things i don't know

You Xinnian is a typical "child from other people's family". He is beautiful and good at studying, with well-developed motor cells.And the most fatal blow - she is also the daughter of the Lotus Group.

In the eyes of others, this child is simply the grace of the Creator and God's partiality. Everyone thinks that such a person should be a dragon and phoenix among people, and should live a life without worries.Only You Xinian knew how much she had put into it.Follow trends, read books all night, sweat profusely on the training ground.She is absorbing knowledge when others are sleeping, she is still absorbing knowledge when others are in love, and she can draw inferences when others want to absorb knowledge.

Her self-esteem has made her perfect in the eyes of others, but she herself knows her shortcomings and natural enemies.

Her temper was too bad and out of control.

As long as something doesn't go her way, her temper will immediately be like a tornado, which can sweep You's house clean inside and out.As the eldest sister in the family, her siblings need to coax her from time to time, not to mention her parents.

She is the jewel in the palm of the hand, she is You Xinnian who is loved by thousands of people, and even gods can't stop her!What is Jiang Zhengqing, because she is also qualified to be compared with herself?You Xinnian looked down on Jiang Zhengqing from the bottom of her heart, thinking that she was stupid, and that even Jiang Zhengqing's father looked like a township entrepreneur.

But this Jiang Zhengqing did something that made You Xinnian really sad. She actually saw Jiang Zhengqing chatting happily with her cousin Lu Man, and they went to school together.And Lu Man even praised her personally, saying that Jiang Zhengqing was very interesting.

You Xinnian has always known her cousin, the two are brother-in-law, or an inseparable business partner, these are nothing, the scary thing is that her and this cousin's birthdays are actually on the same day.Every year, I want the two of them to celebrate their birthdays together. The second birthday is to find an excuse to hold a party, so as to promote the unity atmosphere within the group and show a good corporate image.

According to You Xinnian's temper, of course he is very annoying and unhappy, but fortunately this cousin is nice to speak, has a slow temper, has a good personality, and is pretty, so You Xinnian can bear it.

My cousin would come to visit You's house from time to time. You Xinian remembered that when she was still in elementary school, Lu Man was very happy to take her out to play, buy food and drink for her, wishing she could do everything for her.That's because You Xinnian is young and doesn't have a big idea, so she will do whatever her cousin makes troubles about.

Lu Man likes to wear skirts for her, all pink, offering her like offering to a princess.As time went by, You Xinian also grew up, and gradually began to form his own aesthetics, and he despised Lu Man very much, and detoured when he saw her.The more she avoids Lu Man, the more Lu Man loves to catch her. When she catches her, she embraces her and rubs all kinds of kisses, and imitates a child's voice and says sweetly: "Why is our Xiao Nian so cute?"

You Xinnian punched and kicked her away, wiped off the lip gloss on his face, and said disgustedly: "Don't talk like that, I'm not afraid of disgusting people. I'm only three years younger than you, who are you kidding? Go and play!"

Lu Man laughed at her young adult appearance, the more her cousin avoids her, the more she loves to be next to her cousin, so for a long time You Xinnian wondered if this cousin was a bit perverted.

When she was about to go to junior high school, You Feng originally wanted her to go to the same school as Lu Man, but You Xin wanted to go to the school farthest from Lu Man, so she chose to go to the school farthest from Lu Man, just to avoid her.She didn't know, but Jiang Zhengqing chose the school she didn't want to go to, and soon got to know Lu Man.

Jiang Zhengqing shined after entering junior high school. Even though she was separated by more than half a city in G, she often heard her surname Jiang being mentioned by her classmates. I also heard that she and Lu Man were in pairs all day long, looking like a couple.

couple?You Xinnian laughed as soon as he heard it, this is quite new, can Jiang Zhengqing and Lu Man be like a couple?It's Lu Manli's fault!

Full of confidence, when I went to the Lu family's family reunion the next day, I saw Jiang Zhengqing and Lu Man on the balcony. Jiang Zhengqing smiled like a camellia and could see the rippling spring all over the mountains and plains. She tiptoed to help Lu Man tidy her hair.And what about the damned Lu Man?How dare he smile at her.Why did the gentle smile that should belong exclusively to You Xinnian be given to Jiang Zhengqing, a bumpkin? !

You Xin wanted to go upstairs to drag Lu Man away forcefully.

For a long time, Lu Man was dragged around by You Xinnian and Jiang Zhengqing, just like childish girls' favorite game, stealing the other's favorite things and taking them as their own to show their own advantages.

At that time, there were many young masters around You Xinnian who showed their hospitality back and forth, and You Xinnian didn't have time to pay attention to them.

As long as Lu Man got in touch with Jiang Zhengqing, You Xinnian was not happy, so he went directly to her house and locked her in the house and didn't allow her to go anywhere.It was almost [-] degrees in summer, and I was bedridden with a fever and cold. When I heard that Jiang Zhengqing had invited Lu Man for his birthday, You Xinnian put on his clothes and rushed to Lu's house like a gust of wind, and detained the car that brought Lu Man.

"Miss." Lu Man spread her hands, "I just went to a birthday party."

"If it wasn't for the birthday party, I wouldn't have come." You Xinian sat in the car, turned and lay flat on Lu Man's lap, "Okay, you can go if you want, I'll just stay in this position. You can carry me like this."

Lu Man didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Stop fighting, you two kids, is it interesting to be anxious all day long?"

"Interesting, this is the most interesting thing I think recently." You Xinnian was confident.

"Xiao Nian doesn't want me to go that much?"

"uh-huh."

"It's so difficult, you are my younger sister, but Zhengqing is also my good friend."

You Xinnian glared at her: "Good friend? Lu Man, why is your aesthetic taste so bad? How long has it been since you went to a concert or an art exhibition? Can you still recognize that Shanpao as a friend? Don't say you are my cousin when you go out What? Shame!"

Lu Man was not angry either, just looked at her and smiled.

"What are you laughing at?" You Xin said unhappily.

"It's not okay to criticize my aesthetic taste, otherwise, what should I do about my liking you? You are my real aesthetic taste."

You Xinnian criticized: "Speak out!"

Lu Man still finds it difficult to deal with it. On the one hand, he is a sister and on the other hand, he is a friend. What should I do?She thought for a moment and said, "That's good, just add one more relationship, and I won't go."

"An extra relationship?" You Xinnian didn't understand what she meant.

Lu Man suddenly bent down and kissed her, not on the forehead or on the cheek, but on the lips.

You Xinnian felt that Lu Man's lips were very soft, with a very textured fragrance. He gently stroked her lips, held her lower lip for a while, gave a light chirp, and left, her lip gloss was imprinted on You Xinnian. on the lips.

Lu Man supported the back of the front driver's seat with one hand, and looked at You Xinnian and smiled. You Xinnian could never forget her smile at that time.

Lu Man nodded her lips, raised her eyebrows lightly: "Well, I'll listen to you from now on, how about it?"

That year You Xinnian was 14 years old, a sophomore in middle school, and Lu Man was 17 years old, a sophomore in high school.

In the future, whenever this matter was mentioned, You Xinnian would lash out at Lu Man for abducting an underage girl, and Lu Man also painstakingly clarified: "I was also an underage girl at the time, why didn't you say you abducted me?"

"Excuse me, who took the initiative?"

"You." Lu Man said, "Lie down on my lap and offer such a convenient kissing position."

"You can kiss at the age of 14!"

"One is not breaking the law, and the other is because you are too cute."

Usually when it comes to this upstream mind, there is nothing to say.

Jiang Zhengqing was successfully kicked out by her, although Jiang Zhengqing was still eyeing him for many years to come.

She once heard Jiang Zhengqing say to others: "Lu Man just thinks it's funny for a while when you have such a bad temper. Who would want to spend the rest of her life with such a person. It won't be a few years until they break up."

You Xinian killed her at that time, pointed at Jiang Zhengqing's nose and said, "Be prepared to wait forever!"

On his birthday, You Xinnian went to get a tattoo alone.

The location of the tattoo is on the back of the neck, and when a needle pricks the skin, the pain is clear and deep.She doesn't hate pain. Pain wakes her up, obsesses her, and makes her unforgettable.

After returning from the tattoo, she took off her clothes and showed it to Lu Man.

"L belongs to you." You Xinian hugged Lu Man and kissed her, "I belong to you too."

When she was young, she was carefree. Apart from the necessary sense of urgency to understand her own identity, You Xinnian seldom thought about other things - such as aging, such as death, such as hiding on the back of the moon, things she didn't know.

In You Xinnian's memory, her lover became more and more silent as she grew older.

She knew that Lu Man had resisted many things silently, such as the opposition of his parents, the disharmony within the group, the comments from the outside world, and waves of blind dates.

When the family recognized their affairs, and what Lu Man did, she didn't know.At that time, all she wanted was Lu's endless pampering, and all the victories she deserved in every stage of life, and she did get it.

Sometimes she will also reflect on whether she should restrain her temper, no one can bear anyone for a lifetime.But You Xinnian just couldn't help wanting to do, want to be loved, and want Lu Man to offer the best of everything in the world with both hands.

So is Lu Man tired?Are you bored?At a certain moment that You Xinian didn't know, Lu Man no longer loved her, and even thought of killing her.

Is it all her own fault?Does she deserve to die?

No, not right.

You Xinnian is greedy for taking, but at the same time she is also giving endlessly.

She wanted Lu Man to give her the whole world because she had already given Lu Man her whole world.They are lovers, they are inseparable, and they are the only perfect pair in heaven and earth.She wants to work hand in hand with Lu Man to build their own kingdom.

Therefore, there should be no gap between them, and there should be no separation between them. You Xinnian thinks that it is not too much for them to merge into one.

Lu Man is not a person who likes to take care of her own life, so You Xinnian helps her clean up everything.From dressing up and going out, to real estate, studying and working... You Xinnian's possessiveness was not there from the beginning, and the premise of her overall control was Lu Man's complete entrustment.

No matter how late the night was, she would appear by Lu Man's side as soon as she called.No matter how far away, if Lu Man said a word, she would accompany her day and night.

She will buy the things that Lu Man has a glance at and give them to her, and if Lu Man frowns slightly, she will make the annoying things disappear completely.

She thought she was the person who knew Lu Man best in the world. She knew the meaning of Lu Man's slight look and the emotion of a slight movement.

They are relatives whose blood is thicker than water, and lovers who have been in love for ten years.

You Xinnian's short 24-year life is full of self-confidence. If there is no underworld and her soul disappears after death, she will still be a proud young lady until the moment she dies.She still has a bad temper all over her body, squandering time and youth, laughing at Jiang Zhengqing who can only drool at other people's plates all her life, and firmly believes that Lu Man loves her like life.

It turned out that there were so many things she didn't know.

It turned out that there were so many emotions that she didn't understand.

Have Lu Man and Jiang Zhengqing been together for a long time? !

You Xinnian suddenly opened his eyes.

When Lin Qiong found Yu Xi, she saw Yu Xi holding a magic staff in a daze.

"Calm down?" Lin Qiong looked at her with her belly on her hips.

Yu Xi raised her head in confusion, and hugged the Sanchuan Spirit Staff in her arms, with a look of loss: "Linqiong, I don't think I am myself. I don't know who I am either."

"You are a useless pet waiting to die." Lin Qiong helped her out with one sentence, "Stop thinking about nothing, and go back with me quickly. I turned over a few mountains to find you, you know? What kind of philosophical issues are you thinking about here, don’t overestimate yourself, okay?”

Yucheng blinked, but Hun'er hadn't returned yet.

"What are you holding in your hand? It looks familiar." Lin Qiong asked.

"The Sanchuan spirit stick that was broken by us back then."

"It turned out to be that thing, no wonder it looks familiar. What's the matter, is it fixed?"

"Um……"

"What was this thing used for?" Lin Qiong remembered that Fu Yuanyi had taken over a business and needed the Sanchuan spirit stick. At that time, Fu Yuanyi cut off the Hu cruelly and ended up hurting both sides. The spirit stick was damaged, but he never thought it could be repaired again.

Yucheng didn't answer her question, and stared into the distance in a daze for a long time.Just when Lin Qiong wanted to slap her to understand, Yu Xi suddenly said, "Lin Qiong, do you think memory will be sealed?"

Fu Yuanyi was sitting and drinking in the hotel lobby bar.

Two hours later, she had already drank her seventh glass of wine.

When Linqiong and Yuxi came back and saw her sitting there alone, they were surprised and asked, "Why are you alone? Where's You Xinian?"

"Upstairs." Fu Yuanyi pointed upwards.

"What's wrong with you guys? Have you had a fight?" Yucheng grinned, "What are you arguing about! We have a big happy event today! Teng Teng Teng Teng! Look, what is this!" She held the Sanchuan Spirit Staff forward, intending to welcome Fu Yuanyi had a surprised expression, unexpectedly the other party glanced at him lightly, and said calmly: "Sanchuan Spirit Staff."

Yucheng said in a bad mood: "What's your attitude... Have you forgotten its function? As long as you have it, You Xinian can restore her memory! She will know who the murderer is and she doesn't have to take it bitterly. What a headache! I asked my ex-colleague to fix it with great difficulty, she..."

"She has already remembered." Fu Yuanyi continued to drink.

Yu Xi was stunned, even Lin Qiong wondered: "Remember? What did you remember? Could it be..."

"Yes, she remembered what happened the night she died."

Yu Xie and Lin Qiong leaned forward at the same time, and were about to shout excitedly at the same time, but Fu Yuanyi poured cold water on them and was speechless: "But she didn't see the murderer's face."

"I'll go—" Yuxi's little heart fluctuated wildly, "Isn't that useless? It's as if I didn't think about it."

"However, Wu Xiuying's hard work has provided strong evidence that Lu Man is likely to be the murderer."

"Lu Man? Is it really her?" Yu Xixin was raised again, "No way, why did Lu Man do this?"

Fu Yuanyi didn't speak while drinking, and Linqiong didn't make a sound.

Yucheng said: "Then You Xinnian must have been hit hard, you just left her in the room alone?"

Lin Qiong slapped her on the forehead: "You think you are the only one in the whole world. If you are in a bad mood, of course you have to be alone. Anyone who is in a good mood like you will shout all over the world."

Yu Xi glared at Lin Qiong, but dared not speak out.

She glanced at the Sanchuan Spirit Staff in her hand - You Xinian has recovered her memory, so can I use it to solve my own confusion?Solve the mystery that has been buried in her heart for a long time and has finally been fulfilled recently.