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Having lived at her adoptive parents' house for more than half a month, and the Spring Festival was approaching, Liu Qingge knew that this was the limit of the Liu family, and she understood that it was time to leave.

She called Father Liu and asked him to pick her up.Father Liu's tone was a bit cold. Although he didn't say it, Liu Qingge clearly felt his dissatisfaction with her.

Although Luo Haixin and Liu's father like to tell Liu Qingge to be kind, to be grateful, to be filial to adoptive parents, but Liu Qingge knows that her biological parents are used to talking very well Beautiful, but a person who only talks but doesn't act, and likes to talk big.

They wished that Liu Qingge's affection for her adoptive parents would become weaker and weaker.

Most of the time Liu Qingge is glad that she was not raised by such a couple.

Although Liu's father was angry, Liu Qingge would just pretend that he didn't hear it, and then hung up the phone.

People's feelings are mutual, whoever is good to her will be good to her, and true love is naturally good, but it is better to do nothing than to pretend.

For Liu's father and Luo Haixin's inconsistencies in actions and words, Liu Qingge's only affection for them has disappeared.

Liu Qingge couldn't sleep that night.

She is a very homely person, and she will feel dependent after staying in one place for a long time, and she will be reluctant to leave.It's like she didn't like to go home when she was in school, and she didn't want to move back to school when she got home. This has nothing to do with anything else, it's just a habit.

Now that she wants to leave here and go back to her biological parents' house, she refuses in her heart, and feels a little uneasy in her heart, although there is nothing to be afraid of.

After typing the words, Liu Qingge felt that her mouth was extremely dry, so she went to the living room to drink water, and when she passed the main room with a teacup, Liu Qingge stopped.Although I know that eavesdropping is not good, but when I heard my name, I believe many people can't hold back their curiosity.

Although there was a faint feeling that he was setting up a flag to seek death, Liu Qingge still couldn't control his behavior, and stuck his whole body to the not very thick door, listening to the conversation that was especially clear at night through the door panel.

"...Isn't she messing around? She finally got the chance to study, and she doesn't want to be a teacher now. If you say she doesn't want to be a teacher, what else can she do?" This was Mu Shaolan's voice.

Mu Shaolan, or most people think that Liu Qingge's writing is just for fun, never thought that Liu Qingge can support herself by writing, even though Liu Qingge himself had the idea of ​​full-time, but Still scared off.

There are almost no full-time authors in jj, unless they are super masters, the kind of masters who have a stable income every month and have a lot of savings, otherwise full-time work is really a terrible experience.

How hard is it to think about it before you give up the stable job and stable salary you finally got to live a miserable life on the unstable income of thousands of dollars?

Liu Qingge was even more unbearable. If she was writing a v-text now, under a relatively stable situation, her monthly income would be less than one thousand. The same kind of income is also the reason why Youwen is constantly updating the status.

But no matter what will Liu Qingge do if he has no income during the window period, even in the best condition, what can that meager income do?full time?Don't be kidding, I can't afford the rent.

Mu Shaolan's words fell, and then Lu Zihua's voice came into my ears, "She is smart, but she doesn't know how to deal with people, and she doesn't know how to deal with people. She is not suitable for the workplace, but fortunately there is Sheng'er, otherwise she would It won't be easy in the future."

"Yes, and teaching is relatively simple, and there are not so many troublesome things. But the problem is that her mind can't turn around at all. Let her have a good relationship with Sheng'er, so that Sheng'er can take care of her more in the future She still doesn't listen!"

"Well, it's good that I'm still here, if I'm not here..."

"Don't say anything unlucky."

"I used to like to drink. I know what's going on with my health. I might be leaving in two years. When I leave you alone, Sheng'er will definitely not take good care of you."

"I only have Xiaoge..."

"So let's agree to Sheng'er's condition, it will be good for you and Xiaoge."

"But Xiaoge, she..."

"Cheng'er said that the child is the secretary's son, even though he's a little older than Xiaoge, but it doesn't matter. Older men love their wives more."

"How is that kid?"

"Cheng'er said it's pretty good. Apart from not being very good-looking, both family and other aspects are very good. The secretary's family is rich, so Xiaoge won't suffer a loss when she marries, and Sheng'er's career can also be rewarded." Help, he and Xiaoge can take care of each other, and you can also be taken care of, so I can leave with peace of mind..."

"Would Xiaoge agree..."

"We told her that she would not refuse."

"We are also doing it for her own good... let's go to bed, Liu Xu will come to pick up Xiaoge tomorrow... just wait, we will talk about this matter after Xiaoge graduates, before that, do you think Can you let them have a little contact first?"

"Let Sheng'er take the two of them to sing and have fun, and when the two get to know each other, it will be easier to talk about it when the time comes."

"Well, maybe Xiaoge will also fall in love with that child. Xiaoge said that she likes boys who are older than her and knows how to take care of others..."

The voices of the two gradually disappeared, but Liu Qingge outside the door felt cold hands and feet.

The adoptive parents are almost the most respected and trusted people in Liu Qingge's heart, but they are ready to kidnap her with love.

Although it is mixed with self-interest, it still uses love as an excuse, because loving you is better for you, so you do it, and you should not refuse.

If the two of them hadn't said those vowed words, maybe Liu Qingge wouldn't be so shocked and uncomfortable in his heart now.

The two of them had talked with Liu Qingge about their views before, that love is free, as long as it is what Liu Qingge likes, and they think there is no problem with their character after inspection, and if they think it is okay after looking at it, they can get married. None of the problems.

And they will not interfere with Liu Qingge's marriage choice, nor will they force Liu Qingge to get married. Although it is recommended that Liu Qingge get married and have children earlier, this is Liu Qingge's own business, their own freedom, they will not Strong intervention.

It is even more unbearable when some people speak too beautifully, but after gaining the trust of others, they act against their own words.

Liu Qingge felt that this was a kind of betrayal.

Moreover, the things they did and planned to do behind her back made Liu Qingge feel a lot of anxiety and fear.

Is she really going to follow their arrangements and pace?

she doesn't want to...

No matter how good the so-called man they prepared for her was, no matter how good he was, he might even be in tune with her, she would not follow this trajectory to be with him.

As for the things that her adoptive father was worried about, Liu Qingge was not ignorant. In the past few years, her adoptive father's physical condition began to deteriorate rapidly. Liu Qingge saw it in her eyes and was worried in her heart.And she never thought of throwing her adoptive mother into Lu Sheng's care, not her biological mother, and Lu Sheng's attitude towards her adoptive mother over the years made Liu Qingge not place any hope on Lu Sheng at all.

No matter how difficult it is, Liu Qingge will take good care of her mother, and will keep her by her side. It doesn't matter if she lives a little bit harder, but she will never let her mother have enough food and clothing.If the man can't accept her mother in the future, she will never get married. If the mother finds it boring to be alone, she can also send her to a nursing home with good conditions. Although the price is ridiculously high, as long as you work hard to make money, everything is fine. OK.

Liu Qingge thought a lot, but never thought that she would abandon her mother.

But Mu Shaolan and Lu Zihua never believed in Liu Qingge in their bones, and it was because of the unchangeable fact that Liu Qingge was not their blood.

Moreover, Liu Qingge was too young, and neither of them would take her promises too seriously. Everything was just a child's words, so they were not trustworthy.

This distrust made Liu Qingge sad and frustrated.

He walked back to his room in a daze, and was no longer in the mood to drink the specially poured water. The whole person was in a chaotic state, and his mind was very confused.

In the end, Liu Qingge shrank into the bed because of the cold, and fell asleep crying.

Simply because Liu Qingge's eyes were a little swollen from staying up late, so Liu Qingge looked listless, and the appearance of swollen eyes did not make Mu Shaolan and the two of them feel strange.

The two of them talked to Liu Qingge as if nothing had happened, but Liu Qingge took a lot of effort not to show any strangeness.

When Liu's father came to pick Liu Qingge up, Mu Shaolan and Lu Zihua told her many things, the main thing was to take good care of herself, study hard, don't put too many things in her mind, just read with peace of mind. "

Liu Qingge doesn't like to talk to her parents at home, and she always holds things in her heart. Liu Qingge doesn't talk about those bad things, but they are afraid that Liu Qingge will press them in their hearts.

But what they didn't know was that the pressure in Liu Qingge's heart came from them, and no matter what the parents of the two parties ordered, the relief was just lip service, and it was of no use at all.

Liu Qingge left the house with a complicated heart, but in just one night, her thoughts underwent another earth-shaking change.

The third day after Liu Qingge went back was the Spring Festival. This was the second Spring Festival she spent at Liu's house. I still remember how many times Mu Shaolan said to Liu Qingge before the first Spring Festival she spent at Liu's house last year. Persuading, she tried her best to keep Liu Qingge, but after Liu Qingge refused, Mu Shaolan turned cold towards Liu Qingge for the first time.

In fact, Liu Qingge is very clear that these are just Mu Shaolan's anger and evasion of responsibility. After all, the promise to save money for Liu Qingge's education was forgotten in the two people's gambling, and then they were unable to defend her and lost her. It was given to the Liu family, everything was done by them, Liu Qingge is just the boat pushed by two torrents.

But as a woman, no matter how much grievances parents give, if they can cry and swallow, they shouldn't spit it out and hurt their hearts.