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"Teacher Yang," Ding Zimu said slowly, "I'm afraid it's too late for you to start getting scared now."

There was a big lump in Yang Yiming's throat, and his scalp felt numb.Ding Zimu sat across from him motionless, with a calm expression on his face, but Yang Yiming felt that he was being followed by a not very hungry wolf again.This feeling of being played with by the opponent quietly made his hair stand on end, but he was angry but powerless to resist.

At this moment, he even thought, is the person sitting in front of him really "Da Ding"?Or is it another person wearing the skin of "Da Ding".Or, how do you know that the person who talked to you first must be "Ding Zimu"?

Yang Yiming felt like he was floating in a dimensionless space, with nothing but fear and nothing to lose.

"Teacher Yang," Ding Zimu, no, Ding said slowly, "I have never understood, what exactly are you planning?"

Yang Yiming choked for breath.In fact, he couldn't tell what he was trying to figure out.On the road of treating Ding Zimu, I have been deviated from the original direction, and the farther and farther I went.Everything was developing in a direction that he never expected, full of countless possibilities, but it seemed that he didn't care too much.

Yang Yiming was at a loss and didn't know how to answer.Da Ding was still pressing on, he asked: "Or, let me change the question. Teacher Yang, what do you want to do to Ding Zimu?"

Yang Yiming was forced to have nowhere to go, so he had to emphasize again, "I am a teacher and a psychological counselor, and I just want to help him."

"Oh," Da Ding said sarcastically, "This can really move China. You are so public and selfless, but you will not take a penny less for the consulting fees of those two little girls on the weekend."

Yang Yiming felt that he had to say something to resist. From the very beginning, he was forced to retreat step by step by Da Ding all the way, struggling to deal with his endless problems.If he is forced to go on like this, he will lose all his position in front of Da Ding, and once Da Ding finds his weakness and retreat, he will cover Ding Zimu more closely, so it will be really difficult to touch Ding Zimu's heart was broken.

Yang Yiming changed his posture and sat down, and asked a seemingly irrelevant question: "When did you come out?"

Da Ding smiled slightly, and that smile gave Yang Yiming a premonition. He felt that he had asked a stupid question. Da Ding seemed to have been waiting for him here. There was a huge trap here, and he knew it existed but Don't know where it is.

"When you were chasing that fool and asking why you like Yuan Qiao." Da Ding suddenly leaned over and approached Yang Yiming, staring at Yang Yiming with dark eyes: "Tell me, what do you really want to know? "

Yang Yiming felt that he had never used his brain so much in the college entrance examination room. He said, "I want to know what kind of person he likes and understand his temperament."

"why?"

"help him."

"There is nothing to be diligent about, either a traitor or a thief."

"What does he have that I... steal?" Yang Yiming swallowed the word "traitorous".

"Aren't I going to ask you?" Da Ding stared at Yang Yiming, not giving an inch.

"It's just a win-win situation." Yang Yiming said, "You also know that such a classic case is rare."

"You use him as a test subject?"

Yang Yiming shrugged: "I know very good counselors and very good psychiatrists. Do you think Ding Zimu can accept them?"

"How will you know if you don't try it," said Ding, "I think it should be more reliable than a half-baked guy like you?"

Yang Yiming suppressed the anger in his heart, pretending to be calm and said: "You can discuss it with Ding Zimu, if he agrees, I have no objection."

"You don't need to use this to provoke me, it's useless to me," Da Ding said, "You should understand that it doesn't affect me if you can't cure him well, in fact, if you can't cure him, it does not matter to me." Quite beneficial."

Yang Yiming let out a long breath and relaxed, and with Da Ding's words, Yang Yiming felt at ease.Although Da Ding said it very bluntly, he could tell that Da Ding would not destroy his treatment. Da Ding was Ding Zimu's guardian.So Yang Yiming, who seized the opportunity to fight back, said: "Actually, I also want to know why you hope Ding Zimu will get better."

Da Ding sat upright suddenly, squinting his eyes and staring at Yang Yiming viciously.Yang Yiming was not afraid, he was sure that Da Ding would not do anything, he shrugged his shoulders and said, "Ding Zimu should be very grateful to you, he really cares about him, although he did not trouble him."

"What did you say?" Da Ding gritted his teeth and said.

"Don't be stupid, I'm talking about you. If it weren't for the few fights you had, Ding Zimu wouldn't have been fired from the cake shop. Do you know how ugly his resume is because of this?"

"But Yuan Qiao doesn't care. You see, there are still many people who really appreciate Ding Zimu." Ding retorted.

The uncomfortable feeling in Yang Yiming's heart came again.He hated this feeling very much, the fiery man in front of him could stab the side of his heart that he least wanted to be known every time.Maybe Da Ding is not sure yet, but with his wolf-like intuition, it won't be long before his secret will be discovered.

Yang Yiming warned himself that he could no longer be careless.Whether it is the unexpected throbbing, the unexpected touch, or the unpredictable "atrial fibrillation", all of these must be hidden, and Ding Zimu is even more important for himself.

"Ding Zimu deserves to be appreciated by more people," Yang Yiming said calmly, "I appreciate him too, but that is far from enough. I hope that all people can know him and agree with him, whether it is his kindness or his This is also the purpose of my helping him.

Da Ding looked at Yang Yiming silently, and Yang Yiming felt that his whole body was severely scratched by Da Ding's sharp eyes.

Da Ding didn't speak, neither did Yang Yiming, the room was so quiet that the sound of time moving could be heard.

After a while, Ding said, "I'll wait and see."

This time Yang Yiming didn't stop him, he smiled triumphantly and watched Ding Zimu shake his body, then blinked and said, "Teacher Yang, why are you staring at me?"

***

On Saturday, Ding Zimu stood nervously in Yang Yiming's living room, posing like a hotel welcomer.Yang Yiming couldn't help laughing, dragged Ding Zimu to sit on the table next to the sofa, and handed him an iPad: "You play with you, that girl is depressed, if she doesn't talk to you, just ignore her, she wants to talk to you." You talk, you smile, smile, smile."

Ding Zimu smiled: "It sounds useless."

"Why? When I was receiving the last one, you were responsible for appeasing the girl's psychology. Don't let her get too excited or depressed. You are very important."

In fact, Yang Yiming was right.Today, the girl who suffers from depression is very emotionally unstable. While waiting, she began to wander around the room non-stop, chanting words and not knowing what to say.All the news reports about depression that Ding Zimu had seen surfaced one after another, each of which ended in suicide.He put down the iPad a little nervously and said, "Uh...would you like some water?"

The girl ignored him and continued to wander around the room.

Ding Zimu thought for a while and said, "May I make you a cup of coffee? What style do you like?"

The girl stopped and looked at Ding Zimu in surprise: "Fancy?"

Ding Zimu stood at the door of the kitchen and waved: "Come here."

When Yang Yiming sent the first consultant away, he smelled a strong aroma, which was the elegant fragrance of green tea and the rich and thick coffee.When he walked into the kitchen, he saw that Ding Zimu was slowly pouring a layer of fresh cream on top of a cup of coffee, then he put down the cream cup, took a small bag of green tea powder from the cabinet and sprinkled it on, and then put in a cube of sugar .Dark brown and pure green blend into a strange hue on the white cream surface, which makes people salivate.

"Taste it for you," Ding Zimu handed the cup to the girl, "It's very fragrant."

The girl brought the coffee and took a deep breath: "It's so delicious."

"Really?" Ding Zimu said triumphantly, "Mr. Yang, you can have a drink too."

"Where did our family get the green tea powder and cream?" Yang Yiming took a sip of a cup of coffee, which was unexpectedly delicious.

Ding Zimu was a little flustered by the word "our family", he felt his heart beating violently: "That... I brought it from the store, didn't I say I wanted to make matcha rolls for you last time ?"

"It's so fragrant," Yang Yiming praised again, and took the girl to the consulting room with a coffee cup, saying as he walked, "In two days, our family can open a coffee shop. Ding Zimu, why don't we just I'll change the sign."

The girl said as she walked: "Mr. Yang, if you open a coffee shop, can I still come?"

Yang Yiming rolled his eyes, this girl is really easy to buy.

***

Yang Yiming took the girl to consult, while Ding Zimu sat in the living room in a daze.Just now, Yang Yiming's inadvertent words touched him deeply. He imagined that he would open a small coffee shop or dessert shop in the future, with floor-to-ceiling windows, nice music, and sunshine in the room.I stand behind the counter to make coffee or bake cakes, and Teacher Yang sits on a soft chair by the window, drinking coffee while writing his thesis, and if he is hungry, he can also make him some pasta...

He had dreamed of such a life before, but in his dream, everything was a hazy outline.That is because he still doesn't know how he should survive, and he doesn't know if he will become a lunatic one day, dirty, crazy, full of ugliness, and has been stared at and sneered at by the world, becoming the most pitiful but most helpless person. the kind of person who helps.

So all dreams are just dreams for him, and reality is always "survival". When he was struggling at the bottom, he never knew what sunshine was like.But in just two months, Sunshine broke into his life loudly and loudly with an unscrupulous attitude, so his dream was no longer out of reach, he really started to sit down and think, from now on, we How to live?