my boyfriend is too random

Luo Yang had nothing else to do with Ding Zimu for dinner. First, he was worried and wanted to see Ding Zimu's recent situation; , You must find someone to talk to.

Ding Zimu complained while eating: "Luo Yang, you see, the dishes cooked in restaurants are not much better than mine. Why eat outside? I'll cook for you when you buy some food at home."

"Sentiments!" Luo Yang hit the back of Ding Zimu's hand hard with chopsticks, "I'm a girl, so I want to have some flirts, do you understand?"

"What're you talking about 'sex'?" Ding Zimu said with a smile, "It's not boyfriend and girlfriend."

Luo Yang blushed and stopped talking.

"Luo Yang?" Ding Zimu exclaimed, "You're blushing!"

"Mumu," Luo Yang said after a moment of hesitation, "I...well...someone proposed to date me."

"The one who took you home last time?"

"Ah."

"do you like him?"

"I don't know," Luo Yang looked up at Ding Zimu, "I think I like him, but I'm not sure."

"What's the uncertainty?" Ding Zimu said with a smile.

"I'm really not sure, he's different from the boys I used to know." Luo Yang said with certainty, "When I was studying, I also liked male classmates, but that feeling is different from now..."

Ding Zimu shut his mouth and did not speak.

"Mumu," Luo Yang said in confusion, "I don't know what to do."

Looking at the dishes on the plate, Ding Zimu gradually felt a strange feeling.It seems to be an unbreakable truth that men should be married when they are in college, but for Ding Zimu, "marriage" is a particularly absurd word, not to mention his own parents, even the lunatic in the neighbor's house, it is said that It was also because of marital problems that he went crazy.In the past, when Mr. Feng mentioned "love", he was very annoyed. Although he was very happy to see Luo Yang had a suitor, once this matter was upgraded from "pursuit" to "love", the feeling would be different.

Ding Zimu put down his chopsticks and suppressed the restless feeling in his heart: "Luo Yang, this... I don't understand either."

"I know," Luo Yang said in a low voice, "I just want to talk to someone, I'm dying of suffocation, I ask myself what to do every day, whether I agree or not, but there is no answer every time. I always feel that The gap between me and him...is too big."

"What gap?"

"He... I thought he was an ordinary employee of the other company at first, and he kept saying that he was an ordinary employee. But I learned by chance a few days ago that he is actually the only son of the chairman of the other company. This kind of 'sparrow' I don't have any interest in turning into a phoenix and I don't believe it at all. I started to suspect that he was just playing for fun... I hate this kind of paranoid thinking, but I can't help it. I also said to myself, 'be confident, How can you be worse than others, Luo Yang? Why wouldn’t he really fall in love with you?’ But it’s useless, I just can’t believe him.”

Ding Zimu didn't know how to comfort Luo Yang. He had never felt the same way Luo Yang felt towards a person, and he actually disliked the so-called "love". That kind of illusory thing can never predict what will happen in the next second. what has changed.There is only a thin line between raising the case and being equal to the water and the fire.

As Ding Zimu thought about it, a look of disapproval appeared between his brows and eyes: "Luo Yang, I think you'd better be careful."

"Do you also think it's unreliable?" Luo Yang asked, with deep disappointment in his tone.

Ding Zimu didn't speak, he had a very strange feeling, he felt that he had to stop Luo Yang, all the marriages in the world were absurd, one wrong step would be regretted for life.

"Luo Yang, haven't you read the newspaper? How high is the divorce rate now?"

"Yeah," Luo Yang sighed in frustration, "it's quite tall."

"So you should be more careful."

Luo Yang raised his head and looked at Ding Zimu carefully: "Mumu, do you really object? I remember you were quite happy when you saw him last time, I thought..."

Ding Zimu frowned: "I'm very happy?"

"That's right." Luo Yang said dejectedly, "but it's normal. I was quite happy before I didn't know his identity. He kept hiding it from me, but in the end I heard the truth from others. I felt very ridiculous. , I am also very angry."

Ding Zimu didn't listen carefully to what Luo Yang was saying, he just felt a buzzing of random thoughts in his ears, he was a little puzzled, why am I happy that Luo Yang is looking for a boyfriend?No, you should be happy. It is a blessing for a friend to have love. It is strange why I feel "unhappy" now.What's even more strange is, why can't I remember being "happy" about this?

Once this idea popped up, Ding Zimu felt that he was thrown into a maze, there were roads in all directions but none of them could pass through.He pinched his palm to calm down, but the voices in the restaurant were all mixed together, floating in his ears as if they had been processed, covering Luo Yang's voice completely.

Ding Zimu felt his heart beating a little faster, as if something in his heart was struggling to come out.

"Luo Yang!" Ding Zimu said quickly, "I'm a little dizzy."

"Ah?" Luo Yang immediately put aside her relationship problems, and she moved forward nervously and asked, "Is it hard, why don't we go out, the air here is not very good."

Ding Zimu sat on the chair and dared not move, he felt that he could float to the ceiling as soon as he stood up.Luo Yang saw Ding Zimu firmly grasping the edge of the dining table, her expression panicked, and she herself also began to panic, and the words Yang Yiming had instructed her before appeared again.Although it is not clear what Mumu's psychological problem is, Yang Yiming has a sentence that she firmly remembers:

"If Ding Zimu behaves abnormally, he must notify me immediately."

Luo Yang quickly took out his cell phone to call Yang Yiming, who was picked up after the ringtone.

"Luo Yang?" Yang Yiming said, "What happened to Ding Zimu?"

Yang Yiming's voice was not loud, but very calm, and Luo Yang calmed down immediately: "Mr. Yang, Mu Mu said he was dizzy."

"Did he faint?"

"No, but he didn't respond when I spoke to him."

"Luo Yang," Yang Yiming's voice became more and more steady, and even the speed of speech slowed down, "Listen well. Just talk to him and don't stop. If he has any abnormal behavior, try to stop him, but you must use In a gentler way; follow him if you can't stop him, don't let him go alone. Tell me where you are."

Luo Yang quickly reported the address, and moved from the other side of the dining table to Ding Zimu's side: "Mumu, how are you feeling now?"

Ding Zimu still didn't respond, just closed his eyes.

Luo Yang put his hand on Ding Zimu's hand, feeling his slight trembling and cold body temperature.

Teacher Yang, come here quickly.Luo Yang shouted silently, I don't know what to do!

Ding Zimu closed his eyes, he wanted to reject all external light, shadow and sound interference, and concentrate on dealing with that "floating feeling". If it wasn't because he was afraid that he would really float up, he would have let go of his grip on the table. Cover your ears!In the floating feeling of being "torn apart", Luo Yang's voice broke through the thick tinnitus, and burrowed in like a gnat.

"Mumu, Teacher Yang will be here soon."

The sound, and the message it contained, was real, pounding down hard.Ding Zimu felt as if a thousand weights weighed on his heart, his vision immediately became much clearer, and Luo Yang's voice was close to his ears.He slightly relaxed his palm, just now his palm was wet with sweat and hurt because he grasped it too tightly.

"Mumu, Teacher Yang said he will be there in 10 minutes, it will be soon, just hold on." Luo Yang looked at Ding Zimu's pale face and was about to cry.She regretted that she asked Ding Zimu out today, and she could only make up her own mind about her own affairs, and no one else could decide, so why did she have to call Mumu to ramble all night?

Luo Yang looked at his watch anxiously. There were still 10 minutes before Yang Yiming said 5 minutes. Luo Yang really hoped that Teacher Yang could show up in front of him immediately with the method of shrinking the ground.

"Luo Yang." Yang Yiming strode across a table and chairs and stood by the table, "Okay, here I come."

Luo Yang blinked his eyes, tears really came down.

"It's okay." Yang Yiming patted Luo Yang's shoulder, motioning her to get out of the way, "Let me do it, I can handle it."

"Teacher Yang..." Luo Yang stood up and stepped aside, "I... I don't know why this happened."

"It's okay, his mental state was not stable a few days ago."

"I... I... I'm sorry."

"It's nothing to do with you. It's my negligence. I think he's been fine these few days, and I think he's stabilized. I shouldn't have agreed with him to come out today. It's my fault."

Luo Yang's tears fell down: "Mumu, what happened to him? Will he get better?"

Yang Yiming patted Ding Zimu's hand lightly, raised his eyes and glanced at Luo Yang, and said firmly, "It will be fine, don't worry. When he recovers, if he wants, I will tell you what happened. .”

Luo Yang wiped his eyes and nodded.

"Maybe I need to trouble you today," Yang Yiming said, "You go back with us, I need to know what you all said to make Ding Zimu like this. After I finish, I will call you a car to take you home, okay ?"

Luo Yang has no doubts about this.So Yang Yiming turned his head and asked Ding Zimu softly, "Are you still dizzy?"

Ding Zimu didn't respond, but opened his eyes. He slowly turned his eyes to look at Yang Yiming, squinting his eyes for a long time as if he didn't recognize the person in front of him.Yang Yiming smiled and patted his hand lightly: "Don't you know? Did you forget the teacher while having a meal with the beauty?"

"Teacher Yang," Ding Zimu said slowly, "Why are you here?"

Luo Yang next to him let out a long breath, it was very wise to call Yang Yiming, and Ding Zimu really became sober all of a sudden.

"I, I'm hungry." Yang Yiming smiled and said, "Come over and have something to eat and take you home."

Ding Zimu seemed to have not woken up from the dizziness just now, and was in the state of what Yang Yiming said, so he felt that what Teacher Yang said was very reasonable, so he nodded dumbly: "Oh."

"Then let's go home shall we?"

"Ah."

"Can you stand up?"

Ding Zimu tried to stand up with his palms on the table, but Luo Yang couldn't help reaching out to help him.

"Don't move." Yang Yiming shook his head, "Let him stand by himself."

Luo Yang withdrew his hand and watched Ding Zimu standing up staggeringly while supporting the table.

When Ding Zimu stood up, he still had a feeling that his feet were about to leave the ground, but Yang Yiming's voice kept echoing gently in his ears, and the voice held him firmly.After he stood still, his eyes suddenly became clear, the interlaced light and dark lights in the restaurant, the warm-colored walls, tables and chairs, diners of various colors, and waiters walking around; The sound of welcome, the ringing of the bell at the delivery window, the clashing of cutlery at the table next door, and the voice of Yang Yiming in my ear:

"Come on, let's go home."

Ding Zimu nodded: "Teacher Yang, let's go home."

***

After returning home, Luo Yang hurriedly told Ding Zimu to go to rest quickly, but Yang Yiming and Ding Zimu shook their heads together.

"Aren't you going to sleep? But Mumu needs to rest, doesn't she?" Luo Yang said in surprise.

"He can ask for leave tomorrow," Yang Yiming said flatly, never thinking about Yuan Qiao's sad expression, "but he can't sleep now, we need to talk."

"Now?"

"It must be now." Yang Yiming said with certainty.

"Luo Yang," Ding Zimu said, "I don't want to sleep either, I want to know what happened tonight."

Luo Yang looked at these two people: "Okay, let's talk about what's going on."

Yang Yiming brewed a pot of tea, and the three of them sat on the sofa and started to "replay".Many things that Ding Zimu was in a daze were forgotten in a blink of an eye. Luo Yang slowly recounted what happened tonight. She tried her best to recall and repeat every sentence clearly. In the end, Ding Zimu became The focus of the audience.

"You are skeptical about love!" Luo Yang said affirmatively. In fact, she originally wanted to say "You don't believe in love", but the moment she said the words, she changed to a milder one.

Yang Yiming's statement is completely different from Luo Yang's. He said: "Ding Zimu, under what circumstances do you doubt love?"

Ding Zimu scratched his hair: "Why should I doubt love?"