door to happiness

I heard from my father that Liang Yan's father asked about the marriage contract on the day her mother was buried.As a woman, this is too unreserved.It has always been only the man who asks the woman to ask a matchmaker to propose marriage, and there has never been a woman who has taken the initiative to ask.From this, we can see how anxious Liang Yan was at that time.

My father asked my opinion, and I reasoned that I was too young and the marriage should be postponed.

My father told me about the woman's idea of ​​getting engaged, but I declined.I heard that because of this incident, Liang Yan's father felt ashamed and furious.In this family, Liang Yan should have done what a daughter-in-law should do and fulfilled her obligations, but she didn't get her real name.

I never knew why Liang Yan wanted to get married in such a hurry. When I went back to school and saw Liang Yan again, I found out that her father wanted to remarry, but Liang Yan firmly opposed it, and her unmarried stepmother also disliked Liang Yan very much.Liang's father wanted to marry Liang Yan in a hurry before continuing, but Liang Yan wanted to leave that family immediately, leaving her disgusting father and "seductive" stepmother.The two hit it off, and that's how the previous story began.

The child who has not even graduated from college is eager to marry herself, which shows how much she hates that family and how much she hates marriage.Ten years later, it's no wonder she's still lingering on the doorstep of her marriage.

During that time, while I was working hard to earn Huanyu's college tuition for the next year, I occasionally accompanied Liang Yan to relieve her depression.Of course, I have also visited you many times, but you have always treated me as cold as ice.In front of Liang Yan and me, you chose to be skeptical—and you believed in it.

You always avoid me, but quietly pay attention to my every move.I know, you still love me.Although very sad, but still feel happy.At this time, I will deposit fifty or one hundred in the "passbook of love", and then record every mental journey.I also have a copy of "The Chief Accountant of Love", which is still there today.

You ignored me, but I still stayed in that house, sleeping in the same bed as you.Every back-to-back makes my expectations for the future cool down.I began to sit on pins and needles, panicked.At this time, my father gave me the IOU written by my father as a gift.I knew that he didn't want me to live too hard and wanted to lighten my burden, but it seemed like my self-esteem had been greatly hurt.Since then, I have moved out of that home.

Later, my father rented a house for me. On the day of Wenju, the whole family came, and the meal hadn't started yet, but you fell asleep on the sofa.Maybe I'm tired. Seeing you sleeping soundly while smiling makes me feel very happy.Quietly standing aside, as long as you look at it like this, you are already very satisfied.Such a breezy, but warm and pleasant.

That night, you wrapped my neck around my neck from behind and started kissing me, and I kissed passionately, but you suddenly pushed me away and ran away like crazy.You fled like this in your bathrobe and slippers, without even taking your clothes or backpack.I chased you out and yelled at you desperately, but you turned a deaf ear to it, ignoring the strange gazes of passers-by on the street, and shuttled quickly.

I don't dare to chase or shout any more, so I can only follow you from a distance.You stopped and hesitated.

I know I can't persuade you back, so I have to let you leave quickly.I know you have no money, but I can't come up and give you money.I had no choice but to find a girl and give her 100 yuan as a reward, and asked her to pretend to find my wallet, mistakenly think it was yours, and return it to you.Since we had a picture of us together in our wallets, that was a pretty good excuse.

"You...you mean..." I was so embarrassed and desolate back then that I can still vividly remember the situation until today, "you asked that girl to give me that wallet?"

"Otherwise? You are stupid! Forget everything else. There are Yangcheng Tong and seven or eight hundred yuan in cash in the wallet. If you are a greedy person, you will not take the initiative to find the owner if you just want to possess these. In your world, this world is full of positive energy everywhere, everyone is kind and friendly, and they don’t care about picking up money? Do you think it’s possible? You are pure!”

"Well, I'm simple, I'm stupid!" Yes, I never had the slightest doubt back then, I was only grateful!

What I didn't expect was that soon, I received your breakup letter.I really don’t have time to spend time with you after studying and working part-time all day. Li Hang’s contemptuous words made me feel even more heartbroken.

I know you will come to see my Qzone, so every time I go to a place, every time I do something, I will take a photo and upload it to the Qzone when there is wifi.

It was the day you graduated that really made me think hard and start thinking about whether to leave you.That day, Cheng Hui came, and I was very angry.I wasn't jealous or jealous, I just felt that I was not respected, so I provoked him.This is one of the things I regret most in my life.

That day, I tried my best to please you without dignity, but you ridiculed me in every possible way.I know, all this time, because you just played the role of wife, so you have been holding a grudge.So that night, I gave myself to you, but I didn't expect that while we were doing it, Cheng Hui came and knocked on the door.I quickly put on my clothes and fled without even having time to clean up the battlefield.Cheng Hui went in for more than an hour, but none of you came out.I am really desperate!

"You mean..." I was stunned, "you were the one who fucked me that night?"

"Otherwise? You thought it was Cheng Hui? That's right, he's been in for more than an hour, so there's definitely this possibility."

"I drank too much that night so I don't remember much." I was ashamed.To this day, I still can't figure out whether I had sex with Li Xiangyu that night, whether I had sex with Cheng Hui, or both of them.

Such a quiet night, such a luxurious resort, I didn't feel sleepy at all.I feel that I am really tired from living, I feel that I am entangled with you, really tired!I sent you a "tired" signal, and I told you, let's go on a trip together, whether it's Tibet or Lijiang.But you turned your back on me and made trouble with me unreasonably!We clearly agreed not to quarrel, and to go on a trip together if we were tired, but you left all these behind.

You escaped from the resort and run wild on the road alone.I chased him out without even taking my bag.I chased after desperately, calling for you desperately.And Liang Yan was also chasing after me.In this way, we ran and chased all the way.Until Cheng Hui's car stops beside you.

Cheng Hui clearly saw Liang Yan and me, but turned a blind eye and drove you away leisurely.

You know, that night, Liang Yan and I just kept walking, and our feet hurt from walking.When passing by the ATM machine, I asked Liang Yan for 50 yuan and deposited it.Do you know, in those years, I carried the bank card of "Passbook of Love" with me.That night, thinking that I gave myself to you, even though we ended up unhappy, I still saved 50 yuan.Because, at least for a moment, I am happy.

We walked frantically, not because we didn't have money to take a taxi, but because we wanted to walk.At dawn, we hugged and wept bitterly, you looked at me and I looked at you.None of us know why things are the way they are.I told her, Liang Yan, let's get married.

So, we began to plan for the marriage - physical marriage, this is our agreement.

The family has been preparing, but I have never felt real in my heart.I want to bet one last time that you will come to me and elope with me before I get married.I know it's not fair to Liang Yan, but I'd rather betray her than you.I replied to the breakup letter you wrote to me before, and stuffed the IOU that my father gave me into the envelope.Whether you come or not, this IOU belongs to you, and it is my obligation to repay it.I no longer belong to the Zhang family, I am no longer a child of the Zhang family - in my heart, this is already the case.

On the third day of the first lunar month in 2009, I met Liang Yan in Wangyou Valley.The sky there was blue, the water was clear, but the wind was a bit cold.

Wearing a thick cotton robe, she sat by the river and asked me, "Xiangyu, do you regret marrying me?"

I said, "I regret it. But is there any room for us to look back?"

She pondered for a long time, and said, "Yes, let's run away. Before running away, we should deal with the aftermath first."

That night, I called Rocky and asked her to hand over the envelope to you.

On the fourth day of the first lunar month, we took out our household registration books and falsely claimed that we would register with the Civil Affairs Bureau.You also know that in those days, college students had to "convert from rural areas to non-farmers", so none of our household registrations were under the names of our parents.We played for a day and then lied about getting a marriage license.Parents did not ask, nor asked to read the books.They probably never dreamed that we would lie to them.

On the afternoon of the fourth day of the first month, Liang Yan and I bought the train tickets to Hangzhou on the sixth day of the first month, and we were going to start a new life there.

On the fifth day of the first lunar month, Huanyu stayed with me for a day.I explained everything at home, and he cried on the spot.He was a smart kid who knew it was the calm before the storm.

That night, I stroked his cheek and said: "Huanyu, if one day, my brother and sister-in-law suddenly disappear, please don't call us. We just want to find a place to live quietly. Don't worry about tuition fees, brother will call you on time .Take good care of Dad!"

On the day of the wedding, everyone was preparing in the church, but Liang Yan and I were restless.

In order to ease the atmosphere, she smiled and said to me: "What to do, we turn people's life into a TV series!"

I smiled bitterly: "It's still a series!"

If it was a TV series, at this time, the prince would definitely gallop here in a BMW and rush into the classroom...

I also thought about it that day, but I didn't dare to expect it.