door to happiness

I told him that I didn't see him as a woman, but as a lover.Lovers have the right to be favored in front of lovers - this right is not exclusive to women!Just like me, I really want to act like a baby in front of him, hoping to get his favor, this has nothing to do with gender!I am willing to expose my vulnerability in front of him - because he is the person I love the most.In front of our lover, we don't need to hide, we just need to be the truest self.

At that moment, I finally felt the importance of myself - it turned out that he still needed me!At least he wants to rely on me, but he is afraid to rely on me!

The street lights suddenly turned on, illuminating the dark alley!

He walked slowly in front, and I followed slowly behind.His walking posture is a bit weird, as if trying to avoid exerting force on his left foot—could he have sprained his ankle?

I ran after him, trying to see his feet.He was a little awkward, but he couldn't stop me, so he sat down by the side of the road and took off his shoes and socks-this fool, his feet are so swollen, he didn't make a sound!Endure like this, do you still expect someone to give him a "Perseverance Award"?

"No, your foot is swollen like this, you can't walk anymore! If you walk again, your foot will be useless. Come on, I'll carry you!"

I put on the shoes for him, squatted in front of him, and motioned him to lie on my shoulders, but he didn't move for a long time.

"I can still go!"

"Stop talking nonsense! If you don't want me to carry you away, come up quickly! There is nothing to be ashamed of! If you are hugged by my princess, you will lose face!" Under my half-coaxing and half-threat, he finally Lie on my shoulders.

Although he is quite tall, he is actually not heavy at all. I am even a little light, as if I am stepping on a cloud of happiness-this is the first time I carry him!Facing people's eyes, following the broken shadows cast by the lights, we walked to the depths of the city.

"Is it heavy? How about I come down?" He was a little uneasy, lying on my body quietly, not even daring to breathe, like a child who has made a mistake.

"Not heavy! Xiangyu, thank you so much!"

"Thank me? Thank me for what?"

Thank you for not leaving me, thank you for loving me, thank you for holding my hand, thank you for being on my back, thank you for everything... I'm so thankful that I can't say it.Because of him, my belated youth began to bloom; because of him, I began to have extravagant hopes and expectations for love...

When we got to the bus stop, he wanted to get off, but I refused.When he got in the car, someone offered his seat immediately, which made him very embarrassed.But I giggled from the sidelines and whispered, "Give up your seat for the disabled, this is the virtue that every Chinese citizen should have!"

When the two returned to my house, it was already seven o'clock in the evening.Seeing me carrying Xiangyu home on my back, my mother hurriedly came up to ask about my health. When she learned that Li Xiangyu had sprained his ankle, she hurriedly found the medicine box and applied medicine for him.

"Why didn't Liang Yan come?" After giving Li Xiangyu the good medicine, she asked with some disappointment.

"She's very busy and she's not free! I'll invite her to come over when she's free some other day. Mom, Xiangyu is sleeping here tonight! We haven't had dinner yet, so help us prepare it !"

"Brother! You're back?" Xiao Bo flashed out of his bedroom when he heard my voice, holding a basketball in his hand.Xiaobo is my half-brother, and he likes to cling to me the most on weekdays.

"Xiangyu, this is my brother Xiaobo. Xiaobo, this is brother Xiangyu, call someone!"

"Brother Xiangyu!" Xiaobo is good-looking, with a small mouth that is very cute, as if smeared with honey, very attractive.

"Well, Xiao Bo is so good! Xiao Bo, you also like to play basketball? Your brother is very good at basketball!" Li Xiangyu squatted down, stroked his head, and asked gently.

"I know! I also want to be a good player like my brother, no, I want to be better than my brother!"

"Yes, yes! Our little Bo is the best! Be good, go back to your room and do your homework first! As a reward, my brother will take you to play basketball on Sunday!" I was afraid that Li Xiangyu would find him annoying, so I hurriedly dismissed him.

"Brother, you must not go back on what you promised me. Come on, pull the hook!"

After dismissing Xiaobo, the two of us went back to my bedroom.He saw the sketchbook on my desk at a glance, picked it up, and flipped through it page by page!Turning to the page where he was drawn, she stopped suddenly, and a smile gradually formed at the corner of her mouth.

After pondering for a long time, he suddenly looked at me affectionately, showed the sketch in front of my eyes, and asked, "Did you fall in love with me at this time? I don't usually look in the mirror, but now when I saw this picture, I suddenly felt that I I’m so handsome, now—hey! What a waste of my stunning beauty. With this good skin, walking in the crowd, throwing a few winks at will, it’s probably not difficult to seduce one or two beauties!”

I locked the door behind me, quickly moved in front of him, lifted his chin with one hand, and looked at him carefully: "Look at your tone, how can this skin be a waste to me? You are not handsome, and you still can't attract me! Besides, based on my beauty, I should be more than enough for you, right?"

"Narcissist! There is a mirror, take a look!" He pushed my hand away, walked to the computer, and turned on the computer.

"Have you installed Dreamweaver? Do you know web design?"

"Know it a little bit, do you want me to teach you!" As he said, he bullied himself and left, but his hand had already pressed his hand holding the mouse, rubbing it repeatedly.

"Rogue, get your hands away! What I'm talking about is business--it will be a matter of time before Lu Zimei puts Liang Yan together! We persuade her now, but she will definitely not listen. The only thing we can do for her is to help her prepare for the emergency." Prepare. Now is the Internet age, instead of running physical newspapers and periodicals, it is better to run electronic journals, which can save a lot of cost. Many literary societies have their own exclusive websites, so we might as well build a website."

"I also think it is very good to have a website! It can save the cost of paper and printing, the capacity is much larger, and it is easy to modify. At the same time, the membership registration system can also strengthen the management of community members. Through the channel of the Internet, There will be more like-minded people called together!"

I very much agree with Li Xiangyu's idea. Liang Yan also made this idea before, but it was only shelved because she was too busy with the newsletter.Now Li Xiangyu brought up the old matter again, as if lighting a bright light for me.Tomorrow, I must find Liang Yan and bring up this matter again, and let her hurry up to do this matter.

"I drew a draft, please help me to see it!" He said, took out a drawing book from his backpack, and handed it to me.

My heart shuddered: When did this guy actually do so many things?He is obviously several years younger than me, but he looks like an adult.Just when I was still complaining about Liang Yan, he actually thought of taking care of her aftermath.This kind of maturity and stability surprised me.

Opening the drawing book, I saw a sign painted on the first page, shaped like a maple leaf.After that, it is still a sign.This guy has to go to school during the day and has a part-time job at night. When did he do this?He designed five or six logos alone, and with the overall layout of the website and related copywriting, the prototype of the website has almost gradually appeared. This is not an overnight achievement.

"You... When did you do it? Don't you stay up until one or two o'clock every night?" I suddenly feel distressed, why is this guy so concerned about other people's affairs?

"Do it for a few hours before going to bed, and do a little bit every day to make it look like this. But I don't know Dreamweaver, so I can only draw by hand. Can you turn these ideas into reality?"

"You...why are you so concerned about Liang Yan's matter?" As soon as the words came out of my mouth, I realized my mistake.Didn't we agree to be friends for a lifetime? Isn't it normal for friends to support each other?But an uneasy thought flashed through my mind: he might be attracted by Liang Yan, or he might be attracted by Liang Yan soon!I always feel that one day, he will leave me, and the person who took him away is Liang Yan.

"Because we are friends!" His answer was as it should be!

"Oh, look at this logo." I was a little embarrassed and hurriedly changed the subject, "Your design is too regular, too symmetrical, and lacks flexibility! A little change here can break this deadlock and become more flexible. As I said, I took out a pencil from the pen holder and carefully modified the Logo he designed.

He stared at each other, sometimes frowning, sometimes curling his lips, sometimes pursing his lips, very serious: "Click this way, turn around, this way the lines will be smoother..."

We discussed the logo of the website and edited the first draft.I don't know if it's him or me, but why did he bring the topic up to BL illustrations, he was eager to draw one.He said that everyone has a beautiful love fairy tale in their hearts.The love fairy tale in his heart is "Looking at each other without words, sleeping in each other's embrace".There is no need for any explanation, just a look, each other understands each other; hugging each other, the spirits are tightly intertwined - this kind of love!

He drew a picture of sleeping beauties "embracing and sleeping" - two men lying on their sides with their backs against their chests.Thick quilts covered their bodies, and their handsomeness could only be seen from their faintly visible faces.

I approached his ear and whispered softly: "Tonight, let's sleep like this! Is it time for our love to have a substantial breakthrough?"

He knew the "substantial breakthrough" I said, and his face turned red again.At this moment, my mother asked us to eat.

After dinner, we walked in the park facing the moonlight.

I slowly leaned my hand over and held his hand, my heart beating like a deer.

He quickly withdrew his hand: "Don't move around, this is near your house, be careful, it's an ugly death!"

"Come with me!" I took him to the grove in the park, where the trees are densely shaded, and the night is dark, and the shadows are faint, and it is difficult to see clearly. It is a good place to have an affair.

I pushed him against a tree and kissed him.After the passionate kiss, he whispered: "Is it both nervous and exciting? This is the taste of love! Since ancient times, the more oppressed love is, the more it resists, and the more unforgettable it is, such as Liang Zhu! Do you know why? It’s because I experienced a sense of thrill in the process of resistance!”