REMIX

After dinner, there was no regular program like the golden eight o'clock file, so Gong Junye kindly sent me home.The way back was not the same way he went. He took a detour and took the road around the mountain.It was getting late, and before I entered the boulevard, I glanced at a raised hill in the distance, and the midsummer clouds looked like fallen butter.

He rolled down the car window, let in the wind that smelled of sunshine, turned on the car stereo, and asked me to sing a song.

I chose a slow song that I was practicing recently, and sang the first line, feeling that most of the flowers in my heart have quietly bloomed.

"Ilike when your unredlights, I like when you run after me at red lights Don't stop till you thin me, don't stop till you hit my heart Oh how you thin me, oh how you hit me?

Always in control, how you do it I don't know but I don't care, you always control me, I don't know how you do it, and I don't care takeme anywhere

Before I learned to use the word "romantic", I had decided to dedicate it to nights and jazz rap.

I think I now have another choice.

"You're beautiful, you're beautiful

Goodlord, God

You'refuckingbeautiful And I can't pretend that I can't pretend That doesn'tmeanathingtome, tome, yeah pretend it doesn't mean anything to me"

You are so pretty, I treat you to curry fish balls.

If this sentence is used as a confession, it quite rhymes.

When I got to the door of the house, I got out of the car on the sidewalk, closed the door, and looked at him for a while lying on the car window. This beautiful depression angle made me see those passionate eyes again.

I don't want to end today so hastily, but I feel that if I don't leave, I'm afraid I will do something that I can't go back on. In fact, I ignore the facts that have already penetrated into the thinking pattern. From the rainy night we met in the bar, there is no way to regret it.

He leaned over and grabbed my wrist.

"Hey, why don't you invite me to sit down for a while?"

My heart started beating wildly, a sign of something to come.

I invited him to come in and turned on the lights on the first floor while talking.

"My mother hasn't come back yet, it's a bit messy, just kidding."

After I finished speaking, he smiled before Zhou Zheng replied, oh.

This person is a bit annoying.

In fact, the house is spotless. Xia Jie gets up very early every day and spends an hour cleaning the room before going out. She has always been a diligent and clean woman, and she will not lower the standard of quality of life because of objective conditions or subjective mood. , I was raised by her to be more hygienic, and I refused to be sloppy and lazy.

Gong Junye is also very clean, which can be seen from his dressing and behavior habits, and the details are often more revealing of his taste.He has a very attractive air about him. It seems that he is pampered and well-educated, but it is a kind of temperament cultivated by a decent status and good self-cultivation.

He can help a kid who asks him to beat up a bad guy, or he can give a family a house in an accident, which is nothing to him, really nothing.

So he just moved his fingers effortlessly and said, I've always only given.

He said to the silent living room and corridor, "Excuse me."

I let him sit freely and went to the kitchen to wash his hands and make coffee.

I myself and the coffee don't call, but my mother is a certified barista, so it's inevitable that I will be swayed by it on weekdays. Besides, there is no preparation in advance, and there is nothing to entertain guests at home.

I put two spoonfuls of cream in the cup of iced coffee I gave him, and when I took it out, I found him hugging a boxy sofa cushion and playing with his mobile phone, with his long legs reaching the floor, concentrating on playing The appearance of the game is childish beyond his age.

It is indeed a bit childish.

But it's a bit cute to put it on such an adult.

I restrained the expression on my face and sat down next to him, and imitated his appearance and straightened my legs, with my back nestled in the sofa—in fact, it was convenient for me to peek at him from this angle.

I think that when I first realized that I didn't like girls, I felt that I was quite unreasonable.

I didn't expect it to be so unreasonable.

"It's more like a home than my home." He said suddenly, "It must be warm in winter."

He was right, it was the first heated house I ever lived in.

During the winters spent in drafty attics and dimly lit grocery stores in previous years, Xia Jie’s hands suffered from frostbite every year during heavy snowfall and a week of continuous winter rain, and when the electric heater was not working well, I She stuffed her hands into her clothes and warmed them against her stomach.

Because I don't know what warmth is, I am not afraid of cold.

"elder brother."

Sitting next to him feels very relaxed, I even feel drowsiness rushing to my forehead illuminated by the light, his voice is low, very close to me, like dust settled.

"……Thank you."

I grabbed the cup in my hand, and my fingertips were wet from the water vapor seeping out of the cup, and it was a little slippery, so I held it tighter and tighter.However, after this sentence, I can no longer think of anything worth saying, as if saying anything is futile, disappointing, and a waste of emotion.

But the half-sentence without the following text is a little unclear no matter how you listen to it. I thought with extreme embarrassment, if the mother goes on like this, there will only be confession words left.

It's too abrupt, and I don't expect to fall in love with such a person, it's a luxury that the more I think about it, the more I don't know what to do.

What should I do.

My confidence is no longer enough to support the appearance of ease, I wish I could bury my face in the cup, and it took me a long time to hear him say: "I can see it all, how competitive you are."

"You don't know how beautiful it is to live alone. It seems to be shining."

As if he didn't see the rampant blush on my face, he hooked my chin with his fingertips, "Come on, potential stock."

About the time when Xia Jie came back, I sent Gong Junye to the main road, and waited for my mother there by the way.

I really can't pretend anymore, I'm not the type of ingenuity and ingenuity, but after being stimulated by a few words from him, my immunity directly fell below the limit, and my endocrine system was almost out of balance.

For a child like me who is young and yellow, with a jumping mind and an ignorant mind, this kind of man undoubtedly has a fatal charm. I can't tell whether it is longing or envy, or both. The concept of "like" is complicated, and the goal But it must be accurate.

In the days that followed, I stopped for a while, doing homework during the day and working part-time at night. In my free time, I went to the library to look up some serious reference books, and I searched the Internet for a lot of unscrupulous materials. In the end, the harvest was very little, which was not satisfactory.

For the first time in my life, I fell into such a dilemma that talking on paper is useless, and I am afraid to practice it myself. I thought about it until I was a teenager, and then I remembered that I have the existence of a soul teacher.

So that day, before the bar opened to welcome customers, I mopped and washed all the floors and sat at the bar for a short rest. I mustered up the courage to ask He Gu my questions.

"Teacher He," I bravely took a cigarette from his cigarette case and put it in my mouth. Without lighting it, I pretended to hold it deeply, "how do you chase people?"

Fatty He has never heard me take the initiative to talk about this issue, and his face was flushed immediately. The hero has reached the point of use, and his eyes all showed the joy and emotion of "the child is too big to stay". Youyouran took a puff on his cigarette, and said, "First of all, you need to know whether the other party hates you, and whether you have a chance."

I thought about it with a cigarette in my mouth, I shouldn't hate it.it's OK.

"Secondly, try some intimate behavior hints when you are alone. If the other party does not express resistance clearly, it means you have something to do."

"Finally, choose a good and auspicious day, and confess your love. Let me tell you, little girls like this..."

I interrupted him hesitantly, and said, what if it wasn't for the little girl?

He was in a daze at first, but when he smashed the bar and got over the smell, his expression suddenly looked like he had swallowed a toad alive.

"Can you say that again?"