door to happiness

"Liver cancer at the advanced stage!" Li Xiangyu repeated the heavy words, "Our mother has liver cancer, it's in the advanced stage!"

Li Huanyu froze on the spot, his face froze, and he fell to the ground weakly after a while, leaning against a small tree, and muttered to himself: "So it's this disease again, what have we done? Back then When the enterprise entered the village and wanted to expropriate the land, some people opposed it. Because my grandfather was seriously ill and urgently needed money to save his life, we took the lead in signing in a daze. Dad still has some reputation in the village, and others signed it when they saw him. So I signed it. Looking at it now, isn’t this shooting yourself in the foot—is it your own fault?”

Li Xiangyu leaned on his younger brother and looked at the blue sky with deep eyes: "Small peasants, short-sighted! The company clearly subsidizes the water fee on a monthly basis, and let us buy water for drinking. We drive to save money for other purposes. Get water from the head of the village. The groundwater seeps so deep, how can it not be affected? Save a little money, lose a lot of money, and die!"

I got up and sat next to Li Xiangyu.

He gestured for me to lie on his lap, and gently smoothed the messy hair on my forehead with his hands.

Li Huanyu glanced at his brother: "You like him that much? Can you be normal in front of me? I really can't stand you like this. If you do this again, I'm going to beat him up."

Hearing this, I was about to get up, but Li Xiangyu pressed me on his lap: "Be safe! Let me look at this nose." He glanced left and right, "It seems a little crooked. Tongtong's father It’s really cruel, after you go back to Guangzhou, you should do a micro-plastic surgery. You were fine when you came with me, but you were covered in bruises when you returned, your father wouldn’t beat me up.”

"Don't worry, I will block it!" I said stupidly.

"Stop showing off, both of you, okay? I'm getting goosebumps all over my body. If I do this again, I'm going to be swearing, because you are my brother and I can bear it for so long." Li Huanyu glanced at Xiangyu, his tone There is dissatisfaction in the middle.

"My family has beaten you all over your body. If I ask your father to borrow money again, will you think I'm too thick-skinned?" Li Xiangyu's eyes were a little dark, "I can only think of this. If there is only one person in this world If you are willing to lend me money, that person must be you!"

I reached out and touched his slightly swollen face, feeling sorry for him.He is so proud and arrogant, he should not be embarrassed to borrow money from my dad.

"It's not my dad, it's our dad. Dad already said that he has two sons. He will not refuse to borrow. Don't worry, our dad is rich, 10,000+, sprinkle water. He knows how to brow Just wrinkle it and take it out." I comforted him, and I was willing to ask for it and borrow it for him.Even if Dad can't make up the hundred thousand, isn't there still Cheng Hui?For him, I am willing to pay some price to Cheng Hui.

"But that was before, you heard it just now. I told my mother, she let me fall in love, I will fall in love; she let me get married, I will get married. As long as she can get better, what do I do I am willing." He lowered his head, not daring to look me in the eye.

I sat up, put my arms around his waist from the side, put my face on his shoulder, and laughed at myself: "My dad probably wants it. Maybe he will throw a hundred thousand oceans to you when he is happy, openly Said, Xiangyu, you are serious about current affairs, and godfather really appreciates you. Come, come, this money is for you to use, take it, and you don’t have to pay it back.”

"Will it be?"

"Yes. They like you, not because you are my lover, but because you are their son. They really like you, and so do I." My nose was sour, and tears were brewing in my eyes.This seems to be a farewell. Since then, Lao and Yan have separated, and it is difficult to get together again.

"Why are you so calm? Shouldn't you be crying and making a fuss with me, arguing with me?"

"Because I love you," I gently kissed his forehead, "If one day my mother asks you to get married, please remember to tell me. Brother, I will be your best man."

"Okay. I will put the wedding photos in the QQ space and write the invitation card for you there. You must remember to read it carefully."

"Can't you give me an invitation yourself?"

"I'm afraid I don't have the courage to give it, and I'm afraid you don't have the courage to accept it. I will put that invitation card in the wedding dress, and I will give it to you at any time, as long as you are willing to come."

"What are you doing? Didn't you come here to discuss about your mother's hospitalization? How did you get married? I can't stand you guys!" Li Huanyu stood up and kicked Li Xiangyu lightly, "Hey, brother, you haven't put the Let me introduce him well. Although I don't like him very much, he is someone you loved before, so you can get to know him."

Hearing Li Huanyu's tone, he doesn't seem to hate me very much, is it because his brother wants to break up with me?I stood up, stretched out my hand to him generously, and introduced myself: "Hi, my name is Zhang Hong—the man your brother loves the most in this life!"

Li Huanyu shook my hand and smiled sweetly: "Hello, my name is Li Huanyu—the younger brother of the man you love the most!"

Li Xiangyu also stood up, and the three of them looked at each other and smiled, hugging each other.At this moment, what is the relationship between love and not love, since the hearts have been fused together.

After Li Huanyu finished class, the three of us held hands and went to the hospital together.I don't know why, although I know that Li Xiangyu and I will never get together again, but I don't feel sad when I hold Li Huanyu's hand.When love fades away and family and friendship come in, will there still be sadness?

In the hospital, Li Xiangyu's family, and me, the five of us were silent.Each has a ghost, and the soul has nowhere to rest.Everyone wants to persuade the other party, but they don't have the eloquence of Su Qin and Zhang Yi.So I had to sigh and stand deadlocked.

Dad was the first to break the silence: "Children, life is like a train. Some people get on and others get off. Whether parents or husband and wife, it is impossible to get on the train at the same time and arrive at the station at the same time. If you don't want the same year, the same month, the same day If you really love each other and meet for a hundred years, then you can wait on the bridge. Your mother’s disease, as long as your mother is willing to cure it, I will fully support her to cure it, no matter the flower How much. If she herself feels too painful, I think her wishes should be respected. Your mother and I have seen Liu Lei’s mother’s suffering during chemotherapy, so I have a sense of it.”

"Godmother!" I straightened my collar, trying to maintain a good image, "Xiangyu called my mother like this, so I will call you like that. Xiangyu just told me, you let him get married , he will get married, as long as you live well. I will always treat him as a younger brother and support each other with him! Don’t worry about the money, I will pay for it! But it’s not for nothing! My family runs a factory in Yangcheng, and I Dad admired Xiangyu very much, and kept saying that when he graduated, he would be hired to help with the affairs. Even if he had paid his salary in advance.” Between the words, tears were streaming down my face.

When I said the phrase "I will always treat him as my brother", I realized that our fate has come to an end.All subsequent love affairs have nothing to do with him.Really answered that sentence: I love you, but it has nothing to do with you.

Xiangyu's mother shook my hand and smiled: "What a good boy! The world is dangerous! Thinking about Huanyu, thinking about Xiangyu, I couldn't sleep all night. The world is so dangerous, how can my child survive?" Anwen, this is what every mother thinks about. Seeing you, I am finally relieved. I finally understand that it is not only the parents who are worried about their children, but also his lover and friends. Maybe my worries can only be At this point, God is considerate of me and wants me to be detached earlier, but it’s just a pain for you!”

In the end, we still haven't convinced Xiangyu's mother.Maybe he thinks that we are all children, not worthy of such a heavy responsibility, and can't bear such a heavy beam.

After bidding farewell to Xiangyu's parents, we boarded the bus back to Yangcheng.

On the bus, Li Xiangyu hugged me tightly, tears wet my skirt.He hugged me and cried, hugged me to sleep.

I'm really glad that I was the one who was by his side during his most difficult time!

Back to Yangcheng, it was already four o'clock in the morning.The sky is not clear yet, the wind is so cold.Li Xiangyu and I stood outside Tianhe Bus Station, shivering from the cold.We originally planned to take a "taxi" back, but my mother insisted that she would pick us up and let us wait for her.

Li Xiangyu breathed on his hands, held my face, and smirked: "Is this warmer?"

I nodded.

He gently lifted the hem of his clothes again, put my hand on his stomach, and asked, "Will it be warmer?"

My cold hand was warm against his firm muscles.

I nodded.

He smiled.That smile made me so dazed that I even kissed his lips forgetfully.At this moment, I really want to sing "Kiss Goodbye" by Jacky Cheung:...

I kiss you goodbye on the deserted street

Let the wind laugh i can't refuse

I kiss you goodbye in the crazy night

my heart waits for sorrow

I want to give you thoughts

like a kite with a broken string

can't fly into your world

I can't warm your sight

i have seen

A tragedy is unfolding

no joy at the end

I'm still hiding in your dreams

……

We kept kissing, and we didn't realize it until Mommy's car stopped in front of us and the car lights shone on our faces.The two hurriedly wiped their saliva, saluted and got into the car.

The little mother is no longer startled, and she is very at ease: "So forgetful? It's not good to show affection anytime, anywhere. Is this the rhythm of you wanting to abuse dogs?"

Mom and Dad seem to have adapted to us, but we just can't seem to be together anymore.Will that affectionate kiss on the street be our last kiss in this life?Li Xiangyu once told me that if you can't never ask each other, then never forget each other.I seem to be able to never ask each other, but it seems that I never have this opportunity again.Have I done a good job of "Never Forget"?

I was a little sleepy, so I told Li Xiangyu to sit down, and I fell asleep with my pillow on his lap.He hugged me gently and kept stroking the broken hair on my forehead, so gentle and tender.