door to happiness

I was very moved by Li Xiangyu's "Never Ask".So, happily ran to the bank to save money.

While waiting in the lobby, the mobile phone suddenly received a text message from the bank—that guy, he ran to save money again!But why do you want to save money in this "passbook of love"?

Tomorrow is the weekend, no class, no work!I lay lazily on the bed, ready to have a good sleep.Tomorrow, I will have a good fight with my parents!

The broad spirit of Chinese culture since ancient times, especially the study of "Tai Chi Yin Yang".I thought, it’s better to fight with softness, so I went to the vegetable market early in the morning, bought a lot of vegetables, and prepared to cook a table of delicious dishes to reward my parents. field attack.

When my father looked at a table of burnt vegetables, a smile suddenly appeared on his face: "There is nothing to show courteousness to, it's either rape or theft. Boy, is there not enough pocket money!" After finishing speaking, he took out a credit card and threw it in front of me. , but the person was already sitting at the dining table, eating big mouthfuls.

While eating, he couldn't stop praising: "That's right, you boy can do it! You're much better than my dad!"

hard to swallow!I have tried all the dishes on this table, and I can only use these four words to describe them.My dad ate with such relish——such a kind father, but I'm going to hurt him!As a comrade, I feel very guilty for not being able to carry on the family line for him, although I know that it is not my fault, although I know that I have no obligation to carry on the lineage for him-my life is just my life!However, when I see him envious of other fathers making fun of their grandchildren, I can't help but feel guilty!

"How can anyone say that about my son!" The young mother tasted a piece of tofu and was full of praise. "I knew that Ah Hong was going to cook, so I wouldn't let Xiao Bo go to his grandmother's house. This kid just has no good food. It’s not as good as a table of good dishes cooked by his brother!”

"Dad, Mom, I actually..."

"Eat first!" My mother gave me a wink and stopped my topic in time. She seemed to know what I wanted to say, "Your father is usually very busy, and you often go out. It is rare for the family to get together Together. Eat first, then talk after eating!"

"Mom, that word in high school..."

"Ah Hong!" My mother's voice suddenly increased several decibels, "Can't you talk about it after eating!"

Dad sighed and put down his chopsticks: "So that's not what you want!" After saying that, he took the credit card back, but his face became very serious!

"Dad, Mom, I know what kind of person I am; I also know what kind of life I want to live! This matter has been decided since I was born and cannot be changed! Now there are many Academic scholars are appealing to everyone to pay attention to the issue of homosexuality, and I believe more and more people will accept it! I don’t expect the whole society to agree with me, but I hope to be approved by my parents, so that I can be happy!”

Dad lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and exhaled a puff of smoke. The smoke spread slowly like his boredom.He didn't smoke before, it seems that he only started in my third year of junior high school.I think, for him, I am a great trouble.

"Ah Hong, six or seven years have passed, I thought you could slowly face yourself, but you really disappointed me..."

"No, Dad! I've recognized myself a long time ago, it's just that you didn't recognize me. Holding the girl's hand, my heartbeat won't speed up. Have you ever had this feeling? Yes, I admit, I You can form a family with a girl and even have a child, but do you think we will be happy? Life is so long, I don’t have the confidence to spend four or 50 years with a woman I don’t love, and I don’t believe there is anyone A woman can endure four or fifty years!"

"Ah Hong, you're still young, and it's not time to talk about marriage!" My little mother hurriedly came out to stop the conversation.

"Then do you have the confidence to face your neighbor's criticism? This is not a civilized era, Ah Hong, this road is not so easy to walk! Dad is not a selfish person, even if there is no Xiao Bo, Dad will not just treat you As a tool to carry on the family line. I am your father, and I have the responsibility to guide you on an easier path of life! Ah Hong, this path is very difficult! If this was before 1997, your behavior would be a crime! "Dad gritted his teeth and burst into tears.

Yes, if this was before 1997, homosexuality would be a crime!It has been less than ten years since that obscure era.How easy is it to convince your parents?

"Ah Hong, don't be like this! Think about your parents, last time your mother passed out when she heard the news! Just show mercy and let them live better. I know you like that boy, But this is just a temporary illusion!" The little mother begged bitterly.

A sense of sadness welled up in my heart, as if I was a condemned death row prisoner: "Father, getting married and having a child is tantamount to sending me to a dead end! If you feel that having such a son is embarrassing and want me to die , I can die!"

"What are you talking about..."

Before my little mother finished speaking, my father's slap in the face had already landed on my face.Dad's eyes are red, like a red-eyed bull: "A man who always takes life and death as an issue is the most worthless man! Dad didn't object because he felt ashamed. Dad didn't want you to be old and lonely! If you don't A home, when you get old in the future, who will take care of you? If you get sick one day, no one will know if you die at home! I will not agree, no matter what, I will stop it! If you have the confidence to find someone who is not afraid of my obstruction, you Just go find it! Unless you make me feel that your future will be depended on and you won’t be miserable, otherwise I won’t stop it! Card, take it out! From now on, you will earn your own pocket money! This world How dangerous it is, you should experience it for yourself first!"

My father took back the bank card he gave me before, picked up his coat and went out. At the door, he turned around and said, "How dangerous this world is, try it for yourself! Is it you who conquer the world, or the world conquers you? Want to see! Husband and wife are in trouble, this is very rare, whether you can find someone who will advance and retreat with you, it depends on your luck! Remember: I will keep obstructing until I die, unless you can prove that you You can live a wonderful life without getting married!"

I laughed, time changed him!

Many years ago, he was so resolutely opposed, but today's father is so rational!

"dad--!"

Dad stood by the door.I rushed over, hugged him, and was grateful: "Dad, thank you! Thank you, Dad!"

"Thank me for everything, they said they will stop you from falling in love with men!"

I just giggle!Dad stopped me not because he felt that I was ashamed of being gay, nor because I couldn't spread the branches and leaves for the Zhang family, but because he was worried about my future.Well, as he said, as long as I prove to him that I am strong, as long as I prove to him that I can live a wonderful life even without marriage, that's enough!

After the little mother sent Dad out, she came back and took me to have dinner together.She kept pinching vegetables into my bowl, but her eyes were flushed.

"Mom, don't worry about me! We'll have a good time!"

"I've already told your dad about you and that boy. Recently he can't sleep well, and he sighs when he mentions you. We don't have many days to be with you, and most of the time in our lives is accompanied by our lover When your dad and I closed our eyes, we couldn’t take care of you anymore! At that time, you were helpless and lonely, what should you do!” After saying that, the little mother began to cry.

"Isn't there still Xiaobo? Why don't I start pleasing him now?"

"You are stupid!" My mother laughed through tears, "When you are old, he will also be old, how will he take care of you? His children may not be able to take care of him, so you can count on him? You should give birth to one yourself. Bar!"

I told my little mother that I wanted to take Li Xiangyu home to meet him, but my little mother firmly opposed it.That, she said, would be like rubbing salt in her father's wounds.In order to avoid the escalation of the situation, I had to hold back for the time being.

Went to Li Xiangyu in the morning.The late autumn in Yangcheng was a bit chilly, and the two of them huddled together under the covers.He was reading a book, and I was quietly leaning aside to play "Snake".One quilt, two pairs of feet.In fact, the place is quite plentiful, but I was too bored and lonely, so I had no choice but to tease him.

I kept rubbing on his feet, first on his feet, then slowly on his calves.The hair on his legs is very long, and he flicks it lightly, as if rubbing on the tip of the grass.A smile gradually appeared on the corner of his mouth, obviously he couldn't stand my teasing, or it was too itchy to bear.

He simply closed the book, pressed it directly, and shouted: "You seduced me, I will punish you on the spot!"

"Don't, I'm playing Snake Eater!"

The phone was taken by him!With a smirk, he pressed on step by step.Damn it, I actually like that naughty smile so much!

"It's so hot!" I hurriedly pushed him away, "I'm going to get a hair dryer!" I hurriedly got up and got out of bed.

"I just said it was cold, and I rushed to cover the quilt, which will be called hot again!" He lifted the quilt and followed.

The two walked to the open-air platform on the top floor, moved two stools, sat down side by side, and watched the geese return from the north to the south.It is said that the wild geese will never go south when they reach Huiyan Peak in Hunan, but wild geese can also be seen in Yangcheng.There may be no absolutes in this world, who can guarantee that we are not the few northern geese flying to Yangcheng?

It is said that wild geese are the most loyal birds and have only one mate in their lives. If they lose their mates, they will never form a pair for life.This may be why in ancient times, geese were used as a gift of commendation.It's ridiculous that modern people yearn for mandarin ducks, but they don't know that mandarin ducks are a kind of wild birds that are always chaotic and abandon.

"Xiangyu, you are studying Chinese language and literature. Let me test you: Why did geese be used as a gift of praise in ancient times instead of mandarin ducks?"

He looked at the wild geese in the sky, and smiled faintly: "Yuan Haowen has a poem "Yanqiu Ci", which I think is the answer: Yi Chou went to Bingzhou for an examination at the age of Yi Chou, and when he met a wild goose catcher, he said, "Once you catch a wild goose today, kill it." Hey. Those who escaped from the net screamed in grief and couldn't go, but threw themselves to the ground and died.'I bought it because of it, and buried it on the Fenshui River. I built a stone for my knowledge and called it 'Yanqiu'. Most of my companions wrote poems. I also have "Yanqiu Ci".

Ask the world, what is love, directly teach life and death?Flying guests from all over the world, the old wings are cold and hot.Joy is fun, parting is bitter, and there are even more idiotic children.You should have a saying: Stratus cloud for thousands of miles, thousands of mountains and snow at dusk, to whom does the shadow go⑽?

On Hengfen Road, when the Xiaogu was lonely, the barren smoke was still flat in Chu⑾.Calling back souls⑿Chu Xie He sighed, and mountain ghosts cried secretly⒀Wind and rain.The sky is also jealous, and if you don't believe in it, Yinger and swallows are all loess ⒁.Through the ages and ages, in order to keep it for the poets⒂, sing wildly and drink heavily, and visit Yanqiu.”