[Main Wenye] Dazai-style happiness

own ability. 】

"The outsider's target...is it a supernatural power?" Ryunosuke Akutagawa coughed a few times, his voice low.

"No, it should be more than supernatural powers." Osamu Dazai, who was also silent for a long time, continued, half of his body was hidden in the shadow cast by the blank room, and there was an unknown glint in his iris-colored eyes.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something more, but he finally stopped as if he had sucked the words back into his lungs again.

[I once asked 05 why he joined the organization. I couldn’t hide my curiosity about the people in the organization, but ah... I just want to remember more about them. People in the organization live too ethereally. Especially 02, he is like a kite with a broken string, if you don't catch him, he will soon float away and be quickly forgotten.

My impression of 02 is like a layer of gray rain, and the last thing I remember is that he yearns for the warm and pure color of life, like a cool flame. 】

"For [President]." [Ranbu] pulled down the brim of his hat, repeatedly covering the flickering light in his eyes, he emphasized, as if repeatedly confirming, as if he wanted to carve this purpose into his bone marrow, into Soul, "It's [President], not that [Fukuzawa Yukichi]."

"His assimilation rate is already as high as 75%." Xiu Ye said suddenly, his voice was hoarse and low, the camera turned around, and in everyone's field of vision, only a pale and thin chin and a slight protruding from the black cloak appeared, Black hair that almost blends into the hat.

"What a pity." [Chuya] said lightly, obviously speaking without much emotion, but sounded inexplicably tired.

"What about 10? Why did you join the organization?" [Chuya] asked [Odasaku] in a flat tone with a foul breath.

"Ah." The other person leaning against the wall seemed to have just realized it suddenly. He silently walked to the middle of the room and stood in a diamond shape with the other three people around the table with the map of Yokohama. Under the warm orange light, He lifted his hood.

Osamu Dazai took a few steps forward, revealing a sense of urgency, the sense of presence that had been deliberately lowered was broken, and even everyone had some expectations for this man called "Oda Sakunosuke".

"Is that person?" Atsushi Nakajima's voice was low, but it was accidentally heard by others in the empty space.

"Dun, have you seen it?" Quan Jinghua uttered a soft voice, and the girl's blue eyes were full of doubts.

"Uh...ah, yes, yes." Atsushi Nakajima saw that most people turned their eyes to him, and said cautiously with a slightly embarrassed expression, "Mr. Dazai went to visit the grave last time."

"Oda Sakunosuke, a low-level member of the port Mafia, died four years ago during a struggle with a foreign force." Mori Ogai explained to the unknown people with extreme calmness, the blood flowing in his eyes seemed to freeze, revealing a dark Frightening depths come.

"Four years ago? That should make sure that this is not the current Yokohama." Kunikida Doppo wrote down a few strokes in his notes, pondered for a while before hesitating to speak.

"I don't have any particular reason..." The copper-haired man straightened his words before speaking quietly, "It's just that (Dazai) may need my help, and he can't do it alone."

"That's right, but you have to pay more attention to yourself." [Ranpo] followed [Oda Saku]'s words, casually picked up the paper at hand and read it.

"This Oda Sakunosuke... is code-named 10, the one who 'betrayed'." Nakahara Chuya suddenly said, with complicated meanings hidden in his words, and the citrus-haired Mafia cadre pressed his hat.

"I saw Oda Sakunosuke on our side 12 years ago and four years ago." Edogawa Ranbu said, attracting countless eyes all of a sudden, he glanced around, "12 years ago he was still A killer, he went to die four years ago."

"What is [Dazai] for?" [Oda Saku] looked at Shuya who was huddled in the chair and asked very bluntly.

【02 What is it for?He should be regarded as the initiator of the organization, logically speaking, his obsession should be the deepest, but, but...]

Xiu also lowered his head. Hearing that the book with gold pattern on white background was closed here, he stared sideways at the color and black and white photos on the small blackboard, and remained silent for a long time.

"Unexpectedly." [Oda Saku] said in a flat tone, he picked up the book that was randomly placed on the map, opened it and flipped through a few pages.

"I can't think of it." [Ranbu] repeated lightly, seeming to be wrong, "Is it [book]?"

Xiu also did not speak.

[It's really too bad, 02 is too quiet, too quiet, as if the sound was forcibly blocked. 】

As soon as the picture turned, another scene appeared on the screen. In the gorgeous hall, the stained glass windows reflected a beautiful silhouette. [Chuya] was wearing a suit, a hat, and a black coat. At that time, he still had short hair , asking something to the red-haired beauty in kimono beside her.

[Ozaki Momiji] smiled lightly and answered [Chuya]'s question, and then faced the person coming from the other side of the corridor.

"Tsk, is this time?" Nakahara Zhong also seemed to recall some bad memories.

"It's Port Mafia, but Chuya-kun was introduced to Port Mafia by Dazai-kun." Mori Ogai smirked, and the bad premonition in his heart became more and more obvious.

There are three people, [Mori Ogai], Shuya, and an unidentifiable person. The part of that person seems to have been forcibly distorted, like a prank by a god, painted with messy black lines to completely cover up his identity.

"Ah, it's Chuya-kun." [Mori Ogai] sized up [Chuya] who was dressed formally, nodded with satisfaction, and then stepped aside to let the boy standing behind him, "This is Dazai-kun, After all, Chuya-kun is going to join the port of Mafia, you should be colleagues in the future, Dazai-kun is now the armed captain of the martial arts faction Black Lizard, you and he are temporarily assigned to Black Lizard."

[Chuya] watched the boy named "Dazai" take a step forward, as if he wanted to take off his gloves to shake hands, [Chuya] quickly did the same and stretched out his hand, but when the two hands were about to touch When they intersected, they were forcibly separated.

A murmur of electricity passes through, as if the unidentifiable person spoke and was forcibly erased.

"It's so strange, it's not clear whether [Book]'s behavior is protection or something else..." Dazai Osamu looked at the screen, and the cold white light reflected on his face, revealing an astonishingly dark color.

Xiu Ye stared blankly at the man who finished speaking, then put on his gloves, turned his hands behind his back, took a slight step back, and then bowed to [Chuya] in a docile gesture.

[Zhong Ye] also bowed slightly, and the two showed a very distant attitude.

"Dazai, Osamu Dazai, the supernatural power "Disqualification in the World" can nullify any supernatural power. "

"Central Plains, Central Plains Chuya, the ability "in the filthy sorrow", manipulating gravity. "

"Please advise me more." ×2

There are memories of [Chuya] on the screen, and the space outside the screen is so quiet that even the sound of a needle dropping can be heard clearly.

"What's the matter—did you realize something?" The screen flipped abruptly, [Ranbu] approached [Chuya], his expression was obviously a little rash, but his voice was as cold as ice.

"No, 05, can you see clearly?" [Chuya] stumbled while speaking.

["Edogawa Ranpo" who can see through the truth at a glance, he should be able to see clearly, the essence of this world and... that person.

A person named ■■■. 】

"No, I can't see clearly, I can't see anything." [Ran Bu] opened his green eyes, and said every word.

【is that a lie. 】

"is that a lie."

The sound on the screen overlapped with the sound in the space, but no one cared so much.

"After all, no matter what, I'm just an ordinary person—" [Ranbu] took a few steps back, then fell back on the chair and dragged a long tune, with a feeling of self-defeating.

"From the beginning to the end, only 02 can be seen clearly. Even if I can also participate in the planning, it is only a supporting role."

"The world is struggling in the puppet line, and as a member of the puppet, I can't get rid of it, whether it's me, Oda Saku or others."

"The only ones who are not affected by ■■■ are you, who is not human, and 02, who has the 'nullification ability'."

The green-eyed young man opened his mouth to spit out words, every word was like thorns wrapped around the heart, every time the heart beat, those sharp and irregular thorns would pierce into the flesh, causing suffocation-like pain.

"02 also understands this, so he is making these plans, and this is also the arrangement ordered by [Book]." Seeing the cold sweat on the forehead of [Zhong Ye], [Ranbu] closed his mouth and wrote on the blank paper A few symbols with unknown meanings, but put down the pen irritably after a few moments of writing.

"It's just a game." [Ranbu] said to [Chuya], as if he was telling or warning, as if he was facing [Chuya] and himself, "Bet your life, the last There can only be one winner."

"Winning, the world restarts, is our victory. Losing, tortured to death, is our failure."

"08, this world is over. We have no way out. If we fail, no matter how much pain, grievance, and despair you have... it's just the condiment of someone else's game. .”

[Yeah, this world is just a game.So...it's normal to be played badly, so you don't need to worry about the consequences, and you don't need to think about the success process. You just need to follow the instructions to the end, and you only need to win.

...It just needs to be us who win. 】

"Hiss—" Everyone gasped, watching [Ranbu] blacken [Zhong Ye], but [Zhong Ye] just didn't notice it.

The screen turned around and seemed to want to play it for a while, but the sudden sound of electric current sounded, and the space began to become transparent.

Then this space disappeared, and everyone was kicked out of the viewing of memories.

The crystal suddenly sprang out from the ground, and was kicked by Kenji Miyazawa to shatter, and the next moment, many crystals sprang out at ingenious angles, passing through his various joints as if predicted, buckling him up and restraining him .

"Hey—it's really amazing." Having experienced some painful memories before, even Kenji Miyazawa lost his smile on his face. With his face paralyzed, he shattered all the crystals with all his strength.

Everyone looked at the [Thorn Bird] members standing together over there, and Kawabata Yasunari who retracted his hand and put it into the feather weaving, and felt a headache.

The author has something to say: the assimilation rate should be equivalent to the favorability value and the degree of control.

It's updated!It's updated!

I think Jinjiang's review must be rubbish. I heard that the unv chapter may take more than five hours to review. Let me see when it will be unlocked [smile]

My copy has been reviewed for two days and I haven't finished reviewing it yet.

Hard, hard, fist hard.

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I have a friend who is also chasing my essays, and last night I chatted with her, and she read novels while chatting with me, and then asked me directly if she had any questions.

Damn, I don't know why I feel envious, is this the benefit of having an author friend? !

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〖Quiet Mimi Tweet〗[Main text field] The Tsushima family holding the script

Copy one:

Cowards are afraid of happiness, they will be hurt when they touch cotton, and sometimes they will be hurt by happiness. Before they get hurt, I want to go our separate ways as soon as possible, and I released the usual funny smoke bomb.

——Osamu Dazai, "No Longer Human"

Why "relationship" is bad and "love" is good, I really don't know.

——Osamu Dazai, "The Setting Sun"

Even if the lights are so dim, you still have to cheer up.

——Osamu Dazai "The Girl Apprentice"

Text two:

Dazai Osamu is still confused by three questions.

#My brother is a fool, what should I do?

#我的姐女儿#[-] confession failed, what should I do if I fell in love with God’s daughter?

#我的姐姐第二篇 What should I do if I write fanfiction about myself and that black lacquered slug every day?

[Reminder in the front row, more fate.The author stands on double black, so there are too many plot thieves in the stream of consciousness products, but the emotional drama is not written.This author is rubbish, this author is rubbish, this author is rubbish, important things are said three times! I can’t accept the illogical setting and nonsensical writing. Don’t spray me too hard...]

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Ah Jiu wrote so well!Go live with her (bushi)

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

☆、chapter35

*Pull [thorn bird] out for a walk, make a good organization, the result is a walk-on (crying)

*This chapter is mainly based on the [Random Step] perspective

*The reading style is too difficult to write, I want to write more stories of the original world, so the reaction of others may be reduced (although it is not much)

*According to the feedback, () will be used to indicate the original word like ■■■

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The people who experienced a lot of painful memories faced the [thorn bird] who didn't know anything and even wanted to take the opportunity to fight back for profit.

Then they mobilized together at the moment they attacked, Helen Keller couldn't predict so many routes at once, and Osamu Dazai appeared from an unknown corner, pressed her shoulder and forcibly interrupted the ability "If Give me three days of light", the blond girl's violet eyes were empty, but she couldn't predict the route to resist the crowd.

Hermann Hesse was pressed to the ground by Atsushi Nakajima and Ryunosuke Akutagawa in a half-wolf state, and Charlotte Bronte and Hakushu Kitahara were attacked with sharp swords by "Golden Yasha" and "Yasha Shirayuki" Hold the throat... The group of [thorn birds] were quickly suppressed.

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"So... let's have another memory." Dazai Osamu gently fiddled with Shuya's hair. The sleeping boy had the same face as him, but he was hiding an unknown past.

"Then let's forget about it." Yosano Akiko moved her wrist, staring at the [thorn birds] in the corner with cool eyes.

"Dazai." Edogawa opened his eyes randomly, looked sharply at Osamu Dazai with dark eyes, muttered a few indistinct words, and then put on his brown plaid detective hat angrily, "Picking people's wounds without permission." not good."

"Ah..." Osamu Dazai pondered for a while, and then smiled at the corner of his mouth. In that smile, there was an abyss-like chill of fear, "[The book] will help us to select."

What exactly do you mean?It’s obviously Xiu Ye’s memory but it’s someone else’s perspective, it’s someone else’s scar but it’s revealed secretly, why do you still have to cover up that person’s name and identity?

[Book] Ah, what exactly do you want to do?

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[Since when did you notice something was wrong? 】

Fukuzawa Yukichi, Mori Ogai, Dazai Osamu, Nakahara Chuya, Akutagawa Ryunosuke, and Nakajima Atsushi were finally determined to enter the memory. The sound of Edogawa Ranpo.

The screen began to play, the blue-eyed boy in a brown plaid detective suit chatted and laughed behind the man in a haori kimono, but the voice in his heart was extremely calm and extremely restrained.

【It should be said that I noticed it very quickly. Whether it's subtle movements or eyes, Master Ranpo can spot it at a glance... But, who is that person?Who is that person who changed the "rules" without authorization?Who else besides Fukuzawa Yukichi?

Can't see clearly, can't hear clearly. 】

【Seeing that guy was completely unexpected. Obviously the two of us shouldn't be getting along at this moment, but at this moment I broke into his world full of bloody and sweet smell.

I can see that we belong to the "kind", and in this world, we belong to those who find the "abnormal". 】

[Ranbu] stopped in front of Xiu Ye with light steps, bent down to look at the blood-soaked wound, the two of you didn't say anything, but it seemed as if the communication had been completed, [Ranbu] and Xiu Ye rubbed each other As he passed by, the wind carried the overly strong bloody smell from Xiu Ye's body. The rotten smell mixed with it was disgusting, but [Ranbu]'s body was still clean, and the figures of both of them were hidden in the night.

"Then let's talk about the current situation." Shuya propped his chin, facing [Ranpo], [Chuya] and [Odasaku], "■■■(Kawakami Yuki) is [book] allowed to enter Yokohama , No, it should be said that it is from this world, probably holding the blind and arrogant words of "just weak human beings", [the book] led wolves into the house, but it was discovered too late, and there was no way to correct it for a while, well... this probably It is probably because ■■ (plot) still barely maintains an empty shell, so [Book] didn’t notice it, but this is also the point that worries us the most. As human beings who have been passed by [Book], we Killing her is not allowed, and at the same time we cannot kill those "prey" who are targeted, and bombing Yokohama is impossible, although in a sense it is fundamental and decisive to end everything, but Who knows if some people can go crazy?"

"That's right." [Oda Saku] pondered for a while, "We are indeed under a lot of conditions. By the way... Dazai, 02, according to what you expected, what will happen to my memory at that time?" Red Copper The man who sent the hair changed his address with some distress, and looked at Shuya again while showing a still plain look.

"Ah—you don't have to worry about that." [Ranbu] slumped on the chair lazily, raised his emerald green eyes and glanced at the book with a white background and gold pattern on the table, raising a hint of meaning Unknown smile, "[The book] will help us, won't it?"

[[The book] will erase our memory so that we will not be discovered, well, this can be regarded as something it can do, the name of ■■■ (Kawakami Yuki) will disappear, and it cannot change the status quo at all. 】

[This world shouldn't exist in essence, and I'm a little tired of it. 】

"Which side do you think we belong to?" Faced with [Chuya]'s specious words, [Ranbu] poked his head out from the mess of papers.

"Then what do you think? Which side do you think we belong to?" [Ranbu] asked back, his brows and eyes seemed to have a cold scrutiny, "Good and evil, justice and evil, what is the so-called standard of division Woolen cloth?"

"Compare us, who are only a few people, with the ever-growing number over there..." [Ranbu]'s voice was piercingly cold, and even the slightly immature brows revealed a sword-like sharpness, "It seems that we It's the dark side."

[The most absurd thing in the world is when you make a decision, a person comes and tells you that your decision is useless. 】

"Mr. Ranpo over there...it's very strange. It's a mixture of clarity and vagueness, entwined with the desire to live and the desire to die. It seems to have a goal, but it's like a ghost." Osamu Dazai squinted his eyes. For a moment, Nuo Da's space became even quieter. The original muffled discussions disappeared, and only the slight sound of a few people breathing could be heard.

On the screen, the man called "Traitor" raised his gun and aimed aimlessly around, bluffing.

The sound seemed to be deliberately blocked, the surroundings were quiet, and the flow of time seemed to slow down.

Xiu also seemed to have said something, the man's pupils were constricted, and he was observing [Ranbu] in the dark with a blank expression on his face.

"So, so!...What, hahahahaha, so, so..." The man was stunned for a few seconds, and then he shouted loudly as if suddenly enlightened, and then pointed the gun at himself.

The man held the handle of the gun and stuffed the gun into his mouth. He seemed to be muttering something, which became blurred due to the stuffing of the gun barrel. His eyes were still bloodshot, and there was an unexplained moan and a slight groan from his throat. Physiological vomiting sound.

He pulled the trigger.

The spiraling bullet shot right through his brainstem and out the back of his head, blood spurted from his head, the man remained in that position

, the impact of the bullet made him lean back, and there still seemed to be madness and unexplained regret in his eyes.

Crimson blood sprayed all around, and the man turned into a mere lump of flesh.

Xiu didn't respond either. He wiped the blood splashed on his face with a normal expression, and then ordered his subordinates to dispose of the corpse.

[Ranbu] in the dark opened his eyes wide.

【I see, that’s why, this is death, it’s so simple, then, then I can kill people, after all, human life is so fragile.

If it's human...

You will die from excessive blood loss, you will die from viral infection, you will die from fisting and kicking, you will die from internal organ rupture, you will die from depraved desires, you will die from falling from a tall building, you will die from taking poison by mistake, you will die from overheating...]

"Random steps..." Fukuzawa Yukichi smelled too obvious danger, he couldn't help but put his hands on the sword at his waist, even his muscles tensed slightly.

"I know what you're thinking." Jumping to that room again, Xiu also looked at [Ranbu], and uttered a short sentence from the book with gold patterns on a white background.

——[Edogawa Ranpo] Can't kill people.

"Ah, ah..." [Ranbu] trembled all over, and uttered an inexplicable tone, "It's so ridiculous."

[Obviously ready to be stained with blood, but was told that killing is not allowed.

My heart is angry.

Hahaha, why did you forget it again?

I am no longer the kind of person who can play around...]

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As soon as the picture turns, it freezes on a lens.

[Ranpo] is standing in a bright place, and a deliberately huge shadow crosses the screen and swallows most of [Ranpo]'s shadow, [Ranpo]'s cloak is half untied, and you can see the brown grid inside Detective uniform, black hair cast shadows on his face, and slightly covered the deepness in those blue eyes, while a figure lay in the darkness on the other side, full of thick red like coloring materials that cost nothing Looking at the body of the man lying on the ground, the bandage on the right side of the man's face was spread wide, showing the most peaceful smile on the man's face.

"Hiss—" The picture was so shocking that even Mori Ogai couldn't help but gasp.

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The screen shifted again, and it was still the familiar stronghold, [Ranbu] and Xiu were also standing opposite each other.

"02, can I see you again after the world collapses? No, shouldn't it be "I" can I see "you" again? "

"Will do."

"Then let's make an agreement, the liar will swallow a thousand needles."

"..."

"Hurry up, a liar will swallow a thousand needles."

"A liar will swallow a thousand needles."

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In the three-dimensional image of an unknown space, the black-haired, kite-eyed boy who has removed the bandage on his right eye stands in the shadow of the corner and looks at the couple who made the promise in the messy room, with subtle emotions in his eyes, obviously extremely Subtle, but heart-wrenching.

"A liar will swallow a thousand needles..."

Someone's vague words were blown away by the wind, and then left no trace.

The author has something to say: some newcomers may not be clear about it - I usually update it on a weekly basis, because I have to go to school, so I can't receive it if you remind me on weekdays (nod)

Besides, I generate electricity for love

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Come to Kangkang for our sand sculpture routine! !

Shells: Bulu Bulu

Xiao Jiu: gurg gurg gurg gurg gurg

Qinghe (speechless): Facing you stupid critics, I’m a little tired, you’re so stupid

Shell (doubt written all over his face): Aren't you too?don't try to take yourself out

Qinghe (exploded): Look at what I wrote, do I look like a fool?

Shell: Like, why not?

Qinghe (funny): Okay, then when I update it, I will put it in the commentary - Shell said that I am a fool, and she said that what I wrote is also like a fool

shell:? ? ?Devil?

Qinghe (suppressed laughter): No, no, no, we have received professional training. In terms of devil...unless it is very good, I will not admit the word devil [too many elements]

Shell: Both die together, come on, two idiots shoot at each other

Zhenhe (slowly puts out a question mark): ...?

〖After a period of time〗

Qinghe: I’m about to update, bring me by the river and wait for me

Shell (with the river): Huh?Wait, be careful, readers on both sides will easily quarrel (seriously)

On the Qinghe side—what?You say my author is a fool? ? ?you are

On my side——Although shells are stupid, you can’t say that

Qinghe: It’s okay, I will definitely show our friendship (accent)

shell:? ? ? (Kids, do you have a lot of question marks.JPG)

Xiao Jiu: Shocked, the former good sisters suddenly turned against each other. Is this the loss of morality or the annihilation of human nature?

Qinghe (suddenly speaking): I told you that I wrote it all down, and when I update next time, I will put all of you on it, hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Xiaojiu (kid, do you have a lot of question marks.JPG): Wait? Although Xiaojiu is really a naive critic and no one will come out to maintain it, I am the host!

Qinghe (Tucao): Why are you so clear about your own position? !And it's already clear to this extent, why do you still insist on being the host? !

Xiaojiu: Because no one will broadcast live except me! No one! (Salted fish emoticon package.JPG)

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

☆、chapter36

【Desire. Desire is blindfolded, and ugly emotions are poured into the throat like black mud. The more I want to resist, the more I am addicted to it... Just go down like this, unnecessary rationality is not needed. 】

"Oh?" Hearing the familiar voice on the screen, Mori Ogai's bad premonition seemed to come true, and the eyes of the others began to glance at him vaguely.

[When I met ■■■ (Kawakami Yuki), I had just become the personal doctor of the former head of Mafia at the port. The moment she saw me, those thousand grass-colored eyes full of ugly desire followed closely When it landed on me, it felt like being stared at by some sticky beast. 】

On the screen is Mori Ogai in a white medical coat, smiling hypocritically and deeply bored at the person who was deliberately erased.

[However, when did it start? From resistance to indifference to acceptance, it was really scary. My thinking turned my back on myself and made the opposite move, and I became more cautious. 】

"Extraordinary power...?" Mori Ogai looked at the self-report of another [Mori Ogai] on the screen, and just hummed a few breaths, as if the person on the screen did not have the same face as him, Does not have the same voice as his, indifferent and flat as if facing passers-by.

[I was affected emotionally and controlled my thinking.

——■■■(Kawakami Yuki) promised me "Three Moment Conception", which is really great. Without her, it would be very difficult for me to do it alone.

It was horrible, balancing emotions that couldn't be balanced, and I was about to be overwhelmed by this tide.

——She is really a great help, and things are much more convenient. 】

The emotionally upside-down words filled everyone's ears, causing a strong sense of confusion.

[Her eyes are full of pretended honey-like sweetness, her mind will not lose the viciousness of any boa constrictor, her body will not miss the filth stained by the dark mud, I swear I can definitely see it The shallow inside she hides, her disguise is as vulnerable to me as a child in kindergarten.

But, but...why...my consciousness is infested by the joy of complete control, the more cautious I am, the deeper the intrusion, the more orderly good and evil make me decide to commit myself to this muddy mud.

So say, so say!All reason and calmness collapsed, and the body was filled with morbid meekness. From then on, he fell into the magnificent scene on the surface, further deceived himself, and the bottom line collapsed. 】

"Mr. Mori..." Osamu Dazai looked at Mori Ogai who had froze, but he couldn't utter some sarcasm. The truth of Chiguo was in front of him, like a heavy boulder pressing on his heart, making people breathless , Every time I say a word, I feel as if there are cold and sharp silk threads wrapped around my limbs, just lightly strangled, and the blood that is too gorgeous will flow out.

[Afterwards, there was another child in the clinic, a child who called himself "Osamu Dazai", and his supernatural ability was called "Disqualification in the World", which can eliminate all supernatural abilities. I also tried to let him touch me and ■■■ (Kawakami Snow), but it was completely useless, and then due to a moment of inattention, a slight relaxation of the nerves-the distorted emotion rushed into my heart and merged into my flesh and blood.

His proud rationality collapsed, the balance of eternal justice tilted, and he made a more cruel "optimal solution" and discarded unnecessary kindness.

...It's such a good feeling to be in complete control!I am addicted to the abyss of falsehood, unable to extricate myself and unwilling to struggle. 】

"Dazai-kun, you are the witness." [Mori Ogai] stood beside the blood-stained bed, even the man's face was splashed with bright red, he had a voice that was so flat that it was almost indifferent The kneeling black-haired boy said, like a warning.

Atsushi Nakajima looked at the color that kept slipping from Shuya's hand, and saw that the child's numb face showed a feeling of disgust and pain, and his pupils kept shrinking. He struggled to move his stiff body, but he was usually flexible. The soft yet tough body didn't move at all. Atsushi Nakajima showed a surprised expression on his face. He turned his head to look at the people who curled up their fingers, then lowered his head and silently clenched his fists.

[I have to say that ■■■ (Kawakami Yuki)'s plan is indeed very useful, with the smallest sacrifice in exchange for the greatest benefit, I almost just need to follow her orders.

My sanity has been devoured by the beast called desire to nothing but dross.

…So I didn’t say anything about ■■■ (Kawakami Yuki’s) actions (experiments), I couldn’t believe it, I was the one who could easily say “Don’t play to death”, swallowing the moral bottom line, distorted self-concept-

——I became a substitute for her thoughts. 】

The blurred person sat on the red velvet chair in the chief's office, [Alice] knelt on the ground with a kind of morbid meekness, resting her head on the person's knee, her blue eyes seemed to be blindfolded. A layer of gray-black gauze was covered, [Mori Ogai] stood behind his back with his hands behind his back, his smile was still there, blood was flowing in his eyes, intertwined with the black mud, and condensed into a suffocating ambition, covered by the white gauze. Covering most of Xiu Ye's face, Xiu Ye looked at the camera together with them, a silver-white cold light flashed on the slightly drooping neck, and Xiu Ye's mechanical eyes