Summertime

The blinding white light ravaged the depths of the room, and the sleepy eyes were struggling several times and could not be opened. The stimulation of the light caused a layer of water vapor to appear in the bloodshot eyes. As if being pulled hard by a needle, the instant tingling made her put down her raised hand, and the surrounding area was filled with the unpleasant smell of disinfectant, so strong that it made Xizao's stomach tumbling, finally, all the dull senses came from Waking up from drowsiness, the burning pain in the empty stomach became clearer and the person lying on the hospital bed couldn't help moaning. She couldn't help but tightly grasp the warm softness of her right hand, as if her hand had been held by someone all along. of.

"are you awake?"

The head pressed on the pale bed sheet hurriedly lifted up, his voice was full of exhaustion and tiredness, Gu Xia who was sleeping was woken up by Xizao's firm grip and pain.

"Stomach hurts."

There were many wrinkles on both sides of Xizao's nose, and she felt that her distorted face must be ugly at this moment.

"The doctor said that it will hurt a little in the next few days, so you have to bear it."

Gu Xia smiled a bit reluctantly. She wanted to comfort Xizao, but she didn't know how to comfort her. After all, the pain in her body couldn't be relieved by just a few words of comfort. She could only hold Xizao with both hands and grab her hand. The only useful thing she could do.

"What's wrong with me?"

The person on the bed seemed to remember nothing.

"Last night, I drank so much that I vomited blood. The doctor said that luckily it wasn't gastric perforation. Why are you working so hard? I can't stop you. You thought alcohol was water. Why are you so stupid!"

With a bitter face, Gu Xia couldn't help reaching out and poking Xizao's useless head.

The memory fragments about last night flew through Xizao's mind under Gu Xia's reprimand, she seemed to remember something, she drank a lot, a lot.

At first, she was helping Gu Xia to hold back the wine, because she really couldn't see the man who had drunk three rounds on the table so passionately fighting for friendship, that posture was like if you don't drink, you don't give favor, but Gu Xia No matter how she can drink, she is also a woman. Xi Zao was so angry that she directly grabbed the full glass of wine in Gu Xia's hand and drank it in one gulp. Then the target of the whole table's toast changed from Gu Xia to Xi Zao. Perhaps, they I have never seen a woman who can drink alcohol so vigorously. Even at the end of the meal, Mr. Li, who was still full of emotions, even made a bet with Xizao on the wine table. He said that if Xizao could still kill a bottle of white wine, he would Guarantee that all the company's projects in the future will only be in charge of CouCi, Xizao doesn't remember why she accepted Mr. Li's bet, but she remembers that she really won, and even after drinking, she forcibly took her away and returned the bet. With a clear mind, he shook hands with Mr. Li and his party, complimented him, and said goodbye.But right at the entrance of the hotel, the cool evening breeze pushed her thin body, the drunkenness that had been suppressed for a long time surged up, the taut strings in her body snapped, and the whole world suddenly turned upside down, if it wasn't for Gu Xia quickly found the hotel's women's toilet with her arms, she would really vomit in the street.

What happened after that, Xizao has no memory anymore, she is fragmented, and the only last memory she can find is that she seemed to kneel by the toilet and said a word, she said, fortunately, Mr. Li left .

"It's worth it...I'll get a big order back."

Xizao smiled indifferently, pretending to be relaxed.

"You are crazy, is your life or money more important!"

Xizao's attitude really made Gu Xia angry, she couldn't help but yelled at Xizao in a low voice.

"For CouCi, you have been working so hard all this time, why can't I, you see that your stomach is sick from drinking, you can't drink any more."

"But your stomach is worse than mine!"

"It's okay, I can drink."

"Still showing off!"

The person leaning on the bed looked at Gu Xia with a pale face, and did not speak any more, but slowly lowered his heavy head. Gu Xia suddenly realized that what she said seemed too heavy, she wanted to make amends for a moment, but suddenly Time does not know what to say.

But when she hurriedly tried to make up for her mistakes, the person on the bed suddenly spoke.

"There should be a lot of entertainment like this, Gu Xia?"

Xi Zao leaned against the head of the bed, her voice changed when she said this, trembling and weak, Gu Xia didn't understand why she asked such a question.

"Ok?"

"I... I've always been too selfish. I'm sorry. In the past, you were the only one to bear such occasions. From now on, I'll go with you."

The head that had been lowered all this time finally lifted up, and Gu Xia saw Xi Zao pursed her trembling mouth, her eyes were red, and big tears rolled down from her eye sockets, wetting the corners of her drooping mouth.

Gu Xia was stunned.

Xizao, is she crying for herself?

"Thank you."

Gu Xia leaned over and gently stroked Xizao's wet face with her hands. Seeing her appearance in those tearful eyes, she was serious and gentle, and she smiled.

Around noon, Su Xi and Zhou Mi came. The two of them sat on Xizao's bedside for a long time. Zhou Mi blatantly blamed her, but Su Xi basically didn't say anything, because it seemed that everything that could be said was said by Zhou Mi It's over.During this period, Xizao didn't know where Gu Xia had gone, maybe Gu Xia's boyfriend came to pick her up for dinner.

"Jujube, jujube?"

She was distracted again, Su Xi sighed.

"Ok?"

"Let's have some porridge. Mi just boiled it and brought it from home."

"I don't want to eat, my stomach hurts."

Xizao shook his head, expressing his refusal.

"At least take a few bites. You've already ordered this. You haven't eaten anything. If you don't eat porridge, why don't you eat apples?"

Zhou Mi's serious expression on the side softened instantly, he shook the freshly peeled apple in his hand, and persuaded again.

Xi Zao still shook his head.

"I have to ask the doctor, you can't always skip meals, right?"

After Zhou Mi finished speaking, he hurried out, but the two people who remained remained silent.

In the end, looking at Xizao Su Xi who was absent-minded on the bed, she still couldn't help but angrily asked her the question she had been holding back all morning.

"Didn't you say you don't drink, why do you drink yourself like this!"

"Why did Zhou Mi come? You know that I don't hate three people meeting like this."

Xizao, who had been playing with her fingers, finally raised her head. She didn't answer Su Xi's question, but Su Xi didn't know how to answer another question she asked.

"Xiao, he wants to see you...he is doing it for your own good..."

"Then have you ever been better for me!"

Xizao couldn't help but yelled at Su Xi, but once her body was exerted, her stomach would become painful. She felt so wronged, wronged by Su Xi's indifference, wronged by Su Xi's obedience to Zhou Shu's words, wronged by Su Xi's still The one who feels wronged is herself.

"Why, you haven't said a word since you entered the door, are you happy to let Zhou Mi take care of me? Now I am his wife, or you are his wife, you are talking!"

Every time she took a deep breath, Xizao's stomach seemed to be stabbed by someone, but she still forced herself to swallow the strong soreness in her throat. She couldn't let the tears fall from her eyes, and Zhou Mi would be back later .

Where did Xizao, who has always been obedient to her, become so aggressive, Su Xi looked at the sarcasm on Xizao's face, she couldn't help but get angry, she countered back.

"Xizao, don't make such unreasonable troubles! Do you think you are the only one who is wronged!"

"I'm making trouble for no reason!"

Bits of cold sweat dripped from the forehead where the blue veins of Zizao were exposed, and she felt that her heart hurt more than her stomach at this moment.

"Su Xi, do you think we can go on like this forever, don't you? After all, have you ever thought about our future?"

Xizao couldn't restrain herself, she still asked after all, now, she is eager to know the answer.

"I……"

click -

The metal handle of the door was held, twisted, and let go. The door was hurriedly opened the next moment, and Zhou Mi came back.

Xizao still hasn't found her answer.

Su Xi and her broke up unhappily. After Zhou Mi came back, the two fell into silence again. Zhou Mi didn't notice the subtle atmosphere in the air at all, but became more and more anxious, but there was nothing he could do about it. , he told Xizao exactly what the doctor said. He said that you have to endure the stomach pain, but you can’t be on an empty stomach. , put the spoon to Xizao's mouth, and he said, if you don't drink this bowl of porridge, I won't go to work, and everyone will just sit here and wait until you finish the porridge.

Zhou Mi's actions really frightened Xizao into a fool. She hurriedly took the spoon and ate up the porridge in the bowl spoon by spoonful pretending to be calm. Of course, she would not let Zhou Mi feed her, but even so , she didn't dare to turn her head to look at Su Xi's expression at this moment, she knew that the expression on that face was different without looking at her.

There was only half an hour between the time the bowl of porridge was finished and Zhou Mi left, but Xizao felt that half a century had passed, and she had never felt that time was so difficult, every minute Every second is a torment.

Finally, Zhou Mi left, and Su Xi followed suit.

Before leaving, she just said a word to Xizao, she said, we all need to be quiet and think about it.

Think about it, yes, Xizao has been thinking, if she wants to, she will follow Su Xi's wish and keep all the far-fetched things going on. Maybe, really, really far-fetched will become normal one day, Impossibility has become possible, as long as they can still be together, everyone will get used to it in the end, Xi Zao thought so, she did the same, she tried, but until today, she found that she still couldn't accept it, she It's not Su Xi, she doesn't want an endless love, let it go, Xizao will definitely be reluctant, she has come a long way, if it ends here, how can she put down those months of ups and downs? With a wandering state of mind, is the previous road gone for nothing? She is not reconciled!And if she misses this relationship, will she still have the ability to open her heart, and who will be waiting in front of her?

At three o'clock in the afternoon, Gu Xia reappeared in the hospital. She knocked on the door of the hospital, but no one answered, so she had to push the door and enter. In the depths of the room, she saw the man leaning on the bed, looking up at the window. The white curtains are blowing, sometimes flying, sometimes falling, and in the wide or narrow gaps between the thin curtains, the midsummer sun pours in, leaving mottled traces of light and shadow on the blue and thin face, and the hair floating with the wind Drifting in the air together with that person's confused thoughts, Gu Xia stood at the door and looked at the person at the bedside. After a long time, she finally went in. She didn't bother, but sat with her for the whole afternoon.

"Is it five o'clock?"

At some point, the person on the bed finally came out of her own world, she looked at the watch on her wrist in disbelief, and exclaimed in a low voice.

"Are you hungry? I'll accompany you to dinner."

Gu Xia raised her head from the book on her lap, she stretched and asked with a smile.

"Ah."

Xizao took a deep breath and wanted to get out of bed to move around, but when she saw Gu Xia tidy up the sundries on the bedside table, the busy back with lowered head suddenly reminded her of something, so she asked casually.

"But you want to eat with me, what about your boyfriend?"

"It's already broken up, we."

Gu Xia turned around, smiled and said.