ABO

"Mr. Lin, there is no gestational sac in your cavity|."

"Sorry, Mr. Lin, we have confirmed that you are not pregnant."

"Mr. Lin, hormonal disorders can also cause the test paper to be positive, and there is no sign of conception in your body."

When he came out of the last hospital, Lin Ai's footsteps were weak, and his complexion seemed paler than the previous few days.

After that day, he went to several hospitals by himself, but the test results were all the same, and he was not pregnant.

Some doctors even told him that there was no trace of conception in his cavity, and it was tightly closed.

As he walked, he thought about what Charles had said earlier.

It is because the use of electric shocks as an abnormal method to promote the estrus period disturbs the secretion of hormones in the body, and the test paper shows positive |sex|.

This is understandable, but why is there no sign of conception?

Lin Ai found it funny.

Is everything just a dream?

They entangled their limbs in their dreams, making peace like wild beasts, and planting hope in the cavity that conceives life.

Now that he wakes up from the dream, there is nothing left, even the traces that prove that he has been here have disappeared.

The winter air in City A is damp and cold, and even the sound of a sigh will condense into a small cloud of white mist. Lin Ai wrapped a camel hair scarf and walked on the street, wearing a lot of clothes, but his face was still pale.

He lowered his head and studied the medical examination report in his hand, without noticing that a car was slowly passing by beside him, and there was a person lying on the window looking at him with tears in his eyes.

"Freesia... woo woo woo..." Fu Sili sobbed softly, blinked his eyelashes lightly, and tears rolled down his cheeks, trailing two gleaming tear stains, which was particularly provocative pity.

When Lin Ai had just walked out of the hospital, Fu Sili saw him sharply, and begged the driver to slow down and follow him.

The driver glanced at the white gull's face in the rearview mirror, saw that he was calm and did not stop him, so he eased off the accelerator a little, and followed Lin Ai not too far away.

The man looked lighter than the last time we met. He was wearing a thick black coat, his hair was casually draped over his shoulders, and the ends of his hair were a little curled. He lowered his head and didn't know what he was looking at. Will stand under the road sign for a long time.

At first Fu Sili just wanted to look at him, but after following him for a block, Lin Ai never turned around. He couldn't help but feel uncomfortable, and wanted to cry when the corners of his mouth were flattened, but because he was afraid of the white gull sitting behind him, Had to fight back the tears.

The white gull just looked straight ahead of the car in silence, with a tepid expression, unable to tell whether he was happy or angry. After a while, he said in a cold tone, "Si Li, I'm going to be late soon, Charles is still waiting in the hospital." us."

"But, but after today..." Fu Sili pressed his face against the window glass, his eyes were red, "I will never see Freesia again..."

His voice was already crying when he said the last few words, his eyelashes trembled slightly, eagerly looking at the people outside the window.

"Really?" White Gull smiled lowly, and glanced at him faintly, "As long as you want to see him, you can see him anytime. But you insist on sending him to Switzerland..."

"I'm for him!" Fu Sili interrupted him hastily, tears streaming down his face, "He's not happy...he's not happy staying here..."

Bai Ou ignored his words, just lifted his chin to the driver and said, "Keep driving, don't worry about him, he will figure it out by himself when Boss Fu wakes up."

The driver responded twice, but he was thinking of the weeping Fu Sili in his heart, and he secretly slowed down a little when he stepped on the accelerator.

When the car passed by Lin Ai slowly, Fu Sili sobbed. He whispered his name through the car window, but the man didn't raise his head.

After driving for a long distance, Fu Sili kept turning his head to look at the lonely figure that was fading away, as if his tears had opened the valve. At this time, the thought of seeing Lin Ai actually overwhelmed everything.

……

Lin Ai sat in a coffee shop near the street for a while. He wanted to order a cup of hot coffee to warm his frozen hands, but after thinking about it, he changed to hot milk temporarily.

He hadn't drank coffee for more than a month before, and he had slowly forgotten the bitter and mellow taste before.

He sat quietly in the corner, while eating some soft and delicious snacks with hot milk, while putting the inspection report on the table, he searched the Internet word by word for explanations of professional terms.

He found that these few reports mentioned such imprecise words as "suspected abdominal shadow in the initial examination" and "suspected pregnancy reaction in the initial examination", but they were all finalized as no gestational sac.

This made him puzzled, why did the first test show signs of suspected pregnancy, and then even the traces of conception could not be found?

If there is an error in the instrument, it will not happen in several hospitals at the same time, right?

Thinking of this, he sorted out the reports and put them back in the file bag, planning to go to Charles to retrieve the first internal examination report. Last time he left in a hurry and forgot to take it, the hospital should still have the files.

After leaving the coffee shop, he hailed a taxi on the side of the road and rushed to Charles' hospital.

When he was sitting in the car, he felt a big smell of gasoline blowing towards his face, which was extremely unpleasant, which made him almost want to do evil, so he couldn't help but cover his nose.

He didn't usually have such a keen sense of smell. Recently, he seemed to be particularly sensitive to bad smells. He was so smoked that his stomach turned upside down several times and he almost vomited it out.

After enduring for about a quarter of an hour, it finally arrived. He paid the money and rushed to the hospital as if fleeing for his life, but the smell of the hospital's disinfectant also made him feel uncomfortable.

He first asked the front desk if Dr. Charles was in the department now, but the nurse gave him a strange look and hesitated to speak.

"What's wrong? Is he not here?" Lin Ai asked.

"He's in consultation." The nurse looked at him meaningfully, "A gentleman has come to seal up the susceptible period."

"Oh..." Lin Ai nodded indifferently, and asked again, "Then when is he free today? Can I..." Before he finished speaking, he suddenly thought of something.

"Sorry, may I—"

He took a deep breath, looked at the young female nurse and asked slowly, "... Is that gentleman surnamed Fu?"

After getting an affirmative answer, Lin Ai turned around and walked towards the elevator entrance of the hospital without saying a word. It took a lot of effort.

Fu Sili.

You bastard.

Lin Ai cursed angrily, tears fell unconsciously, anxious and frightened, standing in the elevator car for 30 seconds, to him at this time, seemed to be waiting for a century.

After the elevator door opened with a ding, he rushed out. This floor is the VIP ward area. There is no one in the corridor, and all the rooms are at a glance.

He couldn't find where Fu Sili was, so he could only search along the room one by one, looking in from the observation window on the door.

When he saw the third room, he suddenly heard crying and sobbing from a ward at the end of the corridor. It was clearly Fu Sili's voice.

"I don't want, I don't want..." he cried, "I don't want to forget him..."

There were a few more sounds of tables and chairs being knocked down, and Fu Sili cried louder, "I'm not afraid of pain, but I don't want to forget Freesia..."

Lin Ai almost ran over, but when he approached the door of the ward, he slowed down again, forcing himself to calm down, thinking about countermeasures in his mind, thinking about how to bring Fu Sili, who was in the susceptible period, out of here. Walk.

However, when he saw the situation inside through the glass of the observation window,

Lin Ai felt that her calmness was an illusion, and even the remaining rationality was stripped from her body.

Fu Sili was disheveled and was pressed on the hospital bed by several medical staff. He wore a small brain wave sensor on his head, and the two ends of the aluminum foil were pasted near his temples.

The man was crying hoarsely, the tear stains on Jun's face were mottled with a few patches of ashes, and no one was free to wipe him off, only suppressing his limbs, making him unable to move.

Lin Ai's heart tightened when he saw it, and he was so painful that he could hardly breathe. When he was about to open the door and go in to stop it, an arm lay across in front of him.

He turned his head in surprise, it turned out to be the white gull, he didn't know when that person came to his side, he didn't notice it.

"Brother, why? Why did you make him suffer all this?" Lin Ai grabbed his hand and questioned him, tears rolling down his cheeks.

"He's willing." Bai Gu looked at him indifferently, "This is Si Li's own decision."

"Why is it his decision? He's crying, he said he didn't want to do this! Didn't you hear?" Lin Ai shook his arm with red eyes, "Brother, he said he didn't want to, can I take him away? ?..."

Fu Sili's cry seemed to tear his heart apart, he couldn't bear to look at him, but he couldn't help not looking at him, through the door, Lin Ai pressed his face to the glass, and reached out to knock on the door lightly.

A few muffled sounds attracted Fu Sili's attention. He gave up struggling, lay on the bed, looked at Lin Ai with his eyes open, and stared deeply at him through a glass.

"Freesia...I don't want to forget you..." Lin Ai heard him sobbing.

"Me too, I will never forget you..." Lin Ai choked up and said to him, "Can I take you away?"

Before he could finish his sentence, he was scolded by the white gull beside him.

"Lin Ai—" Bai Ou called him seriously, "This is Si Li's own intention, do you think I want him to suffer? Isn't it because he wants to completely forget you that he sealed the susceptibility period."

"So what if you take him away now? When he wakes up, he will still make this decision." Then, Bai Gu handed over a document, "It was signed when he was sober, and it has legal effect. "

Lin Ai took it over and took a look, his vision was blurred, he wiped his eyes twice with the back of his hand, but the tears fell down like broken threads.

He saw that it said request to seal up the susceptible cycle and cycle memory, and no one is allowed to interfere with or terminate the sealing process except himself sober, and signed Fu Sili below.

"You are too serious." Bai Gu said softly, "I told you before, you don't know Si Li, he has always been cruel to himself, and the fragility and clinginess you see is just an illusion of his susceptibility period. "

"...Why did he insist on sealing it up?" Lin Ai finally moved his eyes away from the document and looked at Bai Gu, "He hates me so much?... Forget about me..."

Bai Gu took a deep look at him and said, "I don't know, but you must know."

"If you think about Si Li's changes, it's only because of the susceptibility period. If there is no susceptibility period, he is still the Fu Sili you met before."

That's right, what Bai Ou said is right, it's just that Fu Sili, who is in the susceptible period, likes him.

That's why he had to go to great lengths to seal up the susceptible period.

I just want to kill my emotions and memories forever.

Lin Ai's face was as pale as paper, and he stood stiffly in front of the door, his eyes were blurred by tears, he felt a dull pain in his heart like being pierced by an axe, and even breathing became difficult.

He leaned on the door and looked at Fu Sili. The man stretched out his hand towards him with tears in his eyes. He lifted it up again and again, but was pressed down again and again by the medical staff beside him. Lin Ai saw something clutched in his palm.

"Don't touch him!...Don't touch him!" He broke down and cried, stretching out his hand to twist the doorknob, only to find that the door was locked from the inside, so he could only keep beating on the door panel.

Fu Sili looked at him from a distance through the glass, his expression gradually relaxed, as if he was so tired that he was about to fall asleep, Lin Ai's heart tightened, and he quickly knocked on the door, trying to get his attention, "Don't sleep, Fu Sili, don't sleep, look at me...you look at me..."

"You fell asleep, and when you woke up, you forgot about me..." He cried loudly, "Why did you forget me? You bastard... Are you human?"

He was crying and cursing, but Fu Sili listened in his ears, raised the corner of his mouth to smile at him, tried hard for a long time but still suppressed it, his eyes gradually closed until the eyelashes intertwined.

Lin Ai heard him say the last sentence in an extremely low voice.

"I love you."

……

Lin Ai slid on the ground in a daze, the world seemed to be plunged into darkness, he couldn't see or hear, and his heart didn't hurt anymore, his whole body seemed to be out of his body, in a trance.

After an unknown amount of time, someone was pushing him, shaking him, and pulling him up from the ground, but his legs were limp and he was falling.

"Mr. Lin! Mr. Lin!..."

"What?..." He looked blankly at the person in front of him, his eyes a little unfocused.

"Don't stay here anymore, Mr. Fu is already awake, go in and have a look!" Charles said happily, "This sealing was a success! I think you won't feel embarrassed when you come into contact with Mr. Fu again in the future."

"Oh...he's awake." Lin Ai said slowly, he tried to stand up straight, stretched out his hand to straighten his messy hair, "Okay, I'm going to go in and see him."

After patting the dust off his clothes again, Lin Ai turned and walked towards the ward.

Fu Sili was sitting by the bed. He had just woken up, his thinking was still a little sluggish, and he stood there for a while without moving.

It was suddenly dark before his eyes, and there was a tall and thin young man standing in front of him, leaning slightly and staring at him, his eyes were red and his lips were blue and white.

"What are you holding in your hand?" The young man asked him suddenly, his eyes were dark and unlit, but his tone was full of unnatural curiosity.

Fu Sili pondered about the memory of this young man in his mind, and then vaguely remembered his identity, "... Lin Ai?" He frowned and asked him, a little uncertain, the memory fragments were fragmented, The impression is very vague.

"Well...it's me." Lin Ai nodded, and asked him calmly, "What are you holding in your hand?"

It was only then that Fu Sili realized that his palms were clenched into fists, and he was so painful from being squeezed. He spread out his palms, and it was a crooked hairpin. It was hard to see what shape it was, probably a maple leaf, or a pentagram.

I don't know why, but the color of the diamonds on it is very familiar.

Lin Ai took it from his hand, held it up to his eyes and looked at it carefully, his expression was still calm, but there was deep sadness in his eyes.

"Fu Sili, do you know? You really are a bastard." The man suddenly turned his head and whispered to him again.

Before he could react, there was a crisp "snap", and Lin Ai had already raised his hand to slap him.

Hot pain in the face.

But the person in front of him seemed to love him and still hurt, tears filled his eyes.

"Do you know why I hit you?" Lin Ai asked him again.

"Because you stole my things."

"Although it is not precious enough, I will take it all back now."

Fu Sili, my card is still my heart, I will take it all back.