door to happiness

On that day, we did not see the sunrise after all, but we did something that we will never regret for the rest of our lives. Although it may have been just a whim at that time, who would have thought that this would be the most colorful stroke in our lives? Woolen cloth?

When Li Xiangyu woke up, it was already three o'clock in the morning, and the sun was so bright that he couldn't even open his eyes.He looked annoyed, and while tearing down the tent, he pouted and chattered endlessly: "Damn Hong, you didn't wake me up! The wind and cold last night were for nothing, and I have to come again next time..." I was very upset. Happy - for the next time we can come to watch the sunrise together!

Walking down the mountain, it was eleven o'clock when they reached the foot of the mountain, so the two had no choice but to find a small shop nearby and eat farm food.The taste of farmhouse rice is indeed unique, but Li Xiangyu doesn't like it very much, always saying that it is far worse than his family's firewood rice.Also, how can the farmhouse rice in this big city compare with the real farmhouse rice?

"Next time, I will definitely take you to eat an authentic farm meal, and I guarantee that you will want to eat another meal after one meal!"

"When? Does Mom cook herself?"

He knew that my "mom" meant his mother. He was a little shy and blushed, and said: "There is a chance! I will take you to the town to eat. My mother's cooking skills are average and the taste is not good. It's not as good as I did it!"

"Then it's a deal, you must take me there!"

After lunch, we were about to go back, passing by an agricultural bank, Li Xiangyu stopped suddenly.

"What's the matter, do you want to save money?"

"Have you heard the story of 'passbook of love'? I suddenly want to create a passbook like this!"

"Passbook of love? What's that?"

He entered the business hall, took a number, sat on a chair, and waited for the number to be called.Seeing my puzzled face, he told me the story.Liang Yan told him this story. It is said that there was a couple of poor people who fell in love. Although they had no money, they loved each other and lived a very happy life.

The wife is a very romantic person. She wanted to record every touch her husband brought her, so she started to write a diary.But after a short time, she found that writing a diary was really time-consuming, and with the birth of her child, she became more and more busy.So, she decided to use another method to record by taking notes. At the same time, every time she made a note, she went to the bank to deposit a sum of money.She originally wanted to save the money for her children to go to college.

The days are so plainly lived, happy and happy.One year, my husband obtained the original accumulated funds through investment, and had some money on hand, so he changed his career to open a restaurant.There is a saying that "husband and wife are of the same heart, and their profits cut through gold." With the joint efforts of the husband and wife, the restaurant is booming.They quickly climbed to the well-off level, and later became millionaires.

It is said that if a woman becomes bad, she will have money, and if a man has money, he will become bad.As the business got better and better, the husband went home less and less frequently.Later, a young woman finally appeared in front of her, and later, the two finally got divorced.The man was very angry and left the house and a large sum of money to the woman, but insisted on raising the children himself.

The woman was heartbroken, and her wonderful youth was ruined like this, and the years are gone!But thinking that the man no longer loved her, she agreed to divorce.However, she didn't know what to do with the passbook and the "bill of love" in her hand.This was originally the college tuition saved for the child, but now, since the child was awarded to a man, she had to hand over the passbook and the "bill of love" to her husband.

On the day of the divorce, she waited for her husband at the Civil Affairs Bureau, but she waited until dark, but he didn't show up either.She returned home exhausted, only to find that the man had already prepared a table of meals.Her passbook and "bill of love" are still on the table.

It turned out that when the man saw the bill, he turned it page by page, looked at the bits and pieces recorded by his wife over the past ten years, recalled the past scenes, and couldn't help feeling extremely regretful.He knew that it was his "loving the new and loathing the old" that ruined this originally happy home.He felt remorseful and asked his wife to forgive him. In the end, the two did not divorce.

"Do you know how that woman recorded it?"

"How did you record it?" I was a little curious!

"She recorded roughly like this: on XX, XX, what did the husband do, and how much money was saved; on XX, XX, XX, what did the husband do, and how much money was withdrawn. But all the good times spent by the two , she saves money; and whenever she does something that hurts the relationship between the two, she withdraws money. Think about it, this is equivalent to a relationship journal, and the husband can read it one by one, can you be moved? ?"

This is indeed a good way to not only save money, but also record every bit of life.I can't help looking forward to this "Passbook of Love".

"Xiangyu, how about we only deposit but not withdraw? I just want to record the happiness of our life, not the misfortunes. That way, when we see this bill in the future, we will only think about the good times. If things go on like this, maybe we will live a happier life!"

"Then let's make it so! It's our turn soon!" He flipped through his bag, "Ah Hong, I forgot to bring my ID card, have you brought it?"

"Bring it!"

The two of them opened a passbook, deposited a hundred yuan in it, and then went back to my house first.

I quickly rummaged through boxes and cabinets, found a thick hardcover notebook, wrote the words "Bill of Love" on the title page, and wrote on the first page: "On November 2006, 11, we watched the sunrise together at Mount Moxing Ridge. , save one hundred yuan."

"I want to write too!" Li Xiangyu grabbed my pen and wrote on the second line:

"On November 2006, 11, we ate a farm meal at the foot of Baiyun Mountain and saved 27 yuan."

He put down his pen, immediately took out 50 yuan from his wallet, and handed it to me: "I'll thank you for saving this!"

"No, I have money, I just save it myself!"

"No, this is our passbook, you must accept this!"

"Then you get the card, I get the discount!"

It was just like that that day, until ten years later, although we have separated, the card is still in his hand, and the book is still in my hand.Although we haven't been in touch for a long time, the money in the card seems to be changing all the time.At least, I still put money in the card as usual, although I never withdraw it.

I was very excited that day.When he wrote the second column, I couldn't wait to add another line: "On November 2006, 11, we ate Thai food together and saved 27 yuan."

"No, you cheated!" Li Xiangyu protested.

"Honey, we're going to eat in the afternoon, write it in advance, how can this be considered cheating!"

The door opened suddenly, and my little mother poked her head in. She looked at us in astonishment.Maybe she heard the phrase "baby"!However, I didn't care, but Li Xiangyu felt a little ashamed and blushed up to his ears.

"Little Mom, please knock on the door, okay? If you do this again, I'll move out! I'm such an adult, can you give me a little private space!" I yelled loudly, because this woman, My beloved is ashamed!

"Sorry, I just wanted to ask if you would like some fruit!"

"No need! We're going out to eat Thai food! Xiangyu, let's go!" Afraid of his embarrassment, I hurriedly carried my bag with one hand and pulled him with the other, and quickly fled my house.

Along the way, Li Xiangyu fell into silence and rarely spoke.

Although I had written "we ate Thai food together" on the "bill of love" early on, it didn't seem like a happy time.All of this is due to the astonishment on my little mother's face.

The two of them finished eating Thai food with some depression, and walked down the street holding hands, looking at the endless stream of people, feeling like traveling through a space-time tunnel.He had a serious face, until he saw a clown on stilts handing out advertisements, and he "puchi" smiled.I asked him what he was laughing at, but he said, "Your mother must have been frightened by us? When you get back, please comfort her!"

His voice was a little trembling, and I knew that he wasn't afraid of my mother's worry, he was afraid of it himself!He has never disclosed his sexual orientation to anyone except Liu Lei.For him, Liu Lei is an existence without pressure, but teachers, elders, and relatives are different.In particular, the person who peeped into his secret was the mother of the person he loved—although it was only a stepmother!

He who has always been strong hesitated!

I take a step forward, he takes a step back; I take another step forward, he takes another step back!Between advance and retreat, is our heart tormenting each other.

I took a big step and put my arms around his waist - he has nowhere to go!The chests of the two men were pressed against each other, and I felt his strong and slightly frantic heartbeat!

"Xiangyu, do you see the bus stop ahead? Why don't we run a race to see who will reach the finish line first! Didn't you say that people like us must be healthy and free from disasters and diseases? Then we will start from today. Let's start exercising!" After that, I let go of him and ran wildly!

At this time, I can only numb myself!Only by numbness can one not think too much and not suffer from pain.When I came out for the first time, I relied on this method to anesthetize myself and forget myself!

Li Xiangyu finally ran too, and soon he passed me.He ran frantically, leaving pedestrians and green belts far behind!He is like a field athlete sprinting, trying his best, just for the last second!However, after passing the bus stop, he still didn't stop!

I followed closely, although with some difficulty.

In front of a green lawn, he fell backward abruptly, lying on the grass, looking at the endless blue sky, not in a daze.

I lay down next to him and held his hand tightly.

"When you first came out, were you scared?"

"Fear!"

"Then why did you come out, and Qi Fei had already rejected you at that time!"

"To wait for you so openly!"

Yes, it was destined long ago!I must have come out of the closet at that time in order to wait for such a person who loves me openly.Do I, who is so obsessed with love, have the right to be happy?