my boyfriend is too random

Luo Yang rolled his eyes in his heart, and was about to open his mouth to speak when Yang Yiming secretly grabbed him.

"Ding Zimu," Yang Yiming said slowly, "Then tell me, what do you think about Luo Yang?"

"What do you think?" Ding Zimu said blankly, "I don't know, and I don't know that person, so how can I make a judgment casually?"

Luo Yang couldn't help jumping up, the person who just advised me to be "cautious" was possessed by a ghost!

"Then tell me, what do you think about love and marriage?" Yang Yiming continued to ask, his heart beating faster suddenly.

"My opinion?" Ding Zimu slowly frowned, showing a thoughtful look, and said hesitantly, "I actually think this matter is quite hanging. Mr. Yang, you also know the situation of my family. If you say that I doubt love, I think it is also possible; but now I feel that many things still have to be experienced by myself to know, it can’t be like this in my family, it must be like this in every family, right? "

"Hey," Luo Yang yelled, "Mumu, that's not what you said just now."

"Really?" Ding Zimu looked at Yang Yiming for help, "But Teacher Yang, that's what I meant."

Yang Yiming comforted Ding Zimu: "It's okay, it doesn't matter what you mean, what matters is how Luo Yang decides."

Luo Yang was discouraged all of a sudden, and drooped his head and said, "I don't know either."

"Go and try," Ding Zimu said, "otherwise it would be a pity, you will regret it if you give up like this. Besides, if you give up this time, what will happen next? Could it be that if you meet a man with better conditions Do you want to give up?"

"Ding Zimu is right," Yang Yiming said, "You have to be more confident, Luo Yang, you are a very good girl."

Luo Yang blushed suddenly: "Oh, Teacher Yang."

"Really, you are fine." Yang Yiming said sincerely, "You are much better than most girls I have met, and you are very beautiful."

Luo Yang couldn't sit still anymore, she said "thank you" vaguely and wanted to leave.Yang Yiming called a taxi for her and took her to the door. He said, "Luo Yang, don't mind if the truth is a bit rough: you have to think about it this way: even if it turns out that the person really wants to take you Cheap, it must be because you are good enough to make him move his mind. The fault is that he is not with you, the more he tries, the more he proves that you are worthy and that you are enough to be tempted."

This was probably the first time Luo Yang heard such an argument, she stared blankly at Yang Yiming.

"So, if you want, try it, if you don't, just refuse, but no matter what, you, Luo Yang, are a good girl."

"Thank you Teacher Yang," Luo Yang said sincerely, "I will think about it carefully."

Yang Yiming closed the door, and when he turned around, he saw Ding Zimu sitting there with his eyebrows frowned in a daze.

"What do you think?"

"Mr. Yang, I don't quite understand why I hold different views on the same thing?"

"I've talked to Teacher Feng before, and Teacher Feng also said that you avoid relationship problems and get upset when you mention having a girlfriend." Yang Yiming said, "So Teacher Feng and I have always felt that you are repelling love. "

"I..." Ding Zimu hesitated and said, "I can't tell, I'm not particularly looking forward to it, but it doesn't count as rejection."

"Then now that you know that Luo Yang has a suitor, what do you think?"

Ding Zimu carefully judged his mood: "It's a bit complicated, I'm worried, but I'm also very happy. You also know that children like us who come out of the orphanage feel very happy to have someone who likes to pursue them."

"Then how do you divide it? Worried and happy, 50.00% each?"

Ding Zimu shook his head: "Happiness accounts for 80.00%."

Yang Yiming: "It's about the same as my guess, Ding Zimu, I have a guess, do you want to listen?"

"Yes." Ding Zimu's eyes lit up.

"I guess you must have an avatar who has a special distrust of love, or it may be Da Ding, or it may be Xu Lin..."

"Xu Lin is only eight years old." Ding Zimu said.

"An eight-year-old child with 22 years of life experience." Yang Yiming said flatly, "You can't measure him with the psychology of a normal child. Besides, these days, elementary school students have begun to fall in love."

Ding Zimu nodded and said, "Could it be Brother Zheng?"

Yang Yiming shrugged, "I don't know him, so let's count him as one. In short, at least one of these three people has a negative attitude towards love and marriage. His views have subtly influenced you, but you yourself still have a negative attitude towards love. Visionary, two views are fighting in your head, and which side wins depends entirely on where you are at the time."

"Then what's going on with my state tonight? It's been a few hours before and after, why am I so surprised?"

"You're too tired today," Yang Yiming said flatly, "I'm already tired after working all day, and because of Luo Yang's relationship problems, I'm a little bit unstable mentally. Just sleep and you'll be fine."

"Then shall I take a sleeping pill?"

"Silly boy," Yang Yiming gave him a smooth push, "Hurry up and take a shower, what sleeping pills do you take, do you think that is jelly beans?"

Ding Zimu walked to the bathroom with a smile: "I want to sleep well, and it's not like I haven't eaten."

"I won't give it to you because I have eaten it. What about drug dependence?" Yang Yiming turned and walked to the kitchen, "I'll make you a glass of milk, drink it and go to sleep."

Yang Yiming walked into the kitchen, closed the door gently, and let out a long breath with mixed feelings in his heart.The reason for Ding Zimu's different attitudes tonight is likely to be his own appearance, which stabilized his psychology, let the negative "separation | body" recede, and made Ding Zimu become more active about "emotions".This is actually a good thing, at least it shows that Ding Zimu trusts him, but Yang Yiming is a little nervous, always feeling that this is a dangerous signal, and everything is about to deviate from the track he has worked so hard to set.

The future is still unclear.

After Ding Zimu came out of the bathroom, he saw Yang Yiming sitting in the living room writing an e-mail. He stretched his head over to take a look. The screen was full of English letters.

"Drink the milk." Yang Yiming pointed to the dining table with his chin, "Then brush your teeth and go to bed."

"Oh." Ding Zimu obediently drank milk and brushed his teeth, then stood at the door of the bedroom and said "good night".

"Good night." Yang Yiming closed the computer and walked to the door of his bedroom, "I'm asleep too."

Both doors closed simultaneously.

Standing in the room, Yang Yiming thought: Is Ding Zimu's state exactly as he guessed.

Ding Zimu was lying on the bed, still thinking: from having dinner with Luo Yang to returning home, less than three hours have passed, why did my attitude change so much?Is it really like Teacher Yang said, too tired?

***

Neither of them had an answer to their question, so life continued to move forward in the fog, without any confusion.

Ding Zimu is getting happier and happier, and sometimes Yang Yiming is surprised when he sees his happy face. This may be the calmest DID patient, is he really not worried at all?

Ding Zimu felt that his current life could not be better!He has a family and a job, someone cares about him, and someone loves him. Even if he has a DID, Teacher Yang is helping him. Besides, it sounds like neither Da Ding nor Xu Lin will hurt him. That Da Ding seems to be his protector.In Ding Zimu's view, as long as someone can see him and care about him, so that he won't faint in a broken house for no reason, and then wake up alone alone, that's enough.

Thinking of this question, Ding Zimu suddenly realized that he didn't seem to have a headache recently!

That's even more cause for joy!By the way, Luo Yang has a boyfriend!Luo Yang's boyfriend is Song Zhi, and Luo Yang took him to the bakery.Ding Zimu felt that he was polite and handsome, and it was unexpectedly suitable to stand beside Luo Yang.

What is there to be dissatisfied with?

Besides, Teacher Yang is so good!

Thinking of Teacher Yang, Ding Zimu was even happier.Recently, Yang Yiming discussed a treatment plan with Professor Friedman, saying that it will be implemented in two days. Yang Yiming did not hide this matter.Yang Yiming said: "Ding Zimu, I will discuss everything related to you with you. Don't be afraid. If you have any ideas, just tell me immediately. We can pause for a while, or we can find someone more experienced to take over...you Don't refuse yet, this is not the time to be impulsive, in short, everything depends on your feelings."

Ding Zimu thought, with Teacher Yang by his side, how could I be afraid?

So Ding Zimu is very happy, and even the desserts he launched recently have a kind of warm sweetness.Yuan Qiao sniffed the smell in the air every day and murmured "it feels like Valentine's Day". The cashier girl secretly ate the first batch of new mousse every day, licked her lips after eating, and said: "Mu Mu, if you don't leave my job, I will leave Can't get married."

"Why?" Ding Zimu put a cherry on the mousse and asked with a smile.

"Too fat," the little girl complained, "I've gained two catties."

"I'll make you some xylitol next time."

"Really? You want two!"

The group of middle school students ran more and more frequently, and the range had expanded to four nearby schools.Yuan Qiao counted the money every day with a smile on his face, and the red envelopes given to Ding Zimu became bigger and bigger every time.

One day, Luo Yang was looking for Ding Zimu to buy bread for breakfast, and was startled by the magnificent formation of "Mumu's personal guards".She walked over and hooked Ding Zimu's neck carelessly and said, "Why are you so popular?"

Ding Zimu smiled and didn't speak, but Luo Yang laughed for a long time because of the eye knife that flew over from the little girl next to him.

"Did you just know that he is popular?" Yang Yiming just came to pick up Ding Zimu after get off work, and he answered as soon as he opened the door, "I think Ding Zimu should receive love letters in two days at most."

"How old-fashioned are the love letters?" said the little cashier girl, "Now they just stuff their phone numbers, and Mumu has a lot of them in his pocket, right?"

Ding Zimu smiled and said nothing, but his face turned red.

Seeing Ding Zimu like this, Yang Yiming was really happy, so he called Luo Yang to have dinner together.Ding Zimu wiped his hands and said, "Let's go home and eat, I'll cook."

So the three returned home under Yuan Qiao's eyes full of resentment and longing, and ruthlessly abandoned the salivating Yuan Qiao in the bakery.

Ding Zimu's cooking skills may not be top-notch, but Yang Yiming just thinks that it is supremely delicious.After eating all the dishes, Luo Yang rubbed his stomach and muttered, "I'm going to get fatter."

Ding Zimu smiled and cleaned up the bowls and chopsticks, Luo Yang said: "Mumu, you are like this, I want to marry you home?"

"Don't make trouble, I'm afraid your Song Zhi will fight me hard."

"Don't be ridiculous, that dude!" Luo Yang curled his lips in disdain, "You can forget to press the switch when you use the rice cooker to steam a meal, and it's a waste of snacks."

"People pursue you for a long time, and in exchange for a 'trash dim sum', Luo Yang, you are really ruthless."

"Why did he pursue it?" Luo Yang said unconvinced, "I nodded without letting him formally pursue it. Didn't you push me?"

"I don't know good people." Ding Zimu said with a smile.

"Hey, Mumu," Luo Yang suddenly became interested and asked, "If someone pursues you, would you be willing to try it?"

"Yes." Ding Zimu thought for a while and said, "But, how do you call it 'pursuit'?"

Luo Yang rolled out a huge white eye: "If someone treats you inexplicably, the kind that is very nice, takes care of your basic necessities, and makes you feel that your life is solid and happy, then it is considered that he is pursuing you , understand? Just forget it if you're stupid!"

Ding Zimu's eyes widened, staring at Luo Yang in a daze: "That's it?

"Then what else do you want to pursue?" Luo Yang said, "Don't you have to order 999 roses for you and kneel downstairs to light a few rows of candles?"

Yang Yiming felt that this topic was too dangerous, so he coughed, grabbed the topic and said: "You girls are always sensitive to this, how can you call it 'good', my students still surround me every day and say that I am good to them. According to your theory, I will be invited to drink tea by the board of education in a few minutes."

"No," Luo Yang said earnestly, "You are kind to the students, and that's because of a sense of responsibility. There is always something important, right? You won't pay attention to other people's basic necessities, right? If you pursue someone, it must be In all aspects, thinking about him at all times and making arrangements for him, that must be 'pursuing'."

Yang Yiming felt that this girl Luo Yang's powers of observation and understanding were beyond the grasp of ordinary people like him.

Luo Yang went on to say: "Mumu, you said that if someone pursued you, you would give it a try, so why haven't you found a girlfriend yet?"

"Because... because... no one pursues me. In my situation, how can girls like it?"

"What are you talking about?" Luo Yang curled his lips in disdain, "When you were studying, there were chocolates in your schoolbag every day."

"I learned cooking, and those are all ingredients."

"Ingredients packaged like that? And tied with a bow?"

Ding Zimu didn't say a word, and after a while, he choked out a word: "Annoying."

"You're still annoying me?" Luo Yang twitched his lips, "It's really hard to serve, Mr. Yang, just watch it, maybe in the future Mumu will still find you annoying."

Yang Yiming rubbed his nose, thinking that Luo Yang might be a pig teammate.

"Why would I bother Teacher Yang?" Ding Zimu said quickly, "That's different."

"Of course it's different. Teacher Yang cares about you. You are a teacher for one day and a father for the rest of your life." Luo Yang said, "I'm just making an analogy. I'm really stupid."

Fuck you "Teacher for one day and father for life", Yang Yiming muttered in his heart.

Ding Zimu cut out a plate of fruit and put it in front of Luo Yang; "Eat it quickly, you will stop if you gag your mouth."

"I don't know a good heart!" Luo Yang ate the fruit angrily, and said goodbye, Yang Yiming sent her to the door as usual, Luo Yang said sincerely: "Teacher Yang, thank you for taking care of Mumu, he is a very good person, I will leave him to you, and leave everything to you."

The corners of Yang Yiming's eyes twitched violently, always feeling that Luo Yang had something to say, and when he closed the door, he felt so guilty that "there is no 300 taels of silver here".

Yang Yiming turned around and went back to the living room, only to find Ding Zimuchu there in a daze.

"What do you think?"

"Teacher Yang," Ding Zimu said slowly, "I wanted to ask you one thing last time."

"what?"

"Last time when Luo Yang happened, only a few hours later, my attitude changed so much, you said it was because I was too tired."

"Correct."

"But I know that I am not tired. On the contrary, I am very happy to work in the store. I remember that I was in a good state in those few days."

Just as Yang Yiming was about to speak, Ding Zimu made a gesture to stop him: "Teacher Yang, let me tell you what I think."

Yang Yiming nodded.

Ding Zimu said: "Last time you said that I would be influenced by 'other avatars'. That night, I opposed Luo Yang at the beginning, was it because I met my dad...that person before, so it reminded me When I was a child, I was very depressed, so I was more influenced by that person, making me not believe in so-called love?"

"That's right." Yang Yiming exclaimed, "Ding Zimu, you are really smart."

"This...isn't that smart."

"You're very smart," Yang Yiming looked at his blushing cheeks, feeling soft in his heart, and said, "The first time I saw Song Zhi before, you just moved to Luo Yang's house, and your life took a turn for the better. Get a little more excited about it, so the positive side prevails again."

Ding Zimu thought about it carefully, and then asked, "Then will I have two different attitudes towards everything like this in the future?"

"Not necessarily, maybe you are just like this about love and family life? After all, you have been hurt more in this regard."

Ding Zimu asked slowly: "Well, since it was influenced by my father, why did I become active again after three hours?"

Yang Yiming's heart skipped a beat, but he still said calmly: "That's because you felt particularly secure later on, so the proactive side gained the upper hand."

"Then why do I have this sense of security?" Ding Zimu chased after him.

Yang Yiming frowned, stared at Ding Zimu for a few seconds, and tentatively said, "Da Ding?"

Ding Zimu shook his head: "No."

"Isn't it?"

"No!" Ding Zimu said with certainty, "Teacher Yang, I am Ding Zimu."

Yang Yiming let out a breath slowly, for a moment just now he really felt that the person standing in front of him was Da Ding, because Ding Zimu would not be so aggressive.

"Teacher Yang?" Ding Zimu asked without flinching.

"Because you are with me." Yang Yiming sighed and said, "For example, if you are a patient, the feeling of recuperating at home and in hospital is always different. In the hospital, you will feel very at ease and safe. You know that if there is any accident Doctors and nurses are close by. When you see me in a restaurant, it’s like a patient sees a doctor, and suddenly he feels at ease and changes.”

"That's it? Just a sense of security? A patient's sense of security with a doctor?"

"Of course." Yang Yiming shrugged.He is very clear that Ding Zimu is now standing at a critical point, one step forward or one step back is crucial, Yang Yiming thought of the worst situation and also figured out the best solution in just a few seconds— —Let everything go back to the original point and stand where everyone should stand.

The future is still unclear, maybe there is still a turning point; but right now, Ding Zimu's treatment is about to start, and there is nothing wrong with it.The relationship between myself and him is a consultant and a patient, a teacher and a student, and it can only be this relationship, and there is nothing wrong with it.

"Then if... I'm not by your side," Ding Zimu said slowly, "what should I do?"

"So if we want to completely solve this problem, we must find the cause of everything."

"What happened in the first place?"

"I want to know too." Yang Yiming said.

"Teacher Yang," Ding Zimu suddenly said in a resolute tone, "Can you hypnotize me?"

"Hypnosis?"

"Yes, I don't know much about this, but I know that hypnosis can stimulate people's subconscious mind and remind them of past events."

"I'm afraid it's difficult," Yang Yiming said. "I'm not good at hypnosis. I succeeded once before, but I called Da Ding out by accident. This time we are looking for Xu Lin, who is too sensitive and timid. I'm afraid he won't be willing to come out."

"Has he ever been out?"

"It was once pushed out by Da Ding."

"Then let Da Ding push it again?"

"This kind of passive appearance can't ask anything at all."

"But I still want to try."

Yang Yiming narrowed his eyes slowly, he felt that he didn't even recognize the person in front of him.