door to happiness

"Xiangyu, walk slowly, I can't move anymore!"

"Who told you to carry so many things! Wouldn't it be enough to wear a few thick clothes?"

"How can camping be without a tent, wait for me, don't go so fast!"

On the sixth day after my injury, Li Xiangyu asked me to climb Baiyun Mountain, saying that he wanted to see the sunrise.Fortunately, my foot is fine, otherwise I would really suspect that he wanted to murder my husband.

If you want to climb Mount Davis to watch the sunrise, it is best to set off the night before and sleep on the top of the mountain.I am a travel enthusiast. I usually join the donkey group, and I will travel with them on my own when I am free.As for trekking poles, tents and the like, of course there are.So he carried out the big travel bag, but unexpectedly, he was reprimanded by Li Xiangyu.

"I'll do it!" He took the bag from my back, "it's not too heavy, look at your bear-like appearance, babbling and babbling endlessly!"

It was late autumn, and the evening wind was blowing with coolness.The temperature on the mountainside at this time was less than five degrees, and it got colder as it went up.I turned up my collar, and the bleak wind blew past my ears, making me feel a dull pain.Breathing the heat, I followed Li Xiangyu all the way, not daring to speak out loud.I am afraid that he will say that I am cowardly, afraid that he will say that I am squeamish.

In the forest, the evening wind whistled past, making a rustling sound; several night birds made a shrill cry, which made people tremble with fear.Fog rises from the forest, faintly, like the legendary monsters and ghosts - I usually live in the urban area, and rarely go to such a deserted place, suddenly thinking about the few zombie horror movies I watched recently, my hairs stand on end Woke up.

Li Xiangyu stopped suddenly, and said softly: "Ah Hong, did you see a white shadow just now? This... there should be no... no... solitary... solitary soul... wild ghosts!" Li Xiangyu's The voice trembled a little.

Lonely ghost?I was shocked and subconsciously took two steps back!Seeing Li Xiangyu's frightened face, I hurriedly pretended to be calm, took a few steps forward, and stood in front of him: "It's okay, don't be afraid! I have a strong yang energy and a strong aura, and I'm afraid of ghosts. Xiangyu, follow me!" I am okay!"

Damn Liu Lei!Ask him to come together, but he refuses!It's good to have one more person to be strong and courageous!Damn Li Xiangyu, he must watch the sunrise!To see, on the Pazhou Bridge, Taikoo Cang can be seen, why do you have to choose Moxingling in Baiyun Mountain?

A sound of "Xixisuosuo" came from the haystack by the roadside, and not far away was a new grave, with white paper money scattered on the mound.I don't want to be startled, my heart is almost in my throat, but at this moment Li Xiangyu screamed strangely, hiding behind me and shouting: "There is a ghost! A white figure floats over from there!"

He hid behind me, curled up in a ball.My legs trembled, and I wanted to escape but couldn't move.The autumn wind swept across the leaves, making a whirring sound, very shrill, like the cry of a wronged soul.

"Re--my-life-come"

At this time, a deep female voice came from behind!It's over, the wronged soul is dying!I wanted to shout but couldn't, as if someone had blocked my throat.

"Are you crying?" Li Xiangyu suddenly became bold for some reason, and stared at me sideways.Through the starlight, I saw a faint smile on his face.

tears?I stretched out my hand to wipe my face, and actually wiped the tears with my hand!God, I actually cried.

"No, it's foggy water!"

"Okay, don't cry!" He wiped away my tears, "I shouldn't scare you! How can there be ghosts in this world? I just watched two people go up the mountain. It was too boring. I wanted to make a joke with you. I didn't expect you to be so scared. !" He hugged me, patted my back to comfort me, "It's all my fault! I won't scare you anymore, don't cry! You won't be handsome anymore!"

Can you imagine a 1.8-meter man being frightened and crying by a ghost?And it's still in front of the person I like!I feel ashamed, wishing to find a crack to get in.

When we climbed up Mount Moxing Ridge and set up our tent, I looked at my watch, it was already 03:30 in the morning.

Lying in the tent, the two of them looked at the sky full of stars, and suddenly felt very satisfied.Pointing to the clear jade plate, he said: "Everyone likes and praises the bright moon, but I don't like it. Many people like to swear by pointing at the moon, and like to describe happiness with 'a beautiful moon and a full moon', but they don't know The moon is fickle, and its temperament is uncertain. In fact, there is a star in the sky that is the most permanent and unchanging throughout life. I think it is the most appropriate to use him to refer to love." He pointed to the brightest star in the north, There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, "That's the one, it's called the Big Dipper. Wangjun's love is like the Big Dipper, and his pulse will never change for thousands of years!"

"It's easy to get to know each other, but it's hard to stay together! Love always starts with happiness and ends with sadness. How many people can truly support each other until they grow old, and have a happy life? How many people have the same love? ?” Speaking of this topic, I feel a little sad.Love is really a sad topic, and the stories that can be passed down through the ages, which one is not sad from the bottom of my heart?Which of the love poems that can be handed down is not sad and indignant?

I want to know each other with you, so that my life will never decline.There are no mausoleums in the mountains, the rivers are exhausted, the thunder is shaking in winter, the rain is snowing in summer, the heaven and the earth are united, how dare you break with the king?They have all reached the point where they want to swear their ambitions, and the extent of their obstruction can be seen!

I live in the middle of the Yangtze River, and you live in the tail of the Yangtze River.I miss you every day and don't see you, and drink the water of the Yangtze River together.How can such thoughts not be so sad?

It is impossible to get full love without the intersection of pines and cypresses; is it not enough to form a pair without butterflies?How sad is such a love!

And what will happen to our love?We can't write such extraordinary sentences, and love can't be passed down through the ages.We can't move the world, and we can't make a good story through the ages.Maybe many years later, we are just a bunch of yellow people, whether the ashes can be intertwined or not is still a suspense!

"Knowing each other and staying together, staying together until old age! Loving someone is easy, but loving a lifetime is difficult! If you want to support each other until old age, you can only choose trust. Without trust, whether it is love or marriage, there is no cornerstone. Ah Hong, a lot of things happened some time ago, I know you are very upset, and I know you want to ask a lot of things, but I really don’t want to answer. It’s really tiring to live in suspicion every day and have to explain every day ! There are two words that I really like, one is 'never ask each other' and the other is 'never forget each other'!"

"Never ask each other? Never forget each other?" I muttered to myself!

What a heavy two words!Never ask each other, it is a kind of absolute trust, no doubt.Many years later, Ruby Lin acted in a TV series called "Beauty's Scheming".In the play, Liu Huan once promised his woman: never ask each other in this life!Every time I see this, thinking that Li Xiangyu is no longer by my side, tears will fall quietly.Things are right but people are wrong, how can we not hurt spring and autumn?"Never ask each other", how much courage, perseverance, and depression are needed to achieve it?

And "never forget each other" how sad!When you want to engrave this word in your heart forever, it means that person has left you.The Sri Lankan has passed away, but the memory remains alone!I want to forget, but I can always be warmed by the memories of the past.Keeping warm and bathing in cold light forever, how sad is this kind of life!

He said that in this life, he will no longer question or doubt me, he will not ask me for an explanation, nor will he explain to me, he just wants to live calmly.When trust is missing, that's when two people part ways.God cannot give perfection, but the heart can create perfection; if the heart is not willing to conclude a perfection, even if God wants to fulfill you, he will not be able to achieve it for you!

"You mean: if you can't ask each other forever, then never forget each other?" I asked him that way on that moonlit night.He looked at me affectionately and nodded.

Years later, I still remember the promise made that night and am grateful to him!Thank you for giving me such a beautiful promise, and thank him for labeling our love as "steadfast"!Thank you for creating such a beautiful dream for me!Although many years later, he is not by my side.

I said, I'm actually very scared.

He asked me what I was afraid of.

What are you afraid of?Afraid of worldly eyes!Although same-sex love is also a part of human rights, it is not the mainstream. Although it may be allowed, it cannot be displayed; I am afraid of the criticism of my relatives. The obligation to raise children.I'm afraid of hurting my loved ones, though it's not my fault...I'm afraid of being old without a home, if we don't have kids...

"Really! I'm really scared too!" Li Xiangyu put his hands on his head and looked at the top of the tent in a daze, "It would be great if we were idle clouds and wild cranes! Or gods who don't eat fireworks in the world, that would be great! It's a pity that we We can only keep our feet on the ground. Yes, no children, no children! It seems that in addition to buying social security, we have to save money early! If we have money, then someone should be willing to take care of us..."

"What if no one is willing?" I smiled wryly, "It seems that we can't get sick, we must live well and live healthy!"

The two looked at each other and smiled, hugging each other.How cruel is this future!

"Baby, what if we enter a period of emotional burnout and always quarrel?" I was worried, maybe because I loved him more than he loved me.

"Let's not quarrel, okay? If we're tired, we can travel unconditionally, okay?"

"It seems that we have to work hard to save money! We need to retire and travel!" In the words, my mouth has already kissed it!I long for him!

The sky is gradually dawning, and the earth is hazy, like a silver-gray veil.The distant mountains are like Daisy, and the clouds and mists in the mountains are misty, like a girl in a scarf.At this time, Wan Lai was afraid of the silence, and suddenly there was a bird cry, which broke the silence.After a while, the eastern sky became white, and the earth gradually brightened.

The morning glow in the sky is red, like the blush on a girl's face.The sun rises slowly, climbing up with difficulty like carrying a burden.Every time you climb up, the morning glow on the horizon will become more red.The red spreads from the side of the sun to every cloud in the sky.Those auspicious clouds look like little floral flowers on a little girl's floral skirt.As cute as the owner of the little broken flower, it is also spotless.

Li Xiangyu next to him was already sound asleep. Didn't this cute guy say he wanted to watch the sunrise, so he fell into such a deep sleep!