Be Dazai's mother

"Everything that has been arranged in the past few days has been done." Edogawa Ranbu rarely lost his usual lazy look, and he looked at the few people present with his pair of green eyes very seriously.

"Using the tyranny and cruelty of the port mafia in recent times, he passed the false news that he was seriously ill and was about to die, and that he was going to be buried with other families before his death to those spies."

As a powerful mafia, the port mafia will inevitably have people from other forces inserting their own people in it.Although these spies who bet on their lives are well hidden, they can't bear the fact that Edogawa Ranbu, who can be called a cheating tool, is here.Mori Ogai just put in front of him the list of port mafia personnel he had recorded privately, and Edogawa Ranpo immediately pointed out who were the spies sent by which family.

Of course, whether the list that Mori Ogai brought up is the owner of the current port mafia is another matter. suspicious person.

By the way, this plan was proposed by Mori Ogai. He is well aware of how weak people's psychological defenses are. He just used a little trick to make those spies believe the fake news they worked so hard to get, and they were immediately shocked. Pass it to your leader.

What is more difficult is the degree of trust these mafia leaders have in the information after receiving the news. When they know that other mafia leaders have also received the same message, will they suspect that this is a trap.Mori Ogai also used some means to solve these problems.The most important thing is that in recent years the port mafia leaders have indeed become more and more ill. Even if they still have reason, they have made many crazy decisions.

It is not incomprehensible that the other mafias living in the shadow of the tyranny of the port mafia would try their best to pull him down and share the cake of the port mafia together.

Several mafia families are insignificant under the huge port mafia, a fact that is not only us, but they also know it.Therefore, other mafia family leaders had a secret conversation and decided to join forces to act on the decided night.

Only a few people knew about this matter before it was officially implemented. Originally, among these few people, there should have been spies planted by the port mafia, but Mr. Sen stopped them all, so that these people should have reported the incident to the port mafia leader. All spies are in a situation where they don't know anything.

"Just a doctor?" I looked at Mr. Sen suspiciously.He kept saying that he was just an ordinary doctor, why so many "small tricks"?

Mr. Sen smiled calmly and said, "Of course, I'm just a little doctor."

Mr. Fukuzawa on the side cast a complicated look, probably thinking how Mr. Mori could pretend so, literally.After all, while staying next to the irritable and tyrannical leader to gain the trust of the other party, he also secretly used various small means to cultivate his own power. Without a little acting skills and patience, it is impossible.

Getting back to the topic, according to the joint arrangement of the two, the port mafia is bound to cause some chaos on a certain night.What Mr. Fukuzawa has to do is to take advantage of the chaos and sneak into the port mafia to block those who get in the way. Mr. Mori will be with the leader of the port mafia. As for what he does with the leader of the port mafia, it is not my concern.

All I have to do is run to find Aji with all my strength, and then leave with Azhi.

Although it sounds easy to say, it is very difficult to implement in practice.Both Mr. Fukuzawa and Mr. Mori came here with the mentality of trying their best. This time, they really only allowed success and never failed.The consequences of failure are not something we can easily bear.

Of course, it is also thanks to the secret help of Iemitsu Sawada, otherwise we may be stuck in the first step of the plan.

Sawada Iemitsu did not come to see Mr. Mori and Mr. Fukuzawa. I passed on the plans and conversations we discussed.From the point of view, their relationship may be a bit delicate. Sawada Iemitsu just intends to help me, and does not intend to go deep into the internal disputes of Yokohama. Once he really intervenes in the internal disputes of Yokohama, it is not the internal disputes of Yokohama. Things have happened, and Mr. Mori and Mr. Fukuzawa have to turn their backs to be vigilant about whether Vongola, the representative behind Iemitsu Sawada, is finally planning to invade the Japanese mafia.

In order not to cause trouble for himself, Sawada Iemitsu just acted secretly, the only purpose was to help me bring Aji back.

At the same time, I heard that Azhi has gained further trust from the leaders of the Hong Kong gangsters in a short period of time, and has begun to have a certain range of freedom of movement. All the cronies of the gangsters know him, and most of them have special abilities for this I like the "secret weapon" of the neutralization ability.

Azhi seems to have some connection with Mr. Mori in private. Mr. Mori didn't tell me, but I knew it with a wonderful intuition.Thinking about it, even though I have always regarded that child as fragile, but he is not the type who will obediently hold hands and wait to die.With that in mind, I didn't pay much attention to this discovery.

I waited with trepidation until the planned day came.

The weather that day was fine, and when we got up early in the morning, the warm sun shone with dim light, making everyone feel warm.The trees were blown by the wind, and there was a faint fragrance of flowers in the air.But at night, the sky darkened, and the moon in Yokohama turned bloody inexplicably, as if foretelling the upcoming killing.

In order not to be affected by the upcoming chaos, I, as "Kyoko Sato", came to the port mafia in advance.

After getting along for a period of time, many people in the port mafia also knew that I was Mr. Mori's nurse.After all, that person, as the most trusted person of the current Hong Kong black leader, and the famous person next to the leader, will always attract more attention.

When I got to the building inside Port Mafia, the others didn't pay much attention either.I just thought I was going to do something on the orders of Mr. Mori.After all, it's just walking around inside and not going to the office of the leader of the Hong Kong gangsters, and the management is naturally not so strict as to be abnormal.

I went to a room that Mr. Mori reminded me before, closed the door after entering, closed my eyes and waited for the sound.

The interior of the port mafia has always been relatively quiet, especially after the leader of the port mafia fell ill, his temperament became extremely irritable. The only sound was the footsteps of people walking back and forth.

However, just for a moment, there was a "bang", and there was a sudden explosion outside.The originally quiet interior of the mafia suddenly fluctuated like a river thrown into it by a stone.

Shouts of shock, cries for help from being killed by Mu Cang, and the sound of things being smashed and smashed mixed together to play a death song.The original silence was easily shattered, and all life became insignificant at this moment.

I opened my eyes, took a deep breath, opened the door, and ran towards the line I prepared first.

Across the door, across the corridor, across the fighting mafia, I kept running.Some places burned, and the raging fire illuminated the eyes of everyone in the dark night, making everyone's hearts feel like a flame was burning.All kinds of noise made my head hurt, and even my breathing became heavy because of it, and a smell of destruction and death filled my nose.

In the process of running, I was almost chopped, hit by a wooden warehouse, and knocked down several times. Once I got down, the clothes I was wearing became a little tattered, and there were many abrasions on my body, and the blood ran down my body. My wound kept sliding down.

Even so, I was just running, running non-stop, just like when I was running at Tsushima's house looking for Aji.

I know very well that I can't stop, I can only keep moving forward, if I stop at this moment, there will only be a bottomless abyss waiting for me.

The long run made me gasp for breath, the surge of adrenal hormones made my brain blank, and a feeling of astringency rose in my throat.

The mafia who were waiting on both sides didn't know where they went, so I went straight to the room where Azhi was, and opened the door——

The boy was sitting on the bed, his body still wrapped in bandages, but he didn't know when he put on a black suit. Compared with before, he seemed to have a different aura.Noticing the sound of the door being opened, he looked up at me and smiled slowly.

"Are you here to take me away, Sachiko."

——"Are you going to kill me next, Sachiko?"

In memory, the thinner and younger figure than the current Azhi overlaps with him at this moment.Similar scenes and different dialogues softened my originally serious expression.

Speaking of which, I obviously didn't tell Azhi who I was, but he still recognized me.

Well, there is no way to do this, just like I can never be wrong about A Zhi, A Zhi can never be wrong about me.

— After all, we are mother and son.

Even if we are at opposite ends of the world, our hearts are tightly connected.

I took a few breaths, and after calming down, I walked over, stretched out my hand to Azhi and said, "Let's leave here together? Together like before..."

Oh, I can't talk about going to see the cherry blossoms this time.Every time I go to see the cherry blossoms, something will happen, so what should I say?Camping together?Have a picnic?Go to the park together?No matter what, as long as the mother and child can be together, no matter what they do, they can make people feel happy.

But Aji shook his head.Not only that, but he was sitting on the bed the whole time, with no intention of getting up and walking with me.

I looked at him blankly, not understanding Azhi's actions at this time.And Aji just said: "Sorry, Sachiko, I'm not going to leave here."

"what do you mean...?"

Azhi lowered his eyes and looked towards the corner covered by the bed.

And I followed his gaze——finally saw Andrew and Koichiro Uehara tied up in the corner.

The mouths of the two tall men were gambled, and they were tied tightly like dead fish. They were tied at the feet of the thin and small Azhi, which looked funny and had a sense of horror like a ghost doll.

They seemed to have been tied up for a long time, and there were obvious strangle marks on their sturdy bodies, and they fell into a semi-comatose state due to poor breathing, unable to even utter a whimper.

What a ridiculous scene, the two men who easily killed me and snatched away Aji some time ago are now being slaughtered like the most humble ants.But as soon as I got close to the two of them, my body began to remember the pain again, which made my forehead start to break out in cold sweat.

In such a ridiculous scene, I began to realize the gap between myself and Azhi more deeply.

"I used a little trick." It was Azhi's calm voice that broke the frozen silence.He said: "No, it should be said that in places you can't see, I have done some things you can't imagine."

Saying so, Azhi stretched out his foot and kicked the two people who were tied up.They were obviously very tall men, but at this moment they were easily kicked to the ground like cotton - then I discovered that these two people did not pass out because of being tied up for a long time. They passed out after being brutally tortured, otherwise how to explain the few but extremely hideous injuries on their bodies?The nails have been peeled off, and although the body is still intact, the unnaturally placed and broken hands and feet also testify to what they have experienced.

Aji lowered his eyes, looked down at the palm of his hand, and murmured: "I... have been thinking about what I was born for? I want to die, but Xingzi, you worked hard I dragged it out and shouted to me, "Congratulations on being born into this world, Master Xiuzhi.""

"Because you grabbed my hand, I thought about working harder and harder. But it was still very difficult and painful. Because I didn't want to make you sad, I desperately endured and endured." He seemed He murmured as if he saw blood flowing through his hands: "But this time, I feel that I may be able to see something in the death and violence—about the meaning of living."

Looking at me in shock, Aji raised his head and said: "Although Sachiko, you always said that you would accept me no matter what, I still think it's better for you to leave me."

He always does this, can't wait to push me away.

Honestly, even I get angry, angry that I'm not trusted.But I was sad again because of Aji's timid, broken heart.It was as if a big hole had been opened in his heart since he was born, and all the good things would easily turn into loose sand in front of that hole.

And what can I blame in the face of such Azhi?He has no way to understand human beings, because he was smart in the past, so he saw the death of flowers directly beyond the beauty of flowers, and what can I blame when I face Aji who feels pain and despair because of this?

I took a deep breath and said, "What if I say 'yes' and leave you?"

A Zhi showed a shallow smile, and said: "Then, goodbye--" He paused, as if calling out because he felt that this was the last time.

--""Mother"."

In fact, Aji seldom calls me "Mom", and most of the time he calls me Sachiko.Maybe it's because he's used to being called, or maybe it's because of the child's self-esteem, but I think it's more likely because he likes the name "Sachiko" more than I imagined. It seems that as long as he says this name, I can really be happy.

Therefore, when Aji calls me "Mom", it must be an extraordinary moment.

I was silent for a moment, and said angrily, "Are you an idiot?"

Azhi raised his head to look at me blankly, and I continued, "You've been calling me like that, calling me 'Mom', how could I really leave you alone?"

I stepped forward and grabbed his hand tightly, and said: "And I should be happy, after all, I want to find the meaning of living... To some extent, you are saving yourself, you want to let If you can live, you will find it. If you don’t even want to find the meaning of living, I will worry about whether you are completely desperate and determined to die.”

"...I'm saving myself?" Azhi repeated my words blankly.

"Hmm." I nodded and said, "Not everyone has the ability to call for help and save themselves. But even if you didn't say 'help me', I can still hear your call for help, and I can also hear from your smiling face. You can see signs of calling for help."

"If you are really determined to die, then you will not be obsessed with finding the meaning of living now... because you still have a glimmer of hope in this world, because you are still struggling. Of course, even so , Your pain is also something that no one can deny." I sighed deeply.

"Help me", what a simple syllable.But not everyone can say it, and not everyone has the ability to call for help.For Azhi, wanting to find the meaning of living is to shout loudly with all his strength: Help me!

How could I ignore his cries for help?

"If this is your good decision, then go for it." I said seriously: "I hope you can live and be happy. But don't be burdened by my feelings, don't worry about me, don't think about me I feel that I am not qualified to say what I want to die."

"People's hearts have limits." I reached out to touch my heart.The heart under my hand is beating thumpingly, symbolizing the life that I am still alive.I said: "Once beyond that limit, human beings will become walking dead without thinking or completely collapse and die."

"I don't want you to become like that, so...I hope you can go straight to the path you want to go without hesitation. If you join the port mafia, standing here can ignite you to find the meaning of living , then do it."

"I will never give up on you at any time." I said, staring at Azhi seriously.

Azhi subconsciously wanted to run away as if he felt fear because of this, but this time he restrained himself desperately, and he did not run away.

Aji looked up at me and nodded.

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There is no need to mention the following things.It was only later that I found out that Mr. Mori and Azhi had already had a conversation during this period of time, and the two formed a relationship similar to a master-student, and Azhi also witnessed the moment when Mr. Mori personally killed the leader of Hong Kong gangsters.

Iemitsu Sawada left after learning that I rescued Aji, while Mr. Fukuzawa was silent for a long time after he learned that Aji joined the port mafia. The news is not surprising, he probably already knew what that person was planning.

I wondered if Ranpo Edogawa, who had already seen through everything, was absent-mindedly eating a chocolate bar and said, "Sure enough, did you join?"

Akiko was shocked and puzzled by Aji’s choice. She was disgusted and resisted Mr. Mori and even asked me if Aji was brainwashed by Mr. After Zhi's own choice, she also remained silent for a long time, and finally chose to respect A Zhi's decision.

In the end, Mr. Mori became the new leader with "the leader was killed by other mafia forces who mixed in. Before his death, he made a will to let me be the leader." It is the confidants of the former Hong Kong gang leader to eradicate the hostile mafia forces, and then use some "small tricks" to make them accidentally die inside.

Aji was given a black coat by Mr. Mori, officially becoming a member of the Port Mafia.And according to the agreement I promised Sawada Iemitsu, I often went to chat with Mrs. Nana, and continued to live as before.

Time flies, and years have passed since then.