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Chapter 27

Celebrating a Spring Festival is nothing more than eating, drinking and drinking. Everyone has a smile on their faces, and no one will find it difficult during the Spring Festival.

After this Spring Festival, Liu Qingge always felt that she seemed to be fat, but when she was visiting relatives, she found out that she was lighter, even lighter than before returning home.

Maybe she's been thinking too much lately.

That matter was on my mind, and I couldn't let it go.

After walking around with relatives, it was ten days since the Spring Festival, and things that were suppressed during this time began to rebound crazily.

First, Liu's father came to Liu Qingge to preach, but this time his tone seemed to be too aggressive, and he was a little less cautious and polite than before.

Father Liu talked about the red envelope, "Your uncle originally planned to give you a thousand, but he said that not only did you not call him, nor did you visit your grandparents once when you got home, so he was not willing to give it to you." is you."

Liu Qingge's face was full of indifference, but she could feel the ridicule, accusation, threat, and even a bit of condescending charity in her heart. Father Liu's tone and reaction also reflected a lot of things, at least he also Blaming Liu Qingge, he also thought from the bottom of his heart that Liu Qingge did something wrong.

No matter how upset Liu Qingge was in his heart, his face was extremely calm, "It's fine if he doesn't like it."

"He just thinks that you didn't go to see your grandparents. This is what you did wrong. Grandpa and grandma are so kind to you. You should at least go and see them when you go home. You didn't listen to me when I told you a few times..."

"Are you blaming me?" Liu Qingge looked at Father Liu and asked.

Father Liu also looked directly at Liu Qingge, with a big attitude of teaching, biting every word very hard, wanting Liu Qingge to listen to his words and remember them in his heart, and it would be best to trigger deep meditation, "Xiao Ge, you have grown up, and you have to take on the responsibilities of adults. Many things can't be judged by whether you like it or not, but can only be divided into whether you should or should not do it."

Although what he said seemed to make sense, Liu Qingge only thought that his words were trying to brainwash her, and the original value of these words was not reflected at all when they came out of his mouth.

"I can do whatever I want, and I won't do it if I don't want to." Saying an extremely willful sentence, but agreeing with it from the bottom of his heart, Ziliu Qingge said in disregard of Liu's father's cold eyes, "I don't want to do it." I like my grandparents, but I have no feelings for them, I can get along with them calmly, and don't mention anything about the past, this is my only concession."

"It's been so long since what happened back then, why do you still hold grudges? They had to do it back then, and they loved you the most at that time." Liu's father looked at Liu Qingge as if he was looking at someone who couldn't do it. Reasonable and disobedient children.

Liu Qingge's only way to hold back her tears is to maintain a calm face. Liu Qingge looked at Father Liu with ice-cold eyes as if looking at a stranger, "If you hurt, you hurt. Reasons, you too, say so many unavoidable reasons, will you feel less guilty if you say too much? Do you gradually believe that that matter is not your fault at all? You even think I have to be considerate You, forgive you, as if nothing happened, treat you with filial piety and affection, as a tool you can use? Let me tell you, you are dreaming."

"You..." Father Liu's hands were trembling in anger, pointing at Liu Qingge for a while, he was speechless.

"Don't dream, it's useless to do it. If I don't get angry, it doesn't mean that you can greedily ask for more. Since you want to push forward, then I don't mind tearing this layer of shame." Liu Qingge sneered and stopped Pay attention to Father Liu, and go upstairs past him.

Back then, Liu Qingge's grandparents sent Liu Qingge away as the eldest daughter. At that time, Liu Qingge's parents were not at home. When the two returned home and learned that the child was sent away, it was already too late.

Since then, the pressure on Liu Qingge's parents has dropped sharply. They don't have to worry about family planning people coming to their door, and they can finally have a second child.At that time, Liu Qingge's parents did not go to Liu Qingge under the persuasion of Liu Qingge's grandparents, and gave birth to Liu Qingge's younger brother Liu Ye a year later.The only male in the family was born, and the tense relationship in the family stabilized.

Liu Qingge's parents are very busy, busy making money, busy taking care of Liu Ye, and Liu Shu who was born again six years later.Perhaps apart from being busy, they also forgot about a lost burden, so they chose to exclude that child from their lives.

As for Liu Qingge, it was only two years ago that she came into Liu Qingge's life like a charity.

Liu Qingge will never forget that Luo Haixin once said to Liu Qingge in a contemptuous tone, "But they took you back after spending 3 yuan, and they raised you well. We know how to be grateful, otherwise we just need to fight A lawsuit will bring you back."

Liu's father said to Liu Qingge that Luo Haixin's education level is not very high, but only at the level of junior high school, so her speech is not of high level, so don't worry too much about what she says.

But can Liu Qingge really ignore that sentence?That is impossible.

Liu Qingge didn't hate this family, she just hated everyone in this family, all of them smiled hypocritically at her, as if the previous hurts were all over.

They meant to use Liu Qingge, and why wasn't Liu Qingge using them?

Single-handed use and use with a clearly marked price are all acceptable to Liu Qingge, but there is no need to be mixed with emotions, and what they gave her is not worth her affection.

Liu Qingge originally thought that she and Liu's father were going to have a cold war for a while, or that Liu's father came to give in to her. Of course, that was just a kind of "flexibility" of adults.Those so-called adults always have incredible 'broad-mindedness'.

But in fact, Liu Xu was too busy divorcing Luo Haixin to pay any attention to her.

Father Liu wanted to be with Xiaosan, but he also knew clearly that Xiaosan was naturally there to be pampered, and it would be nice to be free from worldly affairs.Without the yellow-faced lady at home taking care of the family and busying herself with the affairs of the house, how can they be free and unrestrained?

On the one hand, he couldn't and couldn't bear to let Xiaosan handle the housework, on the other hand, he couldn't bear to give up such a good nanny labor, so he simply spent so much time, deceiving himself that he could live a lifetime like this.

There is such a saying, "The red flag at home does not fall, but the colorful flags flutter outside." This sentence vividly and exquisitely reflects the man's bad nature and selfish thoughts.

But it's such a ridiculous thing, women still eat this way, a large number of women whose brains have been flooded let these men grind themselves, and continue to be filial to their parents, earn money to support their families, and treat their children as themselves She raises her child like that, and finally develops herself into a yellow-faced woman, which adds weight to a man's inferiority.

And all because of not wanting to divorce.

They can't even imagine a day without a stable marriage, even if this is just an imaginary stability, a stability that has already broken and rotted inside.Even if they earn twice as much money as their husbands alone, it cannot make up for their inferiority and anxiety.

These women feel in their hearts that divorce is the collapse of the world, just like the mentality of those ancient feudal women thousands of years ago, imprisoning themselves.

This phenomenon is only caused by the fact that this society is still instilling these ideas in women, and men and women have not achieved equality at all, and men still rule women invisible and tangible.

Gender discrimination is not uncommon, but this has become the lightest refraction point. What is really terrifying is the subtle influence on the thinking of those who want to enslave women.

Many women have experienced oppression, but they can't think of rebelling, or even refuse to resist.

Luo Haixin is one such woman. She was oppressed by her mother-in-law, and her husband made a big deal of cold violence because of her figure, but she still persisted for 20 years. Now she has become bitter and mean because of these oppressions. Years of kindness.

But she never thought about a real divorce. It wasn't until after encountering the mistress incident and Liu's father's violent reaction and favoritism that Luo Haixin began to come into contact with something beyond her comprehension.

At first, she was half afraid and half tentative, maybe she could live a better life without her husband?

And such an idea has been brewing for a long time, and finally broke out under suppression.

It took 20 years to brew this outbreak, how many 20 years does a person have in his life?

This outbreak was within Liu Qingge's expectations, but the timing of the outbreak was beyond her expectations.

There seems to be a hand behind the scenes driving this.

No one at home cooks, Liu Qingge can go out to eat alone, or eat instant noodles, but Liu Shu and Liu Ye can't, so she has to cook by herself.

After tossing and tossing, Liu Shu and Liu Ye finally couldn't help it after eating Liu Qingge's clumsy craftsmanship for several days.

Liu Ye went to school early, and Liu Shu started to eat instant noodles with Liu Qingge, and until the irresponsible parents realized that there was still a child at home, so when both of them rushed home, Liu Qingge was also on the way. Packed up and ready to go back to school.

Luo Haixin loves Liu Shu the most. When he saw her, he immediately said distressedly, "I lost weight, have you eaten well?"

Liu Shu said aggrievedly, "I eat instant noodles every day..."

Luo Haixin started to question Liu Qingge almost subconsciously, "Why are you so lazy, you have everything at home, don't you know how to cook? You are such an adult! Your sister is so young, can she eat instant noodles every day? "

Liu Qingge glanced at Liu Shu, who immediately turned around and buried her head in Luo Haixin's arms, not looking at Liu Qingge.

Liu Qingge didn't explain, and didn't pay attention to anyone. When Luo Haixin cooked the meal, Liu Qingge stayed upstairs and didn't go down.

Luo Haixin asked Liu Shu to go up and ask Liu Qingge to eat. Liu Shu was unwilling at first, but Luo Haixin told her that she must be unhappy in Liu Qingge now, and if she didn't go and ask her sister to come down My sister will cry when I eat...

So Liu Shu had no choice but to put down the bowls and chopsticks reluctantly, and climbed upstairs to call Liu Qingge.

Liu Qingge opened the door in response, still holding luggage.

Seeing Liu Shu, she said calmly, "I'm going to school, goodbye."

Liu Shu said dryly, "Mom told you to eat well first, otherwise you will cry..."

"What's there for me to cry?" Passing over Liu Shu's skinny cheeks, Liu Qingge passed her and went downstairs with the suitcase.

Liu Shu was starved by her, so she must have some resentment towards her.

Although this kind of resentment is very light and light, it still makes people uncomfortable.

After Liu Qingge greeted Luo Haixin and Father Liu lightly, she hailed a car and left.Her actions were too fast and decisive, and Father Liu and Luo Haixin didn't have time to ask anything.

Sitting in the car, Liu Qingge's stomach was rumbling, which was very clear in this confined space.Liu Qingge smiled apologetically at the driver with some embarrassment.

Turning her head to look out of the car window, the scenery is receding step by step, just like her past time.

Needless to say, Liu's father, she has already seen it clearly. From an unprecedented clear understanding, she is an adult, and what she has to face is not only a boundless and boundless future, but also an endless stream of people who surround her. The scourge.