my boyfriend is too random

Luo Yang was taken aback when he opened the door and came in. Ding Zimu sat on the sofa with his eyes shining, his face full of uncontrollable excitement.

"what?"

"Luo Yang, someone sent you back." Ding Zimu was very excited.

"Ah, that's right." Luo Yang said while taking off his high heels, "I'm being sent back, why are you so excited?"

"Who is that person?"

"The project manager of the cooperative company."

"like you?"

"Mumu, it's the most basic courtesy for a man to send a woman home after working overtime. Don't think too much about it."

"you like him?"

"Do you see the word 'like' written on my face?"

"You're wearing high heels."

Luo Yang immediately stopped talking.

Ding Zimu said triumphantly, "Not only did you wear high heels, you also wore your hair up and put on makeup."

"I wear makeup every day."

"But your makeup never took off before the afternoon, and you didn't even bother to touch up your makeup. What time is it today, and you still look so good."

Luo Yang's face was flushed, and he went into the room angrily to change his clothes. When he came out, he was dressed in old home clothes, his black hair was loose, and it was set off by the delicate makeup on his face.

"Luo Yang," Ding Zimu watched Luo Yang walk into the bathroom, and shouted before the bathroom door slammed shut, "Be honest, let me be lenient."

Twenty minutes later, Luo Yang Suyan came out with wet hair, and sat down beside Ding Zimu: "Ask."

"He likes you?"

"I do not know."

"How can you not know?"

"It's so easy to say 'like' when you touch your lips." Luo Yang rolled his eyes, "But how do I know he's not lying to me?"

"How long have you known each other?"

"It's been three months."

"Which step has it developed?"

"It hasn't started yet. Where did the development come from?" Luo Yang stretched his waist and leaned directly on Ding Zimu's body. She said, "Mumu, do you think he is trustworthy?"

"Then how would I know?" Ding Zimu took a dry towel from Luo Yang's hand to help her dry her hair, and said while wiping, "I don't know him, what do you think?"

"I don't know." Luo Yang's eyes were a little straight, and there was a bit of panic in his expression, "I'm not sure, I ask myself every day, what does he like about me?"

"Don't be so unconfident," Ding Zimu said, "Look at how capable you are. You are the best student in our school. Nantah University, you can only be admitted by a top student. You started to study in the university when you were a junior. You work in this company, and they signed you before you graduated, you can see how capable you are. Besides, you are so beautiful."

Luo Yang sat up straight, squinted his eyes and looked at Ding Zimu: "Pretty? Ding Zimu, why do I think you're being sarcastic?"

"Really," Ding Zimu said sincerely, "Only from a man's point of view, I think you are beautiful."

"Pfft," Luo Yang smiled, "you're still a man, you're just a boy." Then she sighed and said, "Mumu, what kind of person do you think we'll find and what kind of life will we live in the future?"

Ding Zimu froze for a moment, and looked away.

"Mumu," Luo Yang stretched out his hand to turn Ding Zimu's face away, and said seriously, "Teacher Feng said that you don't want to find a girlfriend."

"No," Ding Zimu forced a smile and said, "I can't find it. If you look at my conditions, how can there be a girl who is willing to find me?"

"Those are not reasons. Whether they find you or not is their business. What I am asking now is whether you would like to find a girlfriend."

Ding Zimu lowered his eyelids, was silent for a while and shook his head.

"Mumu," Luo Yang forcefully lifted Ding Zimu's face again, "You don't want to look for it if you don't want to, it's okay, in fact, Teacher Feng also loves you, and didn't force you to fall in love and get married now. But now I and Teacher Feng is very worried, because we all feel that you are very repulsive about being in love."

Ding Zimu shook his head and said, "I don't have time to think about these things now, I just want to get well soon, then work hard to earn some money, and we'll talk about things later."

Luo Yang was choked, and the two of them sat silently in the room in a daze, each thinking about their own concerns, Luo Yang wondered if that person really liked me, and whether Mu Mu would really be alone for the rest of his life.

Ding Zimu thought, what would it be like to live with a person?Apart from fighting and blaming each other every day, is there any other communication?Why can two people live together for a lifetime?The book says that true love can only last for a few months, and the rest is all about habit and affection.Is it possible to live a lifetime just by habit and affection?My mother and I are blood relatives, but what's the use?Mom and that man have lived for more than ten years, and they are supposed to be used to each other long ago, but what's the use?Isn't it the same as killing people?

Love makes people yearn and worry about gains and losses. In the face of love, all optimism will be magnified into self-righteousness, and all pessimism will be magnified into despair and resistance.

***

Yang Yiming did not arrange a fixed consultation time for Ding Zimu, basically as long as both parties had time, they would chat together.Yang Yiming talked about all kinds of topics, and once Ding Zimu couldn't keep up with each topic, he would immediately change it.This made Ding Zimu feel very comfortable, and he would not have the feeling of inferiority that he didn't know anything.

Ding Zimu also asked Yang Yiming very curiously when the "official treatment" would start. Yang Yiming shook his finger and said, "First, we have been in 'official' consultation, and second, I can't treat you, I'm not a psychiatrist, I Can only provide advice."

Ding Zimu shrugged, and didn't care if Yang Yiming "can" treat him: "Then your consultation is about making macarons?"

Yang Yiming said seriously: "That's right, we have to chat about what you are interested in and what you are willing to talk about, so that I can analyze your problems from your words and deeds."

Ding Zimu smiled and said, "I think you are analyzing what kind of dessert our store will serve next week."

"By the way, what are you going to do next week? Can you stop making chocolates? I've been making chocolates for two consecutive weeks. Don't worry."

"Brother Yuan has been obsessed with chocolate recently," Ding Zimu said helplessly, "he has recently started to plot against PucciniBomboni."

"I'm not a child, why do I like chocolate so much?" Yang Yiming sighed, "It must be because I didn't eat enough when I was a child."

"Haha," Ding Zimu laughed, "It's possible."

"Do you like chocolate?" Yang Yiming leaned over slightly and asked gently, "What kind of chocolate do you like?"

"It's hard to say, I haven't eaten any chocolate." Ding Zimu thought for a while and said, "The chocolate I ate was all tasted later when I was making desserts, that is, ordinary black chocolate. I didn't eat the top-notch one like PucciniBomboni Pass."

"You didn't eat chocolate when you were young? That's quite rare, so what did you like to eat when you were young?"

"I don't eat chocolate when I grow up," Ding Zimu said. "Comparatively speaking, I prefer matcha flavor... Ah, by the way, Mr. Yang, how about I make matcha rolls for you next week? "

"Okay." Yang Yiming said with a pretended relaxed smile, but he sighed secretly.Ding Zimu avoided all childhood-related topics, no matter how he guided him, it was useless, and none of the last two or three conversations could go on.Yang Yiming wanted to know what happened to Ding Zimu's childhood, and were his symptoms related to that?He also wanted to know, where did the "Da Ding" who could be called by any "bear child" go?

But Yang Yiming is not in a hurry. Psychological counseling itself is not a short-term project. He is ready for a protracted battle. The first problem now is to make Ding Zimu trust him.For any psychological consultation or treatment, the first step is always to build "trust".Yang Yiming felt that Ding Zimu hadn't fully trusted him, or Ding Zimu's avatars, such as Ding, hadn't trusted him yet.

"Ding Zimu," Yang Yiming said, "do you rest on Saturday?"

Ding Zimu nodded.

"Then you come to my house on Saturday. I have two cases to receive on Saturday, and you have nothing to do anyway, so come and help me with work."

Ding Zimu's eyes lit up all of a sudden: "Really? Teacher Yang, what can I do for you?"

"Be a receptionist." Yang Yiming said teasingly, "The two girls are sixteen or seventeen years old, and they like to see handsome guys. Go and support me and receive them."

"Girl..." Ding Zimu hesitated a little.

Yang Yiming frowned, remembering what Mr. Feng had mentioned to him last time, the suspected "love phobia" was Ding Zimu, but he didn't expect that he was not only "love phobia", but also "girl fear".

"Don't want to?"

Ding Zimu said: "That's not true, I'm just not very good at dealing with girls."

"I see that you and Luo Yang get along very well."

"Luo Yang...you can't be considered a girl at all."

Yang Yiming laughed, and blurted out a question: "If you're not good at dealing with girls, are you good at dealing with boys?"

"Men... it's okay too." Ding Zimu replied honestly.

Yang Yiming became interested: "Then tell me, what kind of man do you like to deal with."

"What kind?" Ding Zimu thought hard, trying to come up with a general idea. After working hard for a long time, he still found it most convenient to demonstrate with examples: "Brother Yuan like that is very good."

Yang Yiming got angry: "Tell me, how is he doing well?"

"Brother Yuan is very kind, very easy-going, and takes good care of me."

"How did he take care of you?" Yang Yiming thought, didn't I take care of you?

"It's just... Don't look at him as careless, but in fact he is very considerate, and he is very righteous, and he is also good to the employees."

"You should look at people from a long-term perspective, and don't make judgments lightly." Yang Yiming thought, am I not careful enough? I am so careful that I can sift flour!

"I've known Big Brother Yuan for a long time, it's been a month."

"Changing in one month?" Yang Yiming thought, I've known you for almost three months, and you're telling me how I'm doing.

Ding Zimu said: "One month is not too long, but I have a lot of contact with Brother Yuan, and I think he is very nice."

Yang Yiming didn't bother to talk at all, and he responded with a neutral "hum".

As Ding Zimu was talking, he suddenly smiled and said, "Mr. Yang, I think I am very lucky."

"Ok?"

"Look, how good I am now. I have a stable job, a good house, and new friends. These things I didn't dare to think about before."

Yang Yiming didn't even bother to hum this time, he felt that the "friend" in Ding Zimu's mouth must not include himself.

"Teacher Yang," Ding Zimu said, "I really think meeting you is the luckiest thing in my life."

Yang Yiming felt instantly selected. He coughed uncomfortably, moved his body and sat down: "Why do you say that?"

"Because... you are really good to me, so for a while I always felt like I was dreaming. You see, you showed up when I was so difficult, and you helped me so... Who in this world is like Why do you help someone without asking for anything in return?"

"I'm a teacher." Yang Yiming was finally a little embarrassed by the praise, and didn't know what to say, so he had to say something polite, "Besides, I'm also a psychological counselor. These are my job and mine. responsibility."

"No," Ding Zimu shook his head and said, "From childhood to adulthood, there are many teachers who have taught me, and some have pitied me for being kind to me, but they are all different from you. Teacher Yang, why are you so kind to me?"

"As I said, it's my job."

Ding Zimu said, "Then Teacher Yang, are you always so kind to your patients?"

"Almost." Yang Yiming said vaguely, "My job is of this nature, and I need to gain the trust of patients."

"That's right, only patients who trust you will tell you the truth."

Yang Yiming nodded: "For us, trust is very important. So I hope you can trust me. Of course, trust cannot be built in a day, and I will also express my sincerity. Ding Zimu, you have to believe, I really want to help you."

Ding Zimu said: "Yes! Of course you want me to trust you. Only when I trust you will I completely give myself to you, and then you can do whatever you want. Why don't we talk about it? How, what, let me become someone."

Yang Yiming sat upright all of a sudden, and stared at Ding Zimu in disbelief. He felt a buzzing in his head, and a chill came from the bottom of his heart.It wasn't until this time that he suddenly realized that Ding Zimu's address to him had changed from "you" to "you" unconsciously, but he didn't realize when it started.