door to happiness

Finally out of the hospital!The air outside the hospital is soaked in the atmosphere of prosperity, which lures my heart that is just around the corner.Old friends whom I haven’t seen for a few days, Gu Feng with fluttering red leaves, basketball flying in an arc in the air…and the junior girl standing by holding mineral water to cheer—everything looks so kind!I am like a dead tree in spring, walking back from the abyss of death and returning to life!

Gao Yong put his arms around my neck: "Boy, I miss us so much! I just got out of the hospital, and I should rest for a few days—or, let's have a big fight today? Even if I win, don't say I won't win!" Glory!"

"Forget it, I'll bear it! I don't want to spend Christmas Eve and Christmas in the hospital!" I sat quietly by the side, watching Gao Yong and the others run and fight on the basketball court.All of them are heroic, lively, and full of vigor of life!That youthful atmosphere is suffocating, and there is almost a desire to rush to hug.

At the beginning, when Li Xiangyu looked at me or Gao Yong outside the stadium, did he also have such feelings?

Li Xiangyu came to my side silently, and when I realized it, he smiled, with a faint tenderness between his brows: "Why? Greedy? Please bear it! I am also enduring it, I haven't seen it for a long time You played! I miss the days when you were bouncing around the court like a bunny!"

He looked at Gao Yong, with sparks of envy dancing in his eyes.Tall as him, tough as him, just a good figure to play, why not play basketball?Maybe it is precisely because you like it but you can't get it, you will fall in love?Women yearn for the masculinity of men, while men adore the femininity of women, so when they meet, they fall in love with each other immediately!So, what do the same sex look at each other?Is it because I like Li Xiangyu's beauty?Then what does Li Xiangyu like about me, Sunshine?

Yes, it turns out that it is not the opposite sex that attracts each other, but the temperament—the kind of temperament that one yearns for but cannot obtain!Ever since, love really has nothing to do with gender.

Looking forward, looking forward, the winter wind blows down time, and Christmas Eve is coming.Tomorrow is Christmas. It is said that the north can have a white Christmas, but I am very envious of it.As a native southerner, I have never seen snow.For Yangcheng, snow is stingy.After passing Shaoguan, it will never go south again.

Li Xiangyu has probably seen snow before, and whenever he shows off in front of me, the corners of his mouth are always a bit smug.He said that in the winter of the coming year, he would like to accompany me to see the snow.I deeply remember this promise.Snow, how I yearn for it; with Li Xiangyu accompanying me to see the snow, it should be the warm snow.

On December 12th, pedestrians were bustling, and many people bought apples.Christmas Eve is a kind of foreword. In my impression, there has never been such a festival before.And I don’t know when it started. Eating apples became popular on Christmas Eve. It’s probably a homonym for “Ping” and “Ping”.I think that Christmas Eve in the West must not eat apples.

Early in the morning, I saw a red apple on the table, with a note under the apple: dear, remember to eat apples on Christmas Day, Xiang!

Li Xiangyu had already gone out at this time - he left me at home again.Although I always feel that we should come in and out in pairs, he always feels that it is unnecessary and each should have his own space.Because of this, we also quarreled many times, but in the end, it all ended without pain.After all, no one will give in to anyone!

Maybe something is wrong with him!I can only think so.Maybe he wanted to give me a surprise, after all, tonight is Christmas Eve!I can't help but feel flustered, whimsical and imaginative like a girl who loves to dream.

At noon, we met in the school cafeteria. At that time, Liang Yan and Zhang Lan were with him.Soon, the four of us sat together.But for the sitting time, I am quite complaining.Li Xiangyu was sitting opposite me, Liang Yan was close to one side, and Zhang Lan was sitting beside me, facing Liang Yan.Although I can look at Xiangyu, but I don't like Liang Yan's side.

Liang Yan seemed to have figured out Li Xiangyu's taste, and picked his favorite dishes into his bowl.Li Xiangyu was not polite, and accepted it openly.There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, and that smile entered his eyes, melting into a trace of ambiguity.

Zhang Lan picked a piece of fish and put it in my bowl: "Just got out of the hospital, eat more fish!" Fortunately, she noticed the uneasiness and silence flickering in my eyes, and gave me a portion in a timely manner. comfort.

I feasted on it, but it was tasteless!I don't know what I swallowed!

"Are you going to send the new magazines to the schools today? Ah Hong's health hasn't recovered, why don't Xiaodong and I go!" Li Xiangyu didn't even lift his head.

"Okay! You don't seem to have class this afternoon, so get this done early! It's Christmas Eve tonight, don't you forget?" Liang Yan smiled.

"Don't worry, I won't forget it!" The two asked and answered, as if all the classmates around them had disappeared.That kind of natural self seems to be in perfect harmony.

I was a little appalled.During the few days I was hospitalized, why did Li Xiangyu and Liang Yan get so close?

However, Li Xiangyu said that he would never forget that tonight is Christmas Eve!Yes, he should never forget.I keep talking about Christmas Eve in his ears every day, if he still misses it, he is too careless!

After Li Xiangyu delivered the magazine, he would definitely go back to school. Thinking this way, I waited under the ancient maple tree in the school.In the past, we all went home together, so he should give me a call.

The sun rises, time flies.

The quiet night was heavy, and the campus gradually became quiet.People in twos and threes hide in every corner of the campus, celebrating Christmas Eve in their favorite way.There is light and mist, but the moon has not come out, let alone a drop of starlight.I suddenly miss Hengshan and the starry night sky.

Fingertips around the strings, the melody is like flowing water, full of my tenderness for Li Xiangyu.The sound of the piano melted into the floating light and disappeared into the distance.

Clothed in white, looming indistinctly, it became clearer and clearer that it was Zhang Lan.

Zhang Lanyi was beside me: "Why don't you go home? Have you had dinner yet?"

"Waiting for Li Xiangyu to go home together!"

"He and Liang Yan went to see the night view by the Pearl River! We made an appointment a few days ago, don't you know?"

I was dumbfounded, and my heart suddenly sank, as if sinking into the bottom of the sea.The two had no words, and the surroundings were silent, as if the ripples of the lake had been smoothed out, without a trace of ripples.That stillness, as if something had been destroyed, made people feel cold.

She suddenly hugged me and put her face on my chest: "Liang Yan doesn't know that you like Li Xiangyu, she is pursuing him! It seems that Li Xiangyu has never admitted this love to her. Hong, some things are illusory , why do you have to hold on to it? What you can hold in your hand is the real thing! Seeing you so silent, I really feel sorry for you!" Her voice was a little astringent, so astringent.

Gently holding her face, meeting those tender eyes, I smiled brightly: "Love is always lonely! Aren't you also lonely at this moment? Love is poison. It never stops; love is morphine, once you take it, you can't stop! Love is air, so free that you can touch it at any time, but it can never take another's share!"

"Sing a song and bribe me. If I'm in a good mood, I'll take you to them. I know where they are!"

"Okay, I will give the song "Late Autumn" to Zhang Lan, who I love the most! This is your own song. I will never play it for others in this life, and I will only play it for you in the future! Thank God for sending you to appear on the stage." In front of me! Thank you for smoothing every part of my silence! I think, although I can't love you, I can be the best best friend with you!"

Zhang Lan wiped away her tears, and laughed through her tears: "Good girlfriend, let's play!"

The moon is rising at the beginning of the tooth, and the floating light is faint.

The strings sounded from the fingers, melted into the moonlight, accompanied by the flying leaves, clank clank clank clank, gurgling lingling, exuding a bottomless coldness.

She raised her face, frowned, closed her eyes, and listened carefully.

The moonlight spilled on her face like a full moon, showing a bit of coldness.The tears fell down involuntarily—she must be hurt, just like me who was hurt at this moment.I can't help but think of the famous poem: I originally set my heart to the bright moon, but the bright moon shines on the ditch!

I am Mingyue, she is Ditch!Li Xiangyu is the bright moon, and Liang Yan is the ditch.Or is it true that I am Mingyue and Li Xiangyu is Guqu?

The song is over!Zhang Lan stood up and stretched out her slender hands: "Come on, girlfriend, I'll take you to catch the rape!"

Catch rape?I smiled, my white teeth were showing for the first time, and the cool wind swept away my smile.

After several car transfers, we finally arrived at the Pearl River!

The river flows slowly, and the cold moon melts.The moon reflects the heart of the river, and the water embraces the cold moon.They should be so lingering every day!

On the banks of the river are carved stone railings, as tall as half a person, and the carvings are very fine.Pedestrians strolling in twos and threes on the broad cement-cast road, the wind from the river ruffled their hair, which is quite amusing.Or in groups of three or four, spreading a tablecloth and lying in the nearby woods is an outing.

There are many people running by the river, facing the wind of the river, against the cold moon, sweating and dripping, isn't it a bit pleasant?This place should be suitable for Li Xiangyu to live in.Such tranquility, such poetic and picturesque!

Zhang Lan looked for Li Xiangyu and Liang Yan in the crowd, but I suddenly became a little more upbeat, grabbed her hand, and said with a smile: "Don't look for it! Let's spend this beautiful day together! Happy Christmas Eve !" I took out two apples from my backpack and handed one to her, "It's already been washed!"

Holding her hand, eating apples, and chatting about the anecdotes each of them saw, it was quite elegant.

"Do you know how stupid Li Dong is..."

Zhang Lan was talking, but I couldn't move anymore.

In front, Li Xiangyu was sitting on the stone bench, looking down at the phone, his fingers darting across the phone.Liang Yan was sitting on one side, suddenly she turned to Li Xiangyu, and suddenly kissed him on the face.

I turned around in a hurry, my heart was beating hard, and my hands were shaking badly.

"Let's go back, Zhang Lan!"

The phone rang, and it was the sound of a text message.Taking out the phone, I saw Li Xiangyu's name displayed on the folding screen.

He took a deep breath and didn't check the text message!

Stride away—no, escape!