things i don't know

Yucheng has always known that she is different from the people around her. Others have memories since birth, who are her parents, how many brothers and sisters, where is her family? In fact, they have no doubts about life.

But Yucheng is different.

Yucheng has been a civil servant in the household registration office for 200 years, but her memory is only a little more than 200 years.

She has no home, no parents, no relatives, no past, and no idea what she was like when she was a child.She has been this way for as long as she can remember, living in the Hades Caring Community.

She asked the district head of the community about her life experience, and the district head said: "All the people living here are homeless orphans, and you are the same."

Yucheng understands that the orphan was abandoned by her parents since she was a child and lives alone and helpless, but not only does she have no family, she doesn't even have memory.From the day she knew herself, she has grown so big.

Shouldn't it be like this?Is this a bit too mysterious?

Occasionally, in the dream, some places she has never been to, people whose faces cannot be seen clearly, a bloody war... Is this a meaningless dream?Why do I have the same dream every time?

After reading an idle book once, Yuxi got a conjecture from the exciting plot of the idle book, and it has continued to the present - there is a sealed area in her body, which hides her secrets.

For a while, she frantically wanted to unravel the mystery of her life experience, but after boring work day after day, what awaited her at home was endless loneliness and emptiness.No matter what you do, you feel tired and can't lift your spirits.Work is also love, others can be full of energy and plan for the future with enthusiasm, but she is passionate about everything for 3 minutes, and soon loses motivation.

Sometimes she also hates herself for being so cowardly and cowardly and accomplishing nothing, and sometimes she feels that she is so decadent for granted.And in less time she will also think - why am I like this?I shouldn't be like this.

Yucheng has a new idea - there is a force in her body that restricts her, extinguishes her fighting spirit, deprives her of luck, and prevents her from exploring everything.

She had heard a long time ago that the Sanchuan Spiritual Staff could evoke the memories of her previous life, and Yuxi wanted to find the Sanchuan Spiritual Staff, but she couldn't. After that, she met You Xinnian.

She encouraged You Xinian out of selfishness to find the Sanchuan Spirit Staff. Originally, the four worlds were vast, and it was not easy to find a magic weapon that had long been lost. She did not expect that You Xinian was so lucky that she really found it.

The Sanchuan Spirit Staff was destined for her, even though it was once lost, it is now back in Yucheng's hands.

Linqiong and Fu Yuanyi went upstairs to see You Xinian together, but Yuxi didn't go.She came to the rooftop alone, holding the spiritual staff, cut her fingers, and the blood dripped on the spiritual staff.

The Sanchuan spirit staff gradually emitted dazzling light, and Yucheng's heart was beating hard.

What is the truth about her memory?Who is she?

The boulder that weighed on her heart was about to dissipate, and what awaited her was good or bad.

……

Fu Yuanyi and Linqiong took the elevator upstairs, got out of the elevator, Linqiong walked forward, but Fu Yuanyi stopped in place.

"What's wrong?" Lin Qiong asked.

"Miss You may not be recovering yet. I'm wondering whether to go in later and give her more time."

"When will you give it? Are you not afraid that she will commit suicide inside?"

"She herself is a ghost, and Wang Fang is a corpse. What did she use to commit suicide?"

Lin Qiong choked for a moment: "Anyway... just look at you. She is your Miss You, not mine."

I thought this sentence would choke Fu Yuanyi back, but Fu Yuanyi readily agreed: "Well, I'm also worried about my Miss You, so just pretend you just came back and greet her, go and help me find the way."

Linqiong: "You..."

Lin Qiong was pushed into the door by Fu Yuanyi, and Fu Yuanyi waited outside the door, guessing that Lin Qiong was furious at the moment and wanted to blow up a building.Unexpectedly, before waiting for two seconds, Lin Qiong floated out, not angry, but with the expression of seeing a ghost.

"What's the matter?" Fu Yuanyi was suddenly raised, "Is something really wrong?"

Lin Qiong shook her head: "Not really."

"Then what expression do you have!"

"But it must have been an accident."

Fu Yuanyi: "..."

"Go in and see for yourself."

"How do I get in, me."

"You ring the doorbell and she will definitely open the door for you."

Fu Yuanyi touched the doorbell suspiciously and pressed it, unexpectedly, You Xinnian trotted all the way and really came to open the door for her.

"Hi." You Xinian didn't seem to be sleeping, he looked sober and alert, and even showed her a smile that wasn't too fake, "You're back?"

Fu Yuanyi blinked.How is this going?The calm before the storm?

You Xinnian took her by the hand and led her into the room: "You sit down first, I have to be busy for a while."

After placing Fu Yuanyi on the sofa, You Xinnian returned to the desk and made a few clicks, and Fu Yuanyi recognized that it was the sound of clicking the mouse.

"Are you using a computer?" Fu Yuanyi asked.

"Yes, I'm logging into the internal system of the Lotus Group." You Xinnian was making notes while looking at the computer, "Wait for me for a while, shouldn't it be time for dinner?"

Fu Yuanyi said: "No rush..." Looking at Lin Qiong with a masked face, Lin Qiong shrugged.

It's strange, how come there is no trace after the earth-shaking volcanic eruption just now?Could it be that Miss You is a person who recovers after dropping the bomb?If ordinary incidents are understandable, but this is the most important thing for her, Wu Xiuying's painstaking efforts are simply stabbing her in the heart, and it is impossible for anyone to pretend that nothing is wrong.

You Xinnian's normality at the moment is too abnormal.

While drinking in the lobby, Fu Yuanyi was still thinking about which angle to appease her.As soon as this matter about Lu Man happened, it was inconvenient for the two of them who were in the ambiguous period to speak, and their positions were very awkward, and Fu Yuanyi was worried that You Xinnian was thinking about it alone in his heart.Tell me frankly?Which sentence is not enough, Miss Little Bomb has to blow up again.

How difficult it is for her, Fu Yuanyi was sweating for himself.

Feeling so troubled in my heart, I didn't do anything else for two hours, just thinking about how to comfort her.

It has to be said that You Xinnian is indeed an unexpected girl, the resurrection with full blood is something Fu Yuanyi never thought of.

You Xinnian wrote "swish, swish, swish" on the paper very seriously, Fu Yuanyi sat dryly on the side and patted his knees, Lin Qiong thought it was too embarrassing, and went straight back into Fu Yuanyi's body.

"You..." Fu Yuanyi didn't expect Lin Qiong to be such a ghost king!

"Ah! Alright!" You Xinian put down the pen, stood up and stretched his waist, "I haven't written with a pen for a long time, my hands are sore."

Fu Yuanyi let out a "hmm", scolding himself in his heart for being worthless and cowardly.

You Xinnian took a note and sat next to Fu Yuanyi, and said, "I sorted out the changes in Lu Man's main work and equity over the past few years. It is obvious that she wants to squeeze Ren Xue away and control the group with one hand."

Fu Yuanyi, who was still worried about how to mention Lu Man, really didn't expect You Xinnian to mention this person by himself, and reopened the topic by himself.

"I won't let her succeed." There was a trace of ferocity in You Xinnian's eyes, "I want to take back what belongs to our You family. I want to help Ren Xue hold the group tightly and sweep the Lu family out."

"It's a good thing." Fu Yuanyi smiled.

"Then, kill Lu Man." You Xin read.

Fu Yuanyi couldn't laugh anymore.

You Xinnian stood up to turn off the computer, only the slight sound of the computer fan in the room.

"Miss You." Fu Yuanyi said in a deep voice, "in my opinion, killing people is not something you should do. There are laws in the human world. If she really kills you, the right way is to collect evidence and bring her to justice. You You shouldn't be in the human world, if you disturb Yin and Yang privately, it won't do you any good. You..."

"Miss Fu." You Xinnian seldom interrupted Fu Yuanyi, but this time she interrupted firmly: "I know you are doing it for my own good. I lost my temper at you before, and it was my fault. But this matter of Lu Man Don't persuade me about the matter." She touched her neck involuntarily, "When I regained the lost memory, I completely remembered all the feelings at the moment when I was killed. At this moment, I feel like there is a rope strangling me neck... The feeling of being killed is not just fear, but more anger, the anger of wanting to kill the murderer, and even wanting to kill all the living people in the world. I was surprised that I didn't immediately Become an evil ghost. If I don't kill Lu Man in the same way, I will never be reconciled to it." You Xinnian said with red eyes, "I will kill her with my own hands."

"Are you sure the murderer is her?"

You Xinnian's eyes froze, she didn't expect Fu Yuanyi to say this, she looked at Fu Yuanyi like a stranger: "Aunt Wu's heartache, the scar on Lu Man's arm, my memory. How do you want me to deny it?" ?”

Fu Yuanyi didn't speak anymore, a new suspicion rose in You Xinnian's heart that she didn't like very much.

After spending two hours of being lost, You Xinnian came back to life, ready to go.

She packed her luggage and prepared to go back to G City.

Fu Yuanyi also packed up his things and went back with her.

Two people were silently doing their own things in a room, occasionally passing something to each other, but always avoiding each other's eyes.

It was only after checking out the next day that Yuxin disappeared. You Xinnian couldn't stand it anymore. Where did this bastard go?

After sitting in the hotel lobby and waiting for a long time, there was no sign of Yuxi, and it would be late at night to return to G City after waiting, so You Xinnian said: "Don't wait, I don't know what she is doing again. Let's go first Well, she also knows the way back."

"Okay." Fu Yuanyi responded to her.

This is their first conversation since yesterday evening.

The two got into the car, and it took six and a half hours to drive from Changshou Village to G City.You Xinnian used to drive around the city and rarely drove long distances. The tired and slack mind before the departure made her unaware of how tiring it would be to drive for six and a half hours. She just wanted to go back to G as soon as possible. City, back to her fateful destination.

Fu Yuanyi sat on the passenger seat and closed his eyes, wondering if he had fallen asleep.

You Xinnian hadn't smoked for a long time. Before getting in the car, he saw a tobacco shop on the side of the road. Suddenly his throat felt itchy, so he went in and bought a pack of Marlboro black ice.

After getting in the car, You Xinnian lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and the car was filled with smoke.She handed the unpacked cigarettes to Fu Yuanyi, and Fu Yuanyi shook his head with a smile when he smelled the tobacco.

They embarked on the road to return.

The ten-kilometer road from Changshou Village is not very easy. Looking at the map, I have to walk another twenty kilometers to get on the highway.

The sky was overcast and freezing rain started, and You Xinnian had to slow down the speed again and again.The expected arrival time now seems to be delayed a lot.

The wipers swung mechanically, brushing and brushing the rain and a thin layer of fog.But no matter how hard it works, there is always something beyond its reach in the corner of the glass.

The scene in front of him became more and more unreal, for a moment You Xinnian didn't even know who he was and where he was.

The heater in the car was fully turned on, and it was also very quiet. She felt tired after driving, and after getting on the expressway, the same distant place made her eyelids get heavier and heavier.

I turned on the music and wanted to listen to it casually, but every radio station had a clear noise, and the intermittent singing was comparable to a difficult war zone, so I simply turned off the radio station.

The cigarette she smoked just now made her mouth bitter, the freezing rain continued, the heating continued, and her fingertips were hot and cold.

Fu Yuanyi never opened his eyes.

You Xinnian knows what kind of bloody storm she is going to cause in City G. She will use a knife to cut open the skin of this familiar city, cut open its chest, take out the heart, and start a bloody massacre to comfort Zai Tian's parents and Bury myself, together with the love that I have painstakingly worked on for ten years.

She took a deep breath, the warm air dryly irritated the nasal mucosa, and she could faintly smell a dark bloody smell.

This actually got her excited.