door to happiness

Li Xiangyu woke up from the dream, hugged me and sobbed, I knew he must be having a nightmare.His profuse sweat just now is the best proof.He hugged me tightly, sobbing: "I feel bad! I just dreamed about my mother, she was hit by a car, but she still smiled at me. Do you know, her face was covered with blood, and she still smiled. smile at me?"

"Dreams are reversed. Dreams can lead to life! Xiangyu, it's okay——Mom will be fine!" I patted his back lightly, comforting him.Once upon a time, whenever I had a nightmare, my mother comforted me like this.It's just that after many years, things are different and people are different, where is the love?

The two chatted for a while, felt a little headache, and fell asleep in their arms again.When I woke up again, it was already high in the sun.The two hurriedly ate breakfast and prepared to go to the hospital again.But my uncle called and asked where we were, saying that he wanted to buy us a bus ticket.Li Xiangyu still wanted to see his mother, so we found an excuse to prevaricate, saying that we had already bought a ticket, and if we didn’t believe it, we would ask him to drop it off when the train departed.Hearing this, he had no choice but to give up.

The bus back to Yangcheng usually departs in the afternoon and arrives at three or four in the morning after one night.So we still have some time.

Li Xiangyu went straight to the hospital and went to the doctor.Since he already knew which room his mother lived in, it was easy to ask, but the attending physician seemed to be entrusted by his father, so he refused to tell Li Xiangyu the truth, and only asked him to ask his father.Coming out of the doctor's office, Li Xiangyu seemed to have suffered a huge blow, leaning against the wall in a daze, speechless for a while.

"Ah Hong, why is my heart beating so fast?"

"It's okay. Maybe the doctor didn't agree that you are your mother's son. After all, he hasn't seen you once in the ward. It's the doctor's responsibility to keep it secret for the patient."

"No, I must see my mother!" He was a little impulsive, and rushed over regardless, and he could reach the door of the ward. He seemed to be under a spell and was detained, motionless.

"Xiangyu!" At this time, his mother had already seen us, and tried to sit up with support.

Li Xiangyu entered the ward timidly, but I was in a dilemma, not knowing whether to enter or exit.When I was in a dilemma, a nurse came over and took me around, and I fell into the ward.Fortunately, the nurse gave me a hand, otherwise I would have suffered a big fall.

There was another patient and her family members in the ward. I thought that due to the face of these people, she would not suddenly lose her temper here, so she mustered up her courage, walked over, and called "Auntie" in a low voice. .

"Hey," she replied without getting angry, "You are Ah Hong, you are here too? Life is alive, do you have one or two confidants? Those who can think about each other's family must be very good friends. My family Xiang Yu, I'm usually quite dull, and I don't bring friends home very much. You are the first friend he brings back. I hope that even if you have your own families in the future, you can still support each other like you do now. Friends, it's a lifetime of!"

Xiangyu's mother is indeed powerful, she clearly knows the inside story, but she pretends not to know.I finally understand where Xiangyu's composure comes from.

"Mom, how could you do this? I just saw the attending physician." Li Xiangyu burst into tears as he spoke, and the grief had already spread into his brows. How will He Huanyu behave in the future?"

As expected of Xiangyu, who studies literature, he has mastered the language skills of speaking just right.Just hearing this passage, it seems that he already knows all the inside information, and the ambiguity of the language has been brought into full play by him.Even if he got it wrong in the end, he could use it to accuse them of concealing it.

"Don't tell Huanyu, he's going to take the college entrance examination next semester. I'm fine, and I can survive. I plan to stay for a few more days and then go back to the countryside." I haven't seen you for two months. It also looks thinner, and the knuckle bones are almost protruding.

During these days, she must not have had a good meal.She was already ill, but Xiangyu and I didn't expect that Xiangyu and I would add trouble to her at this juncture. It's really "the house leaks and it rains all night"!

"Uncle has already told us, isn't it just 10 yuan, we can get it. Mom, you should stay in the hospital, don't waste money for a little money. Money can't buy life. If Huanyu I know, he has to hate me for the rest of his life. I called Liu Lei last night. My godfather works in a big company. The boss is from Hunan. He should be able to pay for it. I also have a part-time job in Yangcheng, and I can earn a month. It's several thousand. It's okay, this money is nothing." Li Xiangyu held his mother's hand tightly, with affection.

The only purpose of his refusal to leave was to convince his mother.Mother is as stubborn as he is, and uncle, aunt and father are too soft to persuade her.

"Life and death are fate, wealth and honor are in the sky. Your godmother worked desperately for treatment, but it didn't last long, and she still owed a debt. Mom knows how long she can last. Your father, he will live forever. Staying in a small village, with that little salary, I can’t count on him. You are in Yangcheng, be a good person, and your younger brother is still young. You must take care of him and not let him stop his studies. If possible, Take this bad old man out too - just like Liu Lei. You are right, you can't stay in this country for long, and there is nothing to guard those acres of Susukida!"

Li Xiangyu suddenly turned his head and looked at me with tears in his eyes.Mom's words are more like explaining the funeral.From these words, I seem to understand something.My uncle still lied to us, and my mother probably didn't suffer from heart disease.With tears streaming down his face, he struggled to squeeze out a few words: "Early or mid-term?"

"Late liver cancer!" Mom said with a smile on her face as if nothing had happened, as if she was not talking about her.

But these four words, every word is like a thousand weights, pressing on Li Xiangyu's head.He leaned over and his hands were shaking violently.After returning from the last trip to Hengshan, he also said that he should not let him have the pain of "the son wants to support but the relative does not want to wait", but now it has become a situation.Liver cancer, still late!

"I will go to see my brother at noon, and I will visit you together in the evening. Mom, I will return to Guangzhou tomorrow and contact the hospital there. The medical technology there will be much better than here, so I have to give it a try anyway. Don't care about money, you have two sons, it's all money!"

"Don't go!" Mom fought fiercely, "Let him study hard and prepare for the college entrance examination!"

"What's so great about the college entrance examination? If you can't take the exam this year, you can still take it next year! If you can't take the exam next year, you can still take it the year after. Don't wait until you can't tell him, he will hate you for the rest of his life. You are not doing this for his own good! Adjustment Have a good attitude and actively treat. In the middle stage of cancer, active treatment, some people live for more than ten years. I will do everything to cooperate with you. If you let me fall in love, I will talk, if you let me get married, I will get married. So cheer up !" Without waiting for his mother to reply, he had already rushed out of the ward.

I hurriedly followed, feeling as if I had overturned the five-flavor bottle in my heart, sour, sweet, bitter, spicy, salty, everything was available.I dare not ask him what he meant just now, I am afraid he will tell me that our fate is over.I thought a thousand times, [-] times about his mother threatening to break up with me with illness, but I didn't expect this sentence to be uttered by him.

Maybe his mother is such a powerful character, who can actually defeat others without fighting.Maybe this is the result she wants. Is it true that everything is in her calculations?Is it really because of this that they keep not telling Xiangyu the news?However, she obviously didn't want to tell Huanyu the news!

It's not that I surrender without fighting, but that Li Xiangyu defected before I went to the battle and defected to the enemy.

He strode ahead, faster and faster, faster and faster, and finally turned into a trot.

I followed step by step, faster and faster, and finally ran.

He didn't say a word.

I don't ask a word.

He sat down in a small shop, ordered a bowl of rice noodles, and desperately added chili peppers in it until the noodles in the bowl were full of chili peppers, and then he stopped.

I, sitting opposite him, ordered a bowl of beef noodles and ate them one by one, but my eyes fell on him.

He stirred the chili and rice noodles and ate them in big mouthfuls.There were beads of sweat on his forehead, slowly accumulating, and finally gathered momentum, rolling down into his bowl.The sweat became more and more, at first it was just dripping, and then it became "crashing".

He cried!Weeping silently!

I grabbed the tissue on the table, trying to wipe the sweat off his forehead, but my hands froze in the air.

He left without paying.I had no choice but to follow after him.

He rushed to the third grade classroom and shouted "Li Huanyu".A thin, tall boy stood up.Compared with Li Xiangyu, he is thin and fleshless, wearing a pair of glasses, refined and bookish.It's hard for me to associate this boy with the boy who "beats others to death" in Liu Lei's mouth.If there is such a thing, it can only be that Zhou Yu beat Huang Gai-one is willing to fight, and the other is willing to suffer.Only love can make that person willing to be Huang Gai.

Li Huanyu led Li Xiangyu to a secluded place in the biological garden, and pouted at me: "Is this the person Tongtong is talking about?"

Li Xiangyu nodded.

Li Huanyu stretched out his hand and slapped him violently.

I was about to go to persuade me, but he kicked me in the crook of my leg, and I knelt down on the ground.He kicked me on the back again, and my whole body fell to the ground.He kicked and cursed: "I told you to provoke my brother! I told you to seduce him! Are you disgusting..."

I didn't resist and let him kick me.Dad said that if you can't be emotional, you can only use your body to carry it.Then use your body to carry it, I can only be that Huang Gai who is willing to be beaten!

Li Xiangyu pushed his brother away: "It's okay, what are you doing to him? I like him so that's bothering you?"

"It's not him, can mom be so angry that she gets sick and hospitalized?" Li Huanyu shouted hysterically.

It turned out that Li Huanyu had known for a long time that his mother was sick and hospitalized, but he just pretended not to know, cooperating with the most beautiful lie.