Lovely Allergen

A thin layer of fog formed on the window glass.

Le Zhishi's eyes were full of water, and he couldn't help but not blink.Every day with Song Yu seemed to happen in a dream, sometimes even he himself was so dazed that he thought that the person in front of him would disappear in the blink of an eye.

He carefully learns to be a considerate lover, to give Song Yu space, to overcome his possessive desire for him, thinking that Song Yu will like him more and need him more, don't treat him as someone who doesn't understand anything younger brother.

But it was fundamentally wrong.

Song Yu was the one who really struggled, much earlier than him, and much more painful than him.

I thought that hearing the person I like say "I love you" would be as sweet as many love movies, but I know that my heart is full of sadness at this moment, not for myself.

"I'm sorry..." Le Zhishi stretched out his hand, gently covered the back of Song Yu's hand, and held his slender fingertips.

Song Yu held his hand instead, "Why do you say sorry?"

His fingertips were cold, Song Yu rubbed his fingers.

"You did nothing wrong."

Le Zhishi frowned, and finally couldn't help but hugged him, wrapped his arms around his neck, buried his face into his shoulder, "I'm too slow, if I knew that I liked you so much earlier, I wouldn't It will make you bear so much alone."

Song Yu behaved so plainly, even when confessing, he was extremely calm, as if he didn't have any pain, but when he knew it, he could feel the pain exactly, or even worse.

Probably Song Yu's heart was really given to him and grew on him, that's why Le Zhishi felt so uncomfortable at this time.

"Why are you crying?" Song Yu felt Le Zhi was crying and stroked his back, "Don't be sad, it's not good for your health."

Hearing these words, Le Zhishi felt even more uncomfortable.

"Then you have been sad for so long."

If it was him, he found that he actually liked the brother who lived under the same roof as his own brother. He knew it was wrong to do so. The other party might only regard him as a relative, but he couldn't stop emotionally, and there was no one to talk to. Can keep a little thing from him, sleepless all night.

He couldn't hold on to it at all.

But Song Yu seemed to only care about the reason why Le Zhishi came to him, and the sense of loss he showed, "Did I misunderstand you when I said to give it a try?"

The coral fleece home clothes on Le Zhishi were soft and fluffy. Song Yu held him, and his tone became gentle.

"I want you to give it a try and treat the time with me as a trial period, and the length of time is up to you."

The cashmere coat he was wearing pierced his face a little, Lezhi rubbed his face against the side of Song Yu's neck, against Song Yu's warm skin, and asked in a muffled voice, "What about you?"

Song Yu was silent for a while, then said softly: "I have enough time."

He leaned on Le Zhishi's head, "I thought this day would never happen."

They are like two entangled plants. In the past, Lezhi accepted the nutrients Song Yu passed on to him ignorantly, and grew up carefree. Now he finally knows where these nutrients come from, and he can Learn from the pain accumulated on Song Yu.

Love is really weird.

A worthless and inaccurate globe was kept so well by Song Yu, but he, who was self-proclaimed paranoid, did not dare to keep the person who made the globe.

Le Zhishi was eager to say something to Song Yu to convince him that he was the same, but the more anxious he was, the more confused his mind became, and the words he thought of always had no logic.

Finally Song Yu looked at his watch and said it was too late.

"I made you cry on your birthday." He complained to himself, then kissed Le Zhishi's lips, "Let's go back."

He didn't use the word "go home", they knew each other very well, it was hard to go home.

The carriage was extremely quiet along the way, and when Le Zhishi got out of the car in the underground garage, Song Yu put on his home clothes hat for him and led him upstairs.

The door opened, and the room was pitch dark. Song Yu turned on the lights and the air conditioner, but the temperature rose much slower than he expected.Le Zhishi took off the dirty cotton slippers and changed into the ones in the apartment, walked to the sofa and sat down by himself, frowning still.

Song Yu walked over, took a pair of fluffy coral fleece carpet socks from nowhere, squatted down, and without saying a word, reached out and grabbed Le Zhishi's ankle.

Le Zhishi dodged it, but Song Yu still held it and pulled it forward. He wrapped his wide palm around his almost frozen heel, rubbed it, and put socks on him.

For 2 minutes, neither of them spoke.Until Song Yu dressed him up, stood up, and asked in a casual tone.

"Will I say those words to make you feel sympathetic?"

But what he didn't expect was that these words unexpectedly aroused Le Zhishi's emotions.Le Zhi frowned and took away his leg, his voice was unsteady, "What are you talking about?"

Soon, Le Zhishi fell into self-reflection again. He guessed that he might really be an idiot who knew nothing about love. When he heard the other party say I love you, the first sentence he answered would be sorry.

He was indeed blaming himself for Song Yu's pain, but in Song Yu's eyes, what would an apology be interpreted as.

Thinking of this, he tried to calm down his emotions and adjust his breathing.

"It's not sympathy." Le Zhi raised his head to look at Song Yu, wiped his eyes with the back of his hand, the eye circles were very red, and even the eyelashes were steamy, "I said I'm sorry because I was too sad, it's not that I don't accept it. Your feelings, that's what I want most, you don't know how much I want to know if you like me or not."

"Don't always think that I can't tell the difference between family affection and love. Maybe I was sick when I confessed my confession, and I was really not sober, and I looked sloppy, but I struggled with those words for a long time before I wanted to say them Yes, it has existed for a long time, and I just said it because I couldn't stand it."

Le Zhi frowned, then let go, and stretched out his hand to reach Song Yu's hanging hand, holding his fingertips, "You said that the length of time is up to me, and I have room for it, but have you thought about it?" Pass."

"Song Yu," Le Zhishi lowered his eyelashes, the tears in his eyes gently shaking, "It was you who made me feel the love that others could not feel at all, and gave me feelings that I could never get from anyone. When I grew up, it has been more than ten years, and I can only see you in my eyes. I wish I could be with you every minute and every second, and it has never changed. It has come to this point, and you still count on me To fall in love with someone else?"

He held Song Yu's hand and raised his eyes, no matter how stubborn he was, the tears in his red eyes did not stay and fell, "From the time you accepted me to your side, there is no other option. It was you who made it impossible for me to fall in love with other people, how could you leave me any other way out?"

Le Zhishi's tone has never been so decisive, "I have no way out, I only have you."

Song Yu fell into a long silence, and finally sat beside him.

Le Zhishi's tears fell drop by drop, and he subconsciously reached out to wipe them away, again and again, like a robot that can only execute simple instructions.

"I don't want it to be just for a while, it's not enough."

Under the light of the living room, Le Zhishi's upper eyelids, which were so white that the blue blood vessels could be seen clearly, were slightly swollen and fragile, as if they would break if rubbed.His eyelashes are long and soft, the skin on his cheeks is also soft, and he wears comfortable coral fleece.But his expression and tone are all stubbornness in his bones.

"I want all of you, for a long, long time."

Song Yu raised his hand, touched his cheek, and was held by Le Zhishi.

"You said that liking is harmless. Maybe in your eyes, I am simply liking, and I have not even defined it myself. But I am struggling. My possessiveness for you has exceeded the load, so I am in the middle of the night. Running to you in your pajamas, doubting yourself when you hear something that doesn't matter."

He took out the pudding that he never gave out from his pocket, "In order to see you soon, I even found a temporary reason, and I couldn't tell others. When you said that I was still a child, what about 19 years old?" .”

When Song Yu lost sleep because of this, Le Zhishi constantly tried every means to smooth out the time difference, information difference, and all the gaps he could think of between them.

"Am I entitled to say I love you?"

Seeing Le Zhishi's trembling eyelashes and red eye corners, and asking such a sentence, Song Yu's last string finally broke.

He didn't give an answer, but directly pressed Le Zhishi on the sofa and kissed her.The glasses squeezed against the cheeks of the two, making the sound of metal clashing. After several interventions, Song Yu tore off the glasses and threw them on the ground.

The sofa leather was very cold, Le Zhishi's wrist was pinned down by Song Yu, unable to move.But Song Yu's breath was hot, and so were his lips.The weight of the lover's body pressed up, as if falling into the lake, wrapped in the familiar smell of Song Yu's body, Lezhi gradually lost control in the intensity and suffocation that he had never experienced before.He likes the gentle Song Yu, and he also likes him who fully exposes himself without any concealment or suppression.

Song Yu kissed him very hard, entered with a tough posture, no longer carefully considered Le Zhishi's breathing, and invaded the wet and soft territory like a plunder, as if trying to mark this, so that Le Zhishi would always remember how much he was. want him.

The feeling of suffocation made Le Zhishi seem to be walking on a suspension bridge, holding Song Yu's arm tightly, he closed his eyes, and his nasal breathing became more intense.The zipper of the pajama jacket slipped under the friction, leaving only the bottom joint barely connected, exposing the soft cotton short sleeves inside.He tried to kiss back, entangled with Song Yu jerky and stubbornly, but because of this he fell into another vortex, the deeper he sank, the stronger his desire for Song Yu became.

Time was slowed down, and when he was on the verge of losing oxygen, Song Yu backed away, dragging out an unstoppable desire.Le Zhishi lay limp on his back on the sofa, the corners of his mouth were moist, and his lips were red from the intense kiss.

He rested his head on the armrest of the sofa, breathing heavily, palpitations, sweating all over, oxygen was thin, and his chest heaved very quickly, which was almost the same as pathological hyperpnea, the difference was that he was both panicked and longing.

When Song Yu kissed his lips soothingly, Le Zhishi leaned up to him instinctively, rubbed the tip of his nose intimately with him, and kissed Song Yu's cheek and his lips while panting.His voice was vaguely mixed with the sound of gasping and sucking water, calling Song Yu's name, or calling him brother, fragmented, over and over again, tainted with lust in the torture.

He was like a puppy who was spoiled and fed, subconsciously equating Song Yu's intimacy with darkness under training.In the dark space with no one, Song Yu would hug him and kiss him.So he always walked in with full expectation, unwilling to come out.

If possible, he hoped that Song Yu's kisses would never stop.

Song Yu saw tiny drops of blood on Le Zhishi's slightly swollen lips in a daze, calmed down, held Le Zhishi's face, and gently wiped away the blood oozing from his lips with his fingertips. Say "Sorry" softly, back away, and give him a little breathing space, "Did I scare you?"

But Le Zhishi didn't accept the kindness. Instead, he got up and climbed onto Song Yu's body, and put his arms around his neck. On him, he took the initiative to stick Song Yu's lips, and kissed him unskillfully, like a child begging for candy.

Naively courting, simply showing love, knowing that it will be difficult to breathe but insisting on kissing, this is Le Zhishi.Except for Song Yu, no one else could see him like this.

Song Yu pressed his shoulders, moved him away a little, put his hand on his cheek, and wiped the corner of his mouth with his thumb.

"Do you think I'm tempting you?"

Le Zhishi's coat was completely scattered behind him, only the sleeves were still connected.He grabbed Song Yu's arm, panting hard, his red lips were moist with water, his face was also red, and his eyes looking at Song Yu were moist and innocent.Opening his mouth slightly, he sucked Song Yu's thumb in, and the tip of his tongue lightly brushed over his fingertips.

"Aren't I tempting you?"

He is doing seductive actions, but his eyes are clean and pure, as if giving Song Yu a psychological hint, telling him that you are innocent and I am the one who is guilty, just like what Le Zhishi said countless times, you can do it to me whatever you want.

This actually aggravated Song Yu's guilt.

But the sense of guilt mixed with primitive desire is almost an unsolvable hallucinogen, and one push of the needle will make you lose all reason.He was well-dressed, but he took off Le Zhishi's coat, and kissed along the line of his neck, leaving marks on his white and bare skin.

Le Zhishi broke out in a thin layer of sweat, and his close-fitting short sleeves were wet. When Song Yu kissed his nipples through the fabric, he leaned back tremblingly, hugged Song Yu's head, and arched his waist forward. was hugged tightly.An unbearable longing quickly occupied the whole body along the blood. He lost his strength and wanted to slide back, but Song Yu held his back again, pushed him back, and fell forward on Song Yu.

"Are you uncomfortable?" Before Song Yu could finish asking, Le Zhishi kissed him, and hurriedly peeled off Song Yu's coat, revealing the black sweater inside.He kissed Song Yu's side all the way, panting in his ear, "Hot..."

Song Yu's hand reached into his clothes and pressed against his hot skin. His cold fingertips slightly relieved Le Zhishi's heat, but it didn't help.Le Zhishi sat on Song Yu's body and dawdled, took his hand and led him down until the fingertips passed the edge of the pajama pants.

"Have you ever done it before?" Song Yu reached in and held Le Zhi's erect penis.

When Lezhi leaned on him, she whispered that she had done so.

"When?"

"After being with you, I miss you very much." Le Zhishi rubbed Song Yu's side neck, as if a little embarrassed, but also embarrassed, and said emphatically, "Only once."

Song Yu thought he was cute, and couldn't help teasing him, "Is it just one time to like me so much?"

Le Zhishi was a little depressed, she got up and wanted to say something, but Song Yu blocked her mouth and held her down.The greasy body fluid oozing from the top stained the hand that I thought was the most beautiful when I was in Lezhi. The fingers were close together, the thumb and the tiger's mouth formed a circle, squeezed and pushed, and slid up and down.

When I made it for myself, all I imagined was Song Yu's face and his kisses, but Lezhi seldom imagined Song Yu's other actions, so his sexual fantasies were only kisses. Only then did he realize how dry his fantasy was.

He kissed Song Yu intermittently, seeking breath from time to time, subconsciously swaying his waist under Song Yu's movements, and the buttocks wrapped in pajama pants squeezed and rubbed against Song Yu's lower body.He could feel something holding him back, and the awareness was both shameful and satisfying.

"No...brother..."

When begging for mercy, Le Zhishi's first reaction was to call him brother, as if he was about to do something wrong, tremblingly begging him to let him go, whimpering and moaning softly amidst gasping.

He just rubbed against Song Yu's arms, Song Yu could only hold back, and kissed him tenderly on the cheek, "Hey, relax, just cum."

Le Zhi, who was on the verge of losing control, sought comfort by begging for a kiss. Their teeth touched together, the tips of their tongues hooked together, and the sticky moan changed its tone during the kiss.Le Zhishi ejaculated on Song Yu's lower abdomen, and the semen stained Song Yu's clean black sweater.

After losing his strength, Le Zhishi hid in Song Yu's arms and panted heavily. He looked down and wiped it with his hands again, but it couldn't be wiped clean.

"I'm sorry." Le Zhishi said softly, "I stained your clothes."

Song Yu felt that his focus was always strange, and he kissed Le Zhishi's ear, "It can be a little dirtier."

Le Zhishi's face was burning hot, but he was a studious child, so the hand wiping the semen moved down again, untied Song Yu's belt, and tentatively pressed down on the edge of his panties. The astonishingly sized genitals popped out, touching Le Zhishi's lean belly.

"It's so big." When Le Zhi looked at his, he felt a sense of comparison. It was darker in color than his, and it was much longer, still curving upwards.But Le Zhishi quickly found a reason for himself, "You are also much taller than me."

Song Yu still wanted to kiss him, but Le Zhishi got off him and knelt on the carpet unexpectedly.He separated Song Yu's legs and got in by himself. With a little sly smile, he raised his face and announced to Song Yu, "I think so, is it okay?"

"You don't have to do this." Song Yu wanted to pull him up.

"But I want to try." Le Zhishi held his bottom with his hands, and rubbed his lips against the front, pulling out a trace of translucent body fluid when they parted, sticking to his lips.

"Where did you learn it?"

Le Zhishi replied sincerely: "That's what I saw in pornographic advertisements. It was when I graduated from the third year of junior high school. What I saw was actually a video of boys and boys."

He opened his mouth to hold it.Things were much more difficult than he had imagined, he could barely hold the front of his mouth, but Song Yu's breathing had already changed.

Le Zhishi tried hard to swallow, knowing that he was really inexperienced, but still wanted to try hard to please Song Yu, hoping to get a little compliment from him after the end, but it was too difficult, and he couldn't bear it already, Le Zhishi It even felt like it was getting bigger in his mouth.

He spat out some, took a few breaths, then stuck out his tongue again, licking from bottom to top.There was no skill at all in these movements, even clumsy, but just like that, Song Yu's breathing that had been restrained for a long time was already messed up.The person he tried his best to protect, the younger brother who watched him grow up, was kneeling in front of him to please him at this moment.

Immoral desires are the most potent catalysts of pleasure.

He couldn't help but control the back of his head with his hand when Le Zhishi was sucking it in, feeling a part of himself pressing down on the bottom of Le Zhishi's tongue, which was deeper than when kissing.He suddenly had some morbid thoughts, wanted to thrust into his wet and soft mouth, and then shot in, watched him choke and swallowed, coughed till he blushed, and even kissed him.

But this can only be thought about, Song Yu would not take the risk of letting Le Zhishi do such a thing.He endured the push to the depths of his throat, then backed out a little, and slowly intersected with Le Zhishi's mouth and lips, took his hand and taught him to wrap around the column to please himself.

Le Zhishi's mouth was very sour, and saliva dripped out from the corner of his mouth, but he still sucked seriously. After an unknown amount of time, Song Yu suddenly pulled it out, and rubbed the front end of Le Zhishi's lips, breathing heavily on the mouth. on his face.

Being splashed all over his face, Le Zhi closed his eyes helplessly, opened them slightly again, wiped them subconsciously with the back of his hands, looked at the liquid on his hands in confusion, and finally stuck out his tongue and licked it.

"What are you doing?" Song Yu held his breath and pulled Le Zhishi's hand away.

"I want to taste your taste." Le Zhishi replied honestly, and lowered his head to kiss the front end of Song Yu's genitals.

"Is it delicious?" Song Yu leaned back on the sofa, took off his shirt with one hand in the heat, and stretched out his hand to pull Le Zhishi onto himself.

Le Zhishi put his arms around Song Yu's waist, kissed Song Yu an ambiguous kiss, vaguely said that it was delicious, that it was very comfortable, and that he liked him very much.

Song Yu's ears were hot when he heard that, he pinched Le Zhishi's waist, covered his lips with his mouth, picked him up in a straddling position, and carried him to the bathroom.For Song Yu, this was far from enough, but he wanted to cherish Le Zhishi, and he didn't want to rush to do it when he was unprepared, which would bring him a bad experience.

They took a shower quickly and spent a long time in the bathroom. They didn't want to go out when they knew it. Song Yu couldn't help him, so he hugged him back to the room, covered him with a quilt, hugged him from behind, and forced him very strongly. Fall asleep by 02:30.

"Kiss for another minute." Le Zhishi turned over and pecked Song Yu's face, "Okay?"

Song Yu was indifferent, eyes closed, Le Zhishi had no choice but to use a coquettish tone, "Today is my birthday, you haven't told me happy birthday yet, and now..."

"Happy birthday." Song Yu finished quickly and kissed Le Zhishi's lips.

"You're too perfunctory." Le Zhishi hooked his neck and kissed him lingeringly, "I like this." But he failed and was quickly pushed away by Song Yu.

"If you still want to go to your birthday party tomorrow, go to bed now." Song Yu stared at him with a somewhat menacing tone, "I can also make you unable to even get out of bed."

Le Zhishi's heart jumped up suddenly, his cheeks were hot, and he muttered, "Got it, go to sleep."

The desk lamp was turned off, and the bedroom was plunged into soft darkness.After a few minutes of silence, Le Zhi hid in Song Yu's arms, and couldn't help but whisper, "Are you asleep?"

"Ah."

When Le Zhi leaned closer, "Can you repeat what you said to me in the car?"

"What?" Song Yu asked him deliberately in a low voice, "I don't like you?"

Le Zhishi bit his neck, "It's not this one, it's the next one."

Even though he was bitten, Song Yu seemed to be in a good mood.He stroked Le Zhishi's back, with a calm and gentle smile in his voice, telling him in a more peaceful way, "I love you."

Le Zhishi hugged his back contentedly, he didn't want to say sorry this time. On the first day at the age of 19, he also had the qualifications to show his love to his lover, "I love you too."

Not feeling enough, he repeated it again.

"I love you, Song Yu."