When the mirror ends

"Is that so?"

Peng Zefeng didn't deny that, maybe in her eyes, the world is like this.Those who are willing to treat her well will shine.

Xiao Lianyue continued to nod, and then said: "But, the light will disappear."

She withdrew her hand, "So I still choose darkness, because it won't leave me."

Peng Zefeng couldn't say "no" because he would indeed disappear as Xiao Lianyue said.

No one can be with someone forever, no one will not leave.

What's more, they are just the relationship between the helper and the person being helped. To Xiao Lianyue, he is an existence that may withdraw at any time, and she can't keep him at all.There is no sense of security in such a positional relationship.

Temporary peace of mind cannot change the future.

Once hope and warmth leave, she will only fall into an even more embarrassing predicament.For a scarred person, there is nothing more terrifying than losing after gaining, which will make her look forward uncontrollably, and then become more and more desperate in each failure.

Not having it all the time is completely different from losing it after having it.

During his internship, a girl came to him for emotional counseling, and she said something that deeply impressed him.

She said, "Sir, I used to be fine on my own. But now I can't watch movies by myself anymore."

Three years of love has changed all her habits.

She trusted the boy with all her heart and she always felt they could be together forever.By the time the boy said they were not suitable, she no longer knew how to live alone.

She said that her friend comforted her and said, "It's a big deal to start from the beginning, anyway, you used to have a wonderful life alone before", such comfort made her very uncomfortable.

Because she can't.

If a person says that he can abandon it, if he says he can go back, he can go back, if he says he can change it, then he is not a human being.At least, not someone like her.

She was able to live a wonderful life alone before because she has always lived like that.Now that she knew what it was like to choose another option, how was she going to forget?

But if she doesn't forget, she will suffer.

She was reluctant to forget it, because this memory was beautiful, otherwise she would not be unable to get out of birth.

The girl finally reconciled with the boy.

Because without the other party, there will be a void in her heart, and she is not the only one who can't get along no matter what.

When the boy heard that the girl had gone to see a psychiatrist, he was very anxious.When he ran to Peng Zefeng's place, his eyes were red, and his eyes clearly expressed distress and apology.

After all, she was also the girl he held in his hands. If she had a bad life, he would still feel sorry for her.

It's better to continue pampering, and he can change whatever is inappropriate.

He couldn't see the girl being sad more than being inappropriate.

But after all, not everyone can get such an ending.

So some people will choose to protect themselves from the beginning, and eliminate all possible sources of pain.

Like Xiao Lianyue.

I'm afraid the dependence she said in the clinic is the darkness.

Her situation is already: I ​​want to embrace the world even if it hurts, but I can't.

The darkness had become one with her, and to leave the darkness would be to abandon her past and most of her.But without leaving the darkness, she couldn't truly accept the world and accept others.

The person who can protect her and satisfy her is gone, she has to face the world by herself.

It is impossible to live in darkness alone.

"Lianlian, I won't force you to leave the darkness, so don't be afraid." Peng Zefeng clenched his fists into his chest, "I promise."

Xiao Lianyue tilted her head, she couldn't guess what Peng Zefeng wanted to say next, and she didn't understand why he wanted to guarantee this.

Peng Zefeng continued: "A person's life is nothing more than day and night. Their proportions vary with latitude. Only a few people in a few areas have the same day and night. But no matter what, they don't have it alone. Day or night."

Xiao Lianyue listened with half understanding.

"Humans are very strange creatures. They can't live without light, and they can't live without darkness." Peng Zefeng softened his eyes and smiled, "So Lianlian, you don't need to force yourself to give up the darkness completely. You just need to go Facing the light, there is still the sky waiting for you."

"Sky?"

Xiao Lianyue couldn't remember how long she hadn't seen the sky, probably since she was pulled down from the rooftop?From the moment she was hung upside down with her head knocked on the stairs until she reached the first floor, and then her hands were handcuffed with iron chains, she never saw the sky again.

"You can't see your favorite white in the dark."

There is only oneself in the darkness, and if you have nothing, you will be swallowed by the darkness.

So, don't just stay in the dark.

"So Lian Lian, try to welcome part of the 'day'." Peng Zefeng's eyes were filled with gentle encouragement, and he was waiting for Xiao Lianyue's answer.

"Like...white? Welcome...daylight?" Xiao Lianyue murmured.

Suddenly a gust of wind passed by, lifting her long hair and bringing along a memory fragment.

A piece of extraneous memory fragments from when I was 6 years old.

The scene of Peng Zefeng hugging her on the rooftop, the scene of holding her hand and taking her to buy clothes, the scene of choosing a skirt for her seriously, the scene of saying that he would like to be her father... Memories emerge one after another, and the warm feeling just now Overlapping, Xiao Lianyue cried.

Someone had already made an appointment to protect her, but she hid herself in the dark, causing people to worry for a long time.

Finally, this emotion turned into the rising sun in the sky, Xiao Lianyue's world is no longer dark, but slowly sprinkled with a faint layer of morning light.

Peng Zefeng finally saw Xiao Lianyue's appearance clearly. She is about ten years old now, probably when she was abandoned by women and then taken away by traffickers.

Thinking of this, Peng Zefeng frowned again.

With such a small body, how much hardship does it have to endure?

In the next second, he heard Xiao Lianyue laughing, and saw her pointing her index finger between his brows and saying, "Why do you frown when you see Lianlian, Lianlian is very happy to see you..."

"I'm also very happy." Peng Zefeng said as he helped Xiao Lianyue heal his injury, but his expression was still a bit sad, "Lianlian will definitely get well in the future."

"I'm fine now." The little girl stood in the morning light and smiled sweetly.

Peng Zefeng was dumbfounded.

Suddenly, Xiao Lianyue's eyes seemed to be a different person, still clear, but more like the person he saw in reality.

She said: "You used to protect me as a father, and now you appear as a brother to bring me out of complete darkness, so how will you feel next time when you appear by my side? I always feel that you Will be there for me at every turn."

As she spoke, she lowered her head and stared at her toes, then raised her head again, with a look of expectation in her eyes, "I'll be waiting for you!"