When the mirror ends

toddler 8

Peng Zefeng flipped through the address book and called Wei Qianyan: "Qianyan, can you come out and have a drink with me? You don't have to drink, just don't let me sleep on the street."

"Okay. Where will we meet?" Wei Qianyan raised his heart, what could make Ze Feng want to drink away his worries?

"XGSUW. I'll wait for you here."

"Hey, you're already here?! You still remember to call me..." Wei Qianyan was funny and angry, what if he couldn't go?What do you do when you're drunk in a bar?

"Of course we have to leave a way out." Reckless willfulness is courting death.

"I'll be there in 10 minutes, don't drink too much." Wei Qianyan instructed.

"Yeah." Peng Zefeng arranged the empty wine bottles in an orderly manner for the waiter who will clean up later.

Peng Zefeng, who was sitting alone in the corner, was quietly drinking one cup after another. Except for the speed, he didn't look like he was here to get drunk.There are not too many expressions on his face, and his posture is straight and unshakable, which is completely different from those around who are crying and shouting with red faces.

And the men and women who came to strike up a conversation also returned bitterly, because no matter whether it was explicit flirting, well-intentioned comfort, or simply coming to find a partner, they didn't get any response.

He didn't talk to anyone, he didn't even want to communicate with himself, because there was only a wave of sadness and pain in his body.

Did he have such strong negative emotions?

Why is it so hard to just lose someone you've lived with for a few months?

Peng Zefeng drank cup after cup without frowning.

The waiter came and took the empty bottles from the table.

Peng Zefeng was still drinking non-stop, when suddenly the phone rang, "Hello?"

"I'm here, where are you?" Wei Qianyan strode into the bar.

"Go to the right." Peng Zefeng said and stood up.

"Okay, I saw you." Wei Qianyan hung up the phone.

"Feng'er, what's the matter? What happened?" Wei Qianyan pulled out his chair and sat down.

"He said wait for him, he will come back to me."

"Who?"

"He said he actually knew I was a psychiatrist, but he wanted to play with me, so he pretended he didn't know anything and cooperated with my treatment."

Patient?Wei Qianyan guessed, but didn't say it out loud.

"But Yanyan, I didn't cure him." Peng Zefeng's eyes were bloodshot, and his expression was sad.

"It's not your fault." No doctor is perfect.

Wei Qian stretched his hand to snatch the wine from Peng Zefeng's hand, but he drank too much.

"He died because I didn't cure him! Yan Yan, Xu Yuan committed suicide because he couldn't control the desire to kill." Peng Zefeng's eyes were filled with hesitation and helplessness, as if he was begging for forgiveness.

Wei Qianyan took his hand back, no one blames you, Feng'er.People are so complicated, how can every mental illness be cured, don't embarrass yourself, this is not your responsibility.

Peng Zefeng pointed to the position of the heart, weeping and said, "It hurts." Then he drank another glass of wine, "It hurts too much."

Wei Qianyan, who didn't know how to comfort him, just picked up the wine silently and filled it up for Peng Zefeng. He knew that what he just thought was something he must never say.

"He won't die if he doesn't force himself to be a good person." Peng Zefeng's voice started to choke when he talked about a good person.

Crying is an emotion unique to human beings, but Peng Zefeng feels like a machine. The tears are only because of the settings, and have nothing to do with himself.

"You can't say that!" Wei Qianyan yelled but realized it immediately, restrained his temper and said softly: "Wait for him to come back." Didn't he say that he would come back?

"Come back? How? What did he bring back?" Peng Zefeng kept repeating the word "come back".

Wei Qianyan really wanted to say that he himself had traveled back, but Xu Yuan's situation was completely different from his, and he was afraid that speaking out would only give Peng Zefeng unreasonable hope.

"Qianyan, is there such a thing as an afterlife? Do you believe it?"

"I believe."

"But I don't believe it. Neither you who are 3 years old nor you who are 80 years old can be said to be the same person, let alone the next life? Don't tell me that he remembers the things in the previous life, so he is him. Give me time and I can also make a person's The memory is copied to another person's memory, but we all know it's not him."

"Feng'er."

"Yanyan, I shouldn't have thought so much. My world view cannot be shaken." Peng Zefeng suddenly remembered a "patient" he had a while ago. He has a meal.

If you don't repay the kindness of that meal, you can't become a fairy.

So his benefactor sent him to his clinic and paid 30 yuan for a consultation fee for a person who may be mentally ill for no reason.

I said, do you know that I am a psychiatrist?Your benefactor thought you were sick, so he sent you here.

He said, I didn't expect him to think I was sick.

Then you said that you came to him to repay the kindness of a meal, but now he paid an extra consultation fee for you, isn't he owed more?

No, because I gave him back his life, and he can live for many more years in exchange for a hundred years of cultivation.

Aren't you going to become a fairy?Is it okay to lose your cultivation base?

Yes, it will be repaired for another hundred years.Originally, becoming a fairy is not that simple, and it is possible to perish when repaying a favor. There are many people who have spent hundreds of years to repay their favor, and even some demons have been wasting for so long that they forget why they are in the world.

What if you forget?

They die when they live to the end of their lifespan, but this time is too long compared to humans, but for monsters, death means demise.Humans have an afterlife, but demons do not, and all demons are born knowing this, so if a demon is willing to die for a person, it must be a fool to do so.After all, human life is endless.

Human life is endless, isn't it?

"Feng, don't drink so fast." Wei Qianyan watched Peng Zefeng down one cup after another, feeling a little irritable in his heart.

It sucks to not be able to do anything.

"I'm fine." Peng Zefeng still didn't stop, and he didn't know where the wine in his stomach went.

Wei Qianyan has one head and two big ones.

So when he accompanied Peng Zefeng to the bathroom and stood outside the door waiting for him, he called Yu Feng, "Xiaofeng, can you come out now?"

"What's wrong? I'm discussing the wedding with my fiancée and our family now." Yanyan hasn't called me for a long time, what happened all of a sudden?

"Hmm..." Wei Qianyan began to feel embarrassed, he didn't really want to call Yu Feng out at this time, because Peng Zefeng probably thought so too.

"If it's not particularly urgent, I'll be there later?" Yu Feng said.

"It's nothing, you guys talk first, I'm hanging up." Wei Qianyan hung up without waiting for Yu Feng to reply.

How can I solve this nonsense!But the person who knows the most can't come!

On the other hand, Yu Feng always felt that Wei Qianyan was a little abnormal.Usually, if he asks them out to play, he will be very disappointed if someone can't go, and then he is afraid that they will feel guilty, so he will comfort them in turn. There must be something wrong with hanging up so simply and neatly now.

Yu Feng looked at the people behind him, but still didn't dare to go directly to Wei Qianyan.

It shouldn't be a very important thing, right?

"You were on the phone just now? If you have something to do, you can leave first, and I'll ask someone else to come and accompany me." Peng Zefeng is still sober now, and it's okay to stay by himself for a while.

"No, and how can I rest assured to leave you here by yourself." Wei Qianyan walked back to the place just now, holding Peng Zefeng's shoulder.

Then Wei Qianyan continued to watch Peng Zefeng pour the wine.

Yu Feng has been restless since he answered Wei Qianyan's phone call, absent-mindedly listening to the discussions and various arrangements of the two parents and the fiancee.

By accident, he took out his mobile phone and checked Peng Zefeng's GPS location. Isn't that... a bar?Why is Feng at the bar?Didn't he stop drinking?Could it be that the delayed phone call has something to do with it?

Peng Zefeng began to lose his mind, and murmured: "Xiaofeng is getting married, it feels like being widowed, but it's okay, he's still there. But Xu Yuan died..." He's not here anymore.

Peng Zefeng suddenly remembered the previous dream, to be precise, he remembered the diary he had read before. The diary described the experience of the owner of the diary seeing ghosts, as well as a brief description of various materials he read, and a conclusion: Most people will have different experiences before they die, such as being haunted by ghosts, seeing things that they don’t usually see, or abnormalities that they don’t even notice... The things that cause this phenomenon can be called dead air .

Was Xu Yuan ready to commit suicide long ago?Or did he foresee his own death?So there will be the intrusion of those things, so he is so much better than before.

He should have known, and he knew that the dream was important, but why didn't he remember it well?

Otherwise, if he doesn't act emotionally, he can also detect Xu Yuan's abnormality.It's impossible, even he already knew that he was a psychiatrist and had been cooperating with him in acting all the time.

"You look like this, how much they will feel sorry for you when they see it." Not to mention Yu Feng and Xu Yuan, Wei Qianyan himself felt very distressed, the Peng Zefeng who looked like this was really far from what he remembered.

Peng Zefeng didn't respond to Wei Qianyan's words, he couldn't listen to anything anymore.

Wei Qianyan had no choice but to shut his mouth and look at him.

The waiter removed several more bottles and replaced them with new wine and ice.

"Peng Zefeng, why are you crazy?" Yu Feng knew that Peng Zefeng had been restless after the bar, and finally left his family who were having a good time talking, and stopped the car to come, but when he arrived, he saw that the man was drunk.

Wei Qianyan was taken aback by Yu Feng's menace, and quickly said, "Calm down, um... Feng'er said that Xu Yuan is dead."

Yu Feng stared at Wei Qianyan with wide eyes, "Who are you talking about?"

"Xu Yuan." I don't know who it is...

Yu Feng's face turned pale all of a sudden, and sadness was clearly written on his face.

After a long time, he sighed: "I'll take him back first."

Yu Feng called the waiter to pay the bill, and then walked on the street with Peng Zefeng on his back, but Peng Zefeng didn't insist on staying in the bar to drink, and lay quietly on Yu Feng's back.

After the rain, there were large and small puddles of water on the streets. Yu Feng was splashed all over by a passing car after he hadn't gone far.

Yu Feng suddenly felt wronged, his eyes turned red, and he murmured: "Peng Zefeng, why don't you say fuck him?"

Yu Feng knew that Peng Zefeng was still conscious, and knew that the two of them were splashed by water. In the past, Peng Zefeng would at least say "fuck him" as a comment, but now he is just silent.

Peng Zefeng blinked, but there was still no spirit in his eyes.

It turned out to be really painful to numb.

Why the hell do you want me to see you like this, what should I do... Yu Feng wanted to throw someone on the street, and then squat down by himself decadently.

"Feng, don't be like this, I feel bad." Yu Feng opened his mouth and realized that he had changed his tone, sounding like he was about to cry.

"Xiaofeng doesn't cry."

This is the first time Peng Zefeng has responded after being drunk.

"You bastard, do you know how worried I am when you are like this? Do you know that I came out to look for you after a fight..." Yu Feng didn't know why he still wanted to laugh when he said that, tears were in his eyes Spin around.

You don't even know how much I said. I said to my fiancée, "I want a wife who is as respectful as a guest, not a woman who only thinks and suspects every day. Maybe one day in the future I may love You have surpassed my life and become the most important existence, but now you are really not as good as him.", Damn, I will definitely not be able to coax you back...

"Xiaofeng doesn't cry."

"You just tell me not to cry, why do you cry for me? Do you know that the last thing I want to see is your tears, because you are like faith to me, you are omnipotent .

"And you are really annoying. No matter what expression I make or how I look, you know how I really feel. It's like I'm going to laugh, but you tell me not to cry. You Why bother you so much..."

"I'm sorry. Wait for me." Peng Zefeng said.

He can't be vulnerable, he needs to be strong.