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Tao Tao stood outside the door for a while, and went in when she heard no movement inside.

Song Qing handed over the phone, her face was a little ugly, and she forced a smile and said, "I'm a little tired, you should go back first."

Tao Tao nodded, and wanted to give Song Qing the things she brought, but after thinking about it, she still didn't dare to provoke her anymore, so she had to tell her to pay attention to her body and left the room.

Walking through the garden of the nursing home, Tao Tao was in a good mood, as if the huge boulder on his heart and the burden on his shoulders had almost disappeared, making him feel as if he was about to fly.

At this moment, Tao Tao is eager to see Jiang Ling, wants to hug him, and wants to tell him how she loves this new world.

Before Tao Tao took out his mobile phone to make a call to Jiang Ling, he saw Song Chanxuan standing at the gate of the nursing home.

Song Chanxuan was looking at his phone and smoking a cigarette, when he looked up and saw Tao Tao, he slowly put away the phone, took a deep breath of the cigarette, threw the cigarette butt on the ground and crushed it out, then smiled at Tao Tao.

"Did Mom make things difficult for you?"

Tao Tao didn't expect to meet him here, she was a little flustered for a while, subconsciously wanted to escape, but there was nowhere to escape.

Compared with the embarrassment of fleeing, Tao Tao understands that there are some things, and some things must be made clear in person.

Tao Tao took a deep breath, and walked a few steps away from Song Chanxuan, only then could she see Song Chanxuan's eyes clearly, there was a thick bruise in her eyes, even though she was still dressed in suits and leather shoes, even her hair was decent Generous, but the bruises in his eyes and the fine bloodshot eyes still revealed his exhaustion.

Tao Tao's brows tightened, and she couldn't help but clenched her fists and lowered her head to look at him no longer.

"I thought you weren't coming."

Song Chan leaned lazily by the side of the car, shaking her head, "It's already here. I heard the nurse said you were inside, so I didn't go in."

"Have you said everything you wanted to say to her?"

Tao Tao nodded, "Mmm".

Song Chanxuan continued, "It looks like she didn't make things difficult for you."

"Yesterday, Mrs. Song just won a big order. It's rare that she is in a good mood today. It's a coincidence for you."

Song Chanxuan's tone was the same as before, even a little more playful and intimate than before. If this tone was the same as usual, Tao Tao would have been thankful for a long time. I feel tight in my chest and want to escape.

Looking down at Tao Tao's indifferent face slightly, the smile on Song Chanxuan's mouth slowly dissipated, and her heart became cold.

"Tao Tao." Song Chan called out to him.

Only then did Tao Tao raise her head, and now there were only layers of avoidance and embarrassment in those eyes that used to hide expectations.

It hurt Song Chanxuan's heart.

Song Chanxuan took a deep breath, opened her lips and wanted to say something, but Tao Tao first took out a key and a card from her pocket and handed them to Song Chanxuan.

"This is the key to Xingmao. I only have this one. There is nothing for me in the house. I will ask Mother Chen to pack it up for me and send it to me tomorrow."

"This card is the card you send me money every month. I haven't used a penny of the money in it. I will return it to you now."

"I will still come to see her at my mother's side. I won't go back to the old house. You can also ask Mother Chen to collect all my things and send them to me."

When Tao Tao spoke, she was businesslike and serious.Song Chanxuan's heart was still overwhelmed, and his eyes finally couldn't hold back and were stained with sadness, but Tao Tao turned a deaf ear to it, without hesitation, and still scratched Song Chanxuan's body and heart with indifferent and cold words without hesitation. .

Song Chanxuan discovered for the first time that Tao Tao was such a decisive person.

Once he decides, there is no room for it.

Song Chanxuan didn't pick up the things in Tao Tao's hand, he just stared at Tao Tao, his nose was slightly sore, and his voice was trembling.

"You really want to separate me so clearly? For Jiang Ling, you don't even want your home?"

Tao Tao looked directly into Song Chanxuan's eyes and shook her head.

"You know better than me that the old house has never been a home. How can there be a home there?"

"Brother, I don't want us to become more broken. You are still my brother, but we can't be like before, and we can't go back to the past without any grudges. Otherwise, my waiting for those years is like a joke .”

Tao Tao's outstretched hand was a little sore, he took two steps forward and put the things in his hand into the car, and then took two steps back to avoid Song Chanxuan.

Song Chanxuan suddenly stretched out her hand to grab Tao Tao's wrist, her eyes were sharp, and there was a little helplessness and pain in her bloodshot eyes.

Tao Tao couldn't understand, and didn't want to understand.

In the years Tao Tao came to Song Chanxuan's side, Song Chanxuan did not often have physical contact with him.Song Chanxuan always intentionally or unintentionally wants to avoid Tao Tao, his passionate eyes, and his undisguised sympathy.

Song Chanxuan couldn't bear those things.

But holding Tao Tao's hand like this at this moment, Song Chanxuan felt that he was so far away, so far away that even if he was so close to him, his heart was already far away from him, and went to a place where he couldn't find it.

Song Chanxuan's heart began to ache slowly like a needle prick, and he hugged Tao Tao, not allowing him to refuse or struggle.

The sudden hug made Tao Tao subconsciously want to avoid it, he struggled to retreat, but was hugged even tighter by Song Chanxuan.

In a hurry, Tao Tao heard Song Chanxuan's voice.

Trembling, sad, hurt-like voice.

"Tao Tao."

"You're right. We have no home, neither."

Perhaps Song Chanxuan's voice was so sad that Tao Tao didn't know what to do for a while.

"But Tao Tao, I always thought I had a family."

"Because you are here, I always thought I had a family. But today you told me that it is not a home."

"If you leave, I will really have no home."

Loneliness is like a bloody, festering devil's hand, climbing up from the darkest and filthiest ground in Song Chanxuan's heart bit by bit, taking away the only remaining light in Song Chanxuan's heart, The lamp was thrown into the abyss.

Song Chanxuan seemed anxious to save the lamp, he hugged Tao Tao tightly and tried his best.

"Tao Tao."

"What you said to protect me doesn't count."

"Are you really going to leave me?"

Tao Tao's heart seemed to be covered with a thick layer of frost. Although it wasn't very cold, it was still cold from her feet.

Tao Tao held back the tears that were about to come out of her eyes, raised her head, gently pushed Song Chanxuan away, stared at him with red eyes, and found that there were tears in his eyes, such precious tears.

Tao Tao pursed her lips and smiled slightly.

"Brother, I always thought I liked you before, so I would do anything for you."

"But brother, now I understand that it's not liking, it's fear, it's dependence, it's because I'm afraid of being abandoned and I have to hold on like a life-saving straw."

"But who in this world can be someone's life-saving straw? I can't, you can't, neither of us can."

With tears in her eyes, Song Chanxuan gritted her teeth tightly, and it took a long time to squeeze out a few words from between her lips and teeth.

"What about Jiang Ling?"

"Didn't you treat him as a straw and abandon me for him?"

Tao Tao paused for a moment, and suddenly remembered the tears that Jiang Ling shed when she saw her for the first time in Huiyin Mountain that day.

For the first time in her life, Tao Tao understood that she could also become another person's world, a world that could be protected and waited for unconditionally.

Tao Tao slowly breathed a sigh of relief and shook her head.

"I don't need a lifeline anymore."

Tao Tao's eyes are serene and serene at the moment, and Song Chanxuan's eyes are dazzled by the happiness like mountains and mountains.

Song Chanxuan found out that he and Tao Tao were both sick in the past, but now his illness is cured, but his condition is getting worse and he has already lost the ability to live a normal life.

Song Chanxuan clenched her fists tightly, her face was ashen, and she looked a little hideous.

"Tao Tao, you trust someone too easily."

"Do you think Jiang Ling is a good person? He already knew your identity and my arrangement, but he didn't say a word, waiting to see you play a one-man show like a clown?"

"Such a person, do you think he really likes you? Even if he likes you, how long do you think it will last? Are you going to leave me because of a relationship that ends without a disease?"

Song Chanxuan's words didn't make Tao Tao feel angry or sad, every word he said made sense, and Tao Tao understood it.

It's just that even if she is lonely and brave, Tao Tao is willing to love him without hesitation and stand by his side just like Jiang Ling came to Huiyin Mountain to find herself without hesitation.

Tao Tao pursed her lips and smiled, and stepped forward to give Song Chanxuan a hug.

"elder brother."

"I left Song Chanxuan, but you are still my brother."

"It doesn't matter what the outcome between me and Jiang Ling will be, how long he will like me, or even whether he really likes me is not important."

"But brother, he let me see a whole new world, a world that I have never touched. In this world, I am very happy."

After Tao Tao finished speaking, she decisively let go of Song Chanxuan.

He laughed at Song Chan as he did when he was a child, but he no longer had the joy he had when he regarded Song Chan as a lighthouse.

"Song Chanxuan."

Tao Tao opened her lips and teeth slightly, and called out to him.

"This time I left you, I didn't want you."

"Brother, I hope you can have a new world too."

After Tao Tao finished speaking, she turned around and left without leaving a trace of regret or nostalgia.

Song Chanxuan stood behind him, watching him slowly disappear at the intersection, how many times she wanted to stop him but couldn't open her mouth.

Song Chanxuan knew that this time he really left her and would never look back.

He recovered from his illness, but he seemed to never be able to reach the new world he spoke of.

On the way back from the nursing home, Tao Tao walked briskly, with the wind blowing under her feet.

During the short but long hike, Tao Tao felt comfortable physically and mentally.There was no sadness and crying as imagined, no reluctance and anger, he let go of his obsession with Song Chanxuan, and he completely let go of the past world.

In the past, Tao Tao thought that Song Chanxuan was her whole world, but after meeting Jiang Ling, Tao Tao realized that there are too many beautiful things in this world.

When the phone rang, Tao Tao guessed it was Jiang Ling.

After connecting the phone, Tao Tao was filled with joy when she heard Jiang Lingqing's cool and soft voice from the other end of the phone.

"I'm pretty busy here, how about you. Do you want me to pick you up?"

The tip of Tao Tao's nose was sore, and the tears she had not shed just now rolled down without warning.

"Need not."

"I will look for you."

"Jiang Ling, wait for me, I will run to see you."

Jiang Ling couldn't help but chuckled at Tao Tao's words. He licked his lips and nodded.

"Ok, I will wait for you."

No matter how long.

After hanging up the phone, Tao Tao grabbed the phone tightly and ran.

He was anxious to meet Jiang Ling, and rushed to that new world.

The cool autumn wind passed by my ears, bringing the answer to the new world.

Jiang Ling has never been the creator of this new world, he is the discoverer and the linker.It was he who came from the new world and opened up the barren territory so that Tao Tao could walk back along that road.

He let Tao Tao see a brand new world, and see the brilliant tomorrow with the rainbow hanging high.