Lovely Allergen

Song Yu lost his sanity for a few seconds, and then recovered in a short time.

Le Zhishi's eyes were bright, the tip of his nose and cheeks were reddened by the cold wind, looking up at him he looked very innocent, seeing that Song Yu didn't answer, he stretched out his hand to hold Song Yu's sleeve again.

"Yes." Song Yu nodded.

The male and female protagonists in the movie kissed, and whistles and small cheers appeared one after another in the open-air playground. Everyone who was young was shy or excited about it.

When Le Zhi heard the sound, he also looked back, turned around again, his ears were a little red.

Song Yu used to hate places with a lot of people, and he also hated other people making noise, but now he unexpectedly finds such a scene beautiful, and his only regret is that he couldn't kiss him here.

"Then you must do what you promised me, and you can't just talk about it." Le Zhishi got close to him, tiptoed in the noisy crowd and said to Song Yu, "What do you need me to do for you? I'll do it all."

Song Yu nodded. He knew that Le Zhishi would not tell lies, so he couldn't help teasing him, "Anything is fine?"

Le Zhishi nodded quickly, almost without thinking, but still ticked a condition in his extremely low limit for Song Yu, "As long as it is not illegal."

Song Yu was amused by him, "I'm quite worthy of your profession."

"Do you remember the stickers I gave you when you were a child? You only used one." Le Zhishi held his arm.

Song Yu asked back, "Have I used it?"

"I used it! During your sixth grade summer vacation, I asked you to play game consoles with me in your room." Le Zhishi replied quickly, but his expression was not happy when he said the next sentence, "You used a game console for a while." A sticker to keep me quiet for half an hour."

But at that time, Song Yu didn't even take out the stickers for Le Zhishi to write off. After he finished speaking, Le Zhishi left his room in despair, acquiescing that he had already used it.

He can do this kind of thing.Song Yu recalled it, and some fragments came to mind.

He looked at Le Zhishi's face again, and saw that he lowered his head in frustration, so he raised his hand and rubbed the top of his hair, "I remember these."

"Then we can't just remember your kindness." Le Zhishi lowered his head, talking to himself in a volume that only he could hear, "Otherwise I'm hopeless."

Song Yu stood for a while, said that the movie was not good after that, took Le Zhishi's arm and left the crowd.

They move forward by feeling, the campus in the dark is full of all kinds of silent secret places, black boxes like easter eggs, they randomly open one, hide in it, and have a long kiss in it that only belongs to lovers , and then see the light of day again as a brother.

A kiss is not enough, but Lezhi couldn't ask for more.

Restraining the desire to take will make Le Zhishi feel a slight sense of loss, but he convinces himself that this is the only way to grow.

On the way, he asked his mentor if he had done something that made Song Yu unhappy, but Song Yu didn't answer directly, so he stopped asking when he knew it.

"The cheesecake is delicious, let's buy another piece next time and eat it together."

Song Yu said yes.

At 08:30 in the evening, he was sent back to the dormitory by Song Yu.Although he was very reluctant, Le Zhishi thought that he didn't even have time to eat lunch, so he couldn't bear to ask him to spend time on himself.

He stood downstairs with a smile and waved to Song Yu, entered the dormitory building, and stood at the window of the stairs, looking for Song Yu's back reluctantly.

Back in the dormitory, Jiang Yufan was flipping through the review app, discussing with Le Zhishi which restaurant to go to tomorrow.He also received a lot of messages from Lin Rong, Shen Mi, and seniors.He replied one by one, but what he was thinking about was Song Yu standing on the playground, saying "tomorrow there will be a lot of people" on his face.

He didn't know if something happened before Song Yu came to him. Although he was very good at pretending, Le Zhishi was very sensitive to Song Yu's emotional perception.

But Song Yu was able to come to see him when he was not happy, talk to him, and then ask for an early birthday for the two of them. When he knew it, he felt that he had made progress.

Even so, Le Zhishi still felt that he needed Song Yu far more than Song Yu needed him. It was a possessiveness and intimacy that even he himself found unbearable.

The message from Qin Yan was very long. He said that he would bring his girlfriend to celebrate his birthday tomorrow, and that he had booked a KTV private room.Le Zhishi said not to spend the money, but did not get an immediate reply.

While waiting, Le Zhishi clicked on his profile picture, and saw that he had just posted on Moments, which was Mei Cao's open-air theater and a photo of him holding hands with his girlfriend.

Sure enough it was him.

Le Zhishi stared at that photo for a long time, feeling a little envious in his heart. Sometimes he would really like to show off his lover to everyone, but he had to be patient.

Patience is the last thing he does.When I was a child, I couldn't bear the pain of allergies and illnesses, and would cry non-stop. I couldn't bear the joy and joy, and wanted to express it all at once.Especially his liking for Song Yu, he couldn't hide it for a moment, and wanted to tell him everything.

But after being with Song Yu, Le Zhishi also began to learn patience, in order to make this illegal relationship last longer.

Because I really like it very much, Lezhi, who is always invincible, also starts to become timid.

At eleven o'clock, he came out of the shower and put on a fluffy off-white house coat.

The roommate at the opposite shop was on the phone with his girlfriend, Jiang Yufan took his girlfriend to play games, and there was one roommate left who said he was a little hungry and wanted to go to the vending machine downstairs to buy a box of cup noodles.

Le Zhishi went down with him.

"The two of them show their affection in the dormitory every day." When the roommate took Le Zhi with his arm, "Why don't you talk about it? There are so many girls chasing you."

"I have someone I like." Le Zhi said honestly.

"Ah?" The roommate seemed a little flattered by his sudden confession, "It turns out that you also have unrequited love, I didn't expect it."

Although misunderstood, Le Zhishi did not explain.

The roommate stood in front of the vending machine and said while choosing, "The one you like must be very good-looking, and the person should be pretty good."

Le Zhishi nodded, "People are very gentle."

Putting this description on Song Yu, probably no one except him would agree with it.Only Le Zhishi knows that Song Yu, who always looks cold, has the best and softest heart in the world.

"Gentle people are easy to persuade." The roommate seemed to be encouraging him, "You can try it, maybe she thinks you are very nice and handsome, and then she has no way to refuse you, so she will be with you .Isn't everyone happy?"

After choosing the noodles, he made the payment, and further encouraged him: "I heard that the chances of a successful confession will be doubled on your birthday."

After a sound, the roommate took the noodles from the bottom of the vending machine.

But because of his words, Le Zhishi fell into confusion.

"Is there really someone who would agree to a relationship just because they couldn't refuse?" Le Zhi asked.

"Yes." The roommate said, "The girl I liked in high school was confessed to me several times, and she also stayed with me. But I still felt that she didn't really like me very much, so we separated after graduating from high school. .She has a very gentle personality and doesn’t like to reject others, so I think she can give it a try.”

"Is that so?" Le Zhishi said a little depressed, "It also makes sense, especially if you still cry when confessing, it will be even more troublesome."

The roommate was amused by him, "This kind of trick can only be used by girls, right?"

He threw away the cup noodles in his hand, leaned against the vending machine and asked Le Zhi, "Lele, do you want to eat something? This pudding is delicious, let me treat you to it."

Le Zhishi said no, he didn't want to eat, thinking about the evidence that Song Yu liked him very much, he felt that there were too many, and he shouldn't be so concerned about gains and losses.

He stood tangled for two seconds, and finally asked his roommate to buy one for him when he finally learned, but he would give him the money.The roommate waved his hands again and again, and the words he said were a bit romantic, "This is the last little gift I'll give you."

"Thank you." After taking the pudding, Le Zhishi followed his roommate slowly, walked a few steps, and then turned back.

"What are you doing?" When the roommate looked at Le Zhi who was going towards the door of the dormitory, he shouted again, "Access control!"

"I know, I'm not coming back tonight." Le Zhishi took the pudding and ran out without looking back.

He ran around the dark campus for a long time without a mobile phone or a navigation system. In the end, he came to the college where Song Yu was, almost relying on the intuition left by walking these roads with Song Yu for so many days.

Panting and standing downstairs in Song Yu's dormitory, Le Zhishi managed to calm down and mustered up the courage to go to the window of the dormitory auntie.The aunt saw that he was wearing pajamas and had a completely unfamiliar face, so she asked him what he was doing here and which building he was on.

Le Zhishi answered everything one by one, and she was still panting. She didn't look normal, which made Auntie very suspicious.

"I'm here to find Song Yu, he lives in 418."

"Why are you looking for him? It's so late. People from different colleges are not allowed to cross buildings casually."

"I..." Le Zhi wanted to say it was his younger brother, but he didn't want to say it, so he just stood in front of the small window.

A person came up behind him, and approached him a little bit. It was a handsome boy, wearing a pair of black-rimmed glasses. He glanced at Le Zhishi several times, then stepped forward and patted him on the shoulder. , "Are you Le Zhishi?"

"Correct."

It was an unfamiliar face, Le was a little surprised when he knew it, "Do you know me?"

"I know you." He smiled, "Is there anything urgent you need to do with Song Yu?"

Le Zhishi thought that sending a cheap pudding should not be considered an urgent matter, and he was even embarrassed to use it as a reason to tell others, so he remained silent.

"It's okay, didn't you take your phone?" When the boy looked at Lezhi, he passed him directly and greeted the aunt in the glass window, "Auntie, this is Song Yu's brother, I can take him up to find him Bro?"

The aunt looked suspicious, but the relationship between the boy and the aunt seemed to be very good. A few words made the housekeeper aunt very happy, so she let go of Le Zhishi.

"You said it was his younger brother, why didn't you say it when I asked you?"

When he was happy, he still refused to speak.

"I'm going out in a while, I can't stay overnight."

"Understood, auntie, good night." The boy introduced himself after taking Le Zhishi to the stairs, "I'm Song Yu's roommate, and my name is Chen Fangyuan."

"Hello senior." Le Zhishi greeted him quickly, but he was a little curious, "How do you know me, senior? Have you seen me?"

"I've seen it before. I've seen Song Yu eating with you in the cafeteria several times. Song Yu almost got into a fight with the law school because of you. This matter has been passed around in our class for several rounds."

Chen Fangyuan laughed again, "It's also amazing. I didn't expect that a cold guy like Song Yu would be a dead brother." After speaking, he explained, "I'm just joking, don't mind."

Le Zhishi shook his head, followed Chen Fangyuan to the door of their dormitory, hesitated again, "Can I go in?"

"Sure." Chen Fangyuan opened the door and found no one inside, "Huh? Your brother hasn't come back yet, he is probably in the laboratory. Why don't you wait in his seat for a while."

This is still the dormitory I was familiar with when I knew it. It seems like yesterday that I came here to hide from the rain.He glanced at the bed he slept with Song Yu, and it was still the same as before.

Chen Fangyuan walked to the table on the bed opposite Song Yu, took off his coat and took out his mobile phone, "I'll call your brother, you sit down, the cleanest seat is his."

Le Zhishi passed obediently. Song Yu's table was not much different from before. The furnishings were almost the same, except for an object in the corner, which was covered by a black velvet cloth cover, so it was impossible to tell what it was.

The phone was not answered, Chen Fangyuan turned around, saw Le Zhishi's hand touching the black cloth cover on Song Yu's desk, and immediately stopped him, "Hey brother, don't touch him, be careful when he comes back and scold you."

Le Zhishi turned his face suspiciously, but didn't take his hand away.He looked at the nervous look on Chen Fangyuan's face, and the first thing he said was, "He won't scold me."

Chen Fangyuan looked like a little ancestor who had never seen the world, lowered his head and quickly edited a WeChat message, and then walked to Le Zhishi's side, "That's not necessarily true, your brother is a thief, no one is allowed to touch it. At first, he was afraid of dust and water, so he used a glass cover to cover it. Later, the glass cover accumulated dust, and he found a flannelette to cover it. My future sister-in-law probably gave it to him."

He added, "If it can be done."

Hearing Chen Fangyuan's eloquent talk about this ornament, Le Zhi felt a little apprehensive. He had never seen Song Yu such a treasure before.

He reached out again, "I want to see."

Chen Fangyuan thought to himself, how can this child not listen, "Okay, then be careful, or I'm afraid your brother will come back and talk about you."

"He won't." Le Zhishi said this with a little anger, and took off the cloth cover.

The next second, he froze in place.

Inside the glass cover was a globe that he had made for Song Yu after spending many nights during the summer vacation when he graduated from junior high school.

Le Zhishi almost forgot the existence of this thing, he thought that Song Yu would not like it at all, thought that it had been thrown in a corner long ago, unable to turn it, discolored and dusty, it was equivalent to being abandoned.

He knew that there was always some kind of information gap between himself and Song Yu.Song Yu's feelings are like well-buried clues, deeply hidden puzzle pieces.

Le Zhishi got a small piece very rarely, and Song Yu's liking for him could be restored in his heart.

But that's always incomplete, so he'll be skeptical.

With 19 minutes left before the age of 10, Lezhi got a very important clue.

However, because of this, he became extremely greedy. The puzzles he threw made him lose his patience, and he only wanted a complete Song Yu. Such thoughts were extremely urgent.

Chen Fangyuan's phone vibrated, and he connected immediately.

"Hey, yes, it's cold down here, so I asked him to come up, I thought you were in the dormitory... your brother didn't bring a mobile phone..." Chen Fangyuan looked at Lezhi again, "...it seems that he didn't come out What's the matter, I shouldn't be sick, ah, okay..."

As soon as he said that, the door of the dormitory opened, Le Zhishi and Chen Fangyuan looked over together, it was Song Yu who was rarely flustered.

"Why are you calling even when you're up, it's a waste of phone bills." Chen Fangyuan hung up.

Song Yu breathed steadily and walked forward, not even noticing the globe on the table, only Le Zhishi in his eyes.

"Are you okay?" He whispered, "Why don't you come here and say nothing."

"I..." Le Zhishi didn't know what to say to him, did he miss him very much, wanted to change his mind to stay by his side, spend the last few minutes with him to spend the zero point of his birthday, or should he use A lame excuse made up on the spur of the moment, saying that he just heard that a certain pudding was not bad, and he ran half of the campus in the middle of the night to bring it to him.

I still admit that I worry about gains and losses for no reason and need to be appeased.

Song Yu seemed to understand something, and walked out while pulling Le Zhishi's wrist.

"Hey." Chen Fangyuan called him from behind, "What are you doing?" He ran to the door, "Don't lose your temper with your brother."

Song Yu only left one sentence, "I won't come back at night, so don't leave the door open for me."

Le Zhishi was brought downstairs by Song Yu, the aunt was no longer on duty at the door, they left the dormitory, there was no other place to go.

Seeing the cotton slippers on Le Zhishi's feet, Song Yu had no choice but to drag him around to the woods a few hundred meters behind the dormitory building. There was an open open-air parking lot with few people. Song Yu used to park his car here.

After getting in the car, Song Yu adjusted the temperature of the air conditioner before asking Le Zhishi what happened.

Le Zhishi still didn't speak. He looked at Song Yu with a sore nose, but he couldn't tell whether it was the guilt caused by misunderstanding him, or the touch after seeing the globe.

"What's the matter, Lele." Song Yu called him by his nickname, and then touched his face that had been blown cold by the wind.Le Zhishi couldn't help it suddenly, sat on the co-pilot and hugged Song Yu sideways, burying his face in his side neck.

"I want to spend my birthday with you."

Hearing this sentence, Song Yu's body obviously relaxed a little, and when he hugged Le Zhi back, "You can tell me."

"I won't worry if I come here directly." He touched Le Zhishi's back.

"This time is very temporary, I didn't want to come out at first." Le Zhishi explained for himself, and then thought of what his roommate said, without thinking about it, and let Song Yu listen to it.

"He said that his ex-girlfriend was also a very good person, because he couldn't refuse his confession and was with him. Then I thought of you. I thought that when I confessed, I was very embarrassed and sick. You must not be able to refuse. but……"

He rubbed against Song Yu's shoulder, his nose was a bit blocked, "But I really like you, and I don't want to separate after I kissed you. You said you wanted to celebrate my birthday alone in advance, but in fact, I only I want to give it to you."

He was agitated, his speech was incoherent and illogical, Song Yu tried to straighten it out and find a point that was no longer important to Le Zhishi.

"Do you think I don't like you that much?"

Le Zhishi got up from him and shook his head, "No, I just...sometimes I don't know how much you like it, but I just feel that you don't like it as much as I do. I want you to rely on me more...I don't Know why I'm thinking that. But I just saw that globe."

Song Yu's eyes changed, and after a few seconds, he asked, "Will that make you believe that I really like you?"

Le Zhishi looked at him and nodded, "Yes, I know now."

Song Yu chuckled lightly, but there was not much smile in his eyes.

"You do not know."

The fake birthday cake and candles brought happiness in advance, and there is still one minute before the real 19-year-old.

"I use the word like to please you," Song Yu said.

"Because liking sounds more harmless, less profound, and less possessive, but in fact I'm paranoid, do you know why I don't remember using the stickers you sent me?"

Le Zhishi looked at him, "Why?"

In the darkness, the seconds on the watch were beating little by little, like the sound of countdown.

"Because I keep them all. I have every one of them. I clearly remember that there are ten. I will count them every year when I clean them up." Song Yuming smiled, but his face was very pale.

"Do you think these things are things that an ordinary brother would do?"

"The watch you gave me, the four-leaf clover you gave me that was so withered that it would shatter when touched, the used old calendar...everything is there, and I hide it. The globe is the same."

"Didn't you ask me when I fell in love with you before? To be honest, I really can't find a specific time point. Maybe it was 13 years old, maybe it was six years old, I can't tell."

three--

"The only thing I know is that I lost sleep countless times because of you."

two--

"If I could sleep, I'd have a lot of dreams about you that I shouldn't have."

One.

Song Yu looked into his eyes with a hoarse voice, "I don't like you. I love you when you know."

The 19-year-old Le Zhishi finally got the birthday gift he needed, a Song Yu that was fully revealed to him.