non-human secret history

I swaggered out of the house of the Ubuyashiki family.No one dares to stop me, and no one can stop me.

This ferocious ghost appearance is the strongest passport for me at this moment.

While standing on the street paved with bluestone slabs, I couldn't help but look back at the tightly closed gate behind me.

This is the place where Tsukihiko, or should be said, started, and starting tonight, I think there will probably be earth-shaking changes here.

I think Ubuyashiki's worries are not superfluous, this wealthy family will eventually be cursed because of Tsukihiko's existence - or from the moment he decided to attack Tsukihiko, the curse has been like tarsus maggots Haunted them as well.

Because I can feel that the child conceived by Nikko's wife is a boy they don't desire, and it is a congenitally deficient child.

It is unfortunate after all.the family.

I didn't bother with their affairs any more, I just went back to the hospital silently.

Due to the effect of the medicine, Tsukihiko was still in a deep sleep when I arrived.However, in his sleep, his breathing was quite steady, apparently at least his life was safe tonight.

Mr. Xu Zuo is worthy of having a pair of masters capable of rejuvenation. It was obvious that the poison flared up so dangerously before, but within a short while, Yue Yan's condition has stabilized.

It's a pity that Nikko's good calculation.

I also didn't intend to tell Yue Yan the so-called truth.Maybe he already knew it, or maybe he didn't know it at the moment, but he would always discover it by himself-and I didn't want to show too much untimely concern in front of him.

But I still unconsciously walked to his door.

The lights in the room were a little dim, and Yaotong Xuecun was lying on the front of Yueyan's bed and dozing off.Mr. Xu Zuo was not there, and he was tired after being busy for a long time, and Yue Yan's condition seemed to be fine, so he only let the drug boy watch.

After hesitating for a moment, I finally raised my hand and opened the door, walked slowly to the bed, and patted Yaotong Xuecun on the shoulder.

Xuecun opened his eyes in a daze, and woke up slowly for a while but failed to wake up.

"Mr. Xuecun must be tired too." I said softly: "Then you should go to rest too, I am not very sleepy right now, so leave it to me here."

Hearing my voice, Yukimura opened his eyes wide.He raised his hand and rubbed the corners of his eyes, seemingly in disbelief.

It's not because he reacted violently. If I remember correctly, this seems to be the first time I offered to stay by Yue Yan's side.

Even I find it novel, and I can't understand why the desire to stay with him is so strong at this moment.

It’s because of sympathy, because I grew up in a relatively happy family, and I can’t imagine what kind of past he has experienced, and I have no way of knowing whether he was born like that or was born into that kind of virtue by life.

But he was kind of pitiful after all.

"Is it okay to hand it over to you?" Xuecun confirmed with doubts.

I smiled helplessly: "So in the eyes of Mr. Xuecun, am I such an untrustworthy existence?"

"That's not true." Xuecun raised his arms and stretched his waist: "I'm just afraid of Mr. Xu Zuo's scolding. But it's rare that Ms. Ya is willing to help me share the burden. If I refuse now, I'm afraid it will happen in the future."

"The left and right are from the ghost clan, I don't think Miss Ya will embarrass me too much, right?"

While talking, the young man yawned again: "Then I'm going to rest, Miss Ya, please take care of Ms. Yueyan's affairs."

I nodded.

He got up to add lamp oil, trimmed the wick, and finally the light in the room was slightly brighter.

The light from the oil lamp naturally had a warm color, reflecting on Yue Yan's face, it finally made his complexion not so pale.

He lay there quietly, breathing shallowly but evenly.The long hair was naturally loose, and a few strands fell on his forehead in a messy way.

I stretched out my hand almost subconsciously, and helped him brush his hair aside, but the moment I withdrew my hand, my fingertips brushed his forehead inadvertently.

It was just a touch like a superficial touch, but it made me feel his body temperature--that temperature is scorching hot, at least for ghosts.Maybe it was because it was too hot, so it couldn't dissipate for a long time.

His eyeballs rolled slightly, and his slender eyelashes fluttered slightly - but he didn't open them.

Are you dreaming?

But what kind of dream would he see?

"elder brother……"

In the vagueness, he suddenly uttered such a raving.Gentle, even a little coquettish.

Did even he ever love his family?Did he ever think about following his brother's back like an ordinary child?

It's true if you think about it, no matter how you say it, they are brothers after all, and they have a blood relationship that will never stop no matter what.

But they still came to this stage, and they don't know who failed who first.

I was stunned for a long time, and finally stretched out my hand tremblingly.Brushing the hair on the top of his head - I remember that Hikyo seemed to have done this during the day.

Maybe when Yue Yan was young, they would always be like this?

The touch of the fingertips was softer than expected, and the breathing of the young man, who seemed a little restless just now, gradually calmed down.

—He even rubbed against my palm lightly.

But this tiny movement made my breathing stagnate.

He was just an ordinary sick and weak boy in the Heian era.

I sighed softly, and wanted to withdraw my hand just like that, but in the next second, a palm with a fiery temperature was so caught off guard.

So in an instant, the temperature of the palm along with the blood ignited all my limbs and bones.I could even clearly feel something burning on my face.

I tried to pull my hand back, but he held on tight.

I don't know if it was because of my hypothermia or the surrounding air, Tsukihiko who suddenly reached out to grab me, soon shivered a little due to the cold air.But he stubbornly refused to let go.

I'm a little overwhelmed.

After thinking about it for a while, I finally gave up struggling, and used my only remaining hand to tuck the corner of the bed for this guy who was messing around in his sleep, including my poor hand that was being held. go in.

——This is really not a comfortable position.

I rolled my eyes, adjusted my figure, and finally found a barely tolerable posture.Lying on the side of the bed, I raised my head slightly, only to find that from this angle, Yue Yan's face was actually more beautiful than usual.

With such a scenery, it is not too bad after all.

The night seemed extraordinarily quiet, and also extraordinarily long.In the end, I still couldn't resist the overwhelming drowsiness, I don't know how long it took, and I still lost consciousness in front of Yue Yan's sick bed in a daze.

Naturally, I cannot sleep peacefully in such a posture, but it is so. When I opened my eyes again, the lamp oil had burned out, and the light in the room was very dim. Only through the thin window paper, the outside seemed to be a little brighter.

When I first woke up, I was always a little dazed. I tried to get up, only to realize that my entire arm seemed to be completely numb.

I quickly wanted to withdraw my hand, but felt a little resistance.

——I just vaguely remembered what happened last night.Yue Yan, did he just grab my hand all night?

Suddenly, there was an indiscernible chuckle from the top of his forehead.I quickly raised my head and looked in the direction of the voice, and met a sight full of gentle and ambiguous smiles.

"It seems that you were the one who took care of me last night." Probably because of the long sleep, the young man's weak voice sounded a little hoarse.

"I am very happy."

The power from the hand increased for no reason, and the temperature seemed to be hotter than before.

"Now that you're awake, let go." I turned my head away, trying to hide the heat gradually burning on my cheeks: "Last night, I didn't care about you because you were not in good condition, but such behavior is frivolous no matter what. .”

"But since I hold it in the palm of my hand, how can I let it go easily." He narrowed his eyes and smiled a little narrowly: "Unless you promise to do this again in the future."

"Are you taking an inch?" I rolled my eyes, wanting to stare at him, but didn't want to meet his gaze: "Anyway, since you're awake, I have to help you call Mr. Susan. "

"Mr. Xu Zuo came, but saw that you were in a deep sleep, so I didn't wake you up." Tsukihiko replied solemnly.

I was taken aback for a moment, but then felt that something was wrong, and after a moment of reaction, I said, "You're lying, right?"

"That's right." Yue Yan didn't insist, "It's a lie."

He added: "It is a lie to say that Mr. Susan has been here, but the feeling of not wanting to let go is also true."

That's what he said, but he finally let go of my hand: "But after thinking about it, we will have a long life in the future, and maybe we don't have to stop at this moment. Anyway, I won't Allow you to leave me."

I finally withdrew my hand.The skin that was wrapped in air again suddenly felt an inexplicable chill, so I naturally clenched my fists slightly.

The fingers are more or less stiff, and when they curl up, it looks like ants and insects have crawled over them.It's just that after the numbness passed, I only felt that something was missing from my fingertips.

I turned my head at a slight angle, and I was able to see Yue Yan on the sick bed beside me.After a moment of hesitation, I finally spoke:

"But what if I insist on leaving?"

"Then I will find you back, no matter how long it takes, no matter where you go."

"yes."

I said something softly, like a sigh.It's just that along with this kind of helplessness as if being forced into a predicament, there seems to be a little joy of unknown meaning.So much so that I muttered to myself again.

"That's right."