REMIX

Chapter 50

"where is it?"

Hearing him ask me, I didn't know why I was shivering from the cold beer I just swallowed, and said tremblingly, I was watching fireworks with someone on the second section of Huanshan Highway.

Compared with my side, there are not many noises on his side, but I can hear someone next to me. I covered my ear on the other side to hear him say, "I'm not far from you."

"Where is it?" I was suddenly a little curious about where he was celebrating the New Year.

If I remember correctly, his parents passed away a long time ago, leaving him alone is worse than me.

"Having New Year's Eve dinner at my friend's house," he said, "I'll be there in five minutes, don't run away."

"What are you running for?" I couldn't help laughing, and Qiao Xinxin, who was sitting on my left, glanced at me.

"Well, wait."

After hanging up the phone, Qiao Xinxin asked me to order another bottle of wine for her. When she took it from me, her expression was the same, but she obviously understood and said, let's fall in love.

I was taken aback.

The girl's insight is really not to be underestimated.I thought to myself, Li Qianlan is enough to be thrown out ten blocks in this respect, so now he is pointing at a ball of fireworks and giggling, leaning his head on my shoulder and shaking.

In the end, I pondered for a moment, and handed over the newly opened wine to clink with her.

"almost."

This is definitely what I said to myself.

Xia Du ordered a fairy stick and insisted on stuffing it into my hand.

The beating cold fireworks illuminated my face, I stood up, and she walked into the distance. The night scene that spread out, the city I lived in for 18 years was quietly crawling under our feet, I thought, when I don’t even believe that I can live When I was young, I never expected such a scenery.

I held the fairy wand that was about to burn out and drew circles in mid-air, and said, Mom, what is your new year's wish?

Xia Jie hugged his arms in the wind, leaned against me, and said, I don’t know, I feel like I want everything, but in fact I don’t need anything, just live like this.

I opened my arms to hug her, and through the light of a firework rising into the sky, I saw a man wrapped in a woolen coat by the side of the road.

He doesn't look like he has been here for a long time, hidden in the crowd of happiness and joy, but I can still find him, there may be a special substance in him that makes him shine in the sea of ​​people, many people see him, Many people love him, many people surround him, but I am not sad about it, because after the light disappears, only I can find him.

I told Xia Jie that I would go away for a while and look for something.After I finished speaking, I walked towards him.He may or may not know that I found him, the road is so long, illuminated by a short-lived light source behind me, and the air smells of sulfur, when I enter the realm of "he exists", that The words were buried in my chest, connected to my heart, ready to come out.

But I didn't say anything, just stood beside him and watched the fireworks for a while.

"It's so cold," he said.

"Well," I stomped my feet, "look at the weather forecast, it will snow tomorrow."

He didn't speak, the light on his side face flickered on and off, and he turned his head to look at me.

A firework exploded very close to us, my ears were deaf for a moment, and the night sky above my head was illuminated like day, I suddenly figured out something, some kind of inexplicable courage dominated me, within a few seconds All unease and confusion were suppressed within.

I reached out and brushed his lips, as if possessed.

My fingertips were numb from the cold, and any slight heat was magnified into scorching, lest the ice would hit him, but lightly passed over the softness I longed for.

When he looked at me with a strange expression, I said, nothing, it was a little dusty.

Across the dim light in the darkness, there was a whole sunken night in his pupils, so dark that even the fireworks were extinguished.

He was a code word, a catastrophe, a beautiful and savage animal, trespassing and messing everything up for me.

"Hey."

He seemed to be laughing, but his voice was hoarse by the wind, as if it came from a distant place, and it was less than a centimeter away.

"You can't do this to me."

Then he held my hand back hard, and pressed his lips up.

——The last picture I saw was the end of my boyhood.

I've seen kisses in photographs, in movies, in the world of people different from me, and before him, these things were like origami, which had shape but no real feeling, and I was looking at it without being fascinated.When I touch him in this way, all karma and fate are connected.

I think maybe we will probably meet such a person, he is nothing special, just like you and this vulgar world, but he is omnipotent and can realize all your illusory delusions.

At the end of this kiss, neither of us said anything, as if we were thrown into a different dimension isolated from the world just now. When we both return to the real world, those secrets that only we know can no longer be mentioned—for Avoid some overwhelming follow-ups.

No one spoke for a long time, and the atmosphere turned warm and cold. I calmed down the boiling emotions and heard him say, Happy New Year.

"I remember one New Year's Eve, I just went to my mother's funeral." He made a bland and unusual opening, "I met you in front of a record store."

"How old were you? Eleven? You weren't as tall as my chest."

"You call me the landlord, and you always look at people with defensive eyes. I just said a word, and you are about to run away."

"I'm devastated. But there's nothing I can do about you."

I felt his remaining warmth remained on my lips like a brand, and it was still burning hot, unable to speak, and anxious for him to leave, I leaned over and scratched on the ground with one foot. Twice, I explained a sentence without thinking, then I will not run away from now on.

He coughed, as if he was choking, followed by a series of inexplicable laughs, which made me embarrassed and annoyed.

"I have to go back," I said, "my friend is waiting for me over there."

"Okay." He nodded, took out the car keys from his coat pocket, "I'll go too."

"Drive slowly, this road has many bends," I waved at him, "be careful."

I cross the road along the crosswalk.

I suddenly had a growing feeling.After finishing this sentence, the relationship between us seemed to have subtly changed.

But no one objected, no one even brought it up, and it just let it go, heading in a direction we all vaguely foresee.

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