[Gintama] Long hair and waist

The next day, Chiharu, who had been sitting on the bed all night, cleaned up the bed, and after breakfast with Qianxia Asuka with a pair of panda eyes on her face, they started their first conversation of the day.

This time it was rare for Chiharu to open the topic first.

"Qianxia, ​​I know what I should do next. Maybe Qianchun should really look forward." She slowly wiped her mouth clean with a tissue, and gradually revealed a soft and pure smile.

"Eh?"

"Qianchun has been thinking about it all night, and I think what you said is right. Qianchun tried to think about it from the perspective of others, and found that alienation is indeed not the best solution. Because when I first thought Qianxia that you were going to alienate Qianchun... Qianchun It’s so sad. When I heard you say we are sisters later… I was really… so happy. It was only then that I realized that the deliberate alienation was just another way to continue hurting important people. .”

"Is that so..." Looking at Qianchun's slightly bitter smile, Qianxia Asuka felt a little distressed.People are always contradictory. When Qianchun was immature, she hoped that Qianchun could become mature, but when Qianchun really grew up, she was thinking that she would rather Qianchun be that wayward and willful little girl.Most of the time, I don’t understand anything. Living in my own small world, I can do whatever I want without thinking too much about other things, which is also a kind of happiness.

"Hey hey, so Qianxia doesn't have to worry about Qianchun anymore, from today Qianchun is an adult!" She jumped up, slapped her chest proudly, there was still childishness in her brows, but she could vaguely see that Qianchun was indeed different from before up.

"Those who say that are all brats, idiot!" Qianxia Asuka stood up, rubbed Qianharu's head fiercely, and said in a low voice: "Actually... Actually, it doesn't matter if you grow up a bit slower."

"Uh...uh! Don't rub Qianchun's head randomly! You said you're not a child anymore!" Qianchun quickly escaped from Qianxia Asuka's clutches, and stood on tiptoe to gently hug her.She said, "Thank you, sister."

It's not Qianxia, ​​it's not Asuka, it's my sister.

Qianxia Asuka was startled.

Qianchun let go of her again, put his hands behind his back, and blinked at her in embarrassment: "You...you don't hate Qianchun calling you like that, do you?" She lowered her eyes in frustration, like someone who made a mistake and was punished to stand child.

"How could it be. I... I'm just too happy..." Asuka Qianxia waved her hands again and again: "Look, haha, I'm so happy that I don't even know what to say..." There were crystal tears in her eyes.

Qianchun stared at the tears, pursed her lips, understood something in her heart, but didn't say anything.

"I'm leaving." Qianxia Asuka hadn't had time to prove to Qianchun how happy she was, Qianchun consciously started the next topic.

"...Huh? Let's go? Where are you going?" The topic changed too quickly, and Qianxia Asuka couldn't react.

where to?

Qianchun shook her head honestly: "I don't know, just go shopping." She counted her fingers earnestly, "Actually, there are not many choices... either you are walking around the earth, or you are not visiting the earth. Hmm! That's it Say it! ☆”

"Aren't you ashamed to say that there are not many choices in such a large range? What's wrong with adding a strange symbol at the end? Oh, I can't do it, there are too many slots in these words that I can't vomit..." Qianxia Asuka Fu Amount: "Let's clarify the questions one by one first. Why do you want to leave?"

"Because...because...because...it's boring here? Well, Qianchun just wants to visit other places. Qianchun wants to take a serious look at this world. This world is deeply loved by Nan Xia and you , Qianchun also wants to learn to love. For those who are no longer there, Qianchun really doesn't know how to make up for them. So... Sure enough... I can only do more good things to atone for my sins? How many innocent people have been killed? Life, how many lives are saved, whether it is a redemption or accumulating virtue, this is the conclusion that Qianchun came to after thinking about it all night. You... what do you think?"

Chiharu uneasily asked Qianxia Asuka, whose expression became more dignified after hearing that she was leaving, for fear that her decision would not be approved by her.This is the first time she has decided to take the initiative to contact strangers, and it is not a short-term decision. Qianchun still hopes to get the support of important people.

"Okay, okay, why are you so upset, it's good. As long as it's your decision, I will respect it as much as possible. But... there is one thing I think I should ask you. That... um... What about him? What are you going to do?"

Chiharu breathed a sigh of relief when she heard that Qianxia Asuka was supporting her.However, the other party's next question made her frown.She repeated the question in confusion: "What am I going to do? Him?"

"It's him!"

"... Ah?" Qianxia Asuka gesticulated for a long time with an ambiguous expression, but Qianchun still didn't understand who she was talking about.

"It's the one you like!" Qian Xia Asuka was tired.

"Oh! It's the pig that stole your cabbage!" Qianchun suddenly realized.

Qian Xia Asuka Mo: "...you actually accept the setting that your partner is a pig so calmly, and say it so loudly, is that really okay?"

"Eh? But didn't you say that, Miss Qianxia? Qianchun thought you would sound happier..." She sniffed aggrievedly, and poked pitifully with her two index fingers, "Qianchun Got it, Qianchun won't be like this next time."

"Wait...wait! No! You are so considerate of me, I am super invincible and happy! Really! Don't darken the background on your side, the atmosphere has finally become more relaxed... Wait! Don't cry! Put your tears away! Okay, okay, I understand, yes, you are right, he is a pig! He also loves cabbage! Let's do this!" Qianxia Asuka hadn't had time to say that " "Sister Qianxia" and became intoxicated, and fell into a crisis where my sister was extremely lost and almost cried.

Hearing this, Qianchun raised her face happily, and turned around cheerfully: "Well, sister Qianxia also thinks the same as Qianchun, hehehe! That guy is a pig, hehe, the fattest, fattest and ugliest one A pig! It doesn’t know anything but the cabbage! But the cabbage should be good.” She rubbed her chin, emphasizing the last sentence very seriously.

"... Chiharu, I want to ask you another question."

"Ask."

"Actually, you are naturally black. =="

"Huh? What is that?"

"Forget it, I didn't say anything." Qianxia Asuka raised her forehead, "Okay, I understand, this kind of thing has to be done slowly and not in a hurry. I don't want to worry about it, you decide for yourself. That's right. Well, it's better for girls to have their own opinions, so as not to be led by the nose in the future."

"Actually, Kamui is really a pig. He's so stupid, so he can only tolerate becoming stronger, and other things are a burden to him. Also, he doesn't know how to take care of himself at all, and his personality is self-willed and self-willed. Big, always talking to himself. Such a person... Qianchun wouldn't... like it..."

Chika Asuka patted her slightly trembling shoulders to comfort her.

"To be honest, Qianchun is still a little worried. Although that kind of fool with strong limbs and a simple mind will not die so easily, but he always likes to get into the eye of the wind so much. You must know that the eye wall is very dangerous." She said anxiously Lower your eyes.

"Go back if you're so worried, you don't hate being by his side, do you?" After seeing the genuine concern in Qianchun's eyes, Qianxia Asuka could probably imagine the status of that young man in Qianchun's heart.Qianchun is indeed a child with a good heart, but not everyone can win her care, and there are definitely only a handful of people who can make her show this kind of look.

"No." Qianchun shook his head, "It's useless for me to stay by his side. Xiao Zi is right, for a guy like him who only wants to be strong, all feelings are a burden. I can't do it either. Love him like Xiaozi without asking for anything in return and putting all your heart and soul into it. Chiharu, I found something more important than him."

When she said these words, there was still loneliness and sadness in her eyes, like stars twinkling.

"Qianchun has lost love twice this year, shouldn't it be a shame? Hehehe." She pursed her lips and smiled slightly, still a bit shy and warm and bright smile, "Every time after a love break, you will get A little thing. I got my loved ones, and my heart was redeemed. I want to help others like Nanxia and Qianxia sister... I will get more in the future, right? Everything is thanks to Qianxia sister, thank you Untie Chiharu's knot."

"Thank you for untying the knot in your heart? I can't do that kind of thing. All I can do is to help you loosen the knot in your heart a little, so that you have the heart to drill in and take a look at yourself. The gap. This gap may not be a little small. As for how hard to get in, how to untie the dead knot after getting in and seeing clearly... The only person who can do this is you as the person. ah.

I don't know what's going on between you and him, but... well, I don't know why, it just feels like this.ah!To be precise, it should be called 'female intuition', 'sixth sense' or something like that.Maybe he doesn't have any feelings for Chiharu or you?After all, my Chiharu is very cute.If not, why don't you ask me first? "

"Don't ask, I don't want to know the answer. For us now, the answer is meaningless at all. Now we don't know how to love others. This kind of willful and naive love will end up hurting each other. Not to mention that both of us are militants. Instead of hurting each other physically and mentally, it would be better to separate? Hehehe. Xiao Zi is right, it would be better for a guy like him to have no emotional ties, right? ?”

She put her right hand to her chest, feeling the beating of her heart.

Plopping, it seemed to be calmer than expected, and it seemed to be very uncomfortable.

"But..." Qianxia Asuka wanted to say something more, but was interrupted by Qianchun.

"There's nothing to be sorry about, it's just that the time is wrong. May time allow me to grow up with him. If it's really destined, if this love remains the same... It's also very good when we fade away from our youthfulness and fall in love again. Isn't it?"

Chiharu's choice has not changed.

Even now, she couldn't explain why she chose to do so.However, since the choice has already been made, why bother too much about why it is chosen?Since it is the path that has been determined from the beginning, let's go on unswervingly.

She was holding an umbrella—snow blue, a bright, bright color.

The new road is in front of her, and her most trusted sister is behind her.

"There is nothing to be confused about, right? Take that step bravely." She whispered to herself, her hand holding the umbrella handle was still trembling.

After all, people cannot grow up overnight. Although Qianchun tried her best to pretend to be a mature adult, her words and deeds still showed a trace of childish uncontrollably.She told herself that she couldn't look back, she was afraid to look back and see Qianxia Asuka, her determined heart began to weaken again.

How far can this road go?How long can you go?Can she... can she finish it?All this is unknown.

A pair of hands gently pushed her back hard, causing her to stagger a few steps forward.

Just like when she was hesitant to go up to strike up a conversation with that group of peers more than two years ago.

She also turned around immediately as before, and saw that familiar smile again without any surprise.

Bright as a summer flower.

"Go. Come on and take this step, we... I will always support you behind your back." Saying "we" habitually made Qianxia Asuka's eyes darken.She changed her words quickly, also quite quickly, and the speed of hiding her true thoughts.

Qianchun understands that the smile is different from the past after all.Just as there were two people standing behind her to encourage her and support her back then, now there is only Qianxia Asuka left.A person's smile looks a little lonely after all.

Although her mood was a bit complicated, she was able to sort out her mood and start again in the end.

"Goodbye, sister Qianxia, ​​you must be happy." She smiled so much that she showed her two cute little canine teeth.Afterwards, she looked at Chinatsu Asuka's left - that was Yuki Kusuka's special seat.Suddenly, it seemed that he also saw the gentle and steady young man in white, sighing at her dotingly and helplessly in the sunlight.

——Goodbye, Nanxia, ​​Qianchun's... good brother.

She said this to herself in her heart.

The winter snow melts little by little.

Shelley said in "Ode to the West Wind": "If Wintercomes, can Springbefarbehind"

If winter comes, can spring be far behind?

If life ushers in a harsh winter, don't be afraid, there will always be a beam of warm spring sun entering your life at the right time, awakening the whole spring for you.

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The author has something to say: BGM-《RESET》—CHIHIRO

Originally, I wanted to use "ただ" by Sayuri Sugawara as the ending, which is also a very nice song.The reason for wanting to use Sugawara Sayuri’s song at the end is very superficial, because the ending of "Tired and Not Loved" also used her song "You", but I always feel that this song is more suitable in terms of artistic conception and feeling QAQ

This is the end, there is also a QAAQ outside the story, my feeling is...it will probably be very long==.The next step is to explain some things that Qianchun doesn't know but must explain clearly, as well as the afterstory and so on.

Chiharu's ending is like this.To be honest, she is still a little scared about the road ahead, and a little bit at a loss.But it's great to be able to recognize Asuka as an older sister.Her attitude towards Nisan was like this. She already knew in her heart that she liked it, but she still lacked a little courage.In fact, I can’t blame her too much. Love is a matter between two people. The man does not express his opinion. She is not a love supremacist. Another point is that she has indeed found something more precious than love (family affection? Friendship? And the meaning of life? What the target wants to do ^_^), it should be counted as this... Excuse me, right?Well, actually I think it’s useless to let them be together now, as Daichun said, they are not mature enough, the love when they were young was beautiful, passionate and reckless, but it was easy to hurt each other, and it often came and went quickly Woolen cloth.Not to mention the book, they are all fighting madmen, and they won't recognize each other when they fight 【Wait...】

So, don’t worry about all this, let these two children grow up slowly^_^

Thank you to everyone who has always supported me! ! ! !group! ! [You are too lazy, you

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The third Gintama Pit tells the story of Asuka.Look at the CP in the protagonist column [You] Well, I haven’t decided on the male lead yet, but if there is [. ], it should be one of these two [Xiao Xiang: If you give me a normal one, will it die? Why don’t you ask Nan Xia to come back to life?

Content introduction: Secondary school girls save the world, ha!ha!ha!

It is estimated that I will fill it out in 2015, I want to put it aside for a while, and write about other fan [you], save the manuscript by the way

After finishing this, I will fill in this new hole

【True text case】

Q: What is your impression of the captain?

Arthur the ship's doctor: After going to the toilet, he felt lost and played the missing idiot

Joseph the Navigator: It is impossible to imagine how she has survived until now without anyone leading the way

Swordsman Ansier: Lu Chi with a reliable face

Sniper Adonis: Actually... well... most of the time it's quite reliable

Chef Baker: I heard that all the ships she boarded before would sink inexplicably

==In addition to leading the way, the heroine of this article is really reliable! ! !Xueba type goddess, lacks literary and artistic skills, has golden fingers, and the rhythm of road idiot skills is worse than Chlorella... =口=

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