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When Tao Tao went to the nursing home, after registering, she went up to the third floor, and when she got to the room, she found that no one was there.

When the patrolling nurse saw Tao Tao, she walked over with a smile on her face. Seeing that there was no one in the room, she hurriedly went downstairs to meet Tao Tao, "Mr. Tao is here, and Aunt Song is going to get her hair cut. She said that Mr. Xiao Song is coming this afternoon." , why aren't you with Mr. Xiao Song?"

Tao Tao smiled and replied, "I'll come and see my mother first."

"Is mom coming back? I'll pick her up."

The nurse nodded again and again, "That's good! Aunt Song often talks about you, and you haven't been here for a while. Aunt Song must be happy to see you!"

"I'll take you to the hairdresser right now."

After Tao Tao thanked her, she followed the nurse and went out. After going out of the building, she walked through a small garden, and within two steps, she saw Song Qing approaching.

Seeing Tao Tao, Song Qing had no surprise on her face, she smiled and waved to Tao Tao, her complexion looked good.

Tao Tao walked up quickly, took over the position of the nurse behind her and held the armrest of the wheelchair, "Thank you, I'll do it."

The little nurse blushed, nodded and stepped aside, staring at Tao Tao's back for a long time.

Tao Tao pushed Song Qing slowly, and praised her for her beautiful hairstyle.

"Your hair looks really nice today, is there a new barber here?"

Song Qing nodded, and pointed to the bench in the small garden, "The weather is fine today, come sit with me."

Tao Tao pursed her lips, pushed Song Qing to stop by the bench, and then squatted in front of Song Qing to tidy up the blanket on her lap. She didn't stand up after tidying up, but just squatted on the ground and looked up at her.

Song Qing looked very happy today, with a ruddy complexion and light makeup, which is very rare.

In the past, when Tao Tao came, nine out of ten times she would stare at the downstairs from the balcony upstairs, not angry, and not interested in anything, that is, she could only see it when she was reprimanding Song Chanxuan. A little bit of what she looked like when she was young.

But today's Song Qing made Tao Tao feel that she overlapped with the Song Qing in her memory.

For Song Qing, Tao Tao's feelings are not that complicated.

He thanked Song Qing for his upbringing, and also for the good life provided by Song Qing, but Song Qing never gave him maternal love, so Tao Tao never regarded her as a real mother.

Mother is an extremely great identity, she exists like a god in Tao Tao's heart, and no one can take her place except the real mother.

Although she thought so in her heart, but thinking of keeping a distance from Song Chanxuan in the future, she would no longer be of use to the Song family. Tao Tao understood that she no longer had the qualifications to appear here.

Thinking of this, Tao Tao inevitably felt a little sad.

After being stared at by Tao Tao for a long time, Song Qing laughed out loud, and raised her hands to tidy his hair, looking a bit like a loving mother.

"What's the matter, I didn't call before I came today. If I knew you were here, I would have cut my hair earlier."

"By the way, Chanxuan said he was coming in the afternoon, why didn't you come with him? Did you take a taxi by yourself?"

Tao Tao nodded and lay on Song Qing's lap.

"I miss you a little, so I'm here."

"I also have something to tell you."

Song Qing raised her hand to gently stroke Tao Tao's hair, and said softly, "Okay, you're here for lunch, and I'll ask the kitchen to cook a few more dishes. Your brother is busy and probably won't be here until the afternoon, so we won't wait He ate."

Song Qing seemed to be in good spirits, and before Tao Tao could answer, she had already beckoned for the nurse behind and told her to let the kitchen cook a few more dishes.

This sanatorium is one of the best sanatoriums in the city. Not only are the medical conditions good, the environment is pleasant, and the service is impeccable. In addition, Song Chanxuan is one of the investors here, so Song Qing's treatment here is naturally very good. So as soon as she finished speaking, the nurse went to the side to make a phone call.

Tao Tao slowly raised his head from Song Qing's lap, seeing the rare smile on Song Qing's face, he still couldn't bear to refuse, so he had to avoid talking about it.

Song Qing closed her eyes and felt the breeze, looking very comfortable.

"I heard from your brother last time that you went to film. Is it a job you like?"

Tao Tao was stunned for a moment, she didn't expect her to say this, after thinking about it, she replied, "I like it."

"Just like it." Song Qing said, and opened her eyes, "You have listened to your brother and me since you were a child, and you are so sensible that it makes people feel distressed."

"Now that you're grown up, you should do something you like."

"If you are happy, your mother can be at ease in heaven. I have been dreaming about her recently, dreaming that she told me to take good care of you, dreaming that she said that she misses you, and every time I wake up, my pillow will be soaked."

Song Qing took two deep breaths, clutched her chest, her eyes were red, her eyes looking at Tao Tao were as soft as water.

"Tao Tao, these days I always think of you when you were a child. Such a small child with such a thin body. At that time, your brother often asked the chef to make sweet and sour pork ribs because you liked them."

"I was busy before, so I didn't take good care of you. I didn't even know what you like to eat. Thanks to your brother, I can take care of you for me. Now..." Song Qing paused and patted her leg, " Being dragged down by these two legs and living here, I can't take care of you anymore."

Song Qing's eyes gradually filled with tears, she hurriedly turned her head away and sobbed twice, wiped away her tears, then turned her head and smiled at Tao Tao again.

"It's all right now, you're about to graduate, you've found something you like to do, your brother can also take care of the company well, you can take care of each other, snuggle up to each other, I'll just wait for you to come and see me once in a while. "

Song Qing's words made Tao Tao's heart ache slowly. He felt that his soul was being pulled. He tried to find a way to coexist with the best of both worlds, but he couldn't find it. He could only feel the tearing pain. .

Tao Tao took a deep breath, he understood that the Song family and Jiang Ling could not coexist, because from the beginning his position was not the youngest son of the Song family, but a pawn of the Song family.

Tao Tao clenched her fists tightly and stood up.

"I'll take you upstairs. I have something to say to you."

Song Qing looked up at him, her face was a little solemn, but she still nodded, "Okay."

Tao Tao pushed Song Qing into the room, closed the door, poured another glass of water for Song Qing, sat on the sofa and watched her drink a glass of water but still did not speak.

Song Qing put down the water glass in her hand, and stopped Tao Tao from pouring water, "Don't you have something to say, say it."

Tao Tao was short of breath, sat back again, looked at Song Qing's face, and opened her mouth after hesitation.

"I... fell in love with someone."

Song Qing's face was calm, and there was nothing unusual, as if she had expected it.

She laughed, like a mother who cares about her children, "It's great, our Tao Tao also has someone he likes, and he has really grown up."

Tao Tao pursed her lips and took a deep breath. Thinking of Jiang Ling, Tao Tao's heart gradually gathered courage.

"He is a very good person, treats me very well, loves me very much, and being with him makes me feel happier than I have ever felt before."

"I'm reluctant to hurt him, and I can't hurt him. Even if my body wants to hurt him, my heart won't allow it."

"But..." Tao Tao paused, raised her head slightly and looked at Song Qing with burning eyes, "But, if I continue to stay in the Song family and pretend to be the second young master of the Song family, I can't love him with open arms. "

"But, I really love him, and I really can't leave him."

Song Qing looked over softly and smiled slightly.

"There were people who were as passionate as you and said they loved me."

"But then he didn't leave me with time."

"Tao Tao, there is no love in this world that can last forever. How long can passionate love last? Can you be sure that that person will love you as much as you love him? And you can be sure that he will love you as always? Love you? When the love is exhausted, there will only be hatred between each other, even if this is the case, will you give up me, the whole family, and your brother for him? "

Tao Tao clenched her fists tightly and nodded.

All the uneasiness and panic, uncertainty and ignorance before this became clear.

Tao Tao felt that she had never been sober and determined like this moment.

"Even if one day he doesn't love me anymore, even if one day he hates me, at least we are in love now."

"He brought me to a new world. Even if he leaves in the future, I will still stay in this world."

"But if I leave this world now, I may not be able to enter from now on."

Although Tao Tao's voice was not loud, it was loud, and his gaze was firm, as if nothing could shake him.

Song Qing suddenly felt that he was no longer Tao Tao from before.

Song Qing took a deep breath, covered her chest and looked at him wearily, "Are you going to give up on us for a love that I don't know how long? Even if you don't want me, don't you don't want your brother? Didn't you grow up the most I feel sorry for your brother, do you like him the most? Are you willing to see him sad? "

Tao Tao's throat tightened, and she couldn't breathe.

"I'm not for this love, I'm for that person."

"Even if I regret it later, I have to do it now."

"Mom, you know better than me that even for a day, I haven't really integrated into this family. This family is incomplete, and it is still incomplete without me. My existence will not affect anything."

Tao Tao said, took a deep breath, her eyes were firm and sharp, "But by his side, I am complete."

Tao Tao's words had come to this point, Song Qing was unable to speak even though she wanted to persuade her.

Looking at Tao Tao in front of her, Song Qing felt for the first time that the thin child had grown up. Although this kind of growth was dangerous for them, from Tao Tao at this moment, Song Qing saw several things. Divide the shadow of your past.

Song Qing smiled and shook her head.

"I'm old, and I don't have the energy to take care of many things."

"It's your life, and if you're going to do it, then you do it."

"You can love who you want and do what you want, but there's no need to leave the house. Regardless of what's in your heart, to me, from the day I brought you back, you were my son. "

Song Qing's let go surprised Tao Tao, his palms were covered with cold sweat, and the soles of his feet were also cold.

Tao Tao looked over timidly, pursed her lips, and said uneasily, "You...don't you object?"

Song Qing smiled and shook her head, "Is objection useful?"

"You haven't asked for anything since you were young, and you haven't said what you want. This is the first time, and you are so firm. How can I stop it?"

Song Qing said, waving her hands, "I'm a little tired, call your brother and tell him not to come."

Tao Tao didn't expect Song Qing to pass this level so easily, he was still in a daze, took out his mobile phone and involuntarily called Song Chanxuan, he came back to his senses as soon as he dialed, and hurriedly handed the mobile phone to Song Qing .

"Talk to brother."

Song Qing glanced at him, took the phone, "Yes."

The room is very quiet, so quiet that Tao Tao can hear the noise of Song Chan on the phone.

As cold as ever.

Song Qing spoke a few words, but Song Chanxuan didn't say anything, and Song Chanxuan's voice came after a while.

"Oh, I see."

Perhaps it was because his voice was too indifferent and heartless, which frustrated Song Qing. Song Qing's complexion suddenly became ugly, and her tone was filled with anger.

"What's your attitude? You think the Song family is yours now, so take Joe with me?"

Seeing that the two were about to quarrel, Tao Tao wanted to persuade her, but she didn't want to talk to Song Chan, so she quietly retreated outside the door, intending to wait for them to finish talking before going in.

Song Chanxuan and Song Qing often quarreled, it used to be like this, and it still is like this now.

In the past, Tao Tao was most afraid of coming to the nursing home with Song Chanxuan. Every time she came, there were slap marks on Song Chanxuan's face, which was red and a little creepy.In the past, Tao Tao was most afraid of seeing such palm prints. Every time he saw it, his heart throbbed in pain.

He wants to bear all the pain for Song Chanxuan, so he has been doing this all the time, so that this kind of thing goes round and round, which has already become his habit, engraved in his bones.

Until Jiang Ling walked into his life and opened the door to a new world for him.

Through that door, Tao Tao sees a completely different world. Through that door, Tao Tao realizes that she does not need to be a chess piece or the weight of a grain of dust to live.