non-human secret history

After regaining his sanity, Yue Yan was in a surprisingly good condition, even after only two days, he was able to act outside like an ordinary person

But his pale complexion and the vain aura that only I can clearly feel clearly indicate that all this is just superficial prosperity.

Human vitality is always so fragile.

Mr. Xu Zuo is obviously very aware of this, even when he continued to write the prescription, he would always let out a long sigh.

"This poison is a bit harsh..." Listening to me walking into the room, Mr. Xu Zuo put down his pen and propped his forehead with one hand, but he didn't look back: "Needless to say the properties of the medicine, the dosage is so precise that it makes people almost Undetectable."

"I was still puzzled at first. The illness on his body was indeed a bit strange, but I only thought it was due to congenital deficiencies, and he was infected with evil. Forgive my short-sightedness for such a poison. Seeing you for the first time."

"It's not your fault, Mr. Susan." I said, "This is probably the poison of ghosts."

"But this kind of medicine still has room for loopback when used on ghosts, but when used on humans, it is..."

"No solution."

I am silent.

Mr. Susano is right, the medicine is difficult to detect, and the medicine is lingering, it is not easy to cure the toxicity, and it also needs to rely on the patient's own spiritual power - and the human body is too fragile, and it is almost impossible to cure it. Such toxicity may be eliminated.

"Besides, he was hit twice, this time, if I don't use that method, I'm afraid even I can't save him."

Of course I know what Mr. Susano refers to by "that method". Destiny is always moving in a predetermined direction, and I have no way to stop this direction.

"So can I leave?" I asked.

Since there is no way to change his fate, then I should at least control my own - I don't want to stay here anymore, my instinct tells me, if I stay any longer, maybe things will develop in the direction I least want to see.

"I have recovered [-]% of my spiritual power. In the past few days, my husband has not prescribed any medicine for me."

"No!" Mr. Xu Zuo flatly rejected me, and even showed a fierce look after a long time: "Leaving my hospital without recovering is bad for my reputation, besides, you have unresolved problems. The problem--"

"The limitation of daylight, I've been thinking about how to solve it."

So I finally stayed here.Although I don't think Mr. Susan can solve that problem.It is true that the blue Higan flower seems to be able to eliminate the restriction of sunlight on Onimai Tsuji's blood, but his blood has never been fused with mine, so even if I use that flower, it may not be able to work in the end.

But I still decided to rely on Mr. Susan for the time being, or, in fact, I have always had such a voice in my heart——

stay.

I don't know if it's because of the blood or my true thoughts, and I don't want to think about such complicated issues anymore.

My thoughts seem to have been completely pulled out of my body. After leaving Mr. Susan's room, I have been in a state of emptiness.Sitting quietly at the table in his own room, he didn't even light a lamp at night.

There was a bit of confusion in my mind, but it seemed like there was nothing. I just sat there quietly, as if I was asleep, but I was indeed awake.

About Yue Yan, about the blood curse, and about me not belonging to this era.

It wasn't until there was a knock on the door that I managed to regain my thoughts.

It was already dark, and there was a faint rustle of wind blowing through the leaves outside the window, but when I finally made up my mind to identify the person who came, I couldn't help being startled.

...Tsukihiko?

To be honest, since that night, my relationship with him has become more and more delicate. If possible, I really don't want to have any direct contact with this person.

The more exposed you are, the harder it is to get out, and I know that very well.

But in the past few days, he is not as clingy to me as before.Although his physical strength has recovered quite well, in the past two days, he has rarely appeared in my sight.

Until now.

I don't want to pay attention to him, but the night wind outside is not good for his body after all, and I can't bear to let him stand there.So I sighed softly, got up and walked to the door, and said in a daze, "What are you doing here when the dew is heavy in the middle of the night?"

When the door was opened, a gust of wind came in with the chill of the night.But before I could stand still, a strong traction suddenly came from my shoulders, and I was a little unsteady for a while, and in a daze, I fell into a warm embrace.

The sudden movement made me a little startled, I quickly raised my hand to push him away, but I only felt that he seemed to have exhausted all his strength to imprison me in front of him.

There was a slightly trembling voice in his ears, and he even seemed a little at a loss.

"Don't go..." he said, "I don't want you to leave here."

...So big brother, you came here in the middle of the night to attack at night for this?

Look at the look of this coward, where did the guy who swore "the days are long" two days ago go?

Besides, where did he get the news that I was leaving?I only mentioned this matter to Mr. Susan, and it was dismissed on the spot. If he eavesdropped on this paragraph from the side, then his ability to judge and process information is almost as stupid as that of a boy. Let's compete, shall we?

Not to mention that Mr. Susan has rejected the fact that I want to leave, even if I really want to leave here, can I still disappear in the middle of the night without saying a word?

As for being so flustered——

Countless ways of complaining flashed through my heart, but I opened my mouth, but after all, I couldn't say anything - even the hand that was slightly raised, trying to push him away was hanging in the air.

——At that moment, I couldn't bear it.

He was afraid that such an arrogant person would be afraid because of such a small matter.

What about insolence?What about arrogance?What about the overbearing that says "I'll keep you by my side no matter what"?

It's just a hearsay rumor.

"Let go." With a calm voice, I finally said this: "I never said I would leave here."

The breath of the person in front of him finally calmed down a little, he hesitated, he relaxed his arms, and finally retreated completely.Against the background of the moonlight, standing on the porch, his face was still a bit cramped, his clothes were not even fully tidied up, and his drooping hair seemed a little messy for some reason.

Probably came in a hurry.

"Didn't you tell Mr. Xu Zuo that you were going to leave?" His tone was tentative, even a little timid.

"I'm just asking casually. Mr. Xu Zuo also said that I haven't fully recuperated, and I have to stay for a while." Averting my eyes, I looked at the pillar behind him, and said after a while: "This way Reckless behavior..."

"I was rude." He interrupted me: "But don't go, at least not now-I really can't find you right now, but even if I can find you again in the future when I get better, I think about it for a while I feel a little sad when I don't see you every day."

Recently, I found that this kid has become more and more familiar with the beautiful words, and some of the words sound really poignant.If I hadn't reminded myself from time to time in my mind that this guy had a deep hatred with me before, maybe I would have been deceived by him that time.

It's really hard to stay sane all the time.What's more, in the face of the involvement of the blood curse.

Another gust of wind blew, somewhat stronger and colder than before.Yue Yan frowned lightly, coughed twice unconsciously.

I turned my gaze sideways helplessly, squinted at him and said: "Go back, it's always cold at night, don't do your own crimes to trouble Mr. Susan. I also hope that he will help me recover quickly, and then Let me go back."

"Then when you go back, can I marry you?" He asked suddenly.

"Eh?"

"Tell me, which family are you from? After Mr. Susan has cured my illness, I will come to propose marriage."

He was serious.

I was stunned for a while.

I know that Yue Yan likes to hit the straight ball, but he hit it a little too hard this time, right?

what did he say?Want to...marry me?

This is really an unfamiliar word. In my hundreds of thousands of years of ghost life, it seems that no one has ever said such words to me.

Speaking of which, what is the purpose of marriage?In the world of ghosts, marriage is a very powerful contract. It is signed in front of the gods and Buddhas, and the souls of the two people are firmly bound together. ——

This is the most important choice in a ghost's life. I don't know if human beings are also like this, but I'm still a little surprised to hear him say such words so casually.

"Is this... getting carried away?" I narrowed my eyes and tried to put on a strong look: "Who gave you the courage to say such a joke?"

"I really want to make you my wife." He said in a deep voice.

"But I don't." I tilted my head lightly: "I'm the daughter of a good family, so I wouldn't give myself up so easily."

"Really..." Yue Yan bent his lips lightly: "Then I will wait for the day when you nod in agreement."

"That day will come. I'm sure."

"Who gave you the confidence..."

I was about to refute, but he suddenly took a step forward, and then, a slightly hot touch on his forehead seemed to touch some kind of switch, which made me freeze as if an electric switch had been pulled. In situ.

Soft, warm, with a little wet touch, just like a superficial moment——

And then, under the action of the night wind, the slightly damp mark suddenly became cold.

By the time I realized what it was, Yue Yan had already turned around and walked away along the corridor, leaving me standing there blankly after being ambushed at a loss.

I suddenly became a little furious - what's the matter, this guy is still growing up?In addition to being talkative, you have also learned to play hooligans?

And what a hero to run away after flirting!You have the ability to kiss me, you have the ability to stand there and be beaten for me honestly!