Cry again, I will kill you

Boys are sixteen or seventeen years old, which is the age of youth and enthusiasm. They seem to have endless topics to talk about when they get together, from gossip to hobbies, and from experience to dreams.

Yu Nan sat among them, listening to them talk about topics that she didn't understand, felt novel and interesting.

He never thought that one day he would be able to get together with so many boys of the same age, put aside his identity and work, and have a meal and chat with them easily.

In his impression, from the moment he became a child model, his parents and agents began to restrict his interpersonal relationship.

He can't have casual contact with strangers, can't make messy friends at will, and can't go out alone.

He envies those children who can get together to play marbles and hide-and-seek, envy those middle school students who can have dinner and sing KTV during holidays, and even more envy those peers who travel with friends.

They can sit on the slow train and chat about imaginative topics, and they can take pictures together to commemorate the mountains, rivers, lakes and seas they have stepped on. They are flamboyant and free, youthful and unrestrained.

And he can only be a canary in a cage, tamed into the most well-behaved and beautiful appearance for people to watch and praise.

Only Qin An has been by his side since he was a child. They have been inseparable friends from kindergarten to elementary school, and then from junior high school to high school.

Qin An is his only friend, but Qin An's only friend is not him.

Seeing Qin An talking about swimming with his teammates, Yu Nan felt dazed and uneasy.

In kindergarten, they shared bunk beds and slept in the same small bed; in elementary school, they were at the same table, without [-] lines, and could share each other’s stationery; in junior high school, they were classmates, separated by a few desks, and attended classes They can only pass small notes; and now, they are just alumni of the same school, and they can only say a few words together during the few breaks.

Growing up makes them leave less and less time for each other, but the days ahead are still very long, what will happen to them in the future, Yu Nan dare not even think about it.

He silently picked the food in the hot pot, and listened to everyone's chat with his eyes downcast.

The senior team members were more or less drunk, and when they got excited, they danced excitedly, stretched their heads and stretched their necks, and told the new team members about the selection of special trainees in the second year of high school, and acted out while talking.

"So, we were at the pinnacle of quality last year! The head coach selected three special trainees at one go, and cured our coach Ge's facial paralysis for many years. Hey, let me learn from you. He had this expression at the time... ..."

His eyes were wide open, his eyebrows were raised, his teeth were tightly shut, and the corners of his mouth twitched in an excited arc.

The watering can slapped the table and laughed loudly: "I rely on hahahahahahaha!"

A group of people followed him in an instant, laughing up and down.

It took a long time for Datou to sigh: "Oh, I still can't learn the essence, you really should read the original version."

"That's really a pity, why didn't you select a single special trainee this year," the curly-haired man insisted on the spirit of his mouth, and made up the knife steadily and ruthlessly.

The originally harmonious and lively atmosphere was suddenly a little awkward when he said a word.

"Who said we weren't selected this year?" The watering can was anxious, and retorted him: "Our Brother Qin was selected immediately, okay?"

Qin An's forehead twitched, cursed secretly, "fuck", and reached out to stop him.

Funnel, which was scalding duck intestines, was also taken aback.

late.

The watering can didn't give everyone time to react, so he blurted out: "It's bullshit to say that he has a bad image! The head coach just hates the scar on his chest!"

"Snapped"! ——

The chopsticks in Yunan's hand fell with the sound, and then rolled along the table to the ground, making a crisp sound.

The entire room was eerily quiet for an instant.

Everyone focused their attention on his slightly trembling hands.

Yu Nan raised his head under the complicated eyes of a group of people, and gave a pale smile: "You talk, I'll go out and get a pair of chopsticks."

After speaking, he stood up with his head bowed, quickly opened the door and ran out.

"Yu Nan!" Qin An recklessly pulled away the chair, said, "I'll go with him," and chased after him without looking back.

The hot pot restaurant is on a food street next to the side entrance of the school, and there is a moat when you leave the store. This point is during the bustling time. After chasing it out, Qin Yu looked around, looking for Yu Nan's shadow in the crowd.

He glanced through the bustling crowd, and found a tall and slender figure wearing a thin school uniform T-shirt, walking quickly towards the bridge.

"Yu Nan!" He roared and chased after him.

The other party was stunned by his yelling, and he quickened his pace and ran towards the river bank.

Qin An yelled, ran wildly, ran to the bridge, grabbed his shoulders, and pulled him over.

He was too strong, Yu Nan almost seemed to be thrown by him, staggered, took a few steps back to stabilize her body.

The radiant bridge lights reflected his bloodless face, like a piece of fragile and pale paper, only the eye sockets were covered with a layer of redness, and tears were overflowing from them, soaking the whole face.

Sure enough, he cried again!

Qin Yu ran out in a hurry, he didn't even wear a coat, and there was no paper in his pocket. He scratched his neck irritably, and wanted to reach out to help him wipe his tears. Thinking that his hands were not very clean after eating hot pot, he went It hangs down and sticks to the side of the body, rubbing against the trousers a little bit.

While rubbing against each other, he said, "Yu Nan, your eyes are just like fucking water gates."

Yu Nan lowered his head, his whole shoulders were trembling slightly, he was sobbing with a suppressed voice, tears fell down like broken crystal beads.

At this moment, he is not the same as the usual fake crying, but the crying that is really sad. He can't hold back even if he clenched his teeth. His eyes are like broken water pipes, and there are large pieces of tears Flow out.

Seeing that he couldn't even speak, Qin An sighed: "I don't want to scold you now, so don't cry."

"Yes... I'm sorry," Yu Nan gritted her teeth tightly, and the suppressed cry in her throat burst out uncontrollably.

Damn, it's obviously already under control.

Qin An's voice softened, and he laughed at him: "You have nothing to be sorry for."

"It's all my fault, it's all... woo, it's all my fault," Yu Nan's voice trembled uncontrollably, and he wiped his tears incoherently and said, "If it wasn't for me, Xiao Qinan would woo... there would be no That scar, woo woo, if there is no scar, then... woo, it's fine, it's fine..."

Yu Nan cried more and more fiercely, and finally couldn't even speak, sobbed for a long time before continuing: "It's all me... woo, it's all my fault."

"Are you stupid?" Qin An frowned sharply, but his eyes were soft: "Have I ever blamed you?"

Yu Nan cried and shook her head.

"That's fine," Qin An said, "I don't blame you, why are you wronged?"

Yu Nan still shook her head: "I don't know... woo, I just think that you must... be sad too, whenever you feel sad, I will... woo, I will..."

The two stood facing each other like this, still wearing thin school uniform T-shirts, the night river wind blew in, mixed with the rustling coolness, making the leaves rattle.

Qin Yu saw the leaves curling up and being blown off in the distance, and suddenly recalled the trials at the beginning of school, and his heart inevitably felt a little sore.

While feeling sad, he was glad that he was not selected, which gave him a chance to prove that he could become a special trainee without relying on this dog P selection.

Yu Nan was sobbing loudly, breathing heavily with her mouth open, as if she was about to let go of her breath.

The night wind was very cold, he was wearing very thin clothes, and his trembling shoulders made people feel a little distressed.

Qin An took a step towards Yunan, put his big hands on his shoulders, with gentle warmth in his palms: "Go back, you don't wear too much."

Yu Nan was still crying and shaking her head.

Qin An looked at his crow-feather-like eyelashes that were already wet and in clusters, and felt a little uncomfortable. The hand on his shoulder gently pinched his chin, forcing him to meet his gaze.

Yu Nan's eyes widened in astonishment.

"Yu Nan, I hope you know."

Qin Yu wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes with his thumb.

"I don't have any obsession with that bullshit special trainee trial."

"Of course, I won't give up any chance easily."

"I will use another way to make them admit me."

The traffic on the bridge whizzed by with the bright lights, reflecting each other with the bright bridge lights, and reflected on the sparkling water. When the wind blows, the light and shadow are crushed into a blurred mosaic.

Qin An stared at Yun Nan's teary eyes, and said firmly and forcefully——

"I want to win the championship in the winter competition."