Fuzhou gossip gl

Fang Zhiyuan stood where he was, with his hand still holding the gun just now, and his ears were filled with the sound of rain, clattering, clattering - as if he had suffered from heatstroke, he saw less and less, and felt less and less. It's also getting blurry.Echoing here together with the sound of rain, there is also the phrase "I care too much about your life or death", just as if she is still in front of my eyes, lingering for a long time.

There was a flash of light outside, and a thunderbolt came.It was thunder.Hearing Fang Zhiyuan's shudder, he couldn't help shivering all over.

Her thoughts gradually came back, and her eyes gradually became clear. She picked up the gun on the ground, but she still couldn't open her eyes.

"Heh, good guy, I didn't hurt at all from this fall." As she said, she deftly removed the ammunition inside and put it back in the original place. She turned around and watched the rain outside the window from the open door.

I don't know if she was wet or not.

***

It's time to leave this place.She went out and saw the four guards still standing there, so she asked, "Did you see where she went? Don't you want someone to chase her?"

The little brother who opened the door just cupped his hands, stepped forward and replied: "My lord, Ma'am, she said don't stop her, no, otherwise she will die here. At that time, she snatched the little dagger, and we didn't dare to mess with it." move. So..."

Fang Zhiyuan didn't even look at him, and sneered, "You let a woman snatch the dagger, aren't you afraid of being laughed at if you tell it?"

After hearing this, the guard stepped back, bent even lower, and said loudly, "You deserve death for a small crime."

What good are you dead?There is no shortage of such meaningless life and death in this world.

Fang Zhiyuan raised his head, closed his eyes lightly, and said in a calm voice, "Where did she go?"

Seeing that he didn't lose his temper, the guard straightened his back and pointed to the direction of the post station, then quickly bowed his hands, saying that he saw his wife going to the direction of the post station, thinking that nothing serious would happen, so he kept guarding outside the door and asked the lord to show him .

Fang Zhiyuan still closed his eyes, said good, told them to continue guarding here, and told them that this matter must not be made public, especially Mr. Dong.The guards all applauded and watched Fang Zhiyuan leave, thinking about what happened in the warehouse.Fortunately, it's between men, a few people just look at me and I look at you, there is not much to say.

When Fang Zhiyuan left, he opened his eyes, feeling that his eyes still hurt.She was holding the umbrella, and felt that the umbrella was also very heavy, as if all the rain had accumulated on the umbrella, and the pressure was getting heavier and heavier.

When we arrived at the post station, we went upstairs and saw that there was no one in the room. After several greetings, even Fuzhu couldn't call anyone. Instead, he called the steward, and asked the lord what orders he had, but he was looking for someone.Hearing Fang Zhiyuan's answer, the steward hurriedly replied that the madam went out with the adults, and she didn't come back after that, but the Fuzhu girl suddenly took an umbrella and hurried out. They didn't know where she went. too clear.After hearing this, she nodded, said she was fine, and went back to the room by herself, thinking that the two of them were together, and then looked through the luggage in the room, and saw that everything was still there, so she probably didn't go back in a fit of anger Beijing.If he was still here in Fuzhou, nothing would happen for a while, so he thought to let the two of them be quiet for a while, even if he found her at this time, Fang Zhiyuan felt that he would not be able to say a word.

She tried to gather her thoughts.too messy.

***

The first time Fang Zhiyuan became suspicious of Guan Yuzheng was when Xue Yuanfu told her that Guan Yuzheng was checking her, and then Fang Zhiyuan followed suit and checked her. At first, he thought it was just to find out some interests, hobbies and birthplace. Unexpectedly, it was found out that the woman living under her own roof was actually inquiring about what she had done in the court, who she was close to, and who she was distant from.This is very strange.You must know that this couple is fake, and you are not a difficult person to get along with. If you only spent two years in Fangfu, why do you need to investigate these things?Even if the couple is real, at most they should check their character and their own affairs in court, what is their plan?It is common sense for a man to be in charge of the outside and a woman to be in charge of the house. How can she control her husband's reasons in the court from the very beginning?

Fang Zhiyuan didn't figure out what this girl Guan wanted to do at first, until she gradually remembered about the Guan family.The master of the Guan family retired to live in Yuantian, the master of the Guan family asked himself to be demoted, and this Guan Qingyuan happened to be the same as himself from the number one scholar, with similar ambitions.Could it be that Guan Yufu wants to change his mind?Fang Zhiyuan was also skeptical about this, not to mention that there was no evidence, it was hard to explain her motives for persuading herself to change her mind.

The only thing that is certain is that this is not an ordinary woman.That's right, people from the Guan family, how can they be ordinary women?It's really not easy for a person who can be so cautious along the way, a person who can say back the sentences he said in person, and still have such thoughts.So in order to further confirm his thoughts, Fang Zhiyuan also asked her about family matters.In fact, this question was something she would have to ask sooner or later, she was very curious very early on, why Guan Qingyuan suddenly didn't want to be an official anymore.It is a person who once walked on that road, and he himself walked on this road. Thinking about it this way, I want to find out the reason even more.But every time she asked each other, she couldn't get any results. Now it seems that Guan Yuzheng is hiding it from herself, and she is just picking the most suitable time to tell herself.

Fang Zhiyuan also understood what she was doing, no one knew better than herself, but no one was more confused than herself.Now she somewhat understands why she was so angry when she was talking about playing chess. In retrospect, it was not a real confrontation at that time. Guan Yuxuan just said that the Guan family didn't like her daughter to be competitive. The reason why she was so angry was that Or because of my own demons.I am a daughter, I am competitive, and I can't see "nothing" in my pursuit.Hearing what she said, Fang Zhiyuan really felt that the Guan family lived with the word "An".In the imperial court, they don't seek to make progress, but retreat to protect the safety of the family. When it comes to educating their daughter, they don't care about winning or losing, and only let her cultivate her morality.Plain and simple, but this is not "true" in Fang Zhiyuan's view.The so-called "true" is to realize what you want in your heart, and retreat is just a kind of fear and retreat.It was also at this time that he really realized that Guan Yuxuan wanted to change his mind.Such a smart person who knows how to read colors, she knew that she was angry and continued to talk. If she didn't have something to persuade and wanted to add, how could she talk so much that she had to go against herself.He didn't even think about who she was, what position she was in, what she knew, and why she forced herself to change her will. Fang Zhiyuan was really angry when he asked several questions one after another.

What I want to do is my business, and you, an outsider who doesn't understand anything, can't tolerate making irresponsible remarks here.

It's such a simple idea.

Later, because of the "On the Civil Contract", Fang Zhiyuan also wondered if he was thinking too much, but his scruples were still there.

And the conversations that followed were actually initiated by Fang Zhiyuan himself.The clearest message Guan Yukuo gave was Guan Yuan.Because the surname is Guan (official), it is called Yuan.Now Fang Zhiyuan felt that what she said was right, he was just uneasy, and it was because of uneasiness that he asked her like this, and wanted to talk to her about it.This heart has been lonely for too long and is very paranoid. If this continues, let alone whether what I want to do can be achieved, I am afraid that it will be broken first.

She thought of Guan Yuzhen adding lamp oil to herself at night and waiting for her to go down in the scorching sun, and she felt very sad.She finally figured out what the inexplicable feeling in her heart was when Guan Yuzheng begged her to go to Fuzhou together.It should be a kind of expectation, hoping that she can really talk to herself, but she didn't notice it at that time, she didn't know what kind of feeling it was, but she just vaguely felt that the person in front of her was different from others, and she used it to herself. His mind is also different from others.Perhaps this person is a person who will never let himself be sad because of the loss of Guqin.

It's like a dry well with a lid on it. If no one lifts the lid, there will always be darkness inside.And this beam of light is both resisting and longing.Resistance, because it is dazzling; desire, because it can be complete.After all, it is not a long-term thing to lie to yourself. Fang Zhiyuan is under a lot of pressure.

Yes.A person pays for a long time, and only he can digest the bitterness and happiness bit by bit.Who are you happy to talk to?Who can I complain to?No one, no one.The long night is long, I am pregnant with the moon, I walk alone in the courtyard, I sigh a few times, I have been with my pen for several years, do you know my wish?Read the book thousands of times, can you understand my heart?Worry cannot be cut off from it, so how can it be eliminated?Drink three thousand cups alone.

liquor.It's never been a good thing to solve a problem. "Putting a knife to cut off the water makes the water flow more, raise a glass to relieve the sorrow and sorrow" is just a temporary comfort for myself.What should be remembered will always be remembered, not to mention the road that Fang Zhiyuan has taken, is doomed to suffer far more than happiness, just like Guan Yuzhen said, those uneasiness, even in the brightest night of the moon , will also enter my dream.

Fang Zhiyuan thought about it and felt that he was incompetent and selfish, he wanted to save face, so he sat still and waited for death.Just such a person guarding the dry well waiting for someone to open the lid, waiting for more than ten years.The time is too long, the memory is too long, I almost forget why I am in this well, I almost forget that I am waiting for someone.

She wanted to laugh out loud, but she didn't know what she wanted to laugh at. Mostly she wanted to laugh at herself, who was blinded and cut short the road, the road was like a weaving, and she only looked at one road.Worry is worry, suffering is suffering, pain is pain, resentment is resentment, and now you are still holding a gun to your confidant.It's funny.There are such ignorant people in the world.

Guan Yuzhen must have thought about it for a long time before he dared to say those words to himself. He always regarded her as an outsider, but an outsider cared about him so far. The word "outsider" now seems to be even more ironic to him.

Fang Zhiyuan clenched his fists very tightly, and he clenched even tighter when he thought of the way Guan Yuzheng was holding the wooden cart with trembling hands just now.The nails were deeply pinched in the flesh. I wonder if this pain can be compared to the wood stuck in the hand.

She was afraid that she would hate herself to death.

***

You hour has passed, the sky is getting dark, and Guan Yuxuan has not come back yet.Fang Zhiyuan forced himself to stand up from the chair, feeling that he couldn't wait any longer.She wanted to go to her, to plead guilty to her, and was afraid that something might happen to her.They called a few guards from Beijing, and the group walked through the rain with sporadic lights.Her heart still couldn't be calm for a long time, those pictures from the past rolled uncontrollably, every time she took a step, a clip flashed, savoring every word and every movement of her in normal times, now it seems that she did it on purpose.

Who is more stupid than whom, and who is more stupid than whom?

She looked cautiously.

She looked down with a wry smile.

Her voice trembled.

She said she looked like a gnat shaking a tree.

She cried with tears all over her face.

The way she turned to leave.

How she looks in the rain.

I am really nothing.

The more Fang Zhiyuan thought about it, the more uncomfortable he was. He covered his mouth, his brows were no longer smooth, his eyes were no longer stable, and he couldn't even catch his breath several times.When thinking of sadness, just a little soldier ran to spread the word that he saw his wife and her maidservants walking up the mountain.Without saying a word, Fang Zhiyuan threw the umbrella, made gestures, and led a few people up the mountain.

No matter how much rain it has outside.If you get wet, I will accompany you.

***

Guan Yuxuan ran out, and she didn't know how long she ran.The heavy rain poured down, and the clothes were completely wet. The rain and tears were mixed together, and it was hard to tell whether it was rain or tears.Along the way, she just kept her head down and walked, completely unaware of when Fuzhu was following behind her. When she regained her senses and saw Fuzhu behind her, she felt a little palpitated and thought she had run into a ghost.She just walked up the mountain like this, and Fuzhu followed behind without saying a word, trying to keep up.The mountain road was slippery in the rain, Guan Yuzheng walked on this mountain every day, and naturally knew where to step and where not to step, but Fuzhu was different, she was new here, no, accidentally fell down.Guan Yuzheng heard a slap in front, and then accompanied by Fuzhu's words "Oh, pain, pain, pain", he felt angry and helpless.What else can I do?Guan Yuzheng closed his eyes and shook his head, heaved a long sigh, then turned around and walked down a few stone steps, bending over to help her.This person Fuzhu really didn't know how to make a comment. Before he could stand up, he covered Guan Yuzhen with the umbrella in his hand and said, "Ma'am, it's raining heavily."

Guan Yufu smiled wryly and patted her head, saying, "You'd better get up first and then talk about it." After speaking, he helped her up, checked that she was still standing, and asked her if she had fallen or if it still hurt.Fuzhu hurriedly said it was all right, and kept nodding her head, making the umbrella dangle with her.Guan Yufu glanced at her, thought it was funny and didn't know what to say.Cleverness is indeed inferior, but in this respect, she is in the same mold as Guan Xiaoqiu, who is pampered and pampered in Beijing now.

Seeing that she had nothing to say, Fu Zhu asked, "Madam, where are you going? You don't even have an umbrella."

Guan Yukuo lowered his head and smiled wryly, and replied, "Go for a walk on the mountain."

"It's not a rainy day, madam, who wants to take a walk."

Guan Yukuo reached out his hand and made a "no" gesture in front of her mouth, saying, "Don't call me madam, I'm not a madam."

When Fuzhu heard this, she realized that the two had quarreled. No wonder, she went out with Mr. Fang. Why did she come for a walk alone, so she hurriedly replied: "Madam, if you quarrel with Mr. Fang..."

Guan Yuxuan turned around, pursed his mouth, and sighed again unconsciously, thinking that this theory of cleverness was indeed a little bit worse, so he was not happy at all, it was all fire, and he definitely didn't teach Fuzhu how to do it now. Seeing her stupid look, she became angry, and began to get angry: "If you say something more, don't follow me." His kind wife was talking harsh words to him now, so she quickly shut up and walked up the mountain with her.

The two came to an abandoned Mazu temple.It was indeed not the first time for Guan Yufu to come here, otherwise he couldn't have just pulled up a soft cushion and sat down on the ground as soon as he entered.I really don't know what kind of wind is blowing. As soon as Guan Yuzheng sat down, he looked up at Fuzhu, his eyes were a little cruel, like a son of a wealthy family in the capital, and asked a question arrogantly: "Did you bring Flint? "

Fu Zhu was a little taken aback by the question, and if she wanted to say the reason, it probably felt that today's wife is not like the old lady.Leaving aside the person who stomped his feet while talking and walking on the road just now, sitting on the ground like this, with his hand on his chin and commanding himself, he looks a bit like a child of a rich family, without the old demeanor at all.Let's not talk about this man, the big-tempered cake seller on the street usually does the same thing, but when it comes to his own wife, it looks awkward no matter how you look at it.

It happened to be Zhang Rou's weak and usually good-looking face, but now she was full of anger, her mouth was curled, her eyes were frowned, and she wanted to squeeze all the five sense organs together.But it's strange, it's already like this, this face still doesn't look fierce, it's full of self-willedness and arrogance, I don't know if it should be called like a child playing with a temper or a young lady playing with a temper, in short, it doesn't matter whether she is Like the children of the aristocratic family, the eldest sister who sells cakes, the children on the street are still unruly daughters, but they are far from the gentle and docile wife of the past.Fu Zhu thought, feeling that the day has changed.

She didn't think she should be ordered like this. There are many bad-tempered palace people in the palace, and they are hundreds of times more ruthless than this one, but this lady has always been polite. Why did Master Zhi offend her? She was so unhappy that even she changed her appearance.Seeing that Guan Yuzheng was still staring at her, Fuzhu didn't dare to be distracted anymore, and replied: "I brought it, but there is no firewood here?"

Guan Yukuo glanced away at the statue of Mazu, didn't even bother to move a hand, and said, "There should be some behind the main hall. People in the village always keep them for those who fall in the rain. You can look for them."

Fuzhu went over and saw that there were indeed some, but there were not many left, so she took out all that could be moved out, and put them in front of Guan Yuzheng for her to see.Guan Yukuo looked at it and said, "You can take the longest one and smash a few bird's nests from the eaves, and you can burn them."

Fu Zhu immediately frowned and became worried: "What if there are birds in it?"

Guan Yuxuan didn't hit the fire, his body was cold, his emotions were not stable yet, and he was so angry by Fuzhu that he patted his legs and said, "You don't know how to read." It turned out to be water in one hand .

Fuzhu replied hesitantly, feeling stupid, but really didn't know what to do: "I can't see it at such a height."

It's really dead wood that can't be carved.Guan Yufu didn't know how many times he sighed today, he felt short of breath, patted the water on his body, stood up and led Fuzhu around the temple, raised his head and pointed out a few to her, saying : "Just these few, get them down for me, remember." Fuzhu nodded and said she remembered.

When the fire was lit, Guan Yukuo set up a wooden rack and put his coat on to dry it.

Fuzhu looked at it and asked in surprise, "Madam, you know how to do this."

Guan Yuzhen glared at her, and Fuzhu spit out a few words: "No, no, it's Miss."

Only then did Guan Yufu look at Huo with gentle eyes, and said, "I learned from others before."

There was nothing for a long time.Guan Yukuo just sat on the ground, hugged his knees, and looked at the fire.Fu Zhu was beside her.

Seeing that the sky was getting dark, Fu Zhu said, "Miss, look, it's getting dark today, and it's cold at night, shall we go back?"

"not going back."

"This……"

Guan Yukuo frowned and looked at Fuzhu, picked up an unburned piece of wood, hit the ground half a foot away from Fuzhu, and said loudly: "Fuzhu, can you have a bit of backbone? It's freezing to death here, so don't go back by yourself. If Fang Zhiyuan doesn't come to me today, I'll freeze to death here. And I can't freeze to death. It's summer now, are you Xiaohan?" He hit the ground while talking, "Plausible words."Fuzhu couldn't help but think of Mr. Guanli's ruler, and she shuddered when she thought about it.

"But... it's so remote here, you may not be able to find it, sir?"

"If you can't find it, don't look for it? If he can't even find this, he's dead."

"Miss……"

"Don't talk nonsense with me." After finishing speaking, he separated a small pile from the fire and said, "Go and sit at the door. When you see a torch at the foot of the mountain, come back to me. Remember to put the pile at your door The fire is out, return all the firewood. Understood?"

The author has something to say:

Guan Yufu is so cute when he is angry.I really want to be angry with her.

Been busy recently, resume weekly update (if not Calvin).

I personally feel that the quality of these two chapters is not as good as the previous ones. I don’t know what you think.It's kind of hard to write.