Bandit Shi Xianyu

He opened his eyes again.

Another day.

Pei Cangyu took a few breaths, then turned her head stiffly, there was no one on the bed over there.

A night without incident.

He counted, these nine days, nothing happened.

Maybe it was because he begged him that it worked. In short, nothing happened recently. Maybe these days, he can sleep for a few hours every day.He is extremely sensitive, Pei Cangyu can hear anyone sighing in the far away kitchen, he knows the footsteps of everyone in the family, he knows where they are at all times, and they are walking in that direction, he knows everything, what sounds Can hear.

But in school, he often wandered off.

Recently, I lost my temper more often. Sometimes I’m not very angry, but I suddenly get angry. I don’t bother to apologize when I react. I look at other people’s bewildered expressions and think that I have no right to control them, so I just lie down. On the table, I can't sleep, I just lie on my stomach.

The people around are still the same, happy without any worries, worrying about the grades, or the girl next door is looking at someone more, discussing endlessly, or it is a game, and the games played in the busy schedule are particularly missed. Moaning and moaning all day, for his game.

Leather Gou quickly forgot Pei Cangyu's anger, and he couldn't remember any grudges. After the big exam this week, several people gathered at Pei Cangyu's table again.

Pei Cangyu was still lying on his stomach, and his head was not too big. Apple frowned and knocked on Pei Cangyu's head: "Hey, has he been lying on his stomach?"

He asked about Baishi, but Pei Cangyu reached out and pushed away Apple's hand.Bai Shi smiled: "Not entirely."

In fact, Apple is not in a good mood either. His grades have been dropping these two times. The most recent time he fell out of the top [-] in his grade. The exam just now felt very bad, and he had no idea at all on the last big question.

They were sitting near Pei Cangyu's desk, and the other students were answering questions, Apple wished he could cover his ears, for the first time he felt that answering the answer was really shameless.He lay prone on the table, with his head next to Pei Cangyu, and did not look up until the sluts who answered the answer had gone out, and he knocked Pei Cangyu again casually: "Oh, what are you doing lying on your stomach all the time? Brothers haven't come for a long time, come here Show love to you."

Pei Cangyu ignored him, Apple was making fun of himself, and felt even more annoyed, he kicked the plane's leg: "Damn, what are you looking at, so exciting?"

Airplane suppressed his voice and winked: "Small pieces."

Leather Dog put down the game console: "Look in the classroom, awesome."

The monkey said he didn't care, but he poked his head over.

Apple put on an expert look: "Hey, shouldn't I give you some advice on this kind of thing?" He stood up and squeezed to the front. "What is this? Teacher? Nurse?"

The plane pushed him: "This kind is outdated, this is explosive."

The leather dog squeezed his head in: "What is this? Amplify your voice, you can't hear me." He pressed the volume up button without letting go, and suddenly, the voice of "ahhh" came out.

It was too late and then quickly, several men rushed forward at the same time, the plane pressed the mobile phone off at the speed of throwing a hidden weapon, and then slapped the leather dog on the shoulder: "Are you courting death?"

Apple tried to take the phone from the plane: "Hey, why haven't I seen this? Who do you know?"

"New." The plane winked. "There is a storyline."

Under everyone's expectant eyes, he revealed the answer: "Forced."

Apple frowned: "I've seen it before, it's so real, it feels a bit..." He couldn't describe it.

Ji Ji quickly shook his head: "This is definitely not the case, everyone is very happy."

So they huddled together again, turning their voices to the most appropriate level, just enough to hear the woman's refusal turn into refusal.

Airplane proved it for himself: "If you ask her now, she will definitely be willing."

Pei Cangyu raised her head: "Can you go to the side?"

Everyone stopped and looked at him, and the plane turned off the phone: "What are you doing with a sullen face? Let me show you. Apple makes room for him."

"Okay." Apple jumped down and stretched out his hand to hold Pei Cangyu, "Go and sit with me."

Pei Cangyu shook him off: "Fuck/Your mother, didn't you hear me telling you to go aside?!"

The apple was thrown by him, and his hand hit the thorn corner on the window, and blood was seen immediately.The plane looked at Apple and Pei Cangyu, the leather dog stared blankly with its mouth open, and the monkey blinked, trying to form words.

Apple was in a bad mood.

He didn't say anything, turned around to leave, and the leather dog hurriedly pulled him: "Hey, wait, Pei Cangyu... hey, no..."

Pei Cangyu lay down again, as if nothing had happened, Apple broke away from the leather dog's hand, but looked at Pei Cangyu: "Who the fuck? Idiot, who do you think you are?"

The plane jumped down and pulled the apple: "Hey don't don't..."

Apple grabbed Pei Cangyu's pencil case and was about to throw it on Pei Cangyu's body. He hesitated for a moment and fell on Pei Cangyu's shoulder instead of his head: "Hey, what are you doing lying on your stomach? Who did you just say, say it again."

Pei Cangyu sat up, picked up her pencil case, stood up, and looked up at the apple.

Then he slammed it hard on Apple's head, and looked closely at him: "Speaking of you."

Apple was stunned for a second, and grabbed Pei Cangyu's collar with both hands: "Fuck/Your uncle! Are you fucking sick?!"

They all stopped Apple on the plane, and the leather dog walked around and shook Pei Cangyu: "You didn't sleep well, you slept well, it won't be..."

Pei Cangyu watched them stop the apple, said nothing, sat down again, and lay back on his stomach.

There were more and more students in the class, they looked over for no reason and talked about the quarrel.

The plane stopped Apple: "Forget it, forget it, he definitely didn't mean it, don't, don't..."

Apple struggled to get away from him and turned to leave, but the leather dog stopped him again: "Apple, what..."

Apple turned around and pushed the leather dog away: "Ping your mother's head, I don't have a name?"

He pushed the others away and returned to his seat directly.

Class begins.

They stood there for a while, then returned to their seats.

Baishi turned his head to look at Pei Cangyu, he was lying on his stomach without moving, his face was facing this way, his eyes were closed, no expression could be seen, but his hands were shaking all the time.

The monkey came after class, and the plane and leather dog with serious faces followed him. The monkey patted Pei Cangyu on the shoulder, and Pei Cangyu raised his head to look at him.The monkey said to him solemnly: "Pei Cangyu, let's have a chat."

Pei Cangyu glanced at him carelessly: "No. Get out."

Monkey insisted: "There must be a reason."

Pei Cangyu rolled her eyes impatiently, and lay back on her stomach again.

The monkey tried to call a few more times, and finally they looked at each other and gave up.

Pei Cangyu just lay there without moving.

He didn't sleep, of course he didn't sleep, he clenched his fists, his body was sweating all the time, his heart beat faster from the moment he heard "forced to come", as if someone broke into his brain, he guessed Baishi wouldn't know what happened What happened, let alone tell others, so no one should know, no one knows.

But he still felt nauseous, his body was getting hot layer by layer, he couldn't even close his eyes, he kept listening to their discussions, praying that they would finish reading quickly, leave quickly, just leave, stay away.

But they insisted on recruiting him, touching him, and breaking his crumbling strings.

When Pei Cangyu was venting his anger, he even felt very happy for a moment, as if he was floating, and almost forgot that he had never slept well.

Rushing them made him feel a lot better.

Then he saw Baishi's frank eyes.

Pei Cangyu was lying on the table, just wanting everyone to stay away from him, and if they stay away, it's best not to come near him.Or skip school, this classroom is too crowded.

But the pleasure/feeling of angering his friends didn’t last long. At night, Pei Cangyu suddenly regretted it. This kind of regret was like an irreversible event. Talking, the anger in the morning has improved a lot. When looking at each other inadvertently, Apple rolled his eyes indifferently and turned his head.

This look made Pei Cangyu almost die of sadness.

He knew he had done something wrong, but he really couldn't tell, why did he have to do this.It seems that there is always one regretful thing on top of another, and it is always wrong to do anything.I feel very wronged.

Pei Cangyu felt like he was going to throw up, he had a terrible headache, he always wanted to see his friends, but his friends seemed to have made an appointment, each opened up a new circle of conversation, and never looked at him again.

Pei Cangyu's mouth was parched.

He was thinking about whether to apologize, but the sight of Apple made him afraid to go, and why should he apologize? Just because he was hit, Apple hit him too, should he also apologize?

Shit, shit, shit.

Pei Cangyu held his schoolbag, not wanting to look up.Forget it, after graduating anyway, each went his own way, why bother.

Anyway, I'm going to leave, I'm graduating anyway.

fuck it.

Although Pei Cangyu thought so, but today he was the last one in the classroom, and he had a small wish in his heart. If someone asked him to go together, then this matter would be over, and there was no need to say anything, just let it go.

this is okay too.

So he waited and kept looking over there, but nothing happened. They didn't even look here until they left, let alone mention it.

Pei Cangyu had no choice but to stand up, and walked out dejectedly, just in time to meet Liu Yaosheng.

She enthusiastically asked if she had finished the book, and if she could continue to borrow it from her, she was taken away by her parents who came to pick her up.

Pei Cangyu stood at the door for a while, still holding the book Liu Yaosheng gave him, not knowing where to go.As soon as he looked up and saw that the light at the end of the corridor was on, he walked over, and the green light pointed upwards, so he walked up.

Go all the way to the roof of the teaching building.

When he opened the door, the cool wind rushed over, hugging him so much that he wanted to cry.

He walked forward slowly, walked to the edge of the stage, leaned on it and looked into the distance, under the moon were the lights of thousands of families.

Looking down, it is far away.

It's great, living in heaven and earth.Whether at home or at school, the world is too small for him.Want to break free.

Pei Cangyu stared at it for a while, then sat on it.

He swung his legs, and the wind gently blew his bangs up.

He burst into tears all of a sudden, with his schoolbag on his back and books he didn't want to read in his hands, lying on his lap, weeping.

He touched the well-bound book, in which the author who didn't care about life made up a beautiful and false story, but some people want the living to follow it, why are there people in the world who can educate others so peacefully, and why they have never realized this This feeling, this feeling of being tied up and feeling bad for life.

Pei Cangyu wanted to tear up the book, but he was crying so weakly, the darkness below was suffocating, you have to guess that such a gentle cold must be heaven.

He moved forward little by little, without feeling it himself.

It's nothing else, just too tired.

I think a lot, and I am too tired.

He closed his eyes, feeling like he was stepping on a cloud.

Then his cell phone rang.

Pei Cangyu touched her tearful eyes, erased the blur in front of her eyes, and took out her phone to take a look.

Grandma sent it.

"I'll have dumplings for supper tonight. I've made dumplings for a whole day, and I'll bring vinegar with me when I come back."

Pei Cangyu suddenly felt wronged, he seemed to have done nothing wrong.

He stared at the text message and cried even harder.When he turned over and returned to the roof, he cried heart-rendingly, because he decided not to go down, and for some reason he cried even louder.

He knelt on the ground, crying and feeling ridiculous.

How to do it.

How should I do it.

too difficult.

He leaned his head against the wall and felt someone approaching him, squatted down gently, and reached out to touch his head.

Baishi said, "What do you want?"

Pei Cangyu waved his hand away tremblingly, telling him to get away.

Bai Shi took the crumpled book from his hand, and threw it aside casually: "You know, I won't get lost, what do you want, tell me."

Pei Cangyu tried to avoid Baishi's holding his hands, but couldn't break free, so he said: "Then you come, you solve it, okay? Don't ask me, don't worry about me."

Baishi wiped away the tears on his face: "Please, Pei Cangyu, if you ask me, I will do it."

Pei Cangyu thought it was funny, he wanted to stand up, but Baishi's hands were like pliers, Pei Cangyu couldn't shake it off, so he pulled hard: "Okay, I beg you, I beg you, just stay away from me."

Baishi let go of his hand, Pei Cangyu jumped out, and fled with his schoolbag on his back.