Rebirth of the heart

When Xiao Yang came home, Xie Hui was enjoying the hot pot. Seeing Xiao Yang coming in through the gate, Xie Hui immediately waved to him.

"Come quickly!" Xie Hui couldn't bear to put down the chopsticks in his hand, and quickly picked up a piece of beef from the pot, "There are still a lot, don't be too polite, let's eat together!"

Xiao Yang really wanted to refute him, this is his home, of course he wouldn't be polite, and you looked so happy eating, how could it be like you were arguing with Lu Mingyou?But Xiao Yang didn't open his mouth, he didn't want to talk, and he didn't have much appetite.

Walking across from Xie Hui, Xiao Yang poured himself a glass of beer, and filled it up again without saying a word after drinking it.

Xie Hui sensed that something was wrong with Xiao Yang, so he finally stopped picking up vegetables and asked, "What's wrong?"

Xiao Yang drank another glass, shook his head lightly, and continued to fill the glass with wine.

Xie Hui knew that Xiao Yang couldn't get drunk with such a little beer, but his state was very rare. Ever since Ye Han left, Xiao Yang became more and more indifferent, but also more and more normal. It's been a long time since I drank so silently, what happened?

Xiao Yang naturally knew that Xie Hui was worried about him, but Xiao Yang didn't really want to tell Xie Hui about the things he knew. After all, Xiao Yang didn't want to involve Xie Hui in this matter. Lover and child, even without those ties, Xiao Yang would not let Xie Hui be affected, after all, this is a battle he must fight in order to seek justice for Ye Han and avenge himself.

On the way back just now, Xiao Yang thought about many things, some of which were fantasies and some were delusions.

But after all, one thing I want to understand is that maybe the final result will be a loss for both sides, but Xiao Yang will never regret it.

"You haven't been like this for a long time." Xie Hui saw that Xiao Yang had been silent and only focused on drinking himself, finally put down the bowl and chopsticks, and said, "What happened?"

"It's nothing, it's just a little worry." Xiao Yang didn't tell Xie Hui the truth, but tried his best to avoid it.

Seeing this, Xie Hui sighed, and said: "I didn't come back because of the quarrel with Lu Mingyou, but Han Zhibai told me that things have progressed, and I don't know whether it is good or bad, so let me come back and watch it." Look, let's look at you by the way."

After Xiao Yang heard this, he understood. No wonder Xie Hui would give up being free abroad, no paparazzi, no sneak shots, and the good times with his lover and children came back alone. It turned out that there was another reason behind it.

But still the same sentence, Xiao Yang didn't want to involve Xie Hui, so he just said: "I just found a witness."

"I heard..." Xie Hui said hesitantly, "This witness looks a bit like Ye Han..."

"It's not like." Xiao Yang denied it without thinking, "It's not like Ye Han at all."

Abnormal is a demon.

Xie Hui knew that Xiao Yang's resolute denial was no different from a direct admission.It seems that what Han Zhibai said is correct, the appearance of this person has indeed affected Xiao Yang, which is why Xiao Yang, who has been calm and self-sufficient for six years, has a little emotional fluctuation.

For a while, the only sound in the restaurant was the sound of bubbling hot pot.

Xie Hui knew that if Xiao Yang didn't want to say anything, he wouldn't be moved even if he put a knife on his neck.

It's not that Xiao Yang is so calm and composed.

Rather, they all felt that maybe Xiao Yang was waiting for such an opportunity to go down to accompany Ye Han...

"Do you remember Ye Han's appearance?"

Xie Hui heard the voice next to his ear, and there was no one else who asked the question except Xiao Yang.

Xie Hui tried his best to search for the memory of Ye Han in his mind, and found that Ye Han's beautiful face was a little blurred in his mind. Xie Hui didn't have a photo of Ye Han. One reason was that they didn't realize at that time that they might be separated. , so no memory vouchers were left behind.The second reason is that after Ye Han's accident, all his belongings were confiscated by Xiao Yang. Even if Xie Hui wanted to keep one or two, it would be impossible for him to do so.

But even so, Xie Hui never forgot Ye Han, especially after he had obtained happiness, seeing Xiao Yang who had become a lonely family, Xie Hui always felt that Xiao Yang at that time was more pitiful than himself back then.

Although he was abandoned by Lu Mingyou back then, the two of them are still alive.

Although I hated Lu Mingyou very much at that time, when I occasionally thought of the sweet time, besides hating my weakness, I was also very glad that he was still living in this world.

I also shamefully thought that maybe one day I will meet again.

It is simply that they met again later, and I am glad that Lu Mingyou never gave up on himself.

But compared to himself, Xiao Yang is really too pitiful.

Apart from other things, at least the fact that Ye Han had left this world was such a blow that Xiao Yang's whole heart would no longer throb for another person.

This world is so big, but there is no one I love anymore.

Xie Hui felt extremely uncomfortable just thinking about this possibility.

Then Xiao Yang, who has experienced such a painful six years, must feel very sad.

"Occasionally I would think about it." Xie Hui was telling the truth, "I think of him always standing in a corner in a daze, sometimes in a daze, and sometimes looking at me. He seems to never know how much he is. A dazzling person always thinks that he is just an ordinary stone, but he does not know how many people are staring at him and admiring the shining points on him."

Hearing what Xie Hui said, Xiao Yang smiled slightly.

"Obviously my conditions are so good, but I don't want to be popular, I just want to stay quietly in the corner, I don't know if I'm really stupid or really stupid!" Xie Hui said like a person muttering to himself. The Ye Han I knew.

Xiao Yang smiled again because of Xie Hui's last two adjectives. Stupid and stupid are Ye Xiaodai's unconscious cuteness, but now that he thinks about it, he cherishes it very much. This thing can't be avoided.

"If he could go on at that time, he should be able to compare with me now and die on the beach." Although Xie Hui said this with a smile, he was extremely serious. I've seen him with the simplest and kindest heart and the best conditions, but it's a pity..."

"I went upstairs to rest." The smile on Xiao Yang's face faded, he stood up and interrupted what Xie Hui was about to say next, "You also eat less, the price of pork has not increased, so you don't need to be busy fattening up." After finishing, I went upstairs without looking back.

Xie Hui was so angry that Xiao Yang had a mouthful of old blood stuck in his throat, but when he thought that he almost broke his promise just now and made Xiao Yang unhappy, he could only sigh.

After so many years, there is still no way to let go...

After returning to his room, Xiao Yang stood at the door in a daze for a long time, which had almost become a habitual action before he entered the room every day. Every day for the past six years, he was both looking forward to and dreading going home.

How much I want Ye Han to lean on the bed, listen to songs and read books as soon as he opens the bedroom door, and then smile and say to himself "You are back!" But every time with such unrealistic thoughts, All you got was disappointment and despair.

Pushing open the door, a burst of coolness brought by the air conditioner hits the face.

Everything in the room is the same as it was six years ago, it has not changed at all, it is still the same as when Ye Han was there.

But Xiao Yang knew that things were different, that person was gone, and everything was no longer the same as before.

Should we really listen to Xie Hui and the others, forget about Ye Han and start over, choose another path, and live the life we ​​want?

This is the first time Xiao Yang asked himself this question.

Do you want to choose to betray the past, completely forget about Ye Han, and then find another person to start another relationship?

May I?Can you do it yourself?

I don't know why, when Xiao Yang thought of this possibility, his heart ached so much that he couldn't control himself.

Change another person to replace the warmth and sweetness that Ye Han brought to him, and then forget the hatred and live well?

Xiao Yang suddenly thought of Lin Yin.

That Lin Yin didn't know what was going on, and what method he used, but his every move, frown, smile, and daze were all so similar to Ye Han.

But Xiao Yang found that even if he was already similar to Lin Yin, except for his face, Ye Han was almost a replica version, but he couldn't make himself fall in love with him.

There is already a person who occupies all the positions in my heart, so how can I move a bit for a fake?

"I'm sorry Ye Xiaodai, don't be angry."

Xiao Yang muttered to the void, apologizing for the momentary betrayal he had just had in a panic, to have such a thought, damn it ten thousand times.

How can you forget?

Ye Han didn't know where he was lying in the cold sea water. The prisoner who killed him hadn't received his retribution yet, so how could he forget it so easily?

Yes.

Ye Han is just alone in another world, he must be waiting for him to accompany him, but he still wants to forget him.

It sucks.

"I'm sorry, baby," Xiao Yang looked at the photo frame on the bedside table. Inside it was Xiao Yang's candid photo of Ye Han who fell asleep while reading a book. It was also the only photo of Ye Han that Xiao Yang took out and put in the room. "Come to my dream tonight, please? It's been six years, and you haven't let me dream of you once... Isn't it what people say, "I think about you every day and dream about you at night? I miss you so much every day , Thinking about you is going crazy, why don't you let me dream of you? Ye Xiaodai, don't be so cruel to me..."

Xiao Yang lay on the bed, looked at the half-empty bed on the right, reached out and stroked the sheet, as if he could touch Ye Han who used to sleep in that position.

Please, come and meet me in my dream...