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It was New Year's Day in a blink of an eye, and Zhou Luo looked in a good mood today. He took the initiative to talk to Gao Yu, smiled at him, and asked him about the school.This made Gao Yu so happy that he was so excited that he almost ran around Beijing twice.

Zhou Luo stayed at home long enough, after lunch, he asked Gao Yu in the afternoon: "You don't go to school anyway, how about we go out and have fun together on New Year's Day?"

Zhou Luo's initiative made Gao Yu even more excited, he nodded hurriedly: "Okay, then where do you want to go?"

Zhou Luo looked at him and thought for a while: "I want to... take a walk around your school."

"it is good."

"Then let's go."

"Hey, wait a minute, it's cold outside, put on a hat, scarf, gloves, and a thick coat." Gao Yu said and dressed Zhou Luo one by one.

Zhou Luo's face turned red. Seeing his slightly shy appearance, Gao Yu was dazed for a moment. He couldn't help kissing Zhou Luo's face: "Okay, let's go."

"Why don't you wear it?" Zhou Luo asked him.

"I'm not afraid of the cold."

Zhou Luo smiled and said nothing.

The two left the house together, got on the subway and went straight to the university, got off the car, walked out of the subway station, and when they reached the school gate, Zhou Luo's eyes lit up and said, "It's been a long time since I came here." He added: "During the summer vacation of your third year in high school, the two of us came here to work and earn tuition fees in such a stupid way, remember?"

"of course I remember."

"At that time, I remember the first time I got my salary, we both ran to the snack street near the school and ate 50 yuan Malatang."

"Yeah, I still remember that when you finished eating and paid the bill, you were so distressed that you cried and kept muttering that the boss cheated us."

Zhou Luo said: "He just cheated us. We didn't order any expensive things. I remember we ordered green vegetables and instant noodles with vermicelli."

Gao Yu smiled: "Yes, yes, he cheated us." After a while: "Want to go to the snack street?"

Zhou Luo shook his head: "Don't go now, it's not the meal time. When I get there, I want to buy something to eat. If I buy it, I will spend more money."

Gao Yu was speechless: "Eat at this time, eat less at meal time, besides, how much can you spend on your meal?"

Zhou Luo still shook his head: "That's not going, now go to your campus, and go to the snack street when you have dinner."

"to make."

The two went to school and wandered around the school for a long time. Gao Yu was afraid that he would be tired, so he asked, "Would you like to find a place to rest for a while?"

"What time is it?" Zhou Luo asked him.

Gao Yu took out his phone and checked the time: "It's 45:[-] in the afternoon."

"Oh, I've been walking for so long." Zhou Luo said thoughtfully, "I'm a little tired." Pursing the corners of her lips lightly, she said to Gao Yu, "Can we sit in the classroom where you often have classes?" Sit down?"

Gao Yu froze for a moment, nodded, "Okay." After a pause, he smiled and said, "You never went to my classroom before."

"Didn't you not let me in at that time?" Zhou Luo whispered: "Every time I send you something, you let me wait downstairs." Speaking of this, he remembered many things, and he said: "And I only went to your school's dormitory when the school started. Usually you just let me wait upstairs."

Gao Yu was a little ashamed by what Zhou Luo said, and blamed himself: "At that time, I was messed up and hurt you, baby, I will never do it again in the future, can you forgive me for the past?"

Zhou Luo smiled slightly: "I've forgiven you a long time ago, let's go, let's go to the teaching building."

"After going to the teaching building, I'll take you to the dormitory and the school cafeteria." Gao Yu said excitedly, "Hey, baby, where do you want to have dinner?"

"Me." Zhou Luo thought while walking, "Anywhere is fine."

"How about I take you to our school cafeteria, and then go to the snack street after midnight snack?"

"Okay." Zhou Luo readily agreed.

Gao Yu looked at him so well-behaved, and really wanted to hug him and kiss him, but this was outside, and there were students passing by around, not to mention Zhou Luo's mood improved just now, he didn't want to make him unhappy again .

The two entered the teaching building of Gao Yu's college. Some classrooms were still in class, and some were for self-study. Anyway, there were no empty ones, and there were more or less few students.

Only then did Zhou Luo remember that the final exam was coming. He looked at Gao Yu and asked, "If you haven't come to school recently, will you be expelled?"

"If you fire, let's fire." Gao Yu said nonchalantly.

These words made Zhou Luo frowned, and said in a panic, "Then... no, you have to study hard and finish your studies."

Seeing that he was nervous, Gao Yu couldn't help but smiled: "Don't worry, there are a lot of people who are absent from school every day, and they won't be expelled. As long as you don't commit any serious crimes, take the exam on time, and don't keep failing."

After hearing this, Zhou Luo's expression calmed down, he was silent for a while, and said worriedly: "No matter what, you have to successfully complete your studies before you can find a good job in the future."

Gao Yu smiled: "Stop talking, let's go, let's go to a classroom with few people."

The two entered a classroom, and the one who entered through the back door sat directly at the rearmost window seat.

"Is it okay to sit here?" Gao Yu asked.

"Hush." ​​Zhou Luo told him to keep his voice down, and said in a low voice, "The exam is coming soon, everyone is reviewing."

"They review theirs, your husband and I can pass the exam without reviewing." Gao Yu leaned into his ear and said shamelessly.

Zhou Luo glared at him, said nothing, looked at the classroom, and then turned to look out the window.

Watching quietly, thinking about something in my mind.

He hasn't sat in the classroom for a long time, and he was forced to suspend school before he had finished experiencing student life. Up to now, he has been too timid to go back to campus... Zhou Luo began to think, is it Going back to school or continuing to study... Slowly he began to struggle again.

"Zhou Luo, Zhou Luo..."

Gao Yu called him several times before Zhou Luo slowly turned his head and looked at him suspiciously: "What's wrong?"

"You've been staring out the window for half an hour." Gao Yu said, with a hint of worry in his expression.

Zhou Luo was stunned for a moment, surprised: "Half an hour? It's been so long, but I don't think it's long." As he spoke, he lay down on the table, holding the corner of the table with one hand: "Sit a little longer, one class four 10 Minutes, we haven't sat down to a class yet."

"Okay." Gao Yu followed him to the table.

Zhou Luo looked at him with his head tilted, and smiled at him: "I used to fantasize about going to get out of class with you, but it's a pity that you are younger than me, so you are destined not to be in the same grade."

Gao Yu paused for a moment, quietly held Zhou Luo's other hand under the table, held it in the palm of his hand, and said, "It will come true. You have suspended your studies. After the Chinese New Year, you will go through the formalities for returning to school. I will apply for a transfer." , the two of us have one school and one college, we can attend and finish classes together, eat together, and live in a dormitory, and then we will work hard to finish our studies together, what do you think?"

Zhou Luo didn't answer, his eyes were a little lonely, Gao Yu couldn't help but squeezed his hand tightly, put it in his palm to warm it up, and asked with a pretended relaxed smile, "You don't believe me?"

Zhou Luo froze for a moment, then nodded with a smile, and said, "It's as if the school is run by your family. If you want to change schools, you can change schools."

"Well, it wasn't opened by our family, but I will try my best." Gao Yu straightened up, held Zhou Luo's hand and took it out from the table, bowed his head and kissed his hand, and then laughed twice.

Zhou Luo's eyes signaled him to be more honest.

Gao Yu laughed, then bowed his head and kissed again.

Zhou Luo snorted and wanted to withdraw his hand, but Gao Yu held it tighter, put it on his heart, and looked at him affectionately.

Zhou Luo avoided his eyes and cleared his throat: "I'm hungry."

Gao Yu hurriedly looked at his phone: "Hurry up at 05:30, it's time for dinner, let's go to the cafeteria to eat."

"Ah."

Gao Yu took Zhou Luo to the cafeteria of the campus where he lived, and ordered things upstairs and downstairs.

"Too much." Zhou Luo frowned.

"Not many, try them all, which one is delicious, I will bring you here next time."

Zhou Luo smiled and remained silent.

While sitting there eating, I met Gao Yu's classmates. They knew Zhou Luo and greeted him with a smile: "Hello, cousin." Then he said to Gao Yu: "You are really good, bring your cousin to eat Canteen, shouldn't you eat out?"

Gao Yu smiled: "Let me clarify here, he is not my cousin, but me..."

"Gao Yu!" Zhou Luo interrupted him suddenly.

Gao Yu looked at him: "What's wrong?"

Zhou Luo looked at the two classmates, smiled and said, "I want to talk to Gao Yu on the phone, that..."

The two understood, smiled and said: "I understand, then you should eat and drink well." After speaking, they walked away wisely.

Gao Yu was puzzled: "What's wrong?"

Zhou Luo lowered his head and looked at the dishes on the table: "From now on, don't talk nonsense, you still have to go to school here."

Gao Yu understood, and he poked Zhou Luo's head with his hand: "Did I talk nonsense? Before I said it, you yelled and scared me."

Zhou Luo looked up at him, then lowered his head silently and started eating.

Gao Yu put a piece of pork chop into his bowl: "This fried pork chop is delicious, try it."

Zhou Luo nodded, picked up the pork chop and took a bite, then gave a thumbs up.

He asked, "Do you like the food in the school cafeteria?"

"I like it." Gao Yu raised his eyebrows as he said, "However, I like your cooking better."

"I don't have anyone who cooks sumptuously." Zhou Luo said.

"Anyway, I think it's delicious." Gao Yu said with a smile.

Zhou Luo smiled faintly, lowered his head and continued to eat his own.

Gao Yu saw that Zhou Luo liked the fried pork cutlet, so he bought two more.

Zhou Luo frowned: "I can't eat it."

"You just eat hard."

"You eat, one of me is enough."

Gao Yu pushed the pork chops to him: "It's delicious with curry, try it soon."

Zhou Luo smirked, brought the pork chops in front of him, and started eating.

Seeing his appetite so good, Gao Yu was naturally happy, and his appetite also improved.

The meal was pleasant and long, and it made the two of them quite full. Zhou Luo touched his stomach: "I'm so full."

"This is your first time eating here, how do you feel?" Gao Yu looked at him and asked with a smile.

"Well, it feels good, the school environment is good, and even the food in the cafeteria is so delicious." Zhou Luo laughed twice as he spoke.

"If you like, we will come often in the future."

Zhou Luo didn't answer, but just looked around the cafeteria: "I don't have much to eat, let's go too."

"Okay." Gao Yu stood up and asked, "Where else do you want to go?"

"Hmm..." Zhou Luo thought as he walked, "Let's go for a stroll, today's New Year's Day... is it true that fireworks are not allowed within the fifth ring road in Beijing?"

"Yes, why, do you want to watch the fireworks?"

"No, I just remembered that when I was in my hometown, everyone would set off fireworks on festivals like New Year's Day. I haven't seen them in the past two years since I came to Beijing. I seldom heard the sound of fireworks and firecrackers even during the New Year. Desolate, not festive."

Gao Yu looked at his longing eyes, thought for a while, and suggested: "There are some outside the Fifth Ring Road, or how about we take a car to see?"

Hearing what he said, Zhou Luo frowned fiercely, looked at him speechlessly and said, "You're crazy, thanks to your thinking... Then I might as well go home and watch the fireworks on TV."

Gao Yu hugged him strangely, and squeezed his face: "Are you serious? I mean, I also feel that running so far is not as comfortable as going home and watching TV."

Zhou Luo pouted, smiled again, and suddenly barked like a frightened puppy: "You, don't hug me, it's not good to be seen by others."

"It's not good to be seen by others?" Gao Yu rubbed his head: "At most, everyone will think that we have a good relationship, and few people think about that, so don't worry." After finishing speaking, he rubbed his hair .

"You, pay attention, I'm older than you." Zhou Luo said with a snort.

"Are you older than me? How are you older than me?" Gao Yu said a little nastyly: "Tell me about how you are older than me? Huh?"

"Age!" Zhou Luo was serious.

Gao Yu laughed twice, pinched his nose: "Okay, okay, that's right, except that you are older than me..."

Zhou Luo glared at him, snorted, Gao Yu stopped talking, and leaned into his ear: "Don't be angry, I was wrong."

"I..." Zhou Luo pursed her lips, a little speechless: "How can I be so stingy."

Gao Yu changed the subject and said, "When the Chinese New Year comes, the government will allow fireworks to be set off on the plains in the suburbs. Let's buy some and set them off, okay?"

Hearing this, Zhou Luo was stunned for a moment, his eyes suddenly dimmed, and he smiled slightly: "Let's talk about it at that time."

"That's right." Gao Yu changed his posture, embraced Zhou Luo's shoulders, and asked, "Let's not talk about the future, where do you want to go now? Do you still want to go to the snack street?"

"Snack street..." Zhou Luo murmured, "They all sell snacks, but I'm so full now, if I go there and I don't have room in my stomach to eat again, it would be a pity if I don't eat..."

Seeing his seriousness, Gao Yu chuckled: "Then let's go next time, now..." He took out his mobile phone and checked the time: "It's only a little past seven in the evening, let's go to the school at night How about it?"

Zhou Luo cutely made an OK gesture.

The two walked to the school's fountain, and unexpectedly the fountain was spraying water, it was very beautiful, many students were watching nearby, and there were also many couples.On the square of the campus, there were people playing free rollers while playing music. The music was so loud that Zhou Luo covered his ears.

"How about we go back?" Gao Yu asked.

"What?" Zhou Luo didn't hear clearly.

"I said, why don't we go back?" Gao Yu amplified his voice.

Zhou Luo shook his head and said loudly, "Let's play again."

Gao Yu smiled and nodded: "Okay."

After looking at the fountain for a while, Zhou Luo walked to the place where he was playing with rollers, and it was even louder when he got closer. Gao Yu said loudly to him, "It's too noisy, can you bear it?"

"I can bear it, Gao Yu." Zhou Luo whispered to him, "I can bear it if I leave you in the future, and you have to be good..."

"What did you say?" Gao Yu approached him and said loudly.

Zhou Luo shook his head, didn't say anything more, raised his feet and tugged at Gao Yu, meaning let's go.

After walking a few steps, Zhou Luo suddenly turned his head and asked, "Son, are you really gone?"

Gao Yu was startled when he asked this question, his face froze, and when he was about to open his mouth, Zhou Luo said sadly: "Blame me, that day... if I stood firmer that day, if... Don't stand on the stairs... No, no, I shouldn't go out and throw the chicken soup my mother gave me... You say, this is retribution, right? My mother, an elder, came to give me chicken soup, and I... I actually have a bad heart I'm going to throw it away...yes, this is retribution..." Zhou Luo couldn't bear it, trembling his lips, and started crying: "It's retribution, it really is...I deserve it..." He said sadly Squat down.

Gao Yu squatted down and hugged him distressedly, and comforted him: "Don't think so, it's not like this, blame me, it's my fault, it's all my fault."

Zhou Luo didn't speak, just cried muffledly with his shoulders trembling.

Gao Yu held his face, let him look at himself, then gently wiped his tears, and said distressedly: "Don't cry, okay? Today is New Year's Day, the new year, let's forget everything about the past, good and bad Forget about everything, let's start over, and everything will only look forward, okay?"

Zhou Luo stopped crying, and his eyes were red: "Yes, you are right...forget about the past and only look forward." He lowered his eyes and murmured, "So, we... let's do this ...It's good to get together and get away..."

Gao Yu frowned: "What do you mean?"

With tears in his eyes, Zhou Luo didn't answer.

"Say, what do you mean?" Gao Yu was anxious: "What's wrong with you? Haven't you had enough trouble these days? Why do you love to torture yourself so much?"

Zhou Luo's tears flowed down again disappointingly.

Gao Yu was angry: "Zhou Luo, don't keep thinking about that, okay? You're not only torturing you, but also torturing me. Are we both living in the pain of losing our child?"

"So, I'm leaving you."

"How dare you!?" Gao Yu grabbed him by the collar, picked him up like a chicken, looked directly at him and said angrily, "Don't even think about leaving me! Don't even think about it!"

Zhou Luo's tears fell down again: "I have to leave you, I have to."

Faced with his insistence, Gao Yu had no choice but to grit his teeth and say, "Go home!" After speaking, he let go of his collar, took his hand to leave.

Zhou Luo remained motionless, biting his lips tightly, without saying a word, without the slightest expression of compromise.

Gao Yu was angry and sad, but more frustrated, his Zhou Luo was too stubborn, really too stubborn.It seems that as long as he decides, there is nothing he can easily change, just like when he resolutely gave up his studies, came to Beijing alone, and began to take on the responsibility of taking care of himself.

At that time, Gao Yu tried his best to get him to leave, but this man gritted his teeth, no matter how much he humiliated and abused him, he never compromised.

Today, Zhou Luo persisted in leaving him with such an attitude. His eyes were firm and decisive, as if he didn't have the slightest nostalgia for everything between him and Gao Yu.

Gao Yu felt that his breathing was a little abnormal. He took a deep breath, forced himself to calm down, and asked, "Are you really going to leave me?" His voice trembled when he said this.

Zhou Luo looked at him, still silent.

Gao Yu took a deep breath, and was about to be pissed off by Zhou Luo, but there was nothing he could do about it, he grabbed his collar violently again, and said word by word: "Okay, then listen now, you have your persistence , I also have mine, came to me without saying a word to take care of me, gave me a home, and now want to leave? How can such a good thing happen!" Said, ignoring Zhou Luo's struggle, picked him up and went home go.

Gao Yu couldn't take the subway anymore, Gao Yu called a taxi, got into the car and Gao Yu fixed Zhou Luo in his arms, Zhou Luo struggled, kicked and kicked, the driver was startled by the pushing and shoving of the two, He kept looking back and asked what was going on.

Gao Yu cursed in a low voice and asked him to drive.

As Zhou Luo said, if he wanted to leave, he really did. He left home when Gao Yu was going to take the school exam.

Before leaving, he cleaned the inside and outside of the house, and washed all the clothes that Gao Yu needed to wash, including shoes and socks, and made the bed well. Before leaving, he even made a meal for Gao Yu.

He even kept the mobile phone Gao Yu bought for him, found his barely usable old mobile phone and carried a small bag on his back.In the bag were some of his changes of clothes, and the other was the small wallet that Gao Yu had bought for him.

There are only more than 500 yuan in the bag, which he saved when he was working in a hotel before. The money Gao Yu earned from racing and the more than 1 yuan he saved in Gao Yu’s name before used part of it to find a lawyer to entrust the relationship. , and now there are more than 6 remaining.He deposited the money on a card and put it on Gao Yu's pillow. Before leaving, he wrote a letter and left with his bag on his back.

Gao Yu originally planned not to take the exam because he was afraid that Zhou Luo would escape, but he seemed to be betting with himself that Zhou Luo would not leave him secretly...

Even though I have no idea in my heart, and even feel restless during the exam, I still want to gamble.

Gao Yu's hands were shaking all the time when he was writing. Two or 10 minutes after he entered the classroom, he finally couldn't bear to hand in the paper and leave, then ran out of the classroom and went straight to the house...