.

But in the end I decided to speak up.

If they can't accept it, there's nothing they can do, and it's impossible for them not to fall in love because of this.If you are really hated, you will definitely feel uncomfortable, but sooner or later you have to tell your friends, no matter how euphemistic it is, there is no point.

One day, Jian Ze'an took time to invite Hong Chuanglei and Bai Huo to have a drink, pretending to be casual and said: "... Let's make an appointment for a meal on the weekend, I invite, people in Washington."

"Hey, Brother An is so rich." Hong Chuanglei looked him up and down with wide eyes, "What's the matter? Are you so extravagant?"

Jian Ze'an seemed to be calm, but in fact, he clenched and loosened his fingers nervously on the drink bottle: "Brother An, I'm out of order, let's celebrate."

"Out of order?"

The two said in unison, extremely surprised.

"Who?"

"When?"

Bai Huo and Hong Chuanglei couldn't wait to ask, with unconcealable curiosity on their faces.

Bai Huo still shook his head with his tongue: "I can't see it, brother An, I thought you used to be full of games and now you are full of study, but I didn't expect that you still have the time to fall in love? And we don't even know it? It's too good to hide it Bar."

"That's right." Hong Chuanglei united with him, "I didn't mention it before, so I'm still a buddy! Tell me, who is it? The girl who sent you love letters last year? Or the senior high school girl who asked for your mobile phone number before? "

Jian Ze'an cleared his throat, looking very calm, but in fact, he had already mentioned it quietly, for fear that after saying it, the two friends' reactions would be disgusting and repulsive.

But he still said: "Not a girl."

"What do you mean you're not a girl? If you're not a girl, who are you talking to—" Bai Huo said halfway with a smile, then suddenly came to his senses, and opened his mouth wide in surprise, "You, you mean—"

"My love partner is a boy." Having said this, Jian Ze'an calmed down instead.

He said this in a very flat tone, waiting for the reaction of the two friends.

The two of them all opened their mouths and said nothing, their expressions were full of shock.

Jian Ze'an pinched the plastic bottle in his hand into a hole with his fingers.

He didn't speak, but waited.

For a moment, Bai Huo spoke first.He closed his mouth and swallowed his saliva, with a look of surprise in his eyes, and his tone stammered a little: "Really, I can't think of it. Brother An, no matter how you look at it, you don't look like...that."

He forcibly changed the word in the end, but Jian Ze'an guessed from the shape of his mouth that he originally wanted to say "gay".

Jian Ze'an's heart beat a little fast, but he still maintained his composure: "I never thought about it before, but even if I fell in love, there's nothing I can do."

"I understand." Hong Chuanglei nodded with a dazed expression.

Looking at the expressions of the two of them, Jian Ze'an felt as if he was waiting for the verdict.He didn't want this feeling of waiting to be prolonged, the feeling of stretching in his heart was terrible.He simply took the initiative to ask:

"Well, the person I like is a boy, and I'm dating a boy. Do you—do you have any objections?"

Hong Chuanglei asked subconsciously: "Why do we have opinions when you are in love?"

Jian Ze'an froze for a moment, the slightly tense feeling in his heart dissipated instantly, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but twitched.

Bai Huo also reacted: "Brother An, I was a little surprised and didn't see it. But who you like is your own private matter. We brothers have been together for so long, and you are still Brother An, so that's okay."

Jian Ze'an completely relaxed, with a smile on his tone: "I thought you should be quite repulsive."

"I'm not used to homosexuality, and I always find it weird. But how can I say that I'm so familiar with you, just because you're dating a boy now, which affects your friendship, I'm afraid I'm not a fool."

Hong Chuanglei scratched his head and said.

What he said was quite messy, without any clear logic, but the meaning was clear.

He will not change his attitude towards Jian Ze'an just because of what gender Jian Ze'an falls in love with.

Bai Huo followed suit and nodded: "Yes, yes, yes, I don't know how to say it. In short, I didn't know about homosexuality before, but Brother An, you are Brother An, my best buddy!"

Looking at the expressions of the two friends, Jian Ze'an's smile widened a little bit:

"Thanks."

"Thank you, isn't this what it should be?" Hong Chuanglei touched his nose and asked curiously, "Brother An, who is your...boyfriend? Do I know him?"

Jian Ze'an chuckled lightly: "I know. Why don't I know each other. I met a few days ago. Cheng Zichen."

Bai Huo and Hong Chuanglei showed extremely shocked expressions again.

Bai Huo stammered and asked, "Cheng, God Cheng?"

Hong Chuanglei looked at him with a look of admiration for a hero: "Brother An, you can do it, even Cheng Shen can touch him!"

"Get lost." Jian Ze'an scolded with a smile, "Meddle with your uncle."

"My uncle and the youngest are so eye-catching, there is nothing to get involved in." Hong Chuanglei smiled playfully, "It's powerful to get involved in Cheng Shen."

Jian Ze'an kicked over: "Fuck me, am I an old hooligan or something? Your Chinese and physical education teacher taught me."

Hong Chuanglei smiled: "I understand, I understand. After all, that is Cheng Shen..."

Jian Ze'an rolled her eyes: "Okay, as long as you know. I will invite you on the weekend, and I will tell you when the appointment is made."

Lin Xiao, Hong Chuanglei, and Bai Huo, the three who had the best relationship with Jian Ze'an didn't show anything unusual, and Jian Ze'an felt at ease. It doesn't matter what others think of him, the main thing is these few good friends.

He invited these three people to dinner on the weekend, and the three good buddies congratulated him on getting out of the singles, and the whole process was really enjoyable.

Although the study pressure suddenly increased in the second semester of the second year of high school, Jian Ze'an focused on studying with one hand and love with the other, without delaying both. He felt that he was having a good time every day. He was really happy and didn't feel nervous at all.

Even though the homework is getting more and more, the competition is getting fiercer every day, and the teachers' nagging and reminders are getting heavier every day, he has always maintained a good mood.

The competition under the "monthly exam promotion system" is extremely fierce, especially after the monthly exam, students are re-segregated into classes. The changes in the students are particularly large, and the atmosphere of the entire grade is tense to almost depressing.

Many students can't stand this kind of high-pressure learning state. They can't bear this kind of competition at all. They don't do well in the test when they are emotionally anxious, and then their rankings drop, and they fall into the lower class. As a result, they can't keep up or become more anxious. , forming a vicious circle.There were also several times when someone just couldn't stand it, and broke down and cried in the corridor or in the teacher's office.All of these aggravated the anxiety and pressure of the students.

But there are also those with strong ability to resist pressure. In such an atmosphere, they can stimulate unlimited potential and continue to climb.

Jian Ze'an belongs to the latter.

He has a good attitude, and it may be that the experience of being a poor student gave him the confidence of "can it be worse than before?" He is not so afraid and concerned about the exam.Coupled with the fact that Cheng Zichen, his lover, helps him check for omissions and make up for vacancies every week, the two of them together are not the serious and tense atmosphere of tutoring at all, but the sweet and sweet atmosphere of love—for example, Jian Ze'an made something that he couldn't do before. For any topic, Cheng Zichen would give him a hug or even a kiss very intimately.

In this kind of learning atmosphere, not to mention being nervous and anxious, being able to stay focused and continue working on the questions instead of indulging in the intimacy between the two is due to the rationality of Jian Ze'an and Cheng Zichen!

Throughout the second semester of the second year of high school, Jian Ze'an spent such a stressful but not tense state.

During the mid-term exam, he entered the second class with a score of 637 and ranked 103rd in the grade!

And when the final exam was due, he directly scored 658 points, ranked 41st in the grade, and entered the first class!

The moment the grade strip was in his hand, Jian Ze'an's heart instantly exploded with fireworks.He clenched the note tightly and tried his best not to cry out, or he was so excited that he thumped the table directly.

He couldn't wait to take a photo and sent it to Cheng Zichen, but he remembered that after the first monthly exam in the second year of high school, Cheng Zichen once told him that he could enter class one before the third year of high school.

At that time, Jian Ze'an didn't believe it at all, and only thought that Cheng Zichen was just painting a cake for him, weaving a dream for him to trick him into studying harder.

But who would have thought that this dream, which seemed out of reach at the beginning, was actually realized step by step by him like this!

Jian Ze'an grasped the grade slip, with mixed feelings in his heart, recalling the time when he skipped classes, dawdled around, and was too lazy to study, it seemed like a lifetime ago.

But in fact, it was only a year of hard work!

Recalling those three dreams back then, Jian Ze'an felt a little grateful instead.

If it wasn't for the so-called "predictive dream", if I wasn't too afraid of the ending of the disappearance after dropping out of school in the dream, and even overshadowed the inertia, I'm afraid, I have always felt that I can rely on my family to be a rice bug for the rest of my life, and I will never be able to. I will take the step of tutoring.

After all, it is a tutoring. At that time, the foundation was so poor that I didn’t know anything. It was really too difficult and painful to start studying hard.

That is, it was the worry about the future that allowed me to endure the initial painful period.

...and then it got out of hand.

Until today.

He actually entered a class that he had never dreamed of entering, and became a top student in the eyes of others, and a "model of counterattack" that teachers in every class in every grade would inevitably mention when they cheered up their classmates.

All this is like a dream.But he also knew clearly that this was not a dream.Looking back, every step was clear, and Jian Ze'an felt very at ease, because now his own achievements were made up bit by bit, and he held them firmly in his hands.

Looking at the grade slip, he had a thousand thoughts in his mind, and finally they all turned into a smile.

——It's really cool to be a top student.

The phone vibrated slightly.Jian Ze'an picked it up and opened the screen. It was Cheng Zichen's reply:

【Congratulations!After that, they are classmates.Zean.I am looking forward. 】

Jian Ze'an looked at this simple line of words and giggled, and moved his fingers for a moment:

【I am looking forward too. 】

The author has something to say: Heck, it’s time to fast-forward Dafa when I start using it.The text is coming to an end~

Of course, there will still be extra episodes, it’s not over yet.

It’s not so easy to counterattack for Xiaojian, haha, but hard work always pays off, I really believe in this o(*￣︶￣*)o