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After the estrus period, Lin Ai became suspicious.

He searched a lot on the Internet about the symptoms after fertilization|fertilization|success, such as increased body temperature, excessive secretions, easy hunger, easy tiredness, etc...

Every day before I get up and go to bed, I measure my body temperature and observe my secretions when I go to the bathroom. I am especially sensitive to the daily phenomena of hunger and fatigue.

When he went to work again, he gave up coffee and stopped drinking with his colleagues. He seemed to go to bed early and get up early to work with peace of mind. He kept silent about the resignation he mentioned last time.

The copywriting of "The Pianist" has passed Yin Cai's review. After she briefly asked Lin Ai about the source of her inspiration, she asked him to cooperate with Oliver again.

Oliver didn't know the rhythm very well, and he danced well, and he hadn't had much contact with musical instruments such as the piano. Lin Ai had no choice but to take him to the piano store and let him sit in front of the grand piano to feel it.

The boss has hung the casually snapped photo in the window, next to a few violins.

In the photo, Lin Ai raised his head slightly, his eyelashes curled up when he smiled, his lips were red and his teeth were white, standing out among the children.

Oliver also saw the photo and couldn't put it down immediately. He asked his boss for this material for art work. He just took a case about parenting recently.

The boss rejected him with a smile, saying that the photo publicity effect is good and it is easy to attract customers. Many passers-by will stop to take a closer look when they pass by the window, and he is reluctant to give up the negatives.

Oliver had to give up.

On the way back, when Lin Ai passed by his former home, he couldn't help asking Oliver to stop. He wanted to come down and take a look.

Against the gray sky, the villa was so oppressive that people couldn't breathe. After Oliver walked around with him patiently, he suggested, "Since you can't forget this place, why don't you buy it and live here yourself."

Lin Ai smiled at him, didn't speak, but his heart was faintly moved, but he remembered that he was going to Switzerland after giving birth, so he immediately dismissed this untimely thought.

"Forget it," he explained, "it's not interesting for me to live alone."

"Why are you alone?" Oliver smiled. "When you get married and live here with your lover, you will have many children... Isn't it good?"

Live with a lover and have lots of kids.

When he was imagining this beautiful and sweet scene, he subconsciously substituted Fu Sili's face. He didn't know what the person who always had a cold Zhang Jun face would look like after having a child.

"...It's pretty good." He whispered.

After wandering around the villa for a while, Lin Ai felt very hungry, and hurriedly pushed Oliver, who was still full of enthusiasm, into the car.

"Hurry up, hurry up to the restaurant, I'm hungry..." he urged.

Oliver was a little confused, but he obediently opened the car door for Lin Ai and asked, "Why are you so active about eating recently?"

"I just don't want to go hungry..." Lin Ai looked sloppy.

He knew that he was overly nervous, but as long as he thought that there might be a baby in his stomach, he couldn't help but be cautious.

After taking a shower at night, he lay on the bed early, holding a mug and sipping hot milk to help him fall asleep.

Since the end of the estrous period, he hadn't seen Fu Sili again, and he hadn't even called Baiou again, as if he had completed the task, now he was just waiting to go to the hospital to check the results.

Omega's conception|pregnancy|pregnancy|pregnancy|pregnancy rate is very high after the estrus|estrus|period is completed. It can be found out after one month whether it is pregnant, and the sex|gender of the baby can be identified after three months when the hormones stabilize.

Touching the flat and soft belly, he thought, it doesn't matter if it's a boy or a girl, as long as it's an Alpha.

There is always too much injustice to the Omega group in this world, and he doesn't want his children to experience these too.

What's more, the Fu family has been passed down for several generations. If it was an Alpha, that person would definitely be happier. Thinking of this, he also raised the corners of his mouth, and slowly rubbed the warm palm on the skin of his abdomen.

I hope everything is fine, and I don't have to worry about begging for a child anymore.

When you calm down to experience life, the days often pass very long.

Lin Ai finally waited until the day when she went to the hospital for an examination, but she didn't know what to do. Although it was said that the chance of pregnancy after the knot was high, she did not rule out that she slipped through the net.

For a while, I was a little apprehensive.

He went to the pharmacy downstairs early in the morning to buy a few pregnancy test sticks and came back. He followed the instructions and inserted them into the urine in batches. The results showed that there were two red lines.

He compared the diagrams and looked at it several times, but was still not at ease, and searched on the computer for a while before he was sure that the two bars were really pregnant.

Even though Lin Ai had made mental preparations long ago, when he really saw the result with his own eyes, he sat on the toilet in a daze for a long time, his head was dazed, and he didn't even hear the phone ring a few times.

When he came out of the bathroom, Fu Sili just pressed the combination lock and opened the door. After their eyes collided unpreparedly, they were both taken aback.

"You..." Fu Sili was about to speak when Lin Ai threw himself into his arms with a yell, interrupting his train of thought.

"I, I'm pregnant!" The man was excited and incoherent, "I've tested it five times, and there are always two bars..."

"Do you understand what the two bars mean?... Oh, you definitely don't know, you have never been a father..." Lin Ai continued to tug on his skirt and shouted, his little face was flushed with excitement, and his pupils were shining brightly .

But as he talked, his tears fell down again, wet his long and curled eyelashes, "I haven't done it either... I'm a little scared." He sobbed and said, "I'm so I had a baby..."

Lin Ai's voice became softer and softer as she spoke. She was sad and embarrassed at the same time, so she wanted to turn her back and wipe away her tears.

But Fu Sili refused to let him, stretched out his hand to pinch his chin, and kept rubbing his wet lips with the pulp of his thumb, which made Lin Ai itchy slightly, and he had to follow his will to raise his head.

When the four eyes met, he saw the corners of Fu Sili's lips curled up, his black pupils were bright, and his eyes were staring at him with extreme concentration. It was the first time that he was so emotionally exposed and happy with the naked eye, which made Lin Ai eat a lot. shock.

"Why are you crying?" Fu Sili asked him with a smile, his thick eyelashes curled slightly, and he wiped away his tears with light movements of his hand, and said in a low voice, "I've never been a father... Let's take our time."

The temperature was very low that day, and the sky outside the floor-to-ceiling windows was also dark and gloomy. Fu Sili smiled deeply, but spoke very slowly. Lin Ai remembered the gentle and tender look when he said these words for many years.

……

When he went to the hospital for an examination, Dr. Charles put him on the hospital bed, closed the curtains, and probed the cold instrument in his lower abdomen.

"Ever used test strips at home?"

"Yes." Lin Ai smiled embarrassedly, "I tested it five times, and there are always two bars."

He nodded in satisfaction, and asked a few more questions about the formation of the estrus period, and continued to press the probe down, stuck in the mouth of the genitals.

Gradually, he restrained the smile on his face, and even frowned. Lin Ai nervously wanted to stretch his head to look at the screen, but he stretched out his hand to hold it down.

Charles' lens was a bit reflective, Lin Ai couldn't see his expression clearly, only saw the corner of his mouth twitch slightly, and asked, "Has Mr. Lin done any hormone-promoting treatment before?"

"Yes...it's electrotherapy to promote the estrus period." Lin Ai replied after thinking about it, and then suddenly realized, "What, what's wrong?" He choked his throat, "Is there something wrong with the child?"

"Don't worry," Charles patted|sex|patted his shoulder reassuringly, and said, "I'll go out for a while, and I'll be back later."

Lin Ai nodded, and watched his back walk out of the ward. Charles closed the door tightly, and he could only vaguely hear him talking to Fu Sili, his voice was very low.

About a quarter of an hour later, when the door opened again, it was Fu Sili who walked in. His face was expressionless and his eyes were quiet. He looked at Lin Ai on the bed and said, "I'll take you back."

Lin Ai felt nervous, wanted to ask something but didn't dare to ask, just put on his clothes silently, when he got out of bed, he suddenly felt a throbbing pain in his lower abdomen, and he subconsciously stretched out his hand to touch it.

This action caught Fu Sili's eyes, his face darkened, he turned around and strode out, leaving Lin Ai alone in the ward in a daze.

The precision instruments imported from abroad were still flashing blue light and beeping. Lin Ai leaned over to read. There were a bunch of English words mixed with many medical terms on it, and he had some difficulty reading it.

When he glanced at the last line, his eyes widened, and his amber pupils shrank violently, "No...impossible..."

He rushed to the corridor in despair, and grabbed a medical worker casually, "No gestational sac...what does it mean that there is no gestational sac?"

"If you don't have a gestational sac, you're not pregnant!" The man looked at him suspiciously.

"No, no... What I tested was pregnant, how could there be no gestational sac..." Lin Ai's eyes darkened, and his rosy face lost all color in an instant. He grabbed the other party's collar blankly and repeated These few words.

"Mr. Lin," Charles heard the movement and walked over from the department, "I'm sorry, Mr. Lin, there is indeed no gestational sac, and hormonal disorders will also lead to positive test results."

His words flew into Lin Ai's head like a group of white moths, making him stunned in place.

Lin Ai felt foggy in front of her eyes, and she couldn't see anything, only her sense of hearing gradually became sharper, her ears were buzzing, and her heart was beating like thunder.

After an unknown amount of time, he heard another firm and gentle voice mixed in with the chaotic noise.

"Lin Ai, Lin Ai," someone shook his shoulders, "Calm down—"

Lin Ai tried hard to concentrate, he wanted to see who was talking in front of him, but his eyelids became heavier and heavier, and he fell forward as soon as his legs and feet were weak, and was firmly supported by his hands, hugging him in his arms.

"I'm so tired...I'm so tired..." He muttered with his forehead resting on the man's shoulder.

It's been a long time since I've been so tired. From returning to China to now, even if I was alone with huge debts and took care of Bai Wen with difficulty, I haven't been so exhausted like I am now.

"Forget it..." Before he fell asleep, he heard someone sighing in his ear.

……

When she opened her eyes again, Lin Ai was already lying on her bed.

Only one wall lamp was turned on in the room, and the light was dim. He turned his head slowly and saw a figure standing on the balcony.

Looking at the posture of raising his hand, it looks like he is smoking a cigarette, and there are dots of flames on his fingertips.

Lin Ai knew that Fu Sili seldom smoked, and had almost never encountered it, but recently he could often smell the faint smell of tobacco on his skirt.

He didn't have the courage to face Fu Sili anymore, because he knew that that person must be very disappointed, even more disappointed than him, after all that person was so happy when he heard the news of his pregnancy.

But Lin Ai also knew that he was happy not only because he had a child, but also because he could give Baiou a complete home and make up for the regrets between them.

But now, everything has become a phantom.

As for myself, can I quit now and go to Switzerland to live in peace according to Fu Sili's words?

Lin Ai shed tears silently, and a big emptiness came out of her heart, about the child, about Switzerland, about...Fu Sili.

Impossible.

The last straw also sank to the bottom.

There is no longer any reason to stay by Fu Sili's side.

Thinking of this, Lin Ai panicked again, if he was sent away, he would never see Fu Sili again.

He couldn't help looking up to the balcony. Fu Sili was facing the bedroom, and he had already noticed that he was awake, but he didn't do anything, only staring at him through the glass door.

Fu Sili's eyelashes were very thick, and his pupils were very dark. When he stared at him, it was like a deep pool of water under the night, calm and without any light.

Lin Ai likes the look in his eyes, quiet and serious, even the frequency of blinking eyelashes is very slow, unconsciously he can resolve the impetuousness and anxiety that are constantly churning in his heart.

As if bewitched, Lin Ai was seduced by this look, got up from the bed, and walked barefoot to the balcony.

The moment he opened the glass door, he rushed two quick steps forward and threw himself into Fu Sili's arms, fearing that if he was a minute or a second later, he would be pushed away by that person.

But Fu Sili did not do this.

She just stood quietly in the night, with her shoulders slightly back, neither refusing his hug nor actively touching his body.

"Don't send me away yet, okay?" Lin Ai hugged his thin waist tightly, sobbing softly, "Let's try again, I'll go for electrotherapy...I'll take medicine..."

"Or," he looked up at him with tears in his eyes, "Even if I'm not in estrus, I can forcefully open my mouth... I'm not afraid of pain..." As soon as the words came out, they were scattered in the cold wind.

He was wearing thin clothes, and shivering in Fu Sili's arms, the tears that flowed out were warm, but soon lost the temperature, and the coldness stuck to his cheeks, with mottled traces and shining light.

Lin Ai couldn't see Fu Sili's expression clearly through his blurred vision, but he felt that the man should be as cold and restrained as ever.

"Forget it." Fu Sili still said that, and added lightly, "You don't have to force it."

These words hurt Lin Ai, his tears became more violent, but he stubbornly hugged Fu Sili tightly and refused to let go.

"What do you need to force?" He asked willfully again, "Don't need to force the child, or don't need to force you and me?"

"It's all there, and there's no need to force it." Fu Sili still answered him very calmly.

After a short pause, he frowned, called Lin Ai's name in a serious tone, and said, "I don't have to have a child, do you understand?"

"I see--"

How could he not understand these.

Lin Ai cried and nodded, but he clenched the corner of Fu Sili's clothes tightly in his hands, and still insisted on asking, "Is it because of my brother? Because you love him... is it? Fu Sili, so you want to put I send away..."

At this time, he looked like a little wild cat with sharp teeth and sharp mouth, with beautiful fur and claws, refusing to walk on the bluestone road, but stubbornly chasing a white moth, stumbled and rolled on the thorns From it, the poor wailed, longing to be rescued.

Fu Sili, however, seemed unmoved, looked straight into his eyes, and said word by word, "Yes, it's all because of loving him."

At that moment, Lin Ai fell into an ice cave.

He let go of his hand, looked at the man in front of him with a pale face, his throat choked several times, "But you...during the susceptible period, you also said you liked me..."

Fu Sili suddenly turned his head and laughed silently. He had a beautiful jaw line, thick black eyelashes, and a handsome face with a faint smile under the night. He said elegantly and charmingly but cruelly, "Then please wake up now."

You wake up a little.

These words slammed into Lin Ai's heart, he stood there stiffly, his eyes were red and swollen, his lips muttered a few times, and he uttered vague syllables.

Fu Sili's gaze stayed elsewhere, and he didn't meet Lin Ai's eyes. The two stood in the cold wind for a long time in silence, until Lin Ai spoke again, "Go back."

Fu Sili just lowered his eyes to look at him, but Lin Ai had already looked away, pursed his lips and said, "Go back, I understand."

After that, he turned and went back to the bedroom.

He walked very fast, and accidentally bumped into the leg of the sofa, making a heavy muffled sound, but he continued to walk as if he didn't know the pain, until he reached the bedside.

Seeing his back turned to him, Fu Sili quickly wiped away his tears, then lifted the quilt and lay back on the bed, covering his eyes with one arm.

The light in the room was very dark, and the shadow of the man lying on the bed was projected on the wall, trembling slightly, fragile and pitiful.

Fu Sili followed into the room, turned his toes to the bed, took two steps forward, then stopped abruptly, with a stiff expression.

In the end he just walked out.

……

In the elevator, there was a mottled bloody fingerprint on the button numbered 1. Fu Sili looked down at his blood-stained palm quietly, expressionless.

It was the burnt wound when he held the burning cigarette butt tightly in his hand when he was talking to Lin Ai on the balcony.

At the moment when the flesh was scorched, he couldn't help but his eyelids twitched, but only this kind of pain could restrain his desire to hug that person.

But the more time went by, the less he felt the pain, so he could only clench his fists and forcefully press the wound to wake himself up.

In fact, he is the one who really needs to wake up.

……