door to happiness

Come and go, go and come!People shuttled through the hospital full of the smell of medicine without even frowning, probably because they were already numb.When love is numb, can you still experience joy, anger, sorrow and joy?The wind, probably every day, blows through the windows!I wrapped up the quilt and realized that it was late autumn.

Li Xiangyu came to accompany me after class, sitting quietly by the bed, holding a thick book, reading slowly.

His profile is indeed delicate and handsome!

He lowered his eyebrows and lowered his eyes, closed the book, put it aside, pursed his lips and smiled lightly.

"I should be able to leave the hospital before Christmas Eve?" This is the first Christmas Eve since I met Li Xiangyu, and I seem to be looking forward to it.

"Fool, you don't need to live in the courtyard for so long!" A beautiful picture scroll gradually unfolded in the clear voice, which aroused my longing for Christmas Eve.There is a faint star-like love in those deep eyes, which seems to be telling a tranquil heart.The moonlight is like water, the fragrance of flowers is floating, my heart is floating, I don't know where to fly.Although he didn't speak, he looked forward to it infinitely—that look clearly made some vow secretly!

Luo Qi came and put a bunch of baby's breath stars on the bedside: "Did you know that you won the lottery, and the prize is this bunch of baby's breath stars! You are the only one who won the prize in the whole hospital!" She smiled sweetly like a spring flower Blooming, the beautiful eyes look forward to revealing a bit of Yingying Yanyan's coquettishness, but also concealing a bit of elegance.She is this starry sky!

"Thanks, Rocky! But where's my picture?"

"Didn't I just give it to you when you get out of the hospital, take care of your wounds! Xiangyu, he's sick, so don't torment him these few days!" The lewd smile has a shallow, long meaning—what a trickster girl!

"Since ancient times, there has been no shortage of delicate flowers and willows in the Qinlou Chu Pavilion, and there are many singing and dancing places in the feasting and feasting places. In today's world, no one can do without someone! My beautiful girl nurse, don't worry, even if you toss me Toss him or not!" The corners of Li Xiangyu's mouth almost hung to his ears, and sparks burst out from his eyes.

"Hey, I can't see that you are really poor! Zhang Hong, watch closely, be careful that he steals game!" After laughing, he left slowly, leaving me with a beautiful figure.

During these days, when Li Xiangyu was not around, Luo Qi filled the void in my life.She would come to chat with me every now and then, or tell a funny story among colleagues, or tell one or two pornographic jokes, or peel an orange and share it with me.And as long as Li Xiangyu comes, she will definitely leave silently after a joke.

Rocky is a very sensible woman, gentle and virtuous.If I were not gay, I think I would be willing to marry such a woman—even if I must marry a girl as a gay, I hope the other party is her.Facing such a girl, life might not be boring.

Wake up!I shook my head violently!How could I have such hallucinations?To Luo Qi, this is so innocent!

"There are still six days until Christmas Eve!" I muttered in a low voice.

"You've said it a hundred and eight times!" Luo Qi's ears seem to be very keen, or has she eavesdropped on my heart? "Are you looking forward to Christmas Eve so much? The higher the expectation, the greater the disappointment!"

Yes, my little heart swells, my desires swell!In the days when the first year of my first acquaintance was about to leave me, I was anxious to create some memories for later recollection.Romantic like me, I always love to fantasize: Maybe he will hold my hand to look at the stars, and make a wish together under the stars; Please go to his old house that has not been rented out, push the door and enter, what catches the eye is the shining candlelight jumping in the evening wind; or maybe it is a deep kiss in the fallen woods...

Luo Qi touched my forehead: "It's not burning, how can you talk nonsense and make a fool of yourself? Come, your Christmas Eve gift!"

A photo fell into my hand lightly, but it seemed to weigh a thousand catties.The bright morning sun can't hide the lingering affection, and the rising sun can't stop the lingering passion.The mountains are on the side, and everyone is pretending to be shy when they are in the early spring; the geese from the north return to the south, flying in pairs, showing the chastity of love.The clear silhouette and blurred face facing Chuyang cut the ribbon to create a love classic.The fiery and intense love fire must have burned at that moment!Holding the photo, I can't help feeling hot all over!

She said that her photography skills are superb, and she really didn't exaggerate!She is such an outstanding photographer!

"I hope you will continue to be like this! Love can actually cross genders - many of my classmates feel that homosexuality is dirty, but I don't think so! As long as it is pure love, I support and bless! Except love under the guise!" She turned her head, faced the wind, and hurried away!

These words, until today, many years later, I still remember!An understatement of hers has drawn a lot of color for my life.During the years when Li Xiangyu left me, during the years when I was so hungry and thirsty, and during the years when I was insane, I was still clean, day after day, year after year, "single".During those dying days when I couldn't forget Li Xiangyu, I was trembling and dared not rashly start a new relationship.

Because she said that as long as it is pure love, she supports and blesses it all - except those loves that are disguised for sex!I'm afraid of tarnishing myself, and even more afraid of tarnishing her pure heart!

Not long after Luo Qi left, Liu Lei came!

Liu Lei actually came with a bag of red grapes.His eyes were sunken, apparently he hadn't slept well.With a haggard face, it seems like yesterday.I can't help but think of the phrase "I'm haggard because of Yixiao"—couldn't he be in unrequited love?

He sat quietly in front of the bed for 10 minutes, but he didn't say a word!The so-called close proximity is nothing but a bond of mutual understanding, and the so-called end of the world is nothing but the embarrassment of meeting each other without words.He still resisted my appointment, but he didn't dare to say anything because of Li Xiangyu's coercion.

The air in the ward was so heavy that it didn't seem to be flowing!

His Adam's apple rolled twice, but he still didn't speak after all.

"Do you want to persuade me to leave Li Xiangyu again?" I leaned against the head of the bed, closed my eyes, and my eyes were full of Li Xiangyu's shadow, "My parents have accepted him. As long as Xiangyu's parents accept us, everything will go smoothly You are a college student, and your thinking should not be so old! Breaking the shackles, this is what our generation should do! As a friend of Li Xiangyu, I think you should respect him!"

"Thank you - my dad said that your dad hired him to guard the warehouse in the factory, three thousand a month! I know, it must be you and Xiangyu interceding in front of your dad. A farmer who has not graduated from elementary school, An ordinary warehouseman, your father opened [-] yuan, I still know how many of them are human favors! I really appreciate you, but I can’t agree with you because of this! How difficult the road of life is , as a son of a rich family, you don’t know, but Xiangyu and I do! So, I don’t want him to take this path! What I object to is not your love, but his determination to choose a difficult path!”

Suddenly surprised!I have never done this before!I still know what kind of person Xiangyu is!He is proud and aloof, and will never fall into this dirty world.However, if the other party is Liu Lei, it may be an exception!

I opened my eyes suddenly, only to see that Liu Lei's eyes were flushed, and there seemed to be tears in his eye sockets.This poor child, the world put him down so quickly!The arrogance of life can't stand up to the world after all.Dad was right, the world is hard!Liu Lei is right, as a child of a rich family, I don't know!But, you know, even if it is a mountain of swords and seas of fire, as long as I am accompanied by Li Xiangyu, I am willing to dance.

"Love the house and Wu! My dad loves Li Xiangyu very much, so he, his friends, and his friends' relatives are also willing to take care of him! I don't mean to be superior. If what I say or do makes you feel unhappy, I hope you will think about it." This is our kindness, please be considerate! Liu Lei, there is nothing in this world that is not difficult! Same-sex marriage is difficult, but heterosexual marriage is not difficult? Do you know how many couples get divorced every day? Said, you should know about Liang Yan, right? She has already developed a fear of marriage and dare not get married! So, even if Li Xiangyu chooses to get married, it may not be an easy road, not to mention that he still has to spread the word every day. All kinds of lies. Can a woman warm his cold heart?"

Liu Lei stopped talking and just sat there blankly.

Half an hour later, Li Xiangyu came, and Liu Lei left.

Li Xiangyu saw Liu Lei's expression was very bad, thought something happened to him, and asked me about it. When he knew the reason, he couldn't help sighing: "Dad asked about Liu Lei that day, so it was for this matter! Dad was sincere, It really solved a big problem for Liu Lei!"

Also, Liu Lei's father eats in the wind and rain on the construction site every day, choking on the sun and dust, which makes people feel distressed!When I came back from the construction site, I was covered in mud. Even if I took the bus or subway, I couldn't avoid being looked at.As soon as they got home, the two of them still had to wash and cook, and they stayed busy until late at night.If things go on like this, Liu Lei's homework will be delayed, and his father may not be able to bear it.

Earlier, in order not to implicate Liu Lei, his father proposed to live on the construction site. It was Liu Lei who felt sorry for him and refused to let him live or die.Now it's all good, everything is solved.

"It seems that I owe my father another favor!" Li Xiangyu lowered his head, feeling a little depressed.

Obviously, Dad's psychological tactics have worked again!

As he said, this world is dangerous!Once again, I understand this deeply!

Li Xiangyu called Liu Lei, worried that his self-esteem would be damaged, and kindly comforted him for a while.

He spent 36 minutes and 27 seconds on that phone call—in front of me, a patient—in front of me, a patient who desperately needed his love.

He hung up the phone with a very gloomy face: "Ah Hong, why do I have an ominous premonition? The mountains and rain are about to come and the wind is filling the building—the storm seems to be coming soon!"