When the mirror ends

not worth it?

Who told you it wasn't worth it?That pair of scumbags?They are not qualified to instill such definitions in you.

Peng Zefeng held Xiao Lianyue's hand, hoping to warm her cold hands. His voice was a little more normal than before, but still a little tight, "Lianlian, brother didn't cry. Also, it's worth it."

He was afraid that Xiao Lianyue would not understand, so he added: "Lianlian deserves to be loved by everyone."

After thinking about it for a while, Peng Zefeng felt that there was a loophole in this sentence, so he said again: "Those who don't love you have their own problems."

Probably because these words were too overbearing, Xiao Lianyue didn't speak out or move for a long time.

"Lianlian." Peng Zefeng's voice had returned to normal, "Don't disappear suddenly next time, and answer my question, okay?"

"Well, I'm not leaving." Xiao Lianyue's voice was more about "coaxing" than being well-behaved. She seemed to think that Peng Zefeng was someone who needed to be coaxed, because she didn't feel sad, but the other party was so uncomfortable that she wanted to cry. , must be a person who needs to be cared for.

Being regarded as a weak person by the little girl, Peng Zefeng didn't want to complain at all.It's obviously her who needs to be cared for, but she treats others like this.

Peng Zefeng sighed secretly, what he can do is to bring people out of the darkness.

"Lianlian, can you see me?"

"Correct."

So now Xiao Lianyue should be able to see things in the dark, while those of them who are also in the dark can't see anything.

"Do you think...it's dark around you?"

"I do not know."

I don't think it's black, which means that the above speculation is not wrong.And the surrounding darkness was not as oppressive and hopeless as he had first guessed.

"Have you been living in such an environment?"

"Well...it's been a long time."

In other words, Xiao Lianyue was used to such an environment.But, how long has the darkness existed, and why?

"Are you afraid?"

"Why be afraid?"

Xiao Lianyue's tone did not fluctuate, only the final sound of the last word raised slightly to express her doubts about this question.She would ask this, most likely because it doesn't matter if she is hurt to a certain extent.For her, the darkness is not something that can affect her mood.

"Are you sad?"

"Sad... no, I don't feel it."

Has it really been numb from the injury?

"Can you hear the music?"

"What... music?"

"It's just... nothing, it's a beautiful song. I'll write it for you if I have a chance."

Peng Zefeng remembered the first time they met, Xiao Lianyue was singing, this song with lyrics should be quite suitable for her.

A completely different style, but in line with her voice.

The answers to side-talking questions still need answers to positive questions to complete.

Peng Zefeng was afraid that the next question would irritate Xiao Lianyue and cause her to run away, so he said, "Lianlian, hold my hand tightly now."

Of course, what's more important is that he hopes that the temperature on his hands can replace him to convey this sentence: Don't be afraid, I'm here.

Xiao Lianyue seemed to have guessed that the next question might be a bit cruel, so she responded with awareness: "Okay."

"Do you hate your mother?"

"...No hate."

If there is no expectation, naturally there will be no hatred.Not only did Xiao Lianyue have no expectations for her mother, she also had no expectations for life, so she didn't care what life was messed up, and she wouldn't hate it.

But why did the sea of ​​consciousness tremble just now? Could it be because Xiao Lianyue witnessed the death of her mother...

"Then do you love her?"

"do not love."

"Then she... is gone, are you sad?"

"I was just a little surprised." I thought she would lock me up for the rest of my life.

She thought she would be imprisoned in the cage forever, but who knew that the cage shattered first.A certain link in the sea of ​​consciousness was broken, so she was surprised.

"Then do you hate your father?"

"No hate. He lives in his mother's thoughts."

In other words, "nothing to do with me".

Peng Zefeng didn't speak for a long time after he finished asking this question, just when Xiao Lianyue thought he had finished asking, he uttered two words and asked, "Does it hurt?"

Xiao Lianyue thought about it carefully, whether Peng Zefeng asked her about her pain or her inner feelings.Then she raised her other hand to point to her heart, and said, "If you're talking about this, it won't hurt."

She went on to say: "My brother's hands are very warm, which makes me feel at ease."

Peng Zefeng clenched his little hands, and Xiao Lianyue's next words almost made tears fall from his reddened eyes, he heard her say, "I seem to have held hands."

There is still a little bit of that warmth left...

Although it is impossible to change what happened in the past, the warmth can still stay in place.Peng Zefeng was moved by this conclusion, which is really great.

"Brother, do you think it's pitiful for Lianlian to be alone in the dark?"

"I..." Peng Zefeng didn't know how to answer, it was more distressing than pity, but what's the point of saying these things, it just adds to the sadness.

"Lian Lian likes the dark. Because in the dark, they can't see Lian Lian." Xiao Lianyue paused, and the memory of pain made her subconsciously shiver, "Lian Lian will not be in pain anymore."

Peng Zefeng's tone changed when he gritted his teeth and said these two words, "Beast."

Xiao Lianyue didn't care about the people who hurt her, she was just afraid of pain.

She continued to say in a soft voice: "So when I first saw my brother, I was very scared. My brother has light on his body. I was afraid that if I approached you, I would be discovered."

"Light?"

Peng Zefeng tried to use his power early in the morning, and it worked fine, but there was no light, otherwise he wouldn't have to walk in the dark all the time.

How could there be light on him?

Xiao Lianyue nodded, "Well, golden yellow, very soft light."