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Gao Yu was like a wounded child. He wrapped Zhou Luo and himself in a quilt, and then held Zhou Luo under his body without moving.

It seems that this is the only way to prevent the person in front of him from leaving him.

"You, you hurt me." Zhou Luo's muffled voice came from under the quilt.

Gao Yu loosened his arms, but he just refused to let him go out of his arms.

Zhou Luo pushed him hard, but couldn't push him away. He frowned: "It's boring, let go, I'm taking a breath."

Gao Yu lifted the quilt a little, then wrapped his arms around Zhou Luo's waist, and fixed him in his arms: "Break up, don't even think about it! I won't let you go to anyone's side either."

Zhou Luo's beautiful eyes were covered with mist, and he couldn't describe how he felt about Gao Yu now.This person loves and hurts himself; disappoints himself, makes him want to push away, but he is reluctant to hurt too deeply...

He was suddenly a little confused.

separate?

Not separated?

Zhou Luo closed his eyes, opened them again, his eyes became a little firm, and he said in a trembling voice, "You, let go, let me go."

"I'm not letting go!" Gao Yu said angrily, "Don't even think about going anywhere!"

"You...don't go too far."

"I was too much!" Gao Yu looked at him: "Who is too much! Zhou Luo, do you think you are the only one who suffers from losing that child? I am also in pain, okay!" He said with wet eyes: "I am more painful than you , I dream every day, I do it every day, I hate my temper, I regret that I shouldn't push it that day, I'm about to collapse, I only have you, if you break up with me, what do you ask me to do?"

Zhou Luo's eyes became hot, and he sniffed: "We, since we are all so...in pain, let's...break up."

"Divided? How do we divide as one? Since you were willing to take care of me and give me a home back then, we have been one."

Zhou Luo held back tears: "But I... am tired."

Gao Yu pushed back the broken hair on his forehead, looked at him and said softly: "It's okay, baby, rest when you are tired, and I will take care of you in the next few days. do it."

Zhou Luo bit her lip and turned her eyes away from him.

Gao Yu reached out and pinched his chin, making him look at him: "Zhou Luo, I love you so much that I can't live without you."

Zhou Luo pursed her lips and looked at him uncomfortable: "Yes, you, you just can't leave me."

Gao Yu's eyes were sad: "No, I love you, Zhou Luo, I really love you."

Looking into his eyes, Zhou Luo's heart tightened, but he still shook his head stubbornly: "Stop talking, break up, break up."

"Split your fucking hands!" Gao Yu broke out suddenly, and stared at Zhou Luo in front of him with scarlet eyes. He tried to take a few deep breaths before calming down his tone so that he didn't do anything to hurt Zhou Luo. As if to say: "Baby, I know you are blaming me now, and I also admit that it is my fault, it is all my fault. But, the matter is irreversible, so just pretend that I am begging you, okay, don't say anything to me." Break up, you can beat me and scold me whatever you want, I will have no objection, as long as you don't break up with me."

The almost pleading tone and the rare look of bewilderment made Zhou Luo silent again.

Gao Yu held Zhou Luo's face again, and said with grievance: "Zhou Luo, don't I mean nothing to you? Tell the truth, do you really not love me? Can't you Give me a chance? In the future, we will have many children, and I will never lose my temper again, never again, can you just trust me once?"

Mentioning the child, Zhou Luo's face turned pale, and he said in a hoarse voice, "Then, the lost child...what if I can't forget it?"

Gao Yu had nothing to say when he was asked, his eyes were red, he said everything, Zhou Luo was still so stubborn, he suddenly felt so frustrated.

Seeing that he didn't reply, Zhou Luo whispered with tears in his eyes, "So, breaking up...is the best..."

"It's better to be paralyzed!" Gao Yu broke out again, grabbed his chin in the next second, stared at Zhou Luo fiercely and said: "Zhou Luo, as long as you are willing to give me a chance, I will do whatever you want Change. I just have one request now, don't break up with me, don't leave me to find someone else, I beg you!"

Gao Yu's eyes made Zhou Luo shudder, and he looked at him in fear: "I, I don't want to be nice to...others. You and I, too, are too uncomfortable, we are both very uncomfortable...we are separated, just let it go You yourself, also, let me go... we all feel better."

"No!" Gao Yu roared angrily, then softened his voice immediately, and begged: "I beg you, please, give me a chance to forget all the sadness, and we will live a good life in the days to come, and I will do whatever I listen to you. As long as you don't leave me."

Zhou Luo choked with sobs: "I, I can't do it, I can't, I can't do it." As he spoke, tears flowed out again.

Gao Yu felt distressed, and wiped his tears: "Don't cry, don't cry, let's calm down first, shall we?"

Zhou Luo still shook his head stubbornly: "Let's break it up...Gao Yu, let's break it up."

Seeing Zhou Luo's firmness, Gao Yu lost his patience again. His temples throbbed and his breathing was a little difficult. He clenched his fist and grabbed Zhou Luo's chin again. He gritted his teeth and said, "Score? I'll tell you now, You can only think about it! If you insist on breaking up with me, I really don't know what I will do." Saying this, he loosened Zhou Luo's jaw, hugged him, and held him tightly Holding her in her arms: "Zhou Luo, don't force me, don't force me, please, don't force me..."

Zhou Luo was at a loss for words for a moment, he was a little scared by Gao Yu's words.

He sobbed softly, thinking at the same time...

He admitted that Gao Yu's eyes could touch his nerves, Gao Yu's smell, Gao Yu's gentleness, everything about Gao Yu made him like and even fascinated him.From childhood to adulthood, he remembered every detail of how the two of them got along, but he also remembered how he was hurt by Gao Yu in recent years...

Now because of Gao Yu's irascibility, his child who hadn't had time to meet in the future just disappeared...

Gao Yu begged him not to break up with him now, listening to Gao Yu's almost pleading voice, the helpless look in his eyes, it would be a lie to say that he was indifferent, but he was really scared and really tired.

This lost child will become an unforgettable nightmare in his life, and it will also make him constantly blame Gao Yu, even hate...

He doesn't want to do this, he doesn't want to hate the person he loves, he is extremely unwilling. These days, he is thinking about the ending of him and Gao Yu every day. In his opinion, breaking up, leaving each other, and never having any intersection again, is it right? best ending ever...

For him, for myself, or for others, it's all good...

Zhou Luo bit his lips to prevent himself from crying, and he made a silent decision in his heart...

A few more days later, he was discharged from the hospital, and he and Gao Yu went back to the house where they rented Jiang Yuanyuan.

In fact, strictly speaking, it is called home, it is just a rental house, and it is a very good rental house.

Zhou Luo's dream has always been to buy a modest house, have a stable job, have a few children with Gao Yu, and work hard together...

But now, these are all going to be bubbles.

The house is very clean, nothing has changed except for lack of popularity.

"Yesterday, I finished cleaning up the house, and the bedding was dried out. Are you tired? I'll take you to bed to rest." Gao Yu said softly, wanting to hug Zhou Luo.

"I can go." Zhou Luo glanced at him and gently pushed one of his hands away.

Gao Yu paused: "Then I'll take you there, it's just right, you also check how the bed I made is okay." He took his hand and entered the bedroom.

Sitting on the bed, Gao Yu asked, "How is my bed?"

Zhou Luo looked at it and nodded: "OK."

Gao Yu smiled, squatted down and took off his shoes and socks: "Lie on the bed and rest for a while, I will cook, and I will call you when the meal is ready."

Zhou Luo was forced to be served by him into bed.

Before Gao Yu left, he leaned down and kissed his forehead: "I'm going to cook." After speaking, he covered Zhou Luo with a quilt and left the bedroom.

Hearing the sound of closing the door, Zhou Luo covered his head with the quilt, bit his lips and cried.

He was really uncomfortable. Gao Yu's gentleness and thoughtfulness made him nostalgic, but it also made him afraid. He tried to take a deep breath, feeling that he could not stay any longer.

Zhou Luona wiped his eyes with the corner of the quilt and adjusted his mood.

When Gao Yu cooked the meal and came to call him, he pretended to be asleep. Gao Yu quietly sat on the side of the bed, held his face in his hands, and lowered his head to kiss him. Zhou Luo suddenly opened his eyes and turned his face away.

"Aren't you asleep?" Gao Yu looked at him and asked.

Zhou Luo pursed her lips and did not reply.

Gao Yu still had the cheek to lean forward and kiss Zhou Luo: "The meal is ready, let's eat."

Zhou Luo was supported by Gao Yu to sit up and get out of bed. Gao Yu waited for him to put on cotton slippers, and when he arrived at the dinner table, he served him a plate of rice and vegetables.

From the beginning to the end, Zhou Luo just lowered his head, neither talking nor looking at him.

When the meal was halfway through, Zhou Luo put down the chopsticks in his hand and stood up to leave.

Gao Yu grabbed his hand and looked at him: "Finish?"

Zhou Luo gave a soft "hmm".

Gao Yu frowned: "How much do you eat? Sit down and eat some more." He stood up and pushed Zhou Luo on the seat, then sat in front of him, and served him another bowl of porridge.

Zhou Luo glanced at the porridge lightly, then shook his head: "I'm full."

Gao Yu glanced at Zhou Luo, he knew that this person would be angry with him again, so he put down the porridge, and held Zhou Luo's hand with one hand: "I know what I cook is not delicious, so you can just eat it later. A little bit, you just ate too little."

"I, I'm not hungry."

"You are not made of iron. You eat so little every day. Do you want to starve yourself to death?" Gao Yu was a little angry.

Zhou Luo was silent.

After a few seconds, he took his hand out of Gao Yu's hand and whispered, "I'm really not hungry."

Zhou Luo's attitude made Gao Yu very angry. These days, this person ate like cat food. He was just discharged from the hospital and his health was not very good. He immediately said, "Do you want me to feed you? , you just eat it?"

Zhou Luo didn't answer, and wanted to stand up.

Gao Yu stretched out his legs to hold him still: "Eat!" With a roar, he immediately put the bowl of porridge in front of Zhou Luo.

Zhou Luo shook his head, but refused to eat.

The two sat there in a stalemate for a long time, and finally Gao Yu couldn't help it, and directly hugged Zhou Luo into his arms with force, and kissed him.This kiss lasted for a long time, and it didn't stop until Zhou Luo's tears flowed down his cheeks to the corner of Gao Yu's mouth.

Gao Yu's heart softened all of a sudden, and he said distressedly: "You have to use this method to find abuse yourself to be comfortable, right?"

Zhou Luo held back tears and kept silent.

Gao Yu was helpless, sighed, and wanted to bow his head to kiss him again, but Zhou Luo pushed him away forcefully.

The two sat on a small chair. Gao Yu was sitting in a small corner. He was unprepared for a moment, but Zhou Luo pushed his butt and slapped him to the ground, and his arm knocked over the chair on the edge of the table That bowl of porridge spilled all over him.

It hurts, but it doesn't hurt, but Zhou Luo's behavior made his small fire rise into a big fire, and said angrily: "What the hell do you want to do? What's wrong with you? Tell me, don't be like that, Ok!"

Zhou Luo glanced at Gao Yu who was sitting on the ground in a panic, sniffed, turned and ran to the bedroom without looking at him again.

Gao Yu stood up angrily, looked at the porridge all over his body, was so irritable that he really wanted to throw the table up, cursed angrily, and went to the bathroom.

When Zhou Shiqin and Su Jingyan came, Gao Yu opened the door, and when he saw the two of them, he blocked the door and refused to let them in.

"Gao Yu, can we be more mature?" Zhou Shiqin said with some contempt: "Zhou Luo has been discharged from the hospital, I just came to see him."

Gao Yu snorted: "Anyone can do it, but you can't!"

"Then that means I can go and see little Luoluo?" Su Jingyan showed an unscrupulous smile.

Gao Yu squinted at him, and said coldly, "He's asleep, you two can go."

Zhou Shiqin narrowed his eyes and stared at Gao Yu suspiciously. In the end, he didn't say anything, but put down the supplements he bought for Zhou Luo, and said, "Be nicer to Zhou Luo." Then he turned and left.

Su Jingyan shrugged, and followed with a flat mouth.

And Gao Yujun's face sank, he stared at the things on the ground, angrily kicked the gift box away, and slammed the door into the house.

For the next day, Gao Yu didn't go to school anymore, so he stayed at home and watched over Zhou Luo every day.

Pan Fengdan came to visit Zhou Luo from time to time, and Jiang Yuanyuan was also a frequent visitor, but they only stayed for a short while before leaving, because the atmosphere between the two of them was too depressing, and it was hard for them to say anything as outsiders, so they could only wish silently up.

And Gao Yu knew in his heart that neither of them had a good time, but he would rather live in such a bad life than Zhou Luo leave him...

Zhou Luo said that he was crazy, and he also felt that he was crazy, but there was nothing he could do, as long as he thought of Zhou Luo saying to break up, he felt his heart was going to burst, and he felt abandoned...

This feeling is too bad, he doesn't want to bear it...

The author has something to say: In the next chapter, I ran away

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