door to happiness

In the hustle and bustle, wake up!

Tongtong's father held the soul-inducing banner, sprinkled paper money all the way, and drove the road.Followed by mourners carrying wreaths.Then came the Gong and Drum Team and the Waist Drum Team.Then there is the filial son.

The filial son walks backwards, with his face always facing the coffin, every three steps back, he kneels down, and every nine steps back, he kowtows once.When someone was going to a funeral by the roadside, I had to rush over to kneel down affectionately and feel grateful.It was the most difficult funeral I have ever seen in my life, comparable to that of Tibetan pilgrims.

I held the spiritual tablet in one hand and supported Li Xiangyu in the other.With every knee and every step of his, I rose and fell.

Liang Yan came, and seeing that I couldn't support Li Xiangyu, she naturally took my hand and supported Li Xiangyu, as if this position belonged to her in the first place.She held a futon made of straw in her hand, and before he knelt down, she matted it for him.Every time he got up, he picked it up again, ready to kneel down.

The Comfortable Nest is within the bamboo forest, and it takes less than 15 minutes to get there from Li Xiangyu's house.I used to be able to finish this difficult journey quickly, but I didn't want to go to the funeral for seven or eight miles.They don't pay attention to the theorem of "the shortest line segment between two points". They just want to make it known to everyone, and they go around one group after another, and they don't repeat the same road, and finally come to the bamboo forest.

As seen in the dream, the grave is at that location.

Two benches are placed in front of the grave, and the coffin rests on the benches.Someone brought the sheep over and slaughtered the sacrificial cave.Ever since, the three filial sons began to kneel down for a long time.After slaughtering the sheep, the rest of the people scattered, and relatives threw all the filial piety clothes and cloth beside the grave. This is probably the layer upon layer of white I saw in my dream.

When the auspicious time came, King Kong raised the coffin, and the dutiful son waited beside him.The coffin is settled, and the soil begins to be cultivated, so that the filial son can get up.Spade after spade of soil to cover the coffin.

Farewell, Xiangyu's mother!

Farewell, mother of the one I love the most!

After returning from the bamboo forest, the three of them were exhausted.The two brothers of the Li family ate a few bites casually, then lay down on the bed and fell asleep soundly.I rolled up the trouser legs for Li Xiangyu and took off the knee pads, only to see that the knees were bruised and purple.Looking at Li Huanyu's knee, not only was it bruised and purple, but there were even many wounds cracked by stones.However, the two of them didn't realize it—probably because they were already numb.

I took the red medicine from my father's car and carefully cleaned the wound for Li Huanyu.His face twitched, he sat up, gritted his teeth and said, "It hurts, take it easy!"

"Didn't you sleep soundly just now?"

"I'm so sleepy, I haven't slept well in the past few days. It hurts! It hurts! Take it easy!"

"Liang Yan put straw on your brother, so your brother's knee is fine. If I knew there was such a way, I should have found someone to bring you straw." Thinking about not being able to take good care of this brother, I couldn't help but Some guilt.

"You are a young master in the city, what do you know? I'll sleep for a while, don't disturb me!"

Covering them with quilts, I went out of the room, and when I passed by Li Xiangyu's father's room, I saw Liang Yan standing at the door, with a tall man sitting beside him, who seemed to be her father.She seems to have introduced it yesterday, but I have met too many people in the past few days, and I can't remember clearly.

"I heard from the child that the two children made a marriage contract in front of your guest, so I wanted to ask about it."

Hearing the word "marriage contract", I couldn't help becoming nervous, and moved forward a few steps so that I could hear it more clearly.

"Yes, but it's not serious. You have to ask the two children. Now the emphasis is on freedom of love, and it's not easy for parents to interfere." This is the voice of Xiangyu's father.

"I heard that your child brought it up first, and my Liang Yan also agreed. Although my daughter may be a year or two older, it is normal for siblings to love each other in this day and age. If you think it is appropriate, I would like to make the marriage It is agreed that we will hold a wedding for the children after they graduate from college."

"That is, that is," Li Xiangyu's father's tone seemed a little embarrassed, "In these days, not to mention siblings falling in love, it's normal for young and old to fall in love. If the child agrees, I have no objection."

"I heard that this marriage was acquiesced by your wife, so I want to hear your attitude. If you agree, I want to set a date for the parents of both parties to meet and talk about the engagement."

"As long as the child agrees, I don't have any objections, really. It's just that my wife just left, so it's not very suitable to talk about marriage. Besides, it's better for the man to take the initiative in this marriage. My son is tired today, and he may have fallen asleep. Wait. In two days, I will ask his opinion, if he agrees, I will ask the matchmaker to come over and talk about the matchmaking, it is not a bad idea to get engaged first."

got engaged?My throat seemed to be blocked by something.I walked quickly to the car, closed the door, and cried in the car.

Yes, I forgot this.Liang Yan was the one who had a marriage contract with Li Xiangyu in front of Li's mother, and she didn't expect that it was Li Xiangyu who proposed it on her own initiative.Li Xiangyu once said that if his mother told him to fall in love, he would fall in love; if his mother asked him to get married, he would get married.Now, they are actually getting married.

Although I knew it a long time ago, it's just that when this moment comes, my heart still hurts so much.

Although Li Xiangyu's father repeatedly asked me to stay for a few more days, I didn't have the courage to live any longer. I was so scared that my heart trembled.

However, I don't want to go back to Guangzhou either.Guangzhou is full of memories about Li Xiangyu, enough to wipe me out.

I want to see the snow, go to the Northland to see the snow!

Dad said: "Then you go, go to the North Country to see the snow, to feel the different warmth. The world will be broadened, and the horizon will be broadened; the vision will be broadened, and the heart will be broadened."

Yes, I need a broad mind, no longer confined to Li Xiangyu's city.

I bought a ticket to Harbin and took the green leather train for two days and two nights.

Looking at the trees flashing by outside the window and the green hills moving backwards, it seems like a flash of light rewinding quickly in a time tunnel.If time could bring me to the time before I met Li Xiangyu, that would be great.Without acquaintance, there is no acquaintance, and without acquaintance, there is no need to forget each other.At the moment when I thought about forgetting each other, I remembered the phrase he said "If you can't never ask each other, then you can never forget each other".Now, even if I can never ask each other, what's the use?If I never forget each other, what is the rest of my life?

In the ice city, I saw snow, not the kind of pattering snow particles, but large flakes like goose feathers.Like an elf, it got into my clothes, hid in my hat, and kissed my skin affectionately, just like Li Xiangyu's hot lips.

In the ice city in the north, I saw snow, but you were not by my side.

The imaginary north is a desolate world where "the seasons are cold and people are sick, the pear blossoms are shoveled, and the east wind is thin all night". Now it is here, but it is also prosperous, like the neon lights of Yangcheng, drunk on the streets and full of noise.These, did you ever know?

The imaginary north is a world of ice and snow where "who will cut and cut thousands of piles of snow into the sky". It has nothing to do with tenderness and charm, but it never imagines the delicacy of wind-blown leaves and the gentleness of beautiful shadows looking back.These, did you ever know?

I walked out of the fiery kapok bushes and walked towards the lightly, lightly, slender world of snowflakes, experiencing the bone-penetrating gentleness and savoring the unrestrained splendor and splendor.In the leisurely snow rhyme, the fire-like kapok is full of my chest, that is my longing for you.In the snowflakes of the Northland, why is there no figure of you?

Stepping through the snow, stepping through the ice, stepping through the cold in the north, and entered the world of ice sculptures.

The crystal clear world is so vividly carved, why not carve a loved one, like your face, your lips?

When passing through countless intersections and watching snowflakes fall; when I saw countless ice sculptures and realized its exquisiteness, I knew that I had lost you.The ice in the north is not different from the water in the south, only in different forms.The ice is crystal clear, the water is delicate, each has its own beauty, just like you, like me, separate, each has its own splendor.But when ice and water melt together, either the water melts the ice, or the ice freezes the water, so the self is lost.During the days of being in love with you, it turns out that I have lost me.

Even if I lose me, I still can't get you, this is my pain!

Luo Qi said, this is a disease and it needs to be cured!

Cheng Hui said, this is a disease that needs to be cured!

Who will prescribe this medicine for me?Let the snow in the Northland bloom!

Turn on the phone, five days after I left you, I didn't receive your call, nor did I receive your text message.Did you really never worry about me?

Luo Qi said, this is a disease and it needs to be cured!

Cheng Hui said, this is a disease that needs to be cured!

Who will prescribe this medicine for me?Let the snow in the Northland bloom!

In the snow in the Northland, the snowflakes have chilled my heart!I am here watching the snow, but you are not by my side.

I lightly typed this line of words on the mobile phone: "Maybe I have missed and never asked each other, we have to never forget. Your brother, Hong." Looking at Li Xiangyu's name, I was ruthless and pressed the button go down.

Seeing the words "message sent successfully" flashed in front of my eyes, my blood suddenly coagulated.

Go, if you have to go, go!Let everything go with the wind.

After taking the plane and returning to Yangcheng, I wept silently when I saw my father who came to pick me up from the plane.

Dad just wiped away my tears gently, without saying a word.Even a warm greeting can break my weak heart.

On the small boat in Taikoo Cang, looking at the sunset, I played my beloved guitar, and I sent a song "Bon voyage to you" to you who are far away from home, and also to my youth and love that are far away...

On the 11th day after the new year, I met Cheng Hui. He said that I lost weight and took me to eat one by one, but I didn't know what I was eating or what I was smiling...

Cheng Hui said, are you sick?

Yes, I am sick, I have been sick for a long time, and now I am slowly waking up.

It hurts because you are awake.