door to happiness

When he woke up, he found that Li Xiangyu was no longer on the bed, even his bag was gone.That feeling of loss is something I will never forget in my life.I washed up in a hurry, and I didn't even have time to eat breakfast. I hurried slowly, but still didn't catch up with him.I'm like an outcast, the whole world is gray.

Through the window, I saw Li Xiangyu who was chatting and laughing with girls in the classroom. I had an impulse in my heart. I really wanted to grab his collar and ask loudly: What are you?Why did you leave me alone?But when I reached the door, I stopped again.We are not a relationship that can be questioned so loudly in a classroom.No, the classroom is not a place for people like us to question so loudly!

But I still asked this sentence many years later, it was so heartbreaking!I didn't expect that this feeling can be remembered for a lifetime!

Turn around silently and think silently.I found that I don't understand him more and more, and I don't know what he is thinking.

Maybe, the only one who loves is me——in this kind of love, the only one who gives love is me!

In the days to come, I deliberately avoided him!I control my thoughts and adjust the rhythm of my breathing.I try to create a world without Li Xiangyu.

The wind blows and the leaves fall, and the autumn is strong.Liang Yan still babbled about how good Lu Zimei was every day, and Li Xiangyu was still happy to buy the expensive Furong King for Gao Yong.Looking at his servile attitude, I really doubt whether he has masochistic tendencies.But I still feel so lost, worrying about gains and losses in this relationship.

Missing is like the weeds that grow and spread in summer, the longer they grow, the more crazy they become, and they are out of control.I tried to suppress it, but it gushed out.So I had no choice but to quietly look for Li Xiangyu.

Li Xiangyu basically never skipped classes, and went step by step every day.After following him for a few days, he used his beauty to capture the hearts of a few schoolgirls, and asked about their class schedule.So everything is under my control.

In this class, he went to Matthew's "History of Ancient Chinese Literature".Matthew is a kind and kind old lady, but she always talks about literature.Li Xiangyu seems to like him very much, he listens to him with great interest every time, and loves to answer her questions.

That day, I was following him like a detective, but I suddenly saw Gao Yong rushing over, holding his head under his arm, and smiling: "You boy can do it! How did you get my phone number?"

Li Xiangyu escaped from his armpit: "Shanren has his own tricks!——Why did you come to the Literary Academy? You didn't come here just because of this, did you? This Zhilan Mung Bean is worth your attention? "

"I'm addicted to cigarettes, let me ask for a cigarette!"

"Shut less! It's gone!" Li Xiangyu patted his pocket, showing a helpless expression.

"Then buy it for me!" He still had a smile on his face, which was even more annoying than when he "robbed" Li Xiangyu, "I know you won't skip class, so buy it for me after class! I I have to supervise you, let's go, I'll go to your department to sit in!" As he spoke, he dragged Li Xiangyu into the big classroom.

A few days ago, he was still talking badly, but now his face is full of joy. I really don't know what the hell the two of them are doing.I slipped into the big classroom quietly, and it was dark and full of people.I searched for Li Xiangyu, and finally found Li Xiangyu on the right side of the classroom against the wall.I followed quietly and sat behind him.

I pulled the brim of my hat down to cover my face so they wouldn't see me.

Gao Yong put his hands on his shoulders and lowered his voice: "Li Xiangyu, I can't tell, you are really a lover!"

Although the voice is extremely low, I can hear it clearly, especially the word "love species".For "love species", Baidu defines it as follows: it refers to a person with particularly rich feelings; a person who is particularly fond of the person he loves (mostly refers to a man).Now, Gao Yong put this label on Li Xiangyu, the implication is——?

I broke out in a cold sweat, and my head buzzed like a landslide.

"Really? Then why don't you take pity on me as a kind of love, and why don't you fulfill my kind of love?"

Pitiful?Complete?These two words were like a bolt from the blue, shaking me to pieces.

I really want to say this to Li Xiangyu.Xiangyu, why don't you pity me?Why don't you fulfill my love?What kind of bloody drama is this!I love him, he doesn't love me; he loves another man, but that man doesn't love him!Are they chasing the love they can't get, but they don't want to accept the love that is at their fingertips?Maybe people are like this "I don't know how to be blessed when I am blessed"!

"That depends on my mood! Why haven't you come to see me play recently?"

playing ball?Could it be that he didn't make a special trip to see me play, but... So the drunkard's intention is not to drink!Thinking about it now, it seems that every time he comes to watch me play, Gao Yong must be there.Could it be... Could it be... I was taken aback by my speculation.The Li Xiangyu in my mind is pure and slightly prudent, he will never be so scheming, the city is very deep!

Will not!Will not!Absolutely not like this!

"Why are you so narcissistic? There are so many people playing on the court, why do I have to watch you? Stop making trouble, Matthew is here, listen carefully to the class!"

That is, hearing Li Xiangyu's answer in this way, I feel a little relieved in my heart!

To be honest, I don't want to take Matthew's class at all. Su Li style, Taibai style, Bailiang style, boudoir style, bold style, and graceful style give me a headache when I hear it.If I have to read poetry, I'd rather draw pictures!The poem was too vague and euphemistic, and it went around and around. It was originally a very simple sentence, but it turned seven or eight corners, and it was also called "implicative", as if it had to be made difficult for others to understand.

The large classroom is a lecture hall, one floor after another, like a movie theater.I drooped my head and leaned my forehead on the chair in the front row to support my body, and I used Li Xiangyu's figure to cover me.

During this period, I have been working on the webpage every day in order to turn the "draft" that Li Xiangyu gave me into a real website.I don't have as much energy as Li Xiangyu. After taking classes and working part-time, I don't have much time left. In addition to building a website, I have very little sleep time.At this time, Matthew's euphemistic voice was like a lullaby, urging me to sleep.

At some point, someone pushed me, and I woke up suddenly, only to see Li Xiangyu's face right in front of my eyes.He looked sullen: "The teacher asked you to answer the question!"

Matthew stared at my sleep-stained face, and said gently: "Student, college is not only for dating and sleeping, but also for learning some knowledge and gaining insight. I have two poems here, help me I explain: the willows curling around the city, the green mulberries on the moor. I forgot to pick the leaves when I lifted the cage, and dreamed of Yuyang last night."

At first glance, this is a poem about boudoir love. There are no uncommon words, and it is easy to explain. I couldn't help but feel happy, and explained: "Beside the city wall, there are thin willows curling up, and beside the road, green grass is green. A little girl Holding the birdcage, she was so engrossed in watching that she forgot to pick the mulberry leaves. She recalled her dream last night and thought of Ailang Yuyang, and couldn't help sighing for the beauty of spring."

When the classmates heard it, they roared with laughter!But, did I say something wrong?

"Yuyang is coming with agitation," Li Xiangyu kept winking at me, and shouted in a low voice, "Yuyang is the name of the place! The name of the place!"

"Oh, I was wrong, that lover's name is not Yuyang, he belongs to Yuyang!"

Li Xiangyu covered his face and turned around, no longer looking at me!It seems that I am ashamed and ashamed!

"Then what's the explanation for this poem?' It's a matter of the long family, and the plan for the wedding was wrong. Someone once envied the eyebrows. A thousand pieces of gold bought a match like a fu, who will complain about this situation? Jun Mowu, don't you see, Yuhuan Flying swallows are dust!" Matthew asked another question without commenting.

Long story?At that moment, I immediately thought about intercourse, and couldn't help explaining: "Nagatoji refers to the... intercourse." The people around listened, and some people started whispering. It should not be such a "wonderful" topic, but, isn't Nagato the door, and many boudoirs still have long pendant beads hanging on them.

Li Xiangyu turned his head, glanced at me, sighed, and shook his head helplessly.Gao Yong had already spotted me at this time, covering his mouth and smiling.His smile completely irritated me, and courage suddenly emerged: "Teacher, this is an angry work of an infatuated woman who was missed by a good deed. Think about it, the wedding date was missed again - the date of marriage was originally agreed, but now Who would be happy if she repented of her marriage without a reason? There was once someone in Emei who was jealous, saying that the reason why she couldn't get married was because of the interference of a third party. However, this woman is very domineering and has a bit of a womanly taste."

The classroom roared with laughter again, but Matthew just parted her red lips, smiling but not dignified: "How do you say that?"

"Jun Mowu, don't you see, Yuhuan Feiyan is dusty! This woman is saying, don't be complacent, haven't you seen it? Although Yang Yuhuan and Zhao Feiyan are beautiful and beautiful, they will not end well in the end. Turn into a pinch of dirt? If you snatch someone else’s husband, you will die badly, and you will end up like that!” There were bursts of laughter in the classroom, one after another!

"Smart solution, wonderful solution!" Ma Tai couldn't help clapping his hands and laughing.

The laughter of the crowd could not help but stop.Everyone looked at Matthew in amazement, wondering why she gave such approval.In fact, I am not familiar with this poem, and it is completely nonsense. I originally planned to ask Mrs. Matthew to criticize it, but I didn't expect her to not blame it.

"A good sentence can't be good! I think Xin Qiji must have been so agitated in his heart at the beginning, but he couldn't put it into words. Of these two poems, the former one comes from Zhang Zhongsu's "Thinking of a Girl in Spring", and the latter one comes from Xin Qiji's "Touching Fish" "Son". The first one is about boudoir affection written by the author on behalf of women, but the latter one is about Xin Qiji expressing his feelings of being unappreciated. On the surface, Xin Qiji is writing about women falling out of favor, but in fact he is expressing himself..."

At that moment, I suddenly understood why so many people like Matthew's class.Rather than liking her class, it is better to say that I like her people.How many people understand the wisdom of life that is as wise as stupid and as clever as clumsy?Although I failed to draw Li Xiangyu's heart closer that day, I learned the most precious lesson in my life.

On that day, as an auditor, I learned more than I have learned in the past years combined, which benefited me a lot!